#right now I really understand the name EUPD they use elsewhere in the world

[neverwillyouknow]

I just wish I could have stable emotions. Feel something for more than a half an hour. In the last 90 minutes I’ve been content, happy, sad, low, and even momentarily thought about suicide/self harm. PS: I’m totally safe, it’s just what my brain thinks about lately. I just don’t understand how I can go through all those emotions in less than two hours, likely in less than a hour actually. But as I sit here trying to figure out how to get out of the funk I now feel stuck in I don’t know. I could have a coffee or some lunch but food isn’t very appealing, and yet in 10 minutes I’ll probably want something to munch and sip on. *sigh* Nevermind emotional stability, some all together mental stability would be nice.

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