#popped up the other day bc at my recent tattoo appointment my artist got me one glass of water bc i asked for it and i drank it and the she

[gentlethorns]

you know why DO i occasionally suffer from debilitating and irrational guilt anyway. is it the anxiety or is it Something Else

#she bork #tbd #not feeling it now but i felt it last night while i was sad all bc i gave away a board game my parents bought me when i was a child??? that #i didn't even have sentimental attachment to like it's not like it was our favorite or anything??? i do not understand it. this guilt also #popped up the other day bc at my recent tattoo appointment my artist got me one glass of water bc i asked for it and i drank it and the she #refilled it and i didn't drink it and after i left i thought about how i didn't drink it and i automatically was like 'i am an evil person.' #like unironically and unprompted that was my knee-jerk thought. and immediately afterwards i was like girl what 🤨 relax but like that's what #i'm talking about like why does that guilt surface over literally the smallest thing????? and it is debilitating too like it almost makes me #have a panic attack if i'm feeling low enough already when it rears its head. like jesus christ