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#ocd+anxiety+chronic stress fucking sucks btw
v-iv-rusty
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well. I feel slightly better now at least
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#ocd+anxiety+chronic stress fucking sucks btw
#gonna rant about it a bit
#was literally in the middle of an Episode(tm) when I made the last post
#currently watching that yt channel with the guy that makes fucked up sausages and somehow that's helping me take my mind off it
#it's like. a little issue or question will pop up in the back of my mind
#(for no real reason. or if something external triggers it)
#and I try to ignore it but it gradually gets louder and louder
#until I give in and start thinking about it constantly and it just gets um. completely consuming?
#I will sit there and ruminate and google things for HOURS on end constantly feeling like I'm about to explode the whole time
#just looking for answers my shit idiot brain will never be satisfied with
#like
#idk how you can mindlessly ruminate but that's what I do. just the same anxious thoughts over and over and that's all I can think abt
#it doesn't go anywhere it's just thinking in circles
#and then I'll get like. moments of clarity? where I realize 'wait I don't need to worry about this wtf'
#but it's only for a second
#(because things that make me feel better must be lies right? /s)
#when it's really bad I lose my appetite and forget to eat/drink/do anything which makes me feel 10x worse obviously
#and the fact that I feel physically bad doesn't register as hunger for some reason? I end up taking it as 'SEE the anxiety is right'
#this probably doesn't make much sense without full context but whatever. anyway
#talked to someone and I feel a lot better. trying hard to ignore the 'issue' and tell myself not to worry abt it but it's really hard to do
#hopefully I don't have literal nightmares about the obsessions tonight because that's uh. a thing that's been happening lately
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