#personally? i think living life strictly and entirely according to an aesthetic is STUPID and DUMB

[bad-wolf-circe]

actually i'm anti aesthetic. actually i don't believe in living my life according to the mandate of the same 500 pinterest images. actually i think my life has some meaning, some shades of color to it, outside of a set of rules and stereotypes that are presented to me in a tidy little package. actually, maybe i'm the ugly color gradient and that means there is nuance to the way i live. actually, i don't want to JUST be a witch, or a clean girl, or a mythic bitch, or the feminine mystique, or a coastal grandmother, or a cottagecore lover of women, or punk, or rock, or death metal, or goth. actually being a girl hasn't been anything like what's been shown to me -- and so i will be a girl on my own terms. actually i think being a girl has been nothing like the movies or the moodboards. actually FUCK your moodboards and your makeup too. actually i'm nothingandeverythingcore. actually im alive im alive im alive and that requires no aestheticization. it requires no sanitization of existence. actually life is most beautiful when it is diverse. actually i will try everything and know everything and nothing will stop me; my life will be varied and beautiful and messy and chaotic and occasionally organized and exactly the way it ought to be, you FUCKERS.

#personally? i think living life strictly and entirely according to an aesthetic is STUPID and DUMB #why would you limit your life like that?? why would you only dress and eat and wear makeup and read a certain way?? why? #why would you deprive yourself of the beauty of LIVING?? #i will take the meaningful parts of everything #and live my life by the values that resonate with me! #life is nothing if you can't try something new! #anti aesthetic #cottagecore #punk #goth #rock #clean girl #witchcore #coastal grandmother #messy girl #aesthetic #girlhood