#rcrims

[dariru]

04.26.24

A few days ago, I had a dream that I was wearing a school uniform of a certain university, then I saw my dad and hugged him. That's all that I could remember from the dream. I shrugged it off and decided not to write about it even though my mind is telling me to. I guess it's a defense mechanism. There's a part of me that doesn't want to entertain the thought of getting my hopes up about going back to school because of fear. Fear of being disappointed.

There are 2 reasons that pushed me to write today: 1. I need an outlet and 2. I want to record this moment of my life. A moment where after all this time, I am still clapping for other people while waiting for my turn.

You see, I just found out that a good friend of mine just passed the CELE (Grabe! Sobrang proud ako sayo Engr. Louie!) and last month, another friend of mine also passed the Board Exam for Criminology Students (Patrick proud din ako sayo, RCrim ka na!). To top it all off, earlier today, the person I'm dating (who's taking the same college course I was) just found out that she got in on her college internship application with a BIG company.

I'm genuinely happy for all of them—I am; especially for her but I'd be lying if I say that it doesn't hurt. It hurts. Watching other people fulfill their dreams while you can't do anything about yours.

January 25 of this year, I was holding a check that I can use to finally take this big pit in my stomach—to finally get back to school. But I needed to use the money for something else. Something more important. I'm not saying I regret what I did. I'm saying I was sad then and I am sad now. Siguro pwede naman 'yon. To feel.

Lord, kailan po ako?

[llwosyl]

Malayo na pero malayo pa... 😭 Dito ko lang na-appreciate yung nakakabit sa dulo ng name ko. Totoo palang may RCrim ako sa name hahaha

[scribthings]

Tanghaling tapat naluluha ako, but idk y am i even cryin'.. maybe namimiss ko yung memories, maybe gusto kong umiyak kase ang tagal kong nahold yung sarili ko.. maybe, nalulungkot ako kasi di ko pa rin makuha yung sagot kung bakit kailangan naten mag end up na ganito. Okay naman before e, ok na ok tayo.. pero bakit kasi isang beses lang akong napagod, sinukuan mo rin agad ako? ni hindi mo nilaban man lang. Sa 3 yrs natin, bakit sa dalawang beses na naghiwalay tayo, ang bilis mong makahanap ng paglilibangan while me naka-hang pa rin sa mga memories naten.. bakit? Bakit ganon mo kabilis ipagpalit lahat? ang dami kong tanong e, pero alam kong lahat balewala kasi di na rin mababago na wala na talaga. Masakit, nakakadisappoint but at some point i'm still thankful na naging parte ka ng 3 yrs ng buhay ko, those first times, diff experiences, those memories that i will cherish forever. U made an impact sa buhay ko na hinding hindi ko pagsisisihan. After all, i know na sa loob ng 3 yrs na yon, we're pure and genuine naman sa naffeel naten and it didn't change the fact na totoong naging masaya ako. Sorry ha, i couldn't keep my promise anymore na through ups and downs nasa tabi mo lang ako na hindi ako aalis sayo, sorry kasi ako lang yung babaeng nakasama mo along ur journey sa pag abot ng pangarap mo pero hindi na ako yung babaeng nasa tabi mo kapag naabot mo na yon. But i'm still here rooting for u from afar. Kahit wala na yung tayo, i'll always support u sa mga pangarap na binuo natin nung tayo pa. Laban ha, future RCrim ko. Don't get me wrong. Yea, i'm still here but not to the point na i will still plunge into ur life. Yea, mahal pa rin kita but it's not the same as it was. Siguro mahal kita para suportahan nalang at hindi na makipagbalikan. Masaya na ako sa kung ano tayo ngayon and i will not break again yung peace of mind na meron ako ngayon. Good luck sa journey mo! I am praying sa happiness at success nating dalawa. Soon, if there will be a chance na magkita at magcross ulit landas natin, sana, and i pray na RCrim ka na at MBA/Atty. na ako! ✨ Thank you for 3 yrs, baby. Mag-iingat ka palagi. You are always and always be my inopinatum 🖤

[wonderdin]

Carl heryl estender rcrim

[miwaves]

Bangcuyo, Danica C. LPT, RCrim

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[irootsafrikiko-blog]

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[theprincessofmotunui]

for Baemax

To my PTRP, you’ve been there beside me thru my downfalls, thank you very much for loving me unconditionally without asking or expecting something in return. I’m very sorry if I wasn't able to give back everything today due to some circumstances, but I believe... soon in time if we are still free, if it’s meant to be it will be.

Love,  your RCrim

[josemariacollege]

BS Criminology gets 100% pass rate in 2018 board

BS Criminology gets 100% pass rate in 2018 board

“Amazing! It is how we feel about it.” Says a college faculty member upon learning that the first batch of Jose Maria College’ BS Criminology graduates, who took the 2018 Professional Board Examination for Criminologists, conducted on December 14, 2018 and following days, all hurdled the tough licensure examination.

The successful passers were; Alfred Y. CastaÑeda, Rcrim, Nelia C. CaÑo, Rcrim,…

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[llwosyl]

RCRIM VILLANUEVA LIESELL AQUINO HEHEHEHEHHEE

[scribthings]

Papasa ka, trust urself. Nakita ko lahat ng breakdowns, sacrifices, iyak at self doubts mo pero sabi ko makakaya mo. Nakita ko paghabol mo sa prof mong nilagyan ka ng INC kase na-unenroll mo yung subject nya, nakita ko kung paano ka magreklamo but still chose to continue. I witnessed all ur struggles. Nandoon ako to support u kasi alam kong kakayanin mo. I trust u. I was there at ur lowest, but I guess I won't be there at ur highest.. siguro nga dumaan lang ako sa life mo para magsilbing lesson. Pero happy ako, i'm grateful na i experienced those things with u kahit na pansamantala lang pala. Naalala ko, ilang beses kita tinanong "Ako pa rin ba nandyan kapag naabot mo na mga pangarap mo?" and u always answer it by ur confident 'yes'.. pero ganon siguro talaga. Dumating ka unexpectedly, and u also left unexpectedly. I won't seek revenge or tables to turn. Hangad ko happiness and success natin both, kahit wala na tayo sa tabi ng isa't isa. Kung ano mang meron sa atin, i will cherish it forever. Sana u will choose to continue and go on with ur life even without me, i trust u since day one. No cap! U will always have a huge part in my life. Good luck future RCrim! Malayo pa pero malayo na. PUHON! ✨

[llwosyl]

Magmamaganda po ako kapag lumabas na result at RCrim na ako. droL bigay mo na 2

[llwosyl]

✨ RCRIM MANIFESTING

[llwosyl]

RCrim 2023