#oc: blessaire

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I have the brainworms that make me move these eight ocs around every universe or else I’d miss them.

Dario Mendes - Lasombra, 7th Gen, embraced at age 31, his trials to be embraced involved the betrayal of several friends and teachers, concluding in his own betrayal against his father, member of a ghoul family who had long since served the clan. This left him with a grudge that expressed itself by leaving his own clan behind, being considered a weak link from his lineage. Anarch who hates the sabbat and after the lasombra alliance, the camarilla but merely by association.

Beáta Thorpe - Ventrue, 8th turned 7th Gen through diablerie (and in process of fighting for control of her body), embraced at 30, only able to drink from people with sucessful leaderships. Around 500 years of age as a kindred but due to extensive damage she had to spend most of them in torpor until she awakes to the modern nights and tries to make sense of this new world on her own. Taken in by the Camarilla but so far she’s disappointed with what she sees and how rigid rules are.

Noelle [REDACTED] - Cappadocian, unknown generation, embraced at 24, has survived the hunt of the Giovanni through sheer talent, hoarding enough blackmail and secrets not even the camarilla promise of non intervention could break and if that’s not enough to cover her, she has tricks under her sleeve no one would guess (yes it means several diablerized elders of different clans, both their powers and their shambling corpses with renewed energy). Casual camarilla but mostly unaligned.

Thea Hill - Salubri, unknown generation, embraced at 25 by mistake during her sire’s final crisis, which led her to believe she was a caitiff for a time, barely surviving in the unknown world that suddenly opened itself beneath her. Anarch as survival dictates it so, but she keeps a safe distance from most.

Phemie Elu - True Brujah, 6th Gen, embraced at 33, she jokes about having more in common with the younger brujahs but the few people who know her well have learned not to underestimate her control over the temporis technique or the knowledge she has stored across centuries. Loyal only to her clan.

Yseult Terrell - Thinblood from a Toreador sire, 15th Gen, embraced at 20, able to walk under the sun, following the edicts of the clan that rejects her, she is charming and open to as many friendships as possible but so far she has had little success. An anarch just looking to pass her nights in peace and with those who welcome her.

Florencia “Felix” Weiss - Gangrel, 10th Gen, embraced at 22 when her mother was a neonate, during a frenzy of hers. Unwilling to keep up with the plain lifestyle of her clan, she stakes out in the city, rejecting any familiar for the time being. She can’t deny she connects well with monkeys though. Right now her life is an anarch party after another, getting creative at avoiding conflict whenever it comes looking for her.

Rex C. Newman - Banu Haqim, 12th Gen, embraced at 27 after his clan’s introduction to the Camarilla, although his contact with kindred started since he was young, with his biological father being a kindred, the target of the assassin clan. He was taken away from his father before he could take him in as a childe. A vicious and effective tracker and executor, he has been denied the princedom of a city several times, putting him at odds with leadership.

#oc: diokos #oc: blessaire #oc: noktemi #oc: tizkaan #oc: phierre #oc: yngram #oc: fallaz #oc: nemore'xiel #/// long post

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1-star reviews of the iliad

#me: i do not understand those triangles! also me: this makes perfect sense <3 #anyway none of them are actually allowed to dislike the illiad bc i say so #nostalgia on taris #oc: noktemi #oc: yngram #oc: tizkaan #oc: blessaire #oc: tarragon #oc: fallaz #oc: phierre #oc: nemore'xiel #oc: diokos #long post #swtor

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Blessaire's parents (Jedi Knight)

Note: I am not pleased with how Beltoiz came out, there is literally no good options for coily hair in this game. You must know that Beltoiz has very long and well kept dreadlocks... Guess at some point I'm going to download artbreeder, see if that helps -_-

Beltoiz of Clan Vizla: Distant descendant of Iaparce Nullpax, Jedi Exile, his grandmother was a jedi who had a very tense relationship with the council and left it after several disagreements. The animosity from the family pushed his mother to join the mandalorians and by the time he was born in Rishi, he was completely uninterested in returning to those roots. He met Dennere during the Battle of Alderaan and abandoned the war to elope with her. During their honeymoon/adventure they crossed Tatooine and had an accident involving tusken warriors that left Beltoiz gravely injured, Dennere died and Blessaire was lost. His clan welcomed him back as he was still very young and he was quickly forgiven. He would get an opportunity to meet with Blessaire again after 12 years and confirm her survival, inviting her to go with him and change her mind about joining the Jedi Order. This didn’t work in his favor and he was unable to convince her even if they spent more time together. It created a rift between them that would only heal after Zakuul’s invasion and Blessaire’s release from carbonite.

Dennere Thul: daughter of Horis Thul, his favored child, always had too much of a wandering spirit and was uninterested with court affairs. In Beltoiz she saw a chance to escape from all the unnecessary complications of nobility and to have someone who would be as adventurous as her. Had she not perished in Tatooine she would have gladly joined clan Vizla later on.

#nostalgia on taris #oc: blessaire #oc: beltoiz

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Used this picrew to make my children!! First time I was able to make my red sith boy 😎💕

Revan Zellas Oikira circa kotor 1 / Jedi Exile Iaparce Nullpax

Jedi Knight Blessaire Thul / Wrath Diokos Erkserai

#oc: iaparce #oc: zellas oikira #oc: diokos #oc: blessaire #nostalgia on taris

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Blessaire saying "I am one with the force and the force is with me"

#oc: blessaire #damn i really am on full 🤡 mode #me: do the jedi thing!!! blessaire: *does the thing* me: 😍😎😍❤💚💛💙💜💕🎉🎉🎉🎊🎋🎍🥂🍻 #swtor spoilers

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for blessaire: 10, 1, 19, 20 for your excessively detailed headcanon meme

thanks Fade!! ❤️

1. What does their bedroom look like?

For her room in the ship: If the empty room had yellow and orange decor before she came, now it has changed to be light blue tones or contrasts with black and white, her favorite colors. She collects trinkets friends have given her in her travels and she spreads them in her drawers to make them fit in the tight space. Look quickly and everything seems in order but dig a little and you will discover a mess only Blessaire can make sense of.

For her room in the alliance: Now with more space Blessaire has found a space for everything but she sometimes decides to reorganize her things to what makes more sense to her in that moment. She buys a lot of cushions to spread all over the sofa and bed, mostly because she allows a lot of people inside at the same time.

10. Neuroses? Do they recognize them as such?

She has always been a perfectionist, able to get a hold of herself through every trail she has taken since her childhood alone. It takes her a lot of time to ask or even accept help and she has to be breaking down hard to be convinced she needs others. Later in her life she recognizes that is a problem her friends are eager to help her with.

Her time while being possessed by Vitiate left her doubting reality every time she talks to him. She winds up being anxious and confused about what is or isn't real when he interacts with her and she needs to make an effort to remember their conversations. It's disturbing to her but she seeks a lot of help from anyone willing to listen.

19. What do they think about before falling asleep at night?

She is a heavy sleeper so she can fall asleep without much effort if the place she’s in is warm or hot. She hates the cold though.  If she has to sleep somewhere cool she starts to think about Tatooine and gets nostalgic by accident. She know she might end up having sad dreams about leaving the planet and the whole thing sours her mood in the morning.

20. Childhood illnesses? Any interesting stories behind them?

She had womp rat fever twice as a child because she kept going out alone in the desert and the ugly things always bit her. She managed to worry the entire community in Anchorhead but she got through it without consequences, which was strange for someone so young but it probably was due to being a force user. She only got the Czerka vaccine until her first visit to Tatooine after becoming a Jedi. She bought a bulk of them for the entire town too.

#oc: blessaire #fancyfade

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🖊 + blessaire 🖊+ phierre

Thank you!

Blessaire didn’t know her father for the longest. Dennere Thul and Beltoiz Vizla, both very young and inexperienced, decided to make a trip that doubled as honey moon around the Outer Rim after Blessaire was born. It crashed and burned when they were ambushed by sand people on Tatooine. Dennere died in the attack while Beltoiz lost control of his jetpack and was grievously injured, but managed to escape and survived. They reunited for the first time on a spaceport in the desert planet, where she was readying herself to be sent to Tython. Beltoiz was shocked by the idea of finding himself in opposite sides of the war and pressed Blessaire to go with him. She refused him and they took away on a bad note. Years later they would try to connect again, this time on their own terms and after learning about each other and the new people they had become, they form a strong bond.

Phierre’s adoptive parent, Praxion, is famous trader who was capable of obtaining any item their contractors wished no matter the dangers, political or otherwise. They worked in imperial and huttesse space and moved around a lot for safety. They taught Phierre how to handle most types of weaponry and while they praised her for her talent, they didn’t include her in actual work, as they were very careful with her to the point of being fearful with very little reason. Phierre had to go against their wishes to start a name for herself as a bounty hunter, taking small jobs in cantinas or joining massive hunts for the Hutts.

#oc: phierre #oc: blessaire #fancyfade

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🖊 blessaire? :D

Thank you!!

She loved the time she spent alone with Kira and T7. They might have been stressed and worried about the next move of Angral and his apprentices but while they travelled she felt fully calm. While she meditated or practiced her battle moves or simply finished daily chores she felt the strong bond between her and Kira and T7 working harmoniously with the ship. Doc joining the crew was the end of it and she got back at him by leaving him on Hutta once his failed job to save Nem’ro was over. She sometimes wonder if it was too petty but after that her only regret was not having a doctor on the ship besides C2-N2 and Rusk’s med training.

#oc: blessaire #itzpapalotl

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tagged by @forceritual to talk about the overarching themes in some of my characters’ arcs. To clarify, I change the Consular story so that the Barsen’thor, in this case Tyzkaan, needs supervision during the first and second arcs as ordered from the Jedi Council which Yngram provided. I also change the Agent story where Exatlas is cipher nine during the first arc but after siding with Darth Jadus (and dealing with the consequences that comes from someone else thwarting Jadus) Nemore’xiel is promoted to cipher nine.

Blessaire: looking forward vs learning from your past, fighting isolation, dealing with leadership

Tizkaan: pride vs responsibility, dealing with impulses

Yngram: finding balance between fighting and dialogue, standing up for yourself, self esteem issues

Fallaz: pragmatism vs idealism, hedonism, recklessness

Willita: avoiding family with work, disappointment with the system, patriotism

Diokos: escaping cult ideologies, following orders, guilt

Noktemi: what to do with power, fighting conformism, narrow mindedness 

Phierre: being new to a culture, higher and higher objectives, hastiness 

Exatlas: resentment, taking control, atonement

Nemore’xiel: self sufficiency, grudges, paranoia

Under cut explanations for each character

Thank you for tagging me Dani! If youre interested in doing this consider yourself tagged

For a long time Blessaire didn’t know where she came from. She is curious about it but wonders if it’s a derailment from her progress as a jedi. Before her tutelage began she spent a lot of time a lot alone, trying to figure out her powers, something that works against her when the confronts Valkoriate directly and when it comes to joining the republics efforts against the empire and later the push against Zakuul.

Tizkaan comes to a lot of power at a very young age and the responsibility of dealing with it eludes her for a time. She has to learn how to control her emotions and see herself in her new position in the jedi order and stop focusing on what others think of her if she wants to stop people from getting hurt. She needs to get over childish rivalries she imagines with people who are on her side and work with them.

Yngram drags a lot of family drama to adulthood and it gets her down quite easily when she realizes she is now a jedi. She feels inadequate in that position and would rather find new solutions to old conflicts, which is sometimes shut down by others and she won’t argue her own point of view. It takes her time to be sharp the moment it takes to defend her ideals and identify the point where words won’t work.

Fallaz really doesn’t want to think about the needs of others. She thinks of short term pleasure and the rest is old news. She knows her lifestyle is not for the long run and at the same time wants to live forever. She wants to keep her friends close so they can enjoy all the shit that happens together and at the same time she has to care for them. The closer she gets to the top, the higher the stakes and the more she has to think about what she has to do instead of what she wants.

Unlike Yngram, Willita’s family is not something that weighs on who she is. She freed herself from it and now the anger and frustration that are left fuels her new purpose, the Republic’s army and her squad, even when there’s still people of her past worth spending time with. She has a hard time giving her all in the battlefield then going back home and realize it is not enough to achieve peace. She keeps trying and over the years starts to see flaws in the strategies chosen which makes her slowly lose hope in her ideals.

As a red sith, Diokos had his life planned for him before he could even make choices, yet derailed those plans before having control over his own life. The injuries that came from those setbacks made him gain his independence far later than people his age and when it came he found out that it was still supervised in many ways. He makes mistakes someone with more experience would not and has to look up to others when he knows they’re wrong. For a long time his solutions are passive aggressive and it makes his situation more precarious in the long run.

Noktemi earned everything she has through her efforts and pains. After she earns a seat in the Dark Council, in a position where she can help others, she has to will herself into finding new objectives that won’t benefit just her. A huge source of inspiration has been Kallig but this no longer brings her comfort when her plans go against the Empire.

Even though she was adopted by a bounty hunter, Phierre wasn’t allowed to hunt herself since the first time she did so it went incredibly wrong. She lost an eye in the process and she feels like she has to compensate for the time lost healing by joining the Great Hunt, which turns out moves her to the top. This only makes her push herself more and more as time goes by even when her responsibilities as a Mandalorian are made so that she learns from her clan, not limit herself to combat.

Exatlas’ family took his lack of force sensitivity harshly, shoving him aside from the spotlight and making it so that he could never elevate himself to a position other imperials could respect. In Jadus he saw a way to overcome such impediments but instead had a rude awakening where he was shown that not only was he tied to his status to the empire, but that he was also punished when looking out for success. His solution is to restart in the Republic, where suspicion and the search for atonement for the problems he caused while serving Jadus is tolerable over a constant boycott of his efforts.

Nemore’xiel spent most of 3643 BBY trapped inside Jadus’ dreadnaught. It was a harrowing experience but it put him in a position to stop Jadus once his plan had come to motion. How he worked afterwards was molded from that trail, being extremely resentful of both Sith and the Empire and wanting to exert control over others every chance he had, making it difficult to work in teams and yet coming to the conclusion that he will need help if he has made a decision to stand against the regimes that disturb him to his core, yet which he belongs to in many ways.

#oc: blessaire #oc: yngram #oc: fallaz #oc: willita #oc: diokos #oc: noktemi #oc: phierre #oc: nemore'xiel #oc: exatlas #long post for mobile #oc: tizkaan

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Today I feel as if I have eaten fire. I have never been so alive. I need not move. I sit and think: Peeling away this poor husk. Now the keen cloudy voices say: Listen. We're trying to find you Listen. We think we can see you.

Alicia Ostriker, from The Imaginary Lover: Poems; “ As If I Have Eaten Fire,”

#quotes #oc: blessaire #oc: prometheus

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Blessaire: After you kill me, can you send a holomessage to my girl? She's the best piece of ass I've ever had.

Scourge: A jedi that secretly indulged their base desires? Impressive. What's her name and adress?

Blessaire: You don't know your own mother's name and address?

#that's their relationship #source: ahs #oc: blessaire

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html color quiz ft. Diokos, Blessaire, Yngram and Fallaz

Diokos - Dark Olive Green #556B2F

Your dominant hues are green and yellow. There's no doubt about the fact that you think with your head, but you don't want to be seen as boring and want people to know about your adventurous streak now and again. Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it. Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.

Blessaire - Purple #800080

Your dominant hues are red and blue. You're confident and like showing people new ideas. You play well with others and can be very influential if you want to be. Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

Yngram - Cadet Blue #5F9EA0

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is lower than average - You don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. Finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively. 

Fallaz - Light Pink  #FFB6C1

Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right? Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation. 

#by god i hope the read more works #long post #oc: fallaz #oc: blessaire #oc: yngram #oc: diokos

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may I ask about Blessaire and Beáta, and their differences/similarities? is Beáta able to retain any of Blessaire's moral/philosophical ideals? :3c

Its funny, I really believe she does because I left her in a condition to do so. I thought everyone in this AU was going to be more ruthless but turns out my sith characters are actually more chill and even if Beáta has done some selfish things, she is not ruthless even if she's still a kindred.

As for Beáta, she might not have a code to guide her but she's a bit more rigid than your average Ventrue and somewhat disappointed by what her bane qualifies as "true leadership". A CEO that ruins another country's environment to give his company a profit is one. A politician that wins his campaign through corruption qualifies. When she diblerized a prince that constantly abused other kindred she felt elated. It leaves her unsatisfied by the actions of others and questioning her own way to lead. She still has to deal with said prince trying to take control over her and her humanity does help but it quickly sent her to torpor during his youth, when Carthage still stood.

Funny enough she was going to be embraced as a Brujah but she knew of the Baali's corruption and ran away to Rome and in the modsrn nights she still wonders if she made the right choice

#thanks ❤❤❤❤❤ #oc: blessaire

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Main Republic

Blessaire

Yngram Trepes

Fallaz Cazares

Willita

#swtor #oc: blessaire #oc: yngram #oc: fallaz #oc: willita

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hey hey lovely @heywizards tagged me in this meme (thanks ♥) I’m tagging @fancyfade @mademoisellegush @badawan​ @aurenic-resonance​ @visionmarred​ ​@consulaaris​ @lavampira​ @lesbiannova​ and anyone else who wants to do this!

doing this for my jedi consular, tizkaan uwu

— LIGHT SOURCES

SUN RAYS. effervescent smiles, dandelion puffs, bare feet, beach waves, flowers pressed into books, champagne glasses, rose-gold eye shadow, boho skirts, wire-rimmed glasses, hair in loose waves, kaleidoscope eyes, sunshine in your hair, fire in your soul.

INCANDESCENT BULBS. crop tops, floral print, dancing in the rain, quiet defiance, hand-knit beanies, rosé, painted bookmarks, marble floors, cirrus clouds against a blue sky, polaroid pictures, hands held, fingers intertwined, flower crowns, baby bluebirds.

STARDUST. lace bralettes, brisk breezes, jasmine-scented perfume, books with yellowed pages, tracking constellations, sterling silver, violin music, chess games, iced coffee, glittery dresses, high heels, secret grins, midnight meetings, wishing upon a star.

CANDLE FLAMES. denim jackets, gladiator sandals, braided hair, messenger bags, movies at the cinema, stolen kisses, wax-sealed envelopes, haiku poetry, cherry wood, succulents, fountain pens, jigsaw puzzles, soft tired eyes, hidden smiles, cuddling with someone you trust.

MOONBEAMS. newspapers, over-sized sweaters, dancing shadows, fleece throws, cutoff shorts, piano chords, red wine, messy buns, embossed journals, a hint of blush dusted across your cheeks, freshly fallen snow, tranquil solitude, burning incense, light hair and dark skin.

AURORAS. combat boots, burgundy lips, infectious laughter, spiral-bound notebooks, pencils used down to the stub, ripped jeans, painted nails, cloud-watching, summer thunderstorms, hiking trails, vinyl records, film cameras, skating on a frozen lake, hot chocolate by the fire.

FIREWORKS. dancing until the break of dawn, Heelys, being wheeled around in a shopping cart by your best friend, the euphoria of soaring through the air, being excited for what the future holds, group hugs, colorful tattoos, bronzer-highlighted cheeks, hugging a stuffed animal, lifting a child onto your shoulders, space buns, bright streaks in your hair.

— BODY LANGUAGE

DEFENSIVENESS. arms crossed on chest, crossing legs, fist-like gestures, pointing index finger, karate chops, stiffening of shoulders, tense posture, curling of lip, baring of teeth.

REFLECTIVE. hand-to-face gestures, head tilted, stroking chin, peering over glasses, taking glasses off; cleaning, putting earpiece of glasses in mouth, pipe smoker gestures, putting hand to bridge of nose, pursed lips, knitted brows.

SUSPICION. arms crossed, sideways glance, touching or rubbing nose, rubbing eyes, hands resting on weapon, brows raising, lips pressing into a thin line, strict, unwavering eye contact, wrinkling of nose, narrowed eyes.

CONFIDENCE. hands behind back, hands on lapels of coat, steepled hands, baring teeth in a grin, rolling shoulders, tipping head back but maintaining eye contact, chest puffed up, shoulders back, arms folded just above navel, wide eyes, standing akimbo.

INSECURITY & ANXIETY. chewing pen or pencil, rubbing thumb over opposite thumb, biting fingernails, biting lips, hands in pockets, elbow bent, closed gestures, clearing throat, “whew” sound, picking or pinching flesh, fidgeting in chair, hand covering mouth whilst speaking, poor eye contact, tugging pants whilst seated, jingling money in pockets, tugging at ear, perspiring hands, playing with hair, swaying, playing with pointer; marker; cane, smacking lips, sighing, rocking on balls of feet, flexing or cracking fingers sporadically, leg bouncing.

ANGER & FRUSTRATION. short breaths, “tsk” sounds, tightly-clenched hands, fist-like gestures, pointing index finger, rubbing hand through hair, rubbing back of neck, snarling, revealing teeth, grimacing, sharp-eye glowers, notable tension in brow, shoulders back, head up; defensive posturing, clenching of jaw, grinding teeth, nostrils flaring, heavy exhales.

— SENSES

SIGHT. small towns, big cities, six thirty curfews, lights that take the place of stars, blanket nests, light through the blinds as a wake up call, found family, finding a single star in the middle of new york city, window shopping, watching something terrible and enjoying it, growing numb to the sight of injustice, wilted flowers, faded caricatures, bright, bold colors.

HEARING. crickets and lightning bugs, car engines and a.c. units, a phone call to mum/dad, laughing with friends, jokes that are so bad you have to laugh, the clicking of computer keys, noise cancelling headphones, the sound of silence, muffled music from another room, drumming fingertips on a table, clicking of pens, listening to a clock and swearing the ticks get slower, ringing in the ears, the voice of someone you love, pitch shifted songs.

TOUCH. being held close during a long night, fleeting reassurances, holding hands when you’re scared, brushing fingers through strands of hair, freshly dried clothes, bruises on your knuckles, silk and satin, your favorite pet’s fur or feather, wringing your hands anxiously, snuggles, comforters in the dead of winter, nails against skin, cold metal, leather in summer.

TASTE. coffee in the morning, tea in the evening, bubblegum that lost its flavor, alcohol burning the back of your throat, homemade cooking no matter what’s made, blood in your mouth, stale air, mint, fresh vegetables, that processed taste of citrus candy, the first meal you cook by yourself that tastes good, foreign sweets, fast food, bittersweet, sour, spicy, sweet, bitter, too much salt on fries.

#now i can imagine yngram blessaire and tizkaan taking turns to wheel each other around the store #girl you angry #oc: tizkaan #thanks wiz! ❤

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Risagyz and @fancyfade‘s Meri Tos hanging around in Tatooine (ft. Kaliyo and Mako refusing to dance with us!! 😲)

#its ok mako would never do anything with risagyz #gee blessaire how come the game lets you have Three suns in tatooine #eat your heart out batuu #oc: risagyz #nostalgia on taris