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#or like p much any space where there are clumps of people talking and im not in any of them?
ablazeinhim
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5 months
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feeling like such a loser lately and like is it the winter or is the introversion or is it the disability???
#for a while now its been so hard for me to discern if social stuff is hard because im ND or because im an introvert
#theoretically i love parties but im horrible at them on my own
#i dont know what to say or how to start conversations
#i desperately want to mingle and talk to people and have a god time but idk how to start that interaction
#esp because i dont love talking about my work/home life (bc it makes me feel like a loser!) so i dont want to ask people about their work
#in case they reciprocate and ask me about mine
#also the masking
#the masking is exhausting
#!
#the ND masking not covid masking!!
#im afraid ill have nothing to add to a conversation
#im afraid when i do speak up that ill ramble about something no one cares about or talk fkr too long or being jn skmething that feels like
#non sequitur and ill watch peoples eyes glaze over as they scan the room for others to talk with
#i have no social anxiety about like asking for help or directions or “hey where did you get that pizza it smells so good”
#or “omg i love your outfit!!!”
#but in a room full of people who sort of know each ither
#or like p much any space where there are clumps of people talking and im not in any of them?
#i feel like a bother and incompetent
#i crawled out from under my rock for my only social engagement this month and theyre on their 3rd of the day and loving it
#hoping eventually i wont feel the need tk mask so much. i know that makes things so much harder
#=
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