#she locked herself in her room cryin n decided 2 record a tiktok ab how shes restrainin herself from beatin the shit outta them

[gurorori]

man. why do i even try 2 keep up w wat happens on tiktok

#(watchin the new drama kween video....) #the lady this is abt is makin me lose my shit #tw child abuse #she basically insinuated dat if she had a bit less self control over her emotions she woulda killed her fuckin kids right then n there #over a honesly. stupid thing they did #she locked herself in her room cryin n decided 2 record a tiktok ab how shes restrainin herself from beatin the shit outta them #wat they did? drank as much water as they possibly cud 2 make themselves.. yeah. ykno wat happens when ya do dat #n like she was like 'if this was me with my parents. if i was a lil less forgivin than my parents they woulda been Dead rn!' #like. bro generational abuse is REAL but its always on YA to break the cycle. as an adult decidin 2 have kids #if ya don. yr jus as bad as them. ya have become wat ya wer hurt by n i mean dat in da cruelest way possible i hope it haunts ya #cause we don ever need more traumatised kids. or nearly dead kids. or not nearly. #this make me so incredibly angry sawrry #this is exacly why im hesitant ab adoption. so scared of bein a shitty parent. (im nawt violent watsoever. jus the thought of passin down #unhealthy aspects of our/my personality.. also literally the did. can ppl w did without integration even.. b proper parents?) #sigh #i have so much love for kids for Any kids for the worst behaved kids for the worlds first problem children idgaf i love em all all kids dese #rve a good home #ok ipost this before i have a full breakdown in tags #vent #<- ?