#rei was the key to putting a stop to her trauma-induced panic attack abt men and her mommy issues. please let that soak in for a bit

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I need more people to get asurei like you do tbh. 4km deep steel barred closet lesbian Asuka who probably would have an utter meltdown over it one day.

LMFAOOO YES !!! Her whole chara arc was one of the best representations of comphet I’ve seen yet 😭

“hm i like the feeling of being desired and protected but if a man does it I’m repulsed. Oh I know! Let me go after this unattainable figure that will humor me enough to give me the illusion I want without actually going through with anything.

I finally transferred to Japan but all the guys at my school are creeps and objectify me at every turn. I wish there was someone who could understand me… Oh right, there’s this beautiful girl pilot that I’m dying to meet, maybe she can help me!

I tried to be friends with her but she brushed me off.. Still, she seems pretty interesting! She’s a way better pilot than Shinji, so I’m excited to fight alongside her. She has everything I aspire to be but I’m just constantly being compared to her, which is annoying. I guess she’s my competition here… She also gets special treatment from guys, but doesn’t seem to mind it like I do? That pisses me off! I could just ignore her but for some reason every time I’m around her I get flustered and lash out! She won’t leave my mind but that’s just because of jealousy right? She even saved my life when I was reliving all of my past trauma from an angel attack but for some reason it made me feel even worse! GOD I hate women??”

#im honestly can’t believe they wrote her like that unintentionally #like there had to be a closeted lesbian on that writing team #it’s like im seeing my past kid self when i thought i liked guys…. #im a firm believer that if misato didn’t compare them when they first met they’d probably be way closer than they ended up being #asuka just has a lot of pride and was forced to see her as competition rather than someone to pair w instead of shinji #also. #rei was the key to putting a stop to her trauma-induced panic attack abt men and her mommy issues. please let that soak in for a bit #asurei #nge #ask