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#shit it’s bleh and yah ive been so fuckrd up by it anyway fuck their family they are a bunch of asses :) but still
babiexiao
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i just need to rant abt smth so pls scroll because im embarrassed + it’s not important but i need to cry a bit haha
#very… very not good mentally idk
#I’ve been obsessing over the fact I’m never going to fall in love or experience love the way everyone else will / does
#mostly because i have been fucking traumatised by the shit that happened on my holiday with a potential idk husband igg?? arranged marriage
#shit it’s bleh and yah ive been so fuckrd up by it anyway fuck their family they are a bunch of asses :) but still
#idk what they told my dad but he didn’t… speak to me properly for the last two and a half months and that really hurt me even more hehehe
#like it’s only been just over two weeks since he actually started talking to me properly rather than just saying two words to me
#i hate it i don’t want to disappoint him again even though ik it wasn’t my fault in any way but i overthink and panic
#and i just??? idk i don’t go out enough or have any friends irl it seems like so i never speak to males
#fuck i don’t even know how to speak to males
#let alone hang out with one or develop feelings I’m too scared to used dating apps and shit idkkk im really fucking upset about it
#i just
#really want to experience love
#i want to fall in love and BE loved in the way that i imagine it to be like or the way I’ve seen people be loved but it’s… just
#never going to happen and i’m sad
#or to just have a crush that
#would be so cute idk i'm never going to fucking experience that either lmfao
#i just want.. love.. :/
#it’s so fucking minor too like this is the dumbest reason to cry over and be sad about but here i am lmfaooo very funny
#sighs
#idk
#i feel like a failure too
#idk what im doing with my life lol
#fuck
#anyways
#let me go cry for a bit again lololol
#iwatxh me regain sanity and regret every crying about this
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