#ok thats a life im nefer gappy

[darkredmage]

Ahaga fuck the college shit is getting wirse

#not allowed to draw and do anything i like anymore because my fucking asshole dad wants me to stop doing all this shit #because i cant even fucking finish the task he told me to do thats related to the exam #even tho #I WAS ALSO FUCKING BUSY WITH WRITING MY HOMEWORK MY TUTOR GAVE TO ME FOR THE EXACT SAME EXAM #so basically my life is now complwtely bleak and devoid of all the shit that i used to consider worth staying alive for #i dont even want to work in the animation industry anymore let alone be an artist #i fucking miss my old job i fucking miss everything i had going on before my parents decided that im not allowed to decide on my own lufe an #-d forced this future on me #i miss being able to get money #i miss being happy #ok thats a life im nefer gappy #but that was the closest thing to happiness i had #and the worst part is? im scared of what will happen if j ended up failing this exam anyways #i dont even want to join this specific college they forced me to join #in fact if the scenario of me joining college ever happened then i already know the exact place i wanted to go #BUT NAH #NO CHOICES FOR ME ONLY MY DAD'S FRIEND'S WORKPLACE (the college he works at) #I DONT EVEN WANT TK BECOME AN ARTIST ANYMORE ESPECIALLY WITH ALL THIS UNFAIR NFT AI ART SHIT #I HATE THIS I MISS WORKING AT THE BOOKSTORE #AGHH #vent