#ofc it is my fault. maybe i shouldve been a bit more patient and thought it out more. but i did not think hard enough.

[pansear-doodles]

ive been venting too much on my personal account. thats a sign i need to go on hiatus from social media.

i hope yall understand.

#thoughts #this was before the thingy earlier btw but i just feel shittier after that #ofc it is my fault. maybe i shouldve been a bit more patient and thought it out more. but i did not think hard enough. #im sorry #i always want to show support for people but its just not the right way sometimes. #and in turn being mean to myself isnt good either #i dont know. i dont want be narcissistic #i just want to live normally i guess #i havent been feeling normal lately. just disconnected. #maybe thats why ive been tired all the time #and the meds