#on the other hand im not sure id be a great vtuber for some other reasons

[elibean]

i wanna be a vtuber just so i can meet cool people and make friends

#text post #unfortunately i don't know the first thing about video editing or streaming or. anything #i did apply for sony's last year bc their first round only required an essay #i feel like...i feel like i could be somewhat entertaining in front of a 'crowd' #but the market is so saturated now i offer nothing creative or different than everyone else #but just #how easy it is for these guys to make communities and friends and then go see them irl etc etc i am so seethingly jealous lol #and i mean like. the popular ones get loads of money too but anyway #on the other hand im not sure id be a great vtuber for some other reasons #like #i couldn't stream every day for sure i know id burn out #and even when i do stream these guys stream for HOURS #i get bored playing a video game for more than like 2 hours at a time lmao #(tho i did play like 10 hours straight of totk on release day lol) #anyway #this has been brought to you by elianna watching a lot of nijisanji clips again #i think vox is my favorite #i really like ike too though #also just. #i like the idea of having a nontraditional job that brings in money and allows me to live #i don't...i don't wanna sit at an office desk for 8 hours a day yall #i cant do it #my ALT job was cushy bc i honestly didnt have to work that hard lmao and i made enough money to live with no problems #buh