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brisquad-unit-4402 · 2 months
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Hello can I request Luxiem reacting to you taking off their engagement ring (assuming them and reader are engaged)? The situation can differ per member. Also if you’re not comfortable doing all members then at least Vox, Shu and Ike will be okay. Thank you!
oooo i saw “the situation can differ” and i took the fattest sip out of my coffee. i love drama. if you’re looking for something specifically fluff or angst with your oshi i hope the rng works in your favor
tags: gender neutral reader, established relationship, engagement and marriage, fluff, angst, breakups, arranged marriage, misunderstandings, unrequited love alternate universe, reader gets sold to one direction, i popped off a little too hard on some of these so sorry if you can detect a bias 😔
⚠️ forced marriage, implied dubcon (non-explicit), yandere(?) in vox’s entry
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🖋 Ike Eveland
Ike spent all the time in the world examining every last ring at the jeweler's with the eye of a detective, whittling down each choice until he found the perfect ring to propose to you with.
Now he looks back at the white gold and how it reflects his face as he holds it up close, glasses up on his forehead while his nearsighted eyes take it in. The diamond in the center divides his reflection up in facets that gleam even as his shadow covers the overhead light, while the two sapphires on either side make the blue in his eyes all the more prominent.
He thought he had it all planned out, and he wasn't so presumptuous that he knew everything would go like how his wildest dreams unfolded, but he thought he had done at least something right. The moment he got on one knee was the number-one proof there was magic in the world.
So why, then, isn't the engagement ring in its rightful place on your hand?
He turns it over, inspecting the band as if there would be a clue engraved on the metal. Nothing, and it makes the growing panic in his head all the louder. You've already left the home much earlier that day, and he hasn't gotten a single text from you since. That's not surprising—he's clingy but not so much that he needs updates from you 24/7—but it's gnawing at him. You were so happy when he proposed that you cried with him, and your eyes rarely left the band around your finger. You swore you'd never leave it behind with wet eyes and the biggest smile in the world.
The memory just makes Ike all the more confused. He found it in the bathroom, on the sink counter like just any old piece of jewelry, even though you always keep it on your nightstand in the same place every day. It's a ritual to slip it on every morning and take it off every night, and there's been more than a few times Ike placed it on your finger before anyone's left the bed, as if the magic of the proposal still lingers with every day he's your fiancé.
At least, he thought it did. Something about plans and not being presumptuous, and doing something right. Or God forbid, doing something wrong.
He clutches the ring closer in his hand as he kneels on the bathroom tile, the cool metal turning warm with how long he's been holding it, while he puts the last few days on replay. Did he ruin something without noticing? He dreads the thought, and when he can't think of any recent transgressions, he tries to recall every day since the proposal.
Anxiety dyes the memories over. He always treasured every moment, even the imperfect ones where he's made a fool of himself (because what else is he supposed to do when he's in love like nothing else), but now he's starting to realize that he could've done better. He should've done better.
He's so lost in his thoughts and the labyrinth of deceit they invite that he doesn't recognize the world around him, even as the home comes to life while he sits still. He ignores the latching of keys and doors opening and closing. The only thing that snaps him out if it is footfalls along the flooring, slowly growing in volume as they approach the bathroom, until they're interrupted by the door creaking open and—
"Holy—Ike! You scared me!" Your hands are raised, startled, but lower to your side. "I just got home, and I was wondering where you went and... Why are you on the floor?"
Count another moment of foolishness. Ike returns to the waking world, where he sits on his legs over the tile of the master bathroom of the house, hands cupped around the engagement ring and the one he cares for above all else behind him, and yet still he can barely muster the strength to raise his head, much less speak out loud.
"Reader," he says. "I, uh, I have a question."
The words end there, and too ashamed to look up, he brings his hands out instead. Diamond and sapphires shine through his palms.
He hears a sharp intake of air. A gasp. Of shock, certainly, but whatever fuels it is lost to him.
"No way, you found it! Thank you, thank you, thank you!" You plop down on the floor right next to your fiancé, leaning along his shoulder in disbelief. "It wasn't in any of my pockets, and I was just about to turn the house upside-down. Where was it?"
"I'm not sure how to approach this," Ike mumbles, before fixing his glasses and raising his quiet voice a bit louder. "It was in the bathroom."
"Ohh, that explains it. I probably took it off to wash my hands, then."
Ike falters. "Wh-what?"
"I usually take it off before getting my hands wet," you explain, as if it's the most mundane thing in the world. It is. "I know gold is waterproof, but I don't want it to lose its shine or anything."
"Right. The shine."
Ike Eveland, certified idiot, at your service.
The ring sits pretty in one hand while the other runs through his hair. Another foolish moment, but with your head up on his shoulder, his anxieties calm.
Fingertips rest along his palm, and when he looks at its source, you return the gaze. Your eyes sparkle nearly as bright as the gemstones, but your lids are lowered, trying to discern something. "Ike, you look like you have something on your mind."
"I do, don't I." At that, he muffles a laugh, fingers still tangled in his ashy hair. "No, I'm just glad that the ring reunited with its owner."
"Thanks again." You nod, the elated smile on your face fading into a dopey one. "Can you...?"
The exchange is wordless, and in his palm, warm. Ike takes the ring and turns it upright, while the hand it rested on takes yours instead.
Every morning when the both of you are too sleepy to even speak, he manages to treat your hands like fine crystal glass, and still he does now, with your palm resting under his grasp and fingers dangling out. The metal's temperature doesn't shock you at all. It's an extension of you, even when it was under Ike's watch.
Ike affixes the band with care, lashes and disheveled hair covering his eyes as he focuses, but you can discern the small, struck curve in his lips as he twists the band into place, certain it won't budge for the rest of the day.
You start to raise your hand, but before you do he gently tugs it back down, still focused on the way the engagement ring gleams. Then up at your knuckles, and higher on your arm until you can see a hint of green through the lashes. That green blinks back under his eyelashes as he lifts your knuckles to his lips.
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🦁 Luca Kaneshiro
It's late. You haven't checked the time in hours, but it's dark, and the false daylight from the old floor lamp in your living room cuts through the night in the window.
You should be asleep by now. You haven't gotten a good rest in what feels like forever. You've always been too worried, and when worry eased it turned into hollowness, even when the other side of the bed sinks with added weight.
You sit along the couch in the corner you always occupy on late nights when Luca is out. Whenever he comes back, he always wraps his arms around you and kisses the top of your head. A metallic scent follows him.
The door opens. Warm arms envelop you. Squeeze. Lips against your hair.
You don't have it in you to smile.
He can tell. His grin falls as he peels back his gloves. They're tinted darker on the knuckles. "Reader. You've been so distant lately."
"I will be. It'll be better for me to stop seeing you. It's not safe." The dredges of all your past arguments curl into your throat.
It breaks your heart to see Luca so stunned. Months upon months cleaning and dressing his wounds, and you've never seen him so taken aback.
That's one of the reasons you can't go on like you used to.
"I've spent so much of my time telling you to watch yourself, and so much time just asking you to come home," you explain. "You know as well as I do you can take a break. But you don't.
"And I can't control you, but do you know how many times I've had to stay up just to know you'll be safe? To know I'll be safe?" Your fingers tense. "The gunfire outside, the spyware, I stopped ordering packages because ever since that threat last year I've been paranoid one of your enemies might actually leave a bomb at my doorstep. I don't know how you can do it, but I can't.
"And I've spent so much time alone."
Your eyes fall to the engagement ring on your hand. It's glamorous and gold, with tiny diamonds that line the band and frame the large diamond in the center like pawns to a king. Is that what you are to him?
You raise the back of your palm up, and the lamp makes the diamonds shimmer. "What does this even mean? You tell me you love me but you never give me your time anymore. You can't just do that, Luca. Not when I stay up night after night worrying what if you got shot, or stabbed, or kidnapped, and every night you don't come home or even send me a text I can't help myself from thinking that."
"I wouldn't." Luca's big purple eyes make contact with yours. The way his voice wavers and his face is set into a grimace, you know he's serious, and those purple eyes are honest. "I wouldn't get hurt and leave you by yourself like that."
"But you did! There are days in a row where I don't see a trace of you and consider calling in a missing persons case! Weeks, even, and so many times I have to patch you up after a fight!"
"I can take care of myself."
"And I want to take care of you! We're engaged, that means we're in it together, but I can't do this! I'm not some superhero mafioso like you. I'm just-"
Your throat tightens. You were doing such a good job at keeping yourself together, but the diamonds are your chain.
You rip the ring off yourself, and Luca watches in horror.
"I'm just normal."
The ring lands on the table, next to the water stains from the previous tenant. Your fiancé is motionless.
"I'll help you collect your things tomorrow when it's a decent hour," you snap, patience lost. "But you're not staying here. God knows you've found places to spend the night without me."
"We're not over," he says, utterly in disbelief.
"Yes, we are! You can't get it through your head that you're dangerous, and you can't even make up for it by being there when it matters. I'm not safe. How could I ever feel safe when the man that proposed to me is never around to actually protect me? You said you would when you got down on one knee, and ever since it's only been more danger! That's the opposite of what you promised me!"
You snatch the ring with one hand and his own in the other. He winces, and you can see a newly formed bruise where his own band glints up at you. Another late fight tonight, when he could've rested.
You push the engagement ring into his palm and force the fingers closed around it. He doesn't even protest. "Go home. Let me be alone like I know you're so good at doing."
"I'll be back for you. I'll make it right. I swear."
"You had your chance and you blew it. You're lucky I'm not changing the lock before you get your things." You leer, scorned and scarred. "We're done."
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👟 Shu Yamino
Your hand shakes, and the engagement ring between your fingers glints in the lighting. The gold is stark against your skin even in the glow, with a pear-shaped stone in the center of the ring that catches the glow in little reflections off the surface of the fabric of your attire and your skin. They start purple, then gleam in subtle rainbows of fire.
It’s an elegant piece with slanted filigree wrapped all around like Shu's flames around your finger. The stone smiles, and when the light bounces off the facets, it giggles speckles of glitter against you.
Shu is so beautiful in white. His eyes are a brilliant royal purple just like the stone, especially as he blinks back tears, and even though his hair is braided back, a strand of hair strays by his right side. He spent the last twenty minutes blowing it out of his face nervously.
Your fingers graze over the gold. The fiery stone lets out a laugh as it slides off your finger.
Shu's hand meets yours. "Let me help you," he whispers, so quiet that no one could ever hear it but you. He shakes too, but he is together with you, and as you present him your right hand, the engagement ring finds its place on your right hand.
He produces another, one that the both of you picked out together. It, too, is gold, but simply bent upward in a point like a chevron. Two stones, one diamond and one deep purple, are placed on the side. One to represent each of you, set together in metal.
"I've been dreaming about this for so long," he admits. His voice is wet. You know your eyes are too, and even though you gingerly wipe them, you focus on how much care he puts into placing the band around your left ring finger, both hands trembling at the excitement.
It takes you time to find your words. Even as you bring out his ring, you're still speechless, and the weight of the gold is both air and boulder. "I love you," you say, because that's all you can think. His band matches the angle shape of yours, but the metal is thicker to fit his hands, and flat enough to reflect your ring alongside his. As you place it on his finger, you brush against his knuckles.
"Reader. Do you take Shu as your lawfully wedded husband, to live in matrimony, to have and to hold, in both sickness and in health, dedicated to him for as long as you live?"
"I love you, I do, I do, I do."
"Shu. Do you take Reader as your lawfully wedded spouse, to live in matrimony, to have and to hold, in both sickness and in health, dedicated to them for as long as you live?"
"I do. God, I love you." You don't retract your hand, and he wraps around yours. The gold weaves between your fingers. "I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you."
"You have pledged before these witnesses to be joined in marriage, and you have now sealed this pledge by exchanging these wedding rings. By the power vested in me, I pronounce you officially married!"
You barely hear the officiator before Shu leans in. You meet him where your wedding ring presses against his skin and the engagement ring spreads royal freckles across his face.
You're set alight, gold on gold, lip against lip. You take his first kiss of many as a newly married man.
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👹 Vox Akuma
The Lord Akuma may be self-assured, but he knows when his intuition is trying to signal something, and so he approaches you with what you can already tell is hesitation. "My love."
"Lord."
"It has come to my attention—"
"There's a first for everything," you mock.
You know your attitude more than justifies the trepidation. Good. You'll admit that talking back to a noble is a death sentence, and anyone that dared to disrespect Lord Akuma’s name would be strung up for their rudeness.
However, you are not simply ‘anyone.’ You are the royal heir to a kingdom of your own, and your death would bring upon a far worse fate to the Lord than any public execution.
Lord Akuma’s harsh red makeup squints together as he leers—then sighs and tries again, shoulders still square as if that would intimidate you. “It has come to my attention that you reject our engagement.”
Years of etiquette has taught you otherwise, but now, you understand the commonfolk’s urge to spit on the shoes of another. “Of course I reject it. I would never marry someone like you.”
“As you’ve made it abundantly clear. You have my apologies if your time in my castle has been lackluster. Please, if the accommodations have been subpar, or the staff neglectful, just say the word. It will be handled accordingly.”
“I don’t give a damn about your castle. I’m not marrying you!” You snap. “You’re a disgusting pig of a warlord. My kingdom will never accept this.”
“Is that truly what you think?”
You nod, hair in your face and teeth gnashed together. “They’ll come for me. They’ll stand up against the empire we’ve been at war with for the abduction of their royal heir.”
“I’m afraid that’s not how it works, my love.”
“And quit calling me that!”
“Look at me.”
In an instant Lord Akuma lifts your chin with a finger, forcing you to face him even as you try to turn away. “But that is who you are.” Vox’s eyes, a pallid yellow most days, turn darker than sunsets. “Despite your kingdom’s political climate, you are no ruler. A heir, yes, but no ruler. Making your own choice in marriage was never an option.”
He produces the ring, a gold band in a traditional style practiced in his empire alone. You’re no jeweler, but it’s clear it’s a heirloom passed down from blood to blood until it fell into Lord Akuma’s hands. You don’t need a artisan’s knowledge to know those rubies feel much heavier than they look, either.
“I was heartbroken to see you left this behind in your room,” Lord Akuma said, coolly and evenly, and certainly not heartbroken at all. Ice slides down your spine as you realize that hesitance wasn’t out of fear at all. No, you’ve underestimated him entirely. “Especially after the true rulers of your kingdom, your parents, accepted the terms and gave me their blessing.
“If you see me as simply a political figure, then I’m sure you can recognize you aren’t half of the politician you claim to be.” His grin grows wider. “Perhaps a bargaining chip is a better title.”
Your vision flares red, then white as you thrash. “You—“
“Hold still.”
Lord Akuma’s grip is startlingly strong. His nails dig into the sides of your cheeks as he shoves you against the wall.
As much as you try to slip away, the Lord Akuma is the general of his army as well as a noble, and has dealt with much more cunning minds than yours. He pins you down, hot weight pressing your arm away while he catches your left hand.
“It would be wise not to resist me,” he commands.
Still you writhe, even though Lord Akuma shifts his weight to disable you further. Your knuckles are turning white under his grip.
Your strength is on the verge of giving out, now that the adrenaline is wearing off, and Lord Akuma is no longer shocked. You grunt and force every last bit of energy into your fist, but his fingers weave around yours, pulling your fist apart until he wrests the ruby ring onto your finger.
“You bastard,” you hiss. You must be a wreck right now, in improper dress and sweltering under Lord Akuma, and with every last courtesy abandoned in your hatred. The exhaustion from the fight fuels both anger and humiliation, especially now that Lord Akuma is so close. “You’re sick, Lord Akuma.”
He looks down at you, and has the gall to look disappointed. “My love, your fiancé’s name is Vox.”
You growl. “I hate you, more than anything.”
Vox is barely an inch away, and grins as he closes the distance. His teeth point daggers. “Then kiss me like you hate me.”
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shuchu · 9 months
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ᰔᩚ period comfort with luxiem ᰔᩚ
༘⋆ characters: vox akuma ; mysta rias ; luca kaneshiro ; shu yamino
༘⋆ note: afab!reader
༘⋆ a/n: here’s the rest of the luxiem boys as i promised after writing one for ikey c: i went a little ham for shu’s because i love him hehe (that’s no surprise) also can conclude that all of them are lovely gentlemen that will take good care of their partners during their time of the month ♡ decorative dividers credit to @mykaesu on twt (it seems that they have changed their username & i can’t find them now ;w;)
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you knew that your period was coming so you prepared in advance — putting on a pad/tampon before heading to bed.
the next morning, you were woken up by the familiar yet annoying feeling of cramps in your lower abdomen.
yep, it's here. right on time. and it hurts just as much as the last time if not more.
you sigh inwardly and turn to look at your boyfriend sleeping peacefully beside you. you were immobilised from the pain and you didn't want to wake him up, so you had no choice but to just stare at the ceiling, wishing that the pain would magically go away.
after what seemed like an hour, you hear your boyfriend start to rouse. he does a little stretch and his eyes slowly flutter open.
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“good morning darling.” vox flashes you a sleepy smile before holding you closer to him
“good morning love.” you muster a smile, trying not to let your face twist in pain from the intense cramps
vox’s smile fades and it is replaced with a look of concern
“what’s wrong? are you feeling okay?”
you give him a weak smile, “yeah i’ll be okay, don’t worry about me.”
vox racks his brain for a reason for your discomfort and after a few minutes it dawns on him
oh. it’s that time of the month. that makes a lot of sense
“i’m so sorry love,” he says in a soft voice and his hand moves to your lower abdomen to rub it gently, “do you need me to grab anything? or do you need to use the washroom? i can carry you there if you want.”
he ends up princess carrying you to the bathroom, bringing out the pads that he knows that you’ve stocked up in the cupboards and leaving you to do your thing while he goes to grab painkillers
after he comes back into the bedroom, you’re back in bed, brows furrowed from the pain
“darling, i brought you some painkillers, do you wanna take them?” he asks while he sits on the side of the bed, looking at you with concern
you take the painkillers and request for him to cuddle you
he slides back into his side of the bed, wrapping his arms around you and giving you a soft kiss on the forehead
he’d be there for you throughout the duration of your period, rushing to the store to get you things if you wanted them
if you worry about him not being able to stream, he’d just chuckle softly and reassure you
“my love, the kindred will understand, i don’t want you to feel alone while you go through something like this, so i’ll be here for as long as you need me to.”
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he stares at the ceiling for a few seconds before turning over to face you
“good morning!” he says with a grin
you smile weakly back at him and say softly, “good morning babe.”
he immediately picks up that you’re not okay and his grin fades, his expression turning into concern
“are you okay?” he moves closer and places the back of his hand on your forehead, “hmm...you’re not feverish though...”
“my time of the month is here...” you mumble softly and sigh
“oohhh...” he moves towards the side of the bed, “stay here m’kay? i’ll go get some stuff for you.”
he then comes back with his arms full of snacks, pads and your hot water bottle, placing them all on the bed
“do you need to use the bathroom?” he asks
you nod and swivel around to get out of bed. when you stand up, he wraps his arm around your waist in case you fall and walks you to the bathroom
after you’re done he walks you back and tucks you into bed again, placing the hot water bottle on your abdomen
he’d then leave the room to grab his laptop so that the both of you could cuddle and watch a movie or anime
when you fall asleep, he’d nuzzle his face into your hair, leaving a kiss on the crown of your hair before turning off the movie to do some work on his laptop
he’d be there for you throughout the few days of your period, changing the water in the hot water bottle, getting more snacks and pads if you needed them
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“good morning babe!” luca smiles at you, his hand moving to stroke your cheek
you smile back at him, “good morning luca.”
luca hums happily and moves closer to drape his arm over your body, “did you sleep well?”
you nod, “mhm! did you?”
he nods too, “yeah i did, i slept really well.” he chuckles softly, “how come you were awake so early? usually, i’m awake before you are.” he looks at you curiously
“well um...my cramps woke me up...” you sigh softly
luca is silent for a few seconds, you can see the gears in his head turning until it finally clicks, “o-oh...it’s your period... do you want me to get anything for you?”
you say you want to use the bathroom before taking the painkillers so luca lifts you up into his arms effortlessly and carries you to the bathroom before leaving to get the painkillers
after you’re back in bed and have taken the painkillers, he’s asking you whether you need anything from the store and whether you’re warm enough. he hasn’t had any experience with periods so he doesn’t really know what to do
you giggle a little and tell him what you need
luca would rush off to go get it and bring it to you
“i’m so sorry for making you run around luca.” you say apologetically
“nonono don’t apologise babe, now i know what to do when you get your thing every month.” he grins at you and you almost see his imaginary tail wagging
he’d put on disney films for the both of you to watch till you fall asleep 
he would stay with you in bed if you asked him to, though he’d need to get his laptop to work on stuff while you nap
luca would now have a mental note pad filled with things that you need during your period for the next time because he’s the type of boyfriend that remembers the tiny details hehe
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shu smiles at you and after a few seconds pass he says with his rough and husky morning voice, “good morning.”
you give him a small smile and reply, “good morning shubert.”
he yawns and his eyes slowly open to look at you again, “were you awake for long?”
you shake your head, your hair ruffling against the pillow, “no...not for too long.”
“why were you awake so early though?” he asks and yawns again
you hum. “mmm...i got woken up by my cramps.”
shu’s eyes widen a little and it softens again, “ah...do you want me to get some warm water for you?”
you nod, “that would help a lot, thank you shu.”
shu smiles and gets out of bed to go get you a cup of warm water
he returns with his coffee and your warm water
he places them both on the bedside table and props a pillow behind you, helping you sit up
he hands you the cup before picking his coffee up and sliding back into his side of the bed
he watches you as he sips on his coffee as well, the both of you enjoying the comfortable silence
after a while, you set your mug down and he asks, “do you feel better?”
you smile and nod, “mhm!” 
he sets his mug down too and he moves closer to you, his hand moving to your abdomen to rub it gently
when your gaze returns from the place under the covers where shu’s hand would be to his face, he’s blushing slightly, “i watched a video and it said that this would help.”
you giggle and give him a kiss on the cheek, “thank you...”
the both of you cuddle in bed for a while more and shu asks whether you need anything
whatever you want, he’d bring it to you
he’d also ask if you need him to accompany you but knowing how busy he is, you decline his offer, insisting that you’ll be fine and that he’s done enough to help you
shu would go about his day as per usual but when he takes a bathroom break during stream or from doing offline work, he’d peek into the bedroom to ensure that you’re okay
after he’s done with stream and work, he’d look into the bedroom to see that you’ve fallen asleep. he’d slide himself under the covers slowly and wrap his arms around you, giving you a kiss on the forehead
he’s thankful that you’re so understanding about his work and makes a silent promise to spend more time with you when you wake up
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azulysiann · 1 year
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If you need requests, how about Luxiem boys getting cuddles while they're playing games? Games they're playing can be up to you
✧✧ You ask and you shall receive ✧✧
Main pairing: Luxiem x reader (separately)
Au: none
Genre: Fluff
Characters: Vox Akuma, Ike Eveland, Shu Yamino, Mysta Rias, Luca Kaneshiro, Reader
Type: [HEADCANON], One shot, or Series
。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+
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Luxiem boys getting cuddles while playing video games
☆VOX AKUMA ☆
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You just got home very tired because your boss has been quite an asshole to you and your coworkers, you took your shoes off and hanged your coat.
All you wanted to do is go to your demon lover and just cuddle with him and pass out, you walked to the living room seeing your lover playing a game there. You headed upstairs to change your clothes and maybe do to the demon to ask if you can cuddle him while his playing his game.
Vox hasn't noticed you went home yet as he was quite intrigued in the game to notice (maybe don't do that). He only managed to notice you as you walked down the stairs looking quite dead and drained.
"Hello darling, you looked like you've been through a lot."
"hmm.."
A very tired hum was the only you respond to him before plopping down on his lap and hugged him. Vox was quite surprised by this action in a good way of course, usually you'd ask to sit on his lap but looks like your too tired to even ask.
Vox wrapped one arm around you as his other hand is on the controller holding it. He rubbed your back as he saw the way your body relaxed after being tense for so long.
He then continued his game still letting you sit on his lap. No words were said (quite unusual for a voice demon) as comfortable silence engulfed them, only Vox's game can be heard and his occasional humming.
And thats what it only took to make you fell on deep slumber.
"Goodnight my dear, sleep well"
☆IKE EVELAND ☆
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Going home may be the best thing to do, ofc you like hanging out with your friends but all that running around and carrying stuff might not be the most best thing with it.
You opened the door before closing it behind you and then you took your shoes and coat off and put them were they belong before heading to you and your lover's room to change.
Meanwhile Ike Eveland was streaming in his streaming room(idk if that exists but we Will just get along with it ig?) Currently he is on a break just got back from getting a drink (probably coke) when he noticed you going out your guys bedroom with more comfortable clothes on.
"älskling? How was your hang out with your friends?"
"hm..it was okay..'Yawn' "
Ike looked at your tired face as your eyes were about to close, Ike pulled you in the room before sitting down with you on top of him.
"rest now love, I'll be here till you wake up."
Was the last thing you hear as your eyes gave up and closed, and then you started to doze off. Meanwhile Ike resume with the stream with you on his lap sleeping.
Continuing on with his game and chatting with the Quilldren like it's normal as you slept with a small smile on you face.
"Shhhh chat someone is sleeping right now"
☆SHU YAMINO ☆
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Coming back from your family's house can take alot of energy as they do live far away but that ofc didn't stop you from visiting them.(even if it cause you want to sleep for an eternity)
Coming back to your sorcerer lover and just jumping on his arm and laying down on his chest is the only thing you could wish now as your body aches from all the running walking and playing with you little cousins.
You entered your shared home and walked in. Kicking your shoes off before going straight to your bedroom, putting more comfortable clothes on and then walking out to go to your lover's room to see if his streaming.
Shu Yamino was in fact streaming, he was chatting with his chat and playing some valorant but muted and stopped when he heard his door open he looked up and saw you back from your family's house.
"eyyy babe, glad your back. How was your vacation?"
"it was fine..but my cousins really have alot of energy so running back and forth really got me tired..'yawn' "
You closer to him, before he can say anything you plopped on top of him hugging him tightly (not too tight tho) as you lay your head on his chest.
Shu comb your hair as you continue laying down, he then went back to stream and play while your on top of his lap (may or may not hugging him like a teddy bear)
"Rest up babe, you can tell me what you did with you family later"
☆MYSTA RIAS ☆
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Maybe volunteering to help babysit your friend's siblings may not be the greatest idea when they are quite energetic even for you to handle.
But now here you are on your bed tired as hell as your sweet detective boyfriend was playing games in the other room.
You were quite bored out of your mind just randomly scrolling on Twitter, when an Idea came to your mind. You smiled mischievously before sitting up and walked to the room where your dear Mysta is.
'hehehe, he wouldn't know what's coming.
You opened the door slightly peeking through and saw him still playing his game not hearing the door open. You sneak in and closed the door behind you silently not wanting him to know that your here.
You tiptoe near him before-
"..AGHHH!!"
"hehahhah"
You were laughing as you continue to hug mysta behind while he screamed on the top of his lungs.
"what the- babe?! You scared the shit out of me!"
"hehe sorry I was bored"
You heard him sigh before continuing the game and just letting you do what you want. You hugged him like your a koala and both of you sat there and just enjoyed each others company.
☆LUCA KANESHIRO ☆
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Scrolling down your phone as your mafia boss boyfriend played on the other side of the room. Boredom is what your feeling right now.
'sigh'
You tried to entertain yourself with some YouTube. 2 hours passed and you looked up at your boyfriend who was surprisingly still playing even after hours of playing.
You thought for a few minutes on what you can do to cure your insane boredom before you could commit arson.
A brilliant idea came to your mind. You stood up from where you were sitting and quietly walked to you boyfriend who was unaware of what is on your mind in the moment.
Luca Kaneshiro who is still playing not aware of anything that would happen, he paused his game to look for his girlfriend to see what his doing. When he looked he was surprised she wasn't where she was a few hours ago.
He looked around the room trying to look for his girlfriend, before he could stand up and look around the house. Someone jumped at him and strangle his waist.
He let out a surprise yelp and looked down to see his lover hugging him with her face on his (large) chest, she looked at him with a grin on her face as she continues to sit there.
Luca couldn't help but let a laugh out as he took hugged her. a few minutes of laughing and giggling he went back to his game with you still on his lap scrolling to you phone.
"The was so POG! I couldn't even hear where you were."
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。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+。⁠*゚⁠+
A/n: another one down! Also I'm sorry if I may went out of topic in some, but I hope you like this. Enjoy<3
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luvxiem · 2 years
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the stars aligned for us
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word count ! 【idk】idk【idk】 pairing ! luxiem x gn!reader (separately) genre ! fluff, mild angst on luca's part summary ! different soulmate au tropes w our faves bc i'm weak and love self indulgence 🤭 soulmate aus my beloved cw ! non-explicit violence/injuries on luca's part notes ! this was written on my phone so sorry for the uggy formatting and any typos 😭💔 btw tysm for 100 followers 🥺🫶 i appreciate y'all lots for enjoying my shit LMFAOOO it's just me projecting on here but i'm glad u guys enjoy it anyways when u wanna read a fanfic so bad but it doesn't exist yet so u gotta write it urself also kindred plz don't kill me for calling vox an asshole i meant it endearingly (insert "'i hate him' while putting up his picture" meme here)
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.。.:*☆ IKE EVELAND !
TROPE: SEEING COLORS
ike's world has been black and white for as long as he could remember
his friends have always told him how beautiful everything be came after they made eye contact with their soulmate for the first time
despite them trying their best to describe colors (what does a "warm" color even look like anyway?) it was hard for ike to really care
after all, how can you miss something you never experienced?
but more than seeing colors, the novelist just wanted to meet his soulmate
it wasn't that he was lonely; ike had his fair share of relationships in the past with others like him (those who haven't had the chance to meet their soulmate just yet, but wanted to date anyways)
however being a writer comes with a certain sense of romanticism and a lust for life, and ike was no exception
he's always loved the thought of meeting someone who was perfect for him in every way; a person who he could be his honest self around and love with all his heart
this is why when he suddenly started seeing colors he never could've imagined on a busy sidewalk, he immediately started scanning the crowd for you
he spotted you under the canopy of a nearby cafe. you were looking around with clear awe on your face, mouth slightly agape as you took in the new world around you, not even noticing the grumbles of passerby who narrowly avoided you.
you looked almost ethereal in your (now known as blue) button up, the sunshine leaving your skin in a warm glow. the gentle breeze ruffled your hair just right, and the novelist couldn't tear his gaze away.
as much as ike wanted to admire his new view too, he was more focused on making sure he didn't lose you. he's thought about it countless of times—dreamt of it, even—of somehow meeting his soulmate and losing them right away, never to be seen again. ike's lost enough sleep over it and he was determined to not make his nightmares a reality.
pushing past shoulders with rushed "sorry's" and "excuse me's," ike rushed to get to you as quick as possible; and soon enough, he was now standing face to face with you—the person who would become the love of his life.
your gaze fell onto him and an unspoken realization was met. you could feel it to; the ecstasy blooming in your very core at finally meeting your other half.
"hi," he breathed, a broad smile adorning his face. "i think i'm your soulmate."
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.。.:*☆ LUCA KANESHIRO !
TROPE: MUTUAL PAIN
woe is the soulmate of a certain blonde haired mafia boss
injuries came with the job, unfortunately, but the soft-hearted man couldn't help but feel sorry for his soulmate
luca knew some most of his injuries weren't normal. civilians don't get bullet wounds in their arm or knife slashes to the chest
did his soulmate worry for him? or were they wishing they weren't fated at all? as much as it hurt, luca couldn't find it in himself to blame them if they did
the small pricks he felt on his fingertips from presumably paper cuts can't compare to literally getting stabbed in the back
eventually it came to a point where luca tried to stop going outside altogether
he can't obtain any further injuries if he's always at the base, right?
but that fantasy couldn't last forever.
the one day he had to be escorted to a different location, him and his guards got ambushed
luca was the only one who got away, but not without sustaining a bullet wound to his shoulder
it wasn't as bad as it could've been but it still hurt like a bitch
stumbling into an alleyway, the blonde collapsed next to a dumpster, creating a loud thud that echoed into the night
luca was ready to rip off a piece of his shirt to wrap his shoulder when suddenly a bright light momentarily blinded him
standing a little bit away was you, pointing your phone flashlight on him while gripping your shoulder in your other hand
"so you're a med student?" luca asks, gritting his teeth when you dab at his bullet wound with rubbing alcohol. tossing the cotton ball, you reach into your first aid kit for gauze.
"yeah," you say quietly, starting to wrap his shoulder. the blonde frowns noticing how you refuse to meet his eyes. he opened his mouth to say something but you beat him to it.
"i chose this path because of you." at your words luca's eyebrow raises in question. you finished wrapping him up and now rest your hands in your lap, fiddling with your fingers. "you got so many injuries growing up and i didn't know what to do. i was worried you didn't have anyone to help you so i wanted to learn how," you explain quietly. at this the mafia boss's gaze softens.
"how'd you know? that i'm your soulmate, i mean," he asks. reaching up, you gently grazed the large scar on his abdomen with your fingers.
"i recognized your injuries," you said. luca shivered at your touch, raising his non-injured arm to cover your hand with his.
"i'm glad i ran into you then, soulmate."
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.。.:*☆ MYSTA RIAS !
TROPE: COUNTDOWN TIMER
mysta's known since he was five that he had a soulmate, just like every other five-year-old in his class
but there was one teeny little problem
ok actually it was a major problem
his timer seemed to be broken
instead of the few years or days or months like his friends had, his timer was set to decades
because of how long his timer was set for, mysta was teased mercilessly for "having a soulmate who doesn't even want to meet him"
this followed him for most of his youth until eventually he covered up his wrist and tried to forget about it alltogether
if he wasn't going to meet his soulmate until he was old and gray, why should he even care
that was until he fell through that damned portal and landed in 2022
he noticed it after he got out of the shower, spotting his wrist in the mirror while brushing back his hair
mysta's mouth dropped open in shock, dropping his arm to gently run his fingers over the numbers
the timer that was the bane of his younger self's existence was down to the hours
the detective was antsy, understandably.
a lifetime of thinking he wouldn't ever meet his soulmate suddenly turned into meeting his soulmate in twenty minutes. mysta wasn't sure what to do, how he should act. should he go outside? he should, right? how else would he meet you?
filled with a newfound sense of determination, mysta grabbed his keys and darted into the london night.
there was hardly anyone out this late; maybe his timer really was broken? what were you doing out at one in the morning, don't you know that's dangerous? who knows what kind of dangerous people were prowling outside right now.
mysta started walking briskly toward a more crowded area of the city. if he had to meet you, it would be somewhere safe.
settling on standing in front of a pub he's been to a few times with friends, the detective started counting down the minutes till he would meet you. he kept glancing at his wrist, watching the numbers go down one by one until there was only a minute left on the clock.
mysta tapped his foot impatiently as he glanced left and right down the street until suddenly, he felt the lightest tap on his shoulder. he spun on his heel and low and behold, there you were.
grinning, you spoke.
"nice to finally meet you, soulmate."
and mysta couldn't be happier.
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.。.:*☆ SHU YAMINO !
TROPE: SWITCHING BODIES
in all honesty, shu couldn't care less about having a soulmate
the idea of the universe choosing who he would fall in love with didn't sit right with him
not to mention how frustrating it would be sometimes when the two of you switched bodies at inconvenient times
like in the middle of one of his experiments
or when he's talking to one of his fellow sorcerers
or how about that time he was meditating in a lovely, perfectly quiet room for the first time in ages as a way to destress only to suddenly wake up in your body in the middle of a bustling city
yeah, shu wasn't all too happy about it, but what can he do?
so while all his friends were out actively searching for ways to meet their soulmate in person, shu was directing his energy toward mastering his powers instead
but the thing about having a soulmate is that you can't exactly reject them altogether
they're your soulmate for a reason, after all
so despite his resistance, the purple sorcerer found himself falling for you all the same
he grew antsy at particularly long periods without switching and eventually started leaving notes behind for you for when you would eventually switch
including a bright purple post-it with an address and a time and date
shu sat inside the cafe anxiously, bouncing his leg under the table while sipping his drink. he hoped that his note was obvious enough that you saw it the last time you guys swapped bodies, but how could he know for sure? you didn't leave a reply on his note, and the swap period was rather short that time too.
minutes passed the written time and the pounding in shu's chest grew louder and louder in his ears. he looked up at every tinkle of the bell above the door, hoping that it was you only to be disappointed when it wasn't. he kept glancing out the window rather obsessively, and soon enough his cup was empty too.
after 40 minutes had gone by, the sorcerer had just about given up. letting out a disappointed sigh, he rose from his chair to leave his tray and finished drink on the counter only to pause when the bell jingled one last time. shu looked up on instinct and his breath got caught in his throat.
in the doorway was you, slightly sweaty and definitely out of breath, looking frantically around the cafe before your eyes landed on him. shu was still holding the tray in his hands when you ran up to him, still in shock at seeing you in the flesh for the first time and not just through a mirror.
"h...hi..." you stutter, gripping the strap of your tote bag tightly in your fists. "i'm sorry i'm late. but i'm so glad i found you." shu broke out of his trance and smiled, setting the tray back down on the table.
"i'm glad you found me too."
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.。.:*☆ VOX AKUMA !
TROPE: FIRST WORDS
fitting for a voice demon that the first words his soulmate says to him is permanently printed onto his skin
"you're gonna have to try harder than that if you wanna impress me, pretty boy" decorated his ribs under his right pectoral
now vox knows he's hot
he's well aware of the power he holds fucking asshole and uses his charm and good looks to his advantage
the demon spent most of his early years dropping one liners and introducing himself with various pickup lines in an attempt to find his elusive soulmate
and many have tried to pretend they were his fated one but they never succeeded
after the death of his clan and being transported to the future, it took vox a long time to feel ready to find his soulmate again
slowly he started visiting pubs and parties in an attempt to socialize
it was at one of these parties that he met you
beer in hand, vox pushed past a group laughing with each other in the hallway to slip out onto the balcony. he was hoping to get a chance to breathe and get away from all the sweaty partygoers, but there was already another person out here with him. figuring it wouldn't hurt to say something, the demon let a familiar smirk slip onto his face as he approached you.
sensing his presence, you turned your head to look at him in curiosity, fiddling with the many rings on your fingers.
"why hello there; what's a gorgeous person like you doing out here all alone?" he drawls, sliding up next to you. a breathy laugh escaped your lips, dropping your head to your chest for a moment before you looked back up and meeting his gaze dead on.
"you're gonna have to try harder than that if you wanna impress me, pretty boy."
at your words vox faltered, the smirk falling from his face as his lips parted in surprise. the skin where his soulmate mark was seemed to tingle.
it seems like you figured it out too; your eyes widened and suddenly you were tugging your shirt up to show a matching tattoo on your ribs. you let the fabric fall back down and looked back up at him, a softer smile now gracing your features as vox reached over to intertwine his fingers with yours.
"would you look at that," you laughed happily. "guess you really did impress me, pretty boy."
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WRITTEN ! 080222
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xandraspalace · 1 year
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GG, Babe!
----- GG, Babe! || Shu Yamino [NIJISANJI EN] x Streamer/Gamer! Reader
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Summary : It’s not uncommon to feel pressured and nervous in your first esports tournament, especially if you carry the name of your company’s branch. How do you deal with your anxiousness in this moment of time? You have to thank your lover and your team.
WC : 4198 words.
Warning : Grammar errors, hurt w/ comfort, teeth-rotting fluff (possible cringes?), cursing, possible misconceptions, possible ooc, hints of insecurities if you squint, KanaChiiKuzu references, mention of many Valorant terms, mention of making out (mention only), etc.
Featured Characters : Finana Ryugu, Elira Pandora, Selen Tatsuki, Rosemi Lovelock, Vox Akuma, Uki Violeta, and Fulgur Ovid.
Story Notes : This story is written with first-person point of view and the reader is gender-neutral. The personas written here are based on the avatar of the characters as vtubers, not the person behind it. Enjoy.
A/N : FINALLY I CAN ACTIVELY WRITE ON THIS ACCOUNT!!! I will try to be more active this year. Mostly for writing birthday fiction and other specific projects. I hope you guys can continue to support me. Enjoy!
Other Platform : [TWITTER] [MEDIUM]
     “Oh, hell. That was close,” Selen sighed.
     After winning the match in a very miserable condition. 2v4, if it weren’t for Shu and Selen, your team wouldn’t be able to secure a place in the semi-finals.
     “NIJISANJI EN” registered his name in a virtual e-sport tournament with a team consisting of Finana Ryugu, Selen Tatsuki, Rosemi Lovelock, Shu Yamino, Uki Violeta, and you, NIJISANJI EN solo liver. Five rosters and one substitute, with Fulgur as the team coach and Elira as the team manager — just a formality.
     Everyone breathed a sigh of relief and drooped their stiff shoulders, realizing how tense they had been during the games.
     Except you. Your right hand still gripped your mouse tightly until your nails turn white and your left hand fell limp beside the keyboard.
     There are many things you regret. Even if your team wins, it wasn’t a very good game for you. And as a player who has died too many times in the previous round, you have to admit that your gameplay was very sloppy and rushed.
     To be honest, you were annoyed at yourself for putting your team at a disadvantage. You wanted to cry, you felt pathetic. But in less than half an hour, you have to play for the last round of the quarter-finals.
     “Ah, I should have backed off,” Rosemi whined, slightly disappointed by what she did in the game before her agent died.
     “Uki, try not to be locked in the room,” Selen said, advising the psychic.
     Fulgur added, “Also, don’t rush.”
     “Noted,” Uki answered.
     “They actually messed up with the flash, especially the one who used Yoru.” Finana, who had been paying attention to the opponent as a substitute player, also commented.
     “She’s your senior, Finana! Mind your words!” Elira laughed when she reminded Finana, who apparently had just commented on her senior who was also a quite famous vtuber.
     “Oh, wait! Really?! Senpai, I’m sorry!!” The panicked Finana managed to make the whole team laugh out loud.
     “I guess Shu saved us then,” Rosemi chuckled after drinking her water.
     But Shu could only giggle, “Don’t give me too much credit, guys.”
     Waiting for the next game, the others decide to chat with each other while strategizing the gameplay for the next and final round of quarter-finals. Occasionally, they also greet their chats while joking. However, Shu realized something was wrong, especially with you.
     It’s like your mic was muted, but he could still hear your breathing. Shu glanced at the phone he was using to watch and monitor your stream and somehow noticed how your chat were being flooded with concerned comments.
     How were they not worried? Your avatar was still moving, but you were silent. Your fans started to send some “Are you okay?”s or “Earth to [Y/N]?”s chats, etc.
     “[Y/N]?”
     Hearing Shu called you in a worried tone, the entire voice chat fell silent.
     “Babe, are you still there?” Once again, Shu Yamino, your lover, asked in a worried tone.
     “W-what’s wrong?” Selen broke the silence.
     The chat of each liver was immediately filled with worried comments. Some of the chats, especially Shu’s chat, said something like, “Shu, go comfort your darling!” etc.
     You and Shu were actually just room apart. There was only one wall separating your studio and his. Therefore, if something happened, he could immediately rush over to you.
     Others chose silence. If they show their concern, they will only make their fans worry too. But suddenly…
     “[Y/N], I could hear your hitched breathes,” Shu said, ready to pause his stream.
     “Aww, they’re crying,” Selen cooed. “[Y/N], are you alright?”
     You tried to swallow your sobs. “I-I’m fine.” And you failed instantly.
     Finana, Selen, and Elira bursted out laughing, not to offend you, but because of how cute you sounded when you were crying and trying hard to speak.
     “My, my, [Y/N],” Fulgur chuckled in amusement. “What’s wrong? You’re upset because of the game?” Fulgur, with his coach title, also tried to comfort you and find where things were wrong with you.
     “I’m sorry for ruining the mood,” you sniffed, apologizing to the others and the chat.
     Your team immediately cried their nos and tried to make you feel better by praising your gameplay. They said that everything that happened in the previous rounds wasn’t not your fault at all. Your chat and the others’ also comfort you.
     “It’s okay, [Y/N]. You looked so cool earlier! Your aim was so crazy!” Rosemi tried to cheer you up.
     “But that was not too long since the game started.” You still feelt guilty.
     “No, no, no. [Y/N], it’s fine,” Selen declined your insecurities. “If you didn’t support me at the beginning, we might be done because it will stay a 2v5 game till the end.”
     “You’re telling me Rosemi and Uki will still die?!” Finana, who didn’t accept it, suddenly raised her voice when she heard Selen’s explanation.
     “WAIT, THAT’S NOT WHAT I MEANT!” Selen screamed, making everyone laugh out loud. You started to giggle even though with sobs that can still be heard.
     “Chat, please cheer on [Y/N].” In the middle of chaos, with his calm voice, Uki told his chat to give you some words to make you feel better.
     “Guys, and chat, I’ll be mute for a moment. I need to check on them.” Shu asked permission from the others.
     “Y-you don’t have to. I’m fine now,” you mumbled, wiping your remaining tears.
     Trust me when I say Shu won’t believe you. He is your lover, so he will understand all the emotions you put out even just from your voice. “Nah-uh, I’ll go get some water for us too. I’ll be there in a second, wait for a bit.”
     Shu removed his headset and stood up. But before he left his studio, Shu approached his mic again. “Oh, and to [Y/N]’s chat, if [Y/N] suddenly goes mute, or their stream suddenly pauses or stops, that’s me. You don’t need to worry.”
     “I can mute myself!” you half-yelled at your boyfriend, making everyone giggle.
     “Just go and comfort her, lover boy,” Fulgur teased.
     And Shu went mute after saying, “On my way!!”
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     “Babe?”
     After gently knocking on your door, Shu opened your studio door. You turned your gaming chair around and stared at him with your glassy eyes. “Have you muted and paused your stream?” he asked, glancing down at your monitor. Shu held out a glass of water for you.
     You nodded and took the glass from his hand. After drinking half of the water and put the glass on your desk, your hand immediately grabbed the clothes that Shu was wearing and pulled him closer. There was really nothing strange here. It was just that your instinct to get spoiled by Shu got stronger when you’re down.
     Shu didn’t said anything and just put his arms around you. You buried your face in his stomach. “Do you still want to continue the game?” Shu asked, pulling himself away from you a little. His voice was soft and almost a whisper. His hands never stop cradling your hair.
     That was when your tears ran down your cheeks again. You could only nod, answering your lover’s question. Shu didn’t even care that his clothes are wet because of your tears.
     “Then tell me what happened.” Shu pulled himself and slowly knelt before you. One of his hands helped you wipe your tears and the other hand gently caressed your thighs, comforting you. “Tell me what’s wrong. What’s upsetting my baby, hm?”
     You tried to control your sobbing. But after Shu asked with his sweet and gentle voice, you wanted to cry even more.
     “I’m just frustrated,” you admitted between your sobs. “I-I’m frustrated with myself. I’m sorry.”
     “Oh, babe…” Shu cooed. “You don’t have to say sorry.”
     Shu knew saying how cool and good you were during the game won’t comfort you. It will only make you more upset with yourself.
     “Baby, look at me.” Shu took your hands slowly and held them tightly. His thumb rubbed them gently, hoping it would calm you down.
     You mustered up the courage to look at him.
     “Listen, this is our first official esport tournament as NIJI EN, right?”
     “Mm-hm,” you nodded.
     “Well, you see. This kind of thing happens because everyone is under pressure, including you, including me. The anxiety, the nervousness, all those things distract us. You see, being too focused makes us overly tense and forget how to have fun. Even Selen and I feel pressured because this isn’t a normal Valorant stream we used to have where we can play as we please,” Shu explained.
     “I’m sorry I played rashly and carelessly earlier,” you mumbled, still trying so hard to not to cry again.
     “I told you; you don’t even have to worry about it.” Shu’s eyes never leave you, and he looked at you with so much love and patience. “You know it yourself that there is no right or wrong in this kind of games. Adapt yourself to the game and your team as comfortably as possible. In this game, what’s important is the result. It doesn’t matter if you die early or survive until the end. As long as you can win, that’s enough.”
     Shu released one of his hands and tucked some stray hairs behind your ear before he rubbed your cheek gently. “And you, you were so cool when you helped me and the others earlier. Your aim is crazy. If I’m someone else, I won’t believe that you just started Valorant after me.”
     You lowered your gaze. Insecurities hit you once again, assuming that Shu was only saying that to comfort you. But Shu’s hand gently made you look back at him.
     “No, no. Eyes on me. I’m telling you the truth.” Shu continued, “Even if you died earlier, we still won the game, right? And you contributed to that victory. You played an important role in the earlier rounds. Do you understand?”
     You nodded and wiped your tears for the last time. “I do,” you whispered. “Thank you, Shu.”
     “Don’t mention it,” he smiled as he handed you the rest of your drinking water.
     After making sure you were calm enough, Shu glanced to your chat which still seemed worried about you. “Well, let’s see…” the sorcerer read your chat quickly. “Looks like we’ve been gone for too long. Chat is starting to get more worried.”
     “Do you want to cry for a little bit more?” Shu once again looked at you and asked.
     You shook your head and rolled your gaming chair over to your desk. Shu also stood up, following you. Too tired of crying and realizing your voice was starting to get hoarse, you gulped down the remaining water that Shu had previously handed over to you.
     “Since we cannot have you upset—well, I personally can’t have my baby upset, do you want to switch up with Finana so you can have a break for the final rounds? I can have Elira arrange that for us.” Shu gave you a suggestion.
     “No, I want to play with you. I’m fine now,” you uttered, voice still cracking.
     “Alright then.” Shu wiped your last tears and kissed your forehead gently.
     You put your headset back on and tidied up your set. Shu helped you get ready and made sure you were completely okay. After turning your mic back on and continuing your stream, Shu stepped back a little to make room. “There you go.”
     You greeted your chat and apologized to them for waiting so long and worrying them. Of course, your chat was immediately filled with the “It’s fine,” or “Are you okay now?” comments.
     “Just go straight to the collab vc channel,” Shu stated, his voice audible to your viewers. “And [Y/N]’s chat, please comfort them in my place, okay?” Your chat was immediately flooded with obedient comments from your fans like, “Understood, Marshal!” or “Roger that, Shu!”
     “I’m okay now, Shu!” you whined.
     The sorcerer could only chuckle. “Yes, yes. I’ll take my leave now, babe. I can’t leave my chat alone too. Good luck.”
     Once again before he left your studio, Shu kissed the top of your head and ruffled your hair.
     “Mm-hm, good luck to you too, love.”
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     “Eyyy!!!” Shu’s solid eys cut through the others’ conversations on the Discord channel.
     “Oh, you’re back!” Selen cheered.
     “Welcome back, Shu.” And Fulgur was welcoming the gamer back. “How is [Y/N]?”
     You went back into the voice call channel and turn on your microphone. “I’m fine now. I’m really sorry with a lot of things, especially how unprofessional I have been. I really messed up earlier. I’ll do my best from now on,” you uttered your apologies and explanations to your teammates with a hoarse voice.
     “You don’t have to worry about it,” Rosemi was welcoming you back with giggles.
     Likewise with the others, they started quarreling again while comforting you. And surely it managed to make you laugh. “Thank you guys. Please take a good care of me.”
     “Please take good care of us too, [Y/N],” Elira said between her giggles from the previous jokes the others made. “Anyway, Couch Ovid, what was the strategy again? Can you explain it to Shu and [Y/N]?” Elira continued, adding some tease for him.
     “Alright, alright.” Fulgur began to explain what he and the others had compiled. Thanks to the help of Selen’s “gamer brain,” everyone could devise a strategy that was fit for you and your lover. “So, [Y/N], I need you and Uki to focus on supporting Selen while Rosemi is supporting Shu. Is that okay?”
     “Mm-hm, I’m okay with that,” you confirmed.
     “Shu, just because you’re a predator, don’t you dare to forget that I’m currently your support!” Rosemi aggressively clicking on her mouse, knowing that Shu can easily win the game without any assists.
     “I know, I know,” Shu laughed. “Calm down, easy.”
     When everyone laughed at her malds, you realized someone doesn’t really say much. Until…
     “[Y/N].”
     Just as you were about to call her name, Selen preceded you. “Yeah?” you waited for the lunar dragon to speak.
     “Don’t feel overwhelm on this one, got it? Just enjoy it.”
     You were silent before Selen continued her sentence.
     “We don’t want you to have any regrets in the end. Swallow all such feelings and uneasiness. Whether or not we make it to the semi-finals is a later matter.” Now all fell silent. “Why are you guys so quiet?!” Embarrassed, Selen asked, half shouting.
     “Wow, those were the wisest words Selen ever said,” Uki stated.
     “For real,” Shu agreed with the psychic. Likewise with others.
     “Oh, shut it, will you?!” And that was a reaction that one could guess from Selen Tatsuki.
     Hearing their antics, you could only chuckle. You could hear Selen and Rosemi gasping because you finally laughed. The gloomy and gray atmosphere that had enveloped you and the others was immediately lifted.
     “There they are,” Shu cooed, chuckling sweetly to you. “That’s my baby’s sweet laughs.”
     You gasped when you heard Shu’s chuckles. His chuckle sounded light and soothing to your ears. But unfortunately, that moment had to be broken when Uki and Selen shouted for the two of you to get a room and followed by another laugh.
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     “Alright, we can do it!” you told yourself while taking deep breaths to ease your nervousness. “Like what Shu said, there is no right or wrong in this game. Let’s just focus on winning this round and making it to the semi-finals.” And before you focusing yourself to the game, you glanced at your chat. “And do wish me luck, chat,” you whispered.
     Everything was running smoothly. In some levels, you and your team become a Team Ace. On another level, Shu and Selen were carrying the team by themselves. However, towards the final level, something unexpected happened.
     “The hell?!” Selen sneered when the enemy flashed her. It wasn’t long before the sound of Selen’s deafening screams pierced your ears and the others’. “WHAT THE HECK?!” Selen went mald when the enemy dinked her dead.
     The team was immediately in a panic. Selen was the team’s lead carry and your team currently doesn’t have any agent with any revival utility. Meanwhile, the team’s main carry, Shu, tried to stay calm when Selen’s tantrum almost dominated the voice chat channel.
     Panic came back to haunt you. You don’t know how this team would fare without its lead carry.
     “Babe, calm down.”
     “Ah!”
     Before you could lose your focus, Shu pulled you back from your reverie, making you gasp.
     “Selen, that’s fine. And Uki, take her position to carry the team with Shu,” Fulgur gave instructions to the remaining team players.
     You noticed how Selen kept apologizing and malding over her death in the game. Of course, panicking won’t solve the problem. You were wrecking your brain to find a way out of this problem. Your brain was constantly looking for alternatives to win this round.
     4v4 shouldn’t be so bad. Shu had already taken down one opposing player. Until something crossed your mind. Your brain managed to come up with a pretty brilliant idea. “Fuu-chan, will crossfiring help?”
     “But this map is not suitable for crossfiring.” Elira sounded worried.
     The position of the current map was very wide and had few places to hide. Being too far apart from the team might be one dumb way to lose.
     Fulgur seemed to be silent and thinking. He was trying to calculate the winning percentage if the team uses your idea.
     “One down.” Uki suddenly announced after he took down one enemy. “Four versus three,” he stated.
     “NICE, UKI!!!” Everyone cheered amidst the panic.
     Uki managed to reduce the risk of losing. The thing that Fulgur was worried about should lessen a bit. “Elaborate your idea, [Y/N].”
     You took a deep breath before speaking. “Simple! Uki and Rosemi are in the right position, stay there. And Shu—” You paused yourself when you heard your lover’s gun shots. You suddenly heard him hissed in annoyance. He must have just messed up with his aim, you guessed.
     “Shu, if it’s not too much for you, can you move away from Rosemi a little and find the right position to surround our three enemies?” you continued, asking a favor.
     “Nothing is too much for you, babe.” Shu immediately did what you asked.
     To be honest, you yourself know that Shu can shoot from anywhere. Without any strategy from you or others, he can easily win the game. He is a predator, even if he doesn’t want to admit it. However, even though it’s unlikely, what happened to Selen could also happen to Shu. You don’t want that to happen again, especially in a crucial moment to determine your team’s position in the tournament.
     “Thank you. And I’ll rotate and take the flank,” you stated your final strategy.
     “Wait, [Y/N], that’s too far and dangerous!” Finana strongly refuted your idea.
     Selen who couldn’t do anything anymore also pays attention to the strategy you proposed. “It’s fine,” she said. “Shu, Uki, and Rosemi are enough. The three of them had basically already surrounded the enemies. [Y/N], your intention was to cover the escape route, was it?”
     “You’re right!” You smiled as Selen understood the purpose of your plan. “Start firing!” You took your agent to the other side of the map as planned.
     “One down… Two down!” Shu raised his voice in excitement.
     The sound of other cheers sounded even louder. Your chat and the others’ started to hype with the possibility of your team winning.
     “Cypher tries to escape!” Rosemi shouted.
     Luckily, you made it to your proper position in time. You replaced your firearm with a knife and started attacking them. “WAIT, ACK! NO!!” you screamed. Unfortunately, you died because your aim was suddenly messed up due to panic.
     But not long after, an unexpected sight suddenly appears on your PC screen. “Nope!” Shu spoke, accompanied by the sound of bullets. “You killed my lover, senpai! You must die!”
     “OOOHHHH!!!!” Everyone cheered with joy and excitement when the word “WIN” appeared clearly on their respective screens. Chat went crazy and hysterical screams were heard filling the voice chat channel.
     You sighed in relief. Too tired with your overwhelming emotions, you chose to remain silent and hear the others’ triumphant cheers. You leaned back on your gaming chair and closed your eyes for a moment.
     “Babe your chat is filled with “#[Y/N]MVP”!!”
     Hearing Shu say so, you opened your eyes. Sure enough, your chat was flowing with the hashtag that your boyfriend just mentioned.
     “Check the Twitter too…?” you read one of your comments aloud. According to what your chat wanted, you grab your phone and opened blue bird app.
“DAMN, [Y/N] IS THE SAVIOUR OF THE TEAM!!”
“NO WAY, THAT’S SO COOL!! Y/N BASICALLY CARRIED THE WHOLE TEAM!!”
“[Y/N] MPV!!!!!!!!!!”
“THE WAY SHU AVENGE THEIR DEATH OMGGGGGG!!”
“SHU x [Y/N] THE ACE x MPV COUPLEEEEEE!! LETSGOOOOOO!!!”
     It made you want to cry again. No, not crying out of frustration like before, but because you were touched. “Why are our fans so sweet?” you cracked, making others laugh again.
     “Aww, you’re crying again,” Selen giggled.
     “That was a simple yet critical strategy. You two are something else,” Uki also commented.
     “That was a good save,” Fulgur sighed. “Nice job, [Y/N]!”
     Elira added, “Yeah, great job! Wow! Nobody uses Sage. We were too panicked by Selen’s death.”
     “I’M STILL HERE!” Getting called out, the owner of the name went mald once again.
     Meanwhile, Finana and Rosemi were still having fun celebrating the team’s victory and bragging about you being the MPV.
     “Wait, let me divert my voice chat with [Y/N] to dm vc.” Shu mumbled to himself. “[N/N]!!” After celebrating with his chat, the sorcerer switched your voice chat to personal and called you in a cheerful voice. “GG, babe!”
     Shu laughed happily. Hearing it makes your heart flutters. You got a lot of appreciation from your fans and teammates, but his appreciation is what you need the most.
     “Oh my God, chat, the legendary ace himself complemented me! Wow!” You didn’t completely fake your excitement. You were really happy at his complements.
     “Won’t you go to them and hug them for real?” Shu read one of his chat comments. “Babe, should I go there? Yaminions are right, I want to hug you and cuddle you and—”
     “Shu, stop!” you abruptly stop him before he can mention all the things he wants to do with you. “Let’s finish the stream first. We still have evaluation about today’s game with the others. Moreover,” you paused for a moment, paying attention to your and Shu’s chats. “I can have him all night, so I’m giving Yaminions a chance.”
     “AYOO?!” If Shu was drinking or eating something, he might have choked hearing your words. Without a doubt, Shu’s chat and yours went panic and crazy. Seeing their expressions, you just laughed out loud in amusement. “Haha, funny.” Shu faked a laugh.
     “God, someone in your chat said, ‘You don’t have to hide it, Shu. We know you’re also excited.’” Your laugh was getting out of control.
     “They’re not wrong, though!” From his offended tone, you could imagine how Shu was pouting his lips at that moment.
     You could just run into his studio and kiss the pout if you wanted. However, it would be very unprofessional of you if you did.
     A pop up notification suddenly appeared on your and Shu’s phones screen. “What on earth Selen just tweeted?” Shu asked before he read the tweet out loud for you. “With a capslock, ‘Anyone or someone in their stream please tell @ shu_yamino and @ [Y/N][L/N]_2434 to stop making out and rejoin the collab voice chat,’ triple exclamation marks.”
     “What the fuck?” You were stunned, hearing Selen’s tweet from your lover. You glanced at your chat who once again clearly went crazy. “Did they just assume we’re doing that?!”
     “Vox just replied, ‘There is nothing sweeter than the sweetness of victory. Let them have their moment.’” Shu laughed, reading his genmate’s tweet.
     You slumped back to your chair. “Hell on earth. Chat, did you guys hear any making out noises? You’re not, aren’t you?! Such things like you guys watching us doing that didn’t excite me.”
     “BABE, YOU MAKE IT WORSE!!” Now it was Shu’s turn to panic. Your lover was trying his best not to scream and burst the audience’s eardrums. His reaction definitely made you laugh out loud.
     Before this, you felt very down because of your insecurities. But when you’re with him, everything feels better, no matter how chaotic your surroundings are. With him, you don’t have to worry about anything. You surely feel the safest around him.
     Before you moved your voice chat back to the collab channel, you stated between your laughs, “You guys will still clip that moment even if we say don’t, so go ahead. Consider this as the compensation for today’s victory today.”
     “You’re the worst,” Shu sighed.
     Of course you could only giggle. “I love you too.” ----- [FIN].
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GG, Babe! A Fiction by Author Xandra January, 2023
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rew0nder · 2 years
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MISS YOU ! SHU YAMINO ?!
summary: shu's busy, you're overthinking. after a few misunderstandings, you talk and shu makes it up to you :) includes : shu yamino (luxiem) type : nsfw, fluff, smut and aftercare, oneshot (like seriously this is too long omg). event : WE GO 100 !
request: "i've been thinking abt you all day" & "ill take care of you" in subtle smut starters for shu pls !! a/n : I COULDN'T FIND UR ASK FOR SOME REASON ANON IM SO SORRY HUHU, but anyways!! this took way too long lol
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shu was a busy man, he had to stream almost everyday only having a few days off and those days off consisted of him working on whatever project he was working on. as his s/o, you understood that he needed to do this because it was his job. you were happy that he enjoyed his job but... it felt lonely at times.
you weren't as busy as him and your sleeping schedule mashed with his, leaving little time to talk and bond. even if the worlds were in your favor and aligned your sleeping time with his, you would only have small time to actually bond together, because he had some work after his rest.
you didn't want to disturb him with your feelings, he was already busy enough to even make him worry about you. but as weeks and days go by, this lingering feeling only disturbs you from your everyday life.
you were overthinking everything, you were even doubting if he actually loved you and it showed through how you acted around him. you would be more distant whenever he talked to you, you wouldn't lean into his touch whenever he touched you, you wouldn't even kiss him before you sleep, and you always did that.
and shu noticed every single thing, and boy oh boy was he worried. he tried offering his lap during streaming but you refused to say that you didn't want to disturb him. he tried buying your favorite food and you would only smile and put it in the fridge leaving it there, claiming you were full even if you were starving.
he didn't know what he did so he did what he was good at, observing. he knows how your body talks.
you've been moping around him. when he was streaming, he felt some gaze coming from his door. he looked back and the door was slightly ajar, he always closed his door whenever he streams. always hears a knock on his door and upon opening, he's greeted with a tray with a bottle of water and a plate full of his favorite snacks. you always did that, but you were the one personally giving him the food and giving him a kiss on the cheek reminding him to not stress himself out.
but you were doing this instead.
shu knew something was really off, and he decided to confront you about it. on his day off, he invited you to eat dinner with him. ordering his and your favorite foods, and watching a movie with him.
it was a simple cute date night he figured you liked since you've been sending him tiktok links about fun cute dates at home.
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"i've ordered the food already, it should be coming in about an hour or so." shu looks at you and gives you a small smile, patting the empty space beside him on the couch. "an hour? why will it take that long?" you ask, plopping down on the sofa chair next to the couch. shu purses his lips, hands now placed on the pillow on his lap, "traffic, and also the restaurants nearby are closed so i had to order far." you hum and nod your head, reaching for the remote next to shu, but instead was met by shu's hand that had his hand on the remote. you quickly withdraw your hand and instead, placed it on the rest of the couch. shu sees this and hands you the remote.
"what do you want to watch?" he asks. you blush, embarrassed as you grab hold of the remote looking through what movies were on the USB. "this one... are you okay with this one?" shu looks at your pick and hums, "i'm fine with that."
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it's been 15 minutes since the movie started. you're shifting uncomfortably in your sofa chair, the space was too small for your liking, you should've accepted the offer to sit beside shu- at least that would've been comfortable and you would've been able to snuggle up to hi-- what were you thinking? what if he doesn't like that?? god, (name) you should ask before touching them, what if they don't like your touch? you shake your head, staring straight at the tv, trying to get rid of these thoughts.
shu wasn't watching the movie. in fact, there was a much more interesting scene to watch, and that was you. unbeknownst to you, shu has been observing you. you would glance at the empty seat beside him, playing it out as if you were only asking for a pillow beside him. then you would shift in your seat, trying to get comfortable, eyeing the seat beside him, again, playing it out as if you were stretching.
it was only 15 mins. 15 mins to take shu to finally confront you.
shu reached for the remote placed on the coffee table, pausing the movie that was immediately followed with your head whipping towards him with a face evident of confusion.
"why'd you pause it?" you ask, furrowing your brows.
"what's wrong?" shu asks, eyeing your every move.
"what do you mean? why'd you pause the movie?"
"did i do something wrong?" you widen your eyes, but immediately revert them back.
"what do you mean shu?" you question, hoping he didn't notice you shrink under his intense gaze.
"you didn't come to my room during stream, you usually come with food but you left them at the door." shu utters out, worry apparent in his eyes.
"you're avoiding me. you're avoiding my touch, you didn't want to sit beside me today." his voice comes off shaky, eyes looking at your body language.
he noticed? your mouth opens to say something to comfort him but you halt, words stuck in your throat as you look at shu, his nervous gaze, and his shaky voice. he cared? he noticed you avoiding him... you tried your best to act normal... but he noticed?
shu reaches out for your hand, and you let him. both his hands rubbing both your hands comfortingly as he looks at them, slowly looking up into your eyes, "did i upset you, hm? can you tell me what i did wrong babe?"
you felt words bubble up in your throat. all the concealed feelings, all the thoughts that haunted you and kept you up at night, everything is threatening to spill.
but nothing comes out, and instead, you cry. shu is startled, immediately reaching to your face, his body leaving the seat and settling to kneeling in front of you, "hey... hey, are you okay?" shu worryingly asks, his hand tilting your head upwards to examine your face, but you jerk your head away, sniffling as you raise your hand up to wipe any tears that rolled down your face. shu takes none of that, and reaches for your head once again, gently nudging it to his face. "look at me, please?" he pleads, and you cave in. you slowly look at him, you almost forgot how deep his purple eyes are and how you can drown in them so easily. shu gives you a little smile, "there you go," he says his purple eyes resembling the vast deep galaxy skies.
"now, can we talk about what's bothering you?"
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you spilled everything. from you feeling lonely, to how you think he doesn't love you anymore, you said everything. while you poured your heart out, you were constantly looking at shu's reaction, but his face remained the same, calm and unmovable-- well that would be what it seems like to other people. not a lot of people know this but shu's eyes tell emotions. his flames are constantly fluctuating, growing larger and reverting back to their size. his eyes tell that he's hurt, that he feels guilty for leaving you alone with your thoughts.
his face may not seem like it cares too much, but his eyes and his flames tell everything.
"so yeah, i just felt alone yk? it's... i'm sorry, shu-"
"no, no, no. it's my fault, i should've left some days open for you... 'm sorry for leaving you all alone by yourself." shu says, hands still holding yours.
"don't be sorry! you were busy and it's your job... how can we pay rent without working?" you joke, hoping to lighten the mood. shu chuckles at this and gives your hand a little squeeze, heating up his hand as comfort.
"still... it was a dick move of me to not pay attention to my sweet beloved s/o when i'm absolutely free." you giggle at the nickname, giving him a little kiss on the cheek, "you're right, it was a dick move to ignore your beautiful, caring, sweet, beloved s/o when you're absolutely free." shu chuckles and smiles at you.
suddenly, shu's phone rings. you look over to him and he looks over to his phone, looking at the screen, "food's here," he says. rising from his seat, but you stop him, "i'll go grab it." giving him a small smile before rising from your seat to grab the food.
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"i've been thinking abt you all day" you whisper, arms wrapped around shu's waist as you lay down on the bed. "yeah?" he says, arms draped over your shoulders while his other hand is rested on your waist. "mhm, i missed you so much." you sit up, leaning on his chest as you carefully inspect his beautiful face. " 'm sorry..." he apologizes, looking at you with his puppy dog eyes. you smile at this, tucking away a fallen hair, "don't be, you were busy and it's your job." he gives you a small pout, "still... i should've left some days open for you... how can i make it up to you?" you hum, smiling shyly as you thought of something, "well...." shu raises an eyebrow, "well?"
"can i?" you ask shyly, looking down at his pants, gently caressing his thighs. shu raises an eyebrow in surprise. how long has he hadn't touched you? to the point you would ask it yourself. you, who was shy even to ask the waiter for an extra ketchup packet.
"sure, go ahead baby." you look up at him with a shocked look on your face, you weren't expecting him to agree that fast. you stayed still for a moment before regaining your composure. you sit on his thigh, hands placed on his chest, as it travels under his shirt.
shu sighs, letting you feel him up as his eyes gaze into yours. "mhm..." your hands creep down, feeling the bulge that started to grow. you inch closer to him, eyes trailing down to his lips, and back up to his eyes. his breaths are short and it almost sounds like he's out of breath, "you can kiss me you know?" shu breathed out, he didn't even know he was holding on. "i know," you whisper, your mouth leaning to meet his. your lips were parted slightly and shu took the chance to slip his tongue inside, tongues tangling with each other as you stifled a moan. "shu," you whined, temporarily leaning away from him, "mhm.. i got you." he assures you, hands pulling you in for another kiss.
you tap his arm, and shu parts, watching as you gasp for air "how long have i left you all alone here?" he asks, hands placed on your waist, rubbing it comfortingly. "too long..." you mumble, your hands placed on his bulge, groping it as shu lets out a moan, "too too long..." you start, unbuttoning his pants, "i really missed you, you know?" you pull the zipper down, shu's hazy eyes carefully watching your every move. "you should take responsibility for this." you pull away, taking off your shirt, "c'mere." shu calls out, patting his thigh, you obliged, hovering over his erected tip, "i'll take care of you," his hands guiding you down slowly, "i'll take good care of you."
you let out a moan, pressing your forehead against his while you ease slowly on his dick, your tight cunt sucking him in. shu closes his eyes, letting out short breaths as he starts the pace. holding your waist as he thrusts up, skin slapping as you meet him. "i missed you so much, hah— fuck. i missed this" shu says, his eyes fluttering open to glance at your expression, only to see you staring at him, mouth slightly apart. shu takes this chance to lean forward, and stick his tongue inside, feeling your warm soft lips against his was grounding. feeling you—this close—was grounding. it felt like he was home again.
you sigh against his heated mouth, hands creeping around his neck to pull him impossibly closer, desperate to feel his warmth. shu grunts at the feeling, pulling apart for a second to take in the sight of you. he smiles a little before thrusting up at an inhumane pace, his hands growing warm and cold alternately making you yelp at the feeling, "that's cheating— ah!" shu only smiles at you, his hand whipping up to create a flame to envelop you. the flame felt warm and hot to touch, but it didn't burn you. your stomach flipped, enhancing the incoming orgasm you were about to feel. hands creeping up to his hair, gripping it, "ah-" shu groans out. and then, you feel it, the knot in your stomach unraveling.
"'m cumming- 'm cumming ah!" your eyes roll back, mouth gaping open as you feel shu's sporadic thrust, grinding on your pussy as you feel your walls painted with white. "hah-" shu's breath slowing down, hands rubbing circles on your waist.
you lean against him, head snuck in his neck as shu chuckles a little bit. you furrow your brows, "why are ya laughing?" he hums, "i don't know, maybe it's because you're so cute? haha" you flush, even diving your head deeper into his neck, hands playfully slapping his arm as shu lets out an ow.
shu sighs in contentment, hands still rubbing circles on your waists as both of you bask in your afterglow. you were in such a mix of emotions, feeling so vulnerable yet so confident at the same time. you trace circles on shu's arm, feeling so grateful that he's still here with you.
"i love you."
shu's eyes widen, blinking a few times to register what you just said. and when he did, boy oh boy, his flames suddenly appeared and let out a little spurt before disappearing again. shu looked at your head snuck in his neck, remaining still. while you were overthinking again, wondering why he was taking so long to react. just as you were about to rise your head from his neck, he replied,
"i love you too."
you rise your head completely, looking forward to his face, giving you his signature v smiling face. your heart leaping out from your chest, feeling a few tears leaving your eyes as shu laughs, wiping them away with his tender hand.
you felt complete.
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"babe," shu calls out, tapping your waist as you let out a sound in reply, "we have to clean up. we're not sleeping sticky," you whine in response, hugging him closer. "you're a magician, do your magic."
"a sorcerer, babe."
"whatever, it's the same thing"
"it is but i want to be called sorcerer."
"okaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy, can you just teleport us to the bathroom?"
"hmm... i don't know, should i?"
"babeeeee"
"alright, alright."
"you're so spoiled, i shouldn't use my magic so carelessly like this you know?"
"but you love me."
"sigh. i do."
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(Not) Alone - Part 2
pairing: Shu Yamino x Streamer!GN!reader (ft. vox as yall's personal counselor)
a/n: good to see you again! so, ready for what happens next? 😌 for maximum feelers, listen to these songs as you read: kokoronashi ; say you won't let go
here's part 1 if u missed it!
reminder that all my work and others in the fandom are purely fiction and intended to entertain, not to be projected irl. 
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"i-i don't think i feel the same."
the world may have gifted you shu yamino as your close friend, but you were stupid to think you could push your luck that he could be your love interest as well
lady fate was truly cruel
your outstretched hand retracts back to your side and with a hollow heart, you nod and smile at shu
"i see," you mumble, leaving shu to wonder if you meant to speak to yourself or for him to hear too. whatever it was, it didn't matter. the truth was out and the worst outcome has happened
shu yamino, your long time crush whom vox assured had mutual feelings, did not like you back. at least in the way you wished it could be
so you stand and take your phone with you, excusing yourself to the guest room for some much needed wallowing
continuation utc!
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: vox... Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hm? what's up love? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: he doesn't like me back... Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: oh dear Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: are you alright? do you need me to call you? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yes please
in a matter of seconds, your screen changes to vox who is ringing your phone. you pick it up immediately and you are surprised when the first both you and vox hear is your choked sob
"oh for goodness' sake, my dear, i wish i could come to you," vox's voice is soft to your ears, the comfort reaching your heart but the pain never failing to stay
"vox, it hurts," you sob quietly, covering your mouth so shu outside wouldn't have to hear you in your pathetic state. "it hurts so much..."
"y/n, love, i know, i know," the demon whispers.
and vox would understand, which is why he does know. you collapse onto the bed, but it doesn't feel comfy with the coarseness of the rejection scratching on your conscience
"i-i thought you said he had the same feelings?" you voice out, helplessly feeling betrayed by your demon friend. but you know too well that he didn't mean to lead you on like this.
vox sucks in a breath, "i know i did. and can i be honest with you?"
your lips quiver, but you manage to speak, "what?"
"i don't think... " he trails off and after waiting for a few seconds, it seems that vox had paused completely.
"vox?"
"oh, sorry. um, actually, never mind. y/n, how about you go get some rest? take your mind off of what happened today," but you could tell there was something vox was hiding from you. you wished to know what it was but your heart was too tired for this, so you hum quietly and close your eyes
terribly wishing everything was just a nightmare...
but it dawns on you that when you met shu in the morning, all he did was offer you a smile of a sympathy. he talked to you still, but the air between you two was not like it was before you confessed
half of you thought it was entirely your fault you'd ruin things between you and him
maybe not half... all of you
you couldn't even bear to be in the same room as shu anymore, not because you wish you didn't, more because you wanted to save shu the uncomfortable feeling of having you around
the conversations became shorter and you went out to eat rather than cook with shu at his house
the only real time you interacted with him was during your scheduled stream
which was only once tbh
you dreaded for the day you had to stream together again, but you wanted to give yourself some hope and try it out
perhaps it wasn't a good idea to be pushing away shu like this. maybe he still wants to be friends with you. after all you were the one worried he was going to do all the leaving and distancing
a smile of effort graced your lips when shu had you sit next to him, all equipment and assets at the ready
he returns your smile, like usual, but the stream went extremely awkward
you tried. you really did.
but whenever shu accidentally touched you, you couldn't help but shrink away. his friendly nicknames for you hurt more than it should've, reminding you of his rejection towards your feelings.
"i'm being childish, i can't treat him like this," you whisper to yourself, tears pricking at your eyes and your chest tearing apart.
but your heart. it felt like walking through a rain of fire if you stopped being "childish". burning every step of the way.
it felt as though walking either right or left brought you no fortune.
however staying where you were was not a choice either.
you tried to see the bright side. you tried to be more positive. you tried to forget the fact your long time crush and best friend did not have the same feelings as you and probably isn't looking at you the same way again.
yeah, still trying to forget that...
but when shu popped his head through your door, gently asking your hunched over figure if you were ready for today's stream, you couldn't bring yourself to say yes
you couldn't even stand up to look shu in the eye
so when he sees you shake your head, shu takes that as his cue to leave
did he really have no sense of remorse for you right now? did he really just try to brush off your confession like that and expect you to be okay immediately after?
it made you both angry and sad, frustrated even
but the thought of hating him was impossible
not when he still has your heart tight in his hands
you hear him greet chat from the other room and it seems that they've noticed your absence even though they've been promised you were going to make an appearance
shu sighs, telling them, "not today, chat. they... don't seem to be feeling well. i promise they'll be back soon though. they'll be okay in no time!"
if only it were that easy...
you curl up and hug the pillow to your chest, once again succumbing to the numb darkness of sleep even though it was still midday
when you awoke, everything is quiet. even shu was not making a sound around the house.
only your loud thoughts
you sigh and rub your eyes, "i should leave if i'm just going to be a burden to him..."
you get up and trotted your way to the kitchen, opening the fridge to find something to quickly fill up your stomach. it didn't matter what it was really and shu said you could eat whatever you wanted from the fridge
"what's mine is yours in this house!" he announced the first day you arrived
a protein bar is what you see in the corner of the fridge and seeing it was the easiest and quickest to consume, you grab it, eat it without much time to be wasted and once again headed to bed because of the late hour
absolutely forgetting to check the expiry date on that protein bar
the morning came and so did sudden stomach cramps. you figured it was just some common occurrence that didn't need worrying so while you held your stomach, you heavily said hi to shu who noticed your physically hunched form
"hey--woah, you don't look too good... " he frowns, placing down his glass of water. you wave him off, looking for a glass of juice or milk or anything to stave it off, thinking it was just hunger since you weren't eating properly lately
shu doesn't attempt to approach yet, but when you began to hold your stomach even tighter as though something was clawing at you fiercely, he knew it was a good sign to worry after all
"hey, come on, don't deny it. you're actually looking a bit pale right now. let's sit you down, yeah?" he held your arms firmly, but you refuse to look at him
shu sighs, guiding you to the table anyway as he handed you your chosen drink
you take it, but after a few sips, you hastily put it away.
the sorcerer cocks an eyebrow up and notices you puffing your cheeks and sealing your lips shut, the lump in your throat very visible.
like you were holding something back...
then it clicks
"are you feeling nauseous?" he tries.
you inhale deeply, nodding slightly. "y-yeah. just a bit though i promise."
but knowing you, he doesn't want to believe you.
"come on, let's get you to the couch. i'll make you something to eat. drink some water to lessen the nausea," shu is practically ordering you around but with how empty your head was, nothing but the excruciating pain from you stomach cramps and slight lightheadedness
there wasn't much protesting to be done
you hum, bringing a glass of water with you as you plopped yourself down on the couch
shu watches you weakly bring yourself around, slouching and barely making a move even though wide awake
he doesn't waste much time in making breakfast for you and hands it over, fresh and hot
he offers you a single smile before realizing your eyes were closed, breathing through the mouth heavily
"hey, you okay? seriously, you don't look so good," he reaches over and gently brushes his fingers over your arm. but then you suddenly shiver at his light touch, your goosebumps raising underneath his skin and shrinking away like he'd hurt you
"c-cold," you mutter, bringing your knees to your chest to curl up even more.
"okay, let me get you a blanket. but please eat, alright? you haven't been eating, have you?" shu kneels down before you, hands away in fear he'll cause you more discomfort
"b-but i don't fe-feel like eating..." even despite days of not doing so too. shu notices of course and definitely thinks something is going on.
"nausea, lightheadedness, chills... " he mumbles, staring at your pale face. you don't want to make eye contact with him, not after everything and also because of how physically dazed you feel
"look at me for a sec?" shu asks you and he sees you hesitate. "please? i wanna make sure you're okay."
your fingers squeeze themselves before deciding to be brave. once your eyes met the purple ones of shu, you are reminded again why you fell in love with him
so kind and caring, always there for his friends
he gives you a soft beam and it momentarily helps numb your pain. "sorry if my hands are cold. i need to feel your forehead for a second."
you blink, then nod
shu raises his hand gently and presses it against your forehead. yes, it was cold. but now that you're prepared for it, your skin received shu better
the coolness brought some sense of relief after everything.
when he doesn't move for a few seconds, you look at him.
he was... staring at you, like there was something wrong on your face. but you tilt your head expectantly
"yo-you're a bit warm," he concludes, shaking his head and taking his hand off your forehead. "did you eat anything recently? from the fridge maybe?"
you recall last night. "just a protein bar i found."
"a protein bar--hold on," shu looks down at his lap to think, then his purple eyes fill with panic. "y/n, i think that was expired. i forgot to throw it out."
oh how splendid
"i think you have a stomach bug," shu diagnoses for you, getting off his knees and offering you his hand. but you only stare at it like you've never seen it before. you glance up at shu, who tells you, "come on, let's go to your room. we can't have you sick."
the worry on his brows, his bothered eyes. sigh.
you take his hand with a shaky one, but he grabs it steadily for you and slowly leads you to the guest room.
"lie down. i'll get you some more water and something simpler to eat," he eases you onto the mattress, tucking in the blankets into you and stacking up the pillows so you could sit up.
god this is why you loved him so much
"good, now don't go anywhere."
you suddenly feel something heavy atop your head, the pressure then moving side to side in the most gentle manner. you look up at shu and realize he's patting your head
when he too realizes what he's doing, he stops and red rushes to his cheeks.
"u-um, yeah, i'll go now," before stepping out the door, leaving you dazed and confused. and a bit angry.
he said he didn't feel the same. yet, why did he...?
as you stuff your head into the soft pillow waiting for shu, your phone vibrates from beside you
Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: hey love u doing okay? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: umm i ate something bad and now i have a stomach bug... Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: holy shit r u feeling okay? nauseous? chills? Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: does shu know? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: yeah he was the one who diagnosed it actually Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: good to know. i trust shu can take care of you. he knows what he's doing Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: well i should leave you to get some rest. drink a lot and eat something okay? Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: i will don't worry Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: oh and before i go Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: listen to what shu has to say okay? talk to him. i know you've been avoiding him but please do it just this once
huh?
Y/N L/N [NIJISANJI EN]: um i don't even know what you're talking about, vox. he hasn't said anything to me Vox Akuma [NIJISANJI EN]: just do it okay? now go get some rest
seeing that he's not typing anymore, he's not going to elaborate anymore. so you put your phone to the side just as shu opens the door, seemingly carrying a tray of some water and bowl
he avoid eye contact with you as he places the tray down, handing you the glass of water and a bowl of soup
"something easier to eat for you," shu mumbles, also giving you a spoon. you nod in thanks, eating the hot meal even though it took you a while because of your cursed stomach bug
as you ate, shu had already pulled a chair to the bedside and sat on it, seemingly waiting for you
you notice how he's still not looking at you and playing with his fingers instead
he looked... nervous
"don't do that."
shu freezes and looks at you. "huh?"
you swallow your spoonful. "don't do that. you look nervous. so if you are, just say it."
he lets out a sigh, then gives you a defeated smile. "always have been able to read me like an open book, huh?"
you couldn't help but giggle, even if he broke your heart a few days ago. when was the time shu had made you laugh like this?
actually, realistically, it was about a week ago. but to you and your wounded heart, it felt like it had been years.
"well, at first i didn't want to bother you about it. you were avoiding me and stuff, so i figured you didn't want to talk about it, you know?" he began, scratching the back of his neck oddly.
you bite your lip.
"right," shu continues. "so i went to vox. he said to just suck it up and told me to bother you about it anyway."
you roll your eyes, "he said that, did he?"
the sorcerer chuckles. "exactly that."
you sigh, putting your spoon back into the bowl.
"anyway, so here i am. i... wanted to ask you about something."
eyebrows furrowed, you urge him to continue. "what is it?"
shu takes a visible heavy breath in, then exhales his thoughts, "what is it about me you like?"
like a truck, it hits you hard that you pretty much neglected to tell him that part of your confession. you redden up with embarrassment, clearing your throat.
"i-i see. give me a second," at your request, shu nods in permission.
you dig deep into your memories, from the time you first met shu, to when he first befriended you, to your first collab together, the late night talks about your future plans, to the first real life hug he gave you at his front door, all up until he made you laugh just a few minutes ago.
there was not a single moment in that long period of time that you fell out of love for shu yamino.
the answer ready in your head like a bulleted list, you glance up at shu. only to see him blushing as he kept watching you.
you ask, "something wrong, shu?"
upon being caught, he looks away and covers his cheeks with the back of his hand.
"uh," he stammers. "it's nothing."
you curl your lip, crossing your arms. "if you're not gonna answer me, i'm not gonna answer you."
at this, shu heaves a defeated sigh.
"fine. you were... smiling," he admits, turning away even more the more he said it. "it's just been a few days since you smiled at all. it caught me off guard."
his confession admittedly did too. your cheeks warm up while you clear your throat, "se-see? that wasn't so hard to say, right?"
but the sorcerer doesn't say anything.
"anyway, you asked me why i like you?" shu braves himself to raise his head and look you in the eye, nodding. "the fact that you're asking tells me that you don't realize how beautiful you are as a person, shu. you're so kind and caring, you know that? always there for you friends and helping them when they need his help almost at any time. while others would boast about having better wits, you take advantage of it and use it to help others."
you recall the first time you asked for shu's help on setting up your stream, the way he expertly showed you where everything was and wording them in a way you could immediately understand them.
"then you and i became friends. you sent me that meme for the first time, then i sent you more. you became my source of jokes at the time, always swapping jokes and memes.
"but then you let me ramble and rant to you about my bad day. you let me talk about anything with you. and when you did the exact same to me, i happily listened to you. in fact, i wished you could tell me more about it so i could comfort you and make you smile like you did to me. i realized you became safe space, shu. i realized that you were someone i didn't want to ever let go."
your chest begins to swell, your throat tightening and tears pricking at your eyes.
you press the back of your hand to keep them at bay. "i want to be there for you, shu. i want to live the selfish fantasy where i'm the one you go to for both the good and bad things that has happened."
but he let you know that you couldn't live such a fantasy
you sigh, "but you told me i wasn't the one for that kind of future with you. so, i hope you find someone who can. it may not be me, but that's alright. i just want you to be happy."
that's a lie. you wanted to be the one.
"i'm sorry," shu whispers.
you shake your head. i know shu, i know. i have to accept it.
"i'm so, so sorry."
wait, why did he sound like he was crying?
you remove your hands from your eyes and indeed find shu holding back his own sobs, visible tears running down his cheeks
your heart tore apart as your fingers ached to reach out to wipe away his sorrows, but with how things are, you limit your movements.
"h-hey, it's okay. i can learn to move on," you smile. "just don't cry, you're gonna make me cry even more..."
"it's not about that," he says, which makes you genuinely confused
"then what is it?"
"i was scared, y/n. so, so scared," shu puts his hand down and looks straight at you. his broken expression broke you too. "i was scared that my feelings aren't what i think they are."
"what you think they are?"
he nods, swallowing. "i was scared i'd mistake these feelings asjust platonic. i thought my affectionate thoughts were just because you were such a good friend to me. but as you said those things to me, i don't know if i can trust myself right now, y/n. i'm so scared. scared that i'll hurt you even more."
in the light, you see it.
shu was just scared all this time. his heart was terrified that he'd hurt you in the long term.
as he lets out another sob, you couldn't hold it anymore.
you lift your hand up and use your fingers to swipe away a single fallen tear from shu's cheek. this catches him off guard.
he smiles, "see? even though i was the one who hurt you, you still reach out to me and make me feel so safe. god, my heart is beating so fast."
"tell me what you want, shu," you say. shu stares at you for a few seconds. you press a finger to where his heart lies. "your heart. what does it want? take your time, i'll wait."
as long as it took him.
"what do i want?" he whispers, you nod. he hums, then releases your hand only to move it to your jaw. his free hand copying the gesture.
with your face held ever so gently by shu, your heart feels so much closer to his. may god damn shu if he was pulling your heartstrings for fun.
one of his fingers reaches your hair, then he brushes it gently, like he was situating himself with you. he comments, "soft."
for his sake, you don't say anything. though your heart and mind screamed excitedly.
then, shu lets go of your hair and takes a deep breath in, giving you a small smile. "can i kiss you?"
your heart leapt.
you nod, "yeah."
with your approval and a somewhat steady heart, shu closes his eyes and places his lips on yours.
god, you dreamed of this moment so many times already. lady fate would be too cruel to reveal to you that it was just some hilarious joke of hers.
you and shu formed a bond, different from that of what you usually have. it felt like you've revealed a hidden part of yourself to him, and him you.
on one side, relief washes over you. that kiss told you that everything was going to be alright. that tomorrow will be a good day.
on the other, fireworks explode, a triumphant feeling toppling over your being as it dawns on you repeatedly that shu was kissing you.
your fingers that have been lying still in your lap raise up and lightly feather across shu's. this prompts him to move closer to you.
like he wanted more. like he was not done.
you felt like crying all over again.
a few seconds later, shu slowly lets go of you, much to your dismay. but when you see his eyes are filled with tears, one full of joy instead of the previous grief, you don't complain as much.
he smiles, "so it is."
"wh-what is?" you ask
"i felt the spark. now i know this is what my heart wants."
ah
"is it?" you whisper, joy lacing your soft voice
shu nods, leaning his forehead against yours. "this entire time. if you're so willing to try to this, i will too. i'm not scared anymore. thank you, y/n."
you let out a sob, but smiled as you went, "told you i couldn't leave you alone."
it was time to return home unfortunately. a few days ago, you would've thought coming home would do you and your once broken heart some good
at least now, you're taking shu's heart home with you too
"well, i should get going now," you look out the window to see your plane ready to take off soon. but with shu grasping your hand tightly, it prevented you from doing so
you giggle, shaking his hand. "come on now, i gotta go soon."
he frowns, only holding your hand much tighter. "but i'll miss you."
you sigh, letting go of your other hand that was holding your suitcase. you grab shu's chin and pulled him towards you, placing a single chaste kiss on his lips
he freezes, looking away immediately as his ears turn crimson.
another quality you discovered about shu. not too good with pda.
you claimed it was revenge for giving you a false negative.
"i'll see you again soon, i promise," you whisper.
the sorcerer looks at you once, his lips curling before finally (reluctantly) letting go of your hand. "fine... call me when you get home, okay?"
"i will," you giggle and walk on ahead waving, "i'll talk to you later, shu!"
he waves back, then puts his hands into the pocket of his jacket. "i look forward to it!"
"hold on, guys, my pizza's here!" you announce midstream, changing the screen to the waiting screen. you then dash out of your room to open the door for your food, grabbing a tip on the way
when you swing it open, you met not with a stranger holding your pizza box. rather a man with pale skin, purple eyes and his trademark yellow highlighted hair.
he gives you a smile with his v-shaped mouth, "didn't feel like leaving you alone too long."
a/n (2) : legit shed a couple of tears while writing this ;-;
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lxm-memories · 2 years
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congrats on 500!! you deserve it. how about forehead kisses & "its cold, lets cuddle..." with shu??
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lxm-memories' 500 followers event drabble
✧ shu yamino x gn!reader
✧ prompts: forehead kisses & "it's cold, let's cuddle"
✧ a/n: thank you both for requesting and participating in this tiny event! i hope this shu drabble satisfies you!
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It's that time of the year!
Cold.
Where autumn is starting to shift to winter, the trees are all bare for leaves, but not cold enough for the first white snow to fall yet. It's that time of the year, where most couples would now snuggle together for some poor excuse to ward off the cold to stay together and be your typical romantic cliché scenario in a teen movie.
God how you desperately wanted to feed into that cliché right now.
But right now, you're huddled up in your and Shu's shared bed, the only light coming from your cellphone as you roll towards the middle of the bed wrapped in a blanket burrito. Cold. And alone.
Because Shu is still streaming, like a good streamer and entertainer he is. And you do love him for it, even currently watching his stream to see what he's doing.
But right now, your lonely cold self is alone in a shared bedroom, the window cracked a bit too wide open letting the cold autumn breeze rush in, but you've just gotten warm enough to not want to risk getting cold from the air inside the room and the added factor of the cold air outside.
But lord, the warmth of your boyfriend's strong and warm body would be truly appreciated right now! Huffing once again you throw the phone down on the other unoccupied pillow, before curling up into a ball once again and trying to sleep the cold away.
An hour later and Shu stretches his limbs, leaving his office and turning off the heater on the way out. Noticing the eerily quiet apartment, he glances over the clock to see that it's nearing 2 AM, "Babe?" he calls out just in case with no answer.
Opening the door to your bedroom, he shivers at the cold air in the room, noticing the lump on the blanket as he walk towards the window to close it. Chuckling when he sees your head poke out from the ball in the middle of the bed, he seats himself at the edge and turns on the nightlamp beside him.
His gaze softens when he sees your peaceful expression, seeing only the upper half of your face since you're practically buried inside the blanket. Stretching a hand out to swipe your hair away, he leans in and gives you a peck on the forehead.
And perhaps it's the warmth of his lips that rouses you from your sleep, but he hears you hum before seeing your eyes open, "Good evening, I see you've been very cold?" Shu jokes, twirling a finger around the turn on the heater that you had also forgotten to turn on before falling asleep, "Any colder and you'll get a cold again, ya know?" he whispers, contionusly leaning close to your face to kiss all over your face while slowly detangling you from the blankets.
Trembling the moment the sheets are taken away from you causes you to whine, grabbing a hold onto Shu's arms as he gets on the bed, "It's cold, let's cuddle," you murmur, pulling his arm closer to your body. Your lover only lets out a laugh, finally laying down beside you and covering you both with the blanket before wrapping his arms around you, "I was already on planning on doing that with how cold you were, even under the blanket mountain you created," he whispered, chuckling once again when you practically cling onto him and nuzzle his neck, "Ahh, life is finally right again," you utter, Shu letting out a snort at your dramatic self.
"You know?" Shu mentions, pulling away to make you look at him, "Kissing in general makes both your blood pressure and body temperature rise," he explains, and you blink before leaning your face close to his, "Will a day ever come where you ask if we can make-out the normal way?" you ask, before the sorcerer presses his lips against yours and drag your body over his own.
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ayoharuko · 1 year
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Valentine Oneshots with the Luxiem Boys!~ (Part 3)
Hello! Eyyy it is Shu Yamino's turn! Hope you guys enjoy :)
Reader here is gender neutral~!
REMINDER: Please know that I'm only writing about their persona’s and not the people thats behind them! This is also a work of fiction so please try not and take this too seriously :)
''My love for you is like a fractal. It goes on forever''
~Shu Yamino~ (Sorcerer)
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You and Shu were spending your Valentines playing games all day, which was...not really romantic but in both your eyes, spending quality time was already enough :)
Shu yawed and paused the game he was playing looking at you with a smile, ''Babe, you hungry?'' He asked you.
You just nodded too focused on the game you were playing, Shu just smiled and stood up going to the kitchen getting the surprise he had prepared for you~
Now, he knows that all you want this Valentines is to spend time with him but..your sorcerer wanted to make you feel special either way.
So he secretly brought a vanilla cake with the words 'Happy Valentines Babe!' Frosted on the top, and a bouquet of flowers.
He picked them both up and went towards your shared office where you were just playing on your pc.
''Babe'' Shu called out to you, ''What-whoa..whats all that!?'' You yell in shock.
Shu chuckled as he put the cake and flowers down at the table beside you, ''Happy Valentines day'' He greeted you and kissed your cheek.
''I...thank you but..I don't have anything for you tho!'' You yell in panic ''Ahaha..its fine babe. I just wanted to make you feel spacial'' Shu said as he stokes your back.
You were still upset cause you didn't have anything for him and he just sighs, and then an idea suddenly popped up in his head.
''Hey babe'' Shu calls out to you with a soft voice ''Yes..?'' You look at him with a raised brow.
''If you want to gift me something then...the only thing I ask for are..'' Shu paused and looked mischievously at you....
''And..that is?'' You question eagerly ''Cuddles...all I want are cuddles'' Shu said smiling ''Oh.'' An 'Oh' was all you could reply, honestly you were expecting a different answer buttt you'll accept it!
You both ate the cake first, which was delicious and you put the flowers in a vase at your living room.
You went to your shared bedroom, already seeing Shu laying at your bed, waiting for you~
''Should we..start our cuddle session now?'' You ask with a giggle climbing on the bed.
Shu opened the comforter so you could sneak in, and when you did Shu hugged you and snuggled his face into your hair, signing.
''This is nice...'' He mumbles, you giggle and snuggle your head in his chest. You never really expected your valentines to be only at home but thats was fine with you...because with Shu..it was already amazing just to be with him.
''Hey babe'' Shu called out ''Hmm?'' You mumble out.
''Did you know that, my love for you is like a fractal?'' He asked you with a grin.
You just look up at him confused yet intrigued ''Because like fractals, my love for you goes on forever'' He said with a laugh.
''....really?'' Was all you said and you just snuggled back onto his chest while Shu tries to apologize.
Hah, his such a nerd sometimes but I love him...
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Done~~
Also sorry for the cringe math pick up line LAMO, I just thought it'd suit Shu well lol and wow I actually posted this one a few hours after I posted Luca's one :o
Thanks for reading this far bye~!
Reblogs and Feedback/Comments are always appreciated! :3
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justblades · 2 years
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(aaaaaa please ignore the first ask as i forgot to add some tiny detail :((()
After reading this, i was like "no, shu would never"
But maybe.. he just snapped. It's not even entirely your fault, it was the other person who kept crossing you boundaries, right? But shu couldn't help it.
Shu was shocked and soon filled with guilt as he saw you cry after being called a whore and begging him not to say he hated you. He proceeded to kiss your wet eyelids and cheeks while murmuring apologies within each kisses. He promised he didn't mean it and would never say that again.
You looked so beautiful soaked in tears, so rightfully his.
When all those things were done, of course he would offer the best aftercare ever, tending every sore parts carefully. But he wouldn't leave without marking you on obvious places, saying that if people wouldn't respect your boundaries, then he needed to step up his game. You were so precious and he loved you too much after all
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mhm! i personally think that the ugliest moments reveal the parts a person tries their best to hide 👀
marking / ownership kink went brr with that prompt BUT as soon as you bawl from his actions he would immediately reflect and realize his fault ,, 100% will do everything to make up for his mistake and shower you with love in ways he can show <333 
ALSO WELCOME TO THE EMOJI ANON CLUB WOO!!
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01nnie · 2 years
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— MAYBE NEXT TIME.
summary :: childhood friends and classmates with the one and only shu yamino !! well ... is that the only thing he is to you?
wc :: 1k、requested :: yes、no reader :: gender neutral、female、male
art credits :: dplgng_ on twt
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for the nth time since class started, you discreetly glanced around the room to figure out if someone was staring you down. you were sure someone had been stealing glances your way, enough times to make you feel like your admirer? was about to burn holes through your head. to your dismay, your classmates were either paying attention to class or sneakily talking to their seatmates. with another frustrated huff, you turn back to the front, feeling a little more disappointed. what you failed to realize was …
shu quickly leans back to his chair, head snapping in front of him where you stand with a worried expression. ohh, he didnt even realize class has ended and students are proceeding to exit. hes quick to wave off your worry with a small smile, internally kicking himself for getting sidetracked once more. “oh” he chuckles, making you tilt your head in confusion, “dont worry about it, just feeling abit hot is all.” he expertly changes the conversation.
you were sceptical at first, but was happy to talk his ear off about the current novel you were reading. you didnt even notice that shu was done packing his things and was pulling you along to get lunch, you especially didnt notice how your hands were laced, an action that made shu redder than a tomato. its nothing but a platonic gesture, wasnt it? yeah … yeah it was ! no need to get to worked up over it, yamino !
you were sceptical at first, but was happy to talk his ear off about the current novel you were reading. you didnt even notice that shu was done packing his things and was pulling you along to get lunch, you especially didnt notice how your hands were laced, an action that made shu redder than a tomato. its nothing but a platonic gesture, wasnt it? yeah … yeah it was ! no need to get to worked up over it, yamino !
the said sorcer glanced back to your laced hands, before trailing his eyes back to your face. youve moved on to talking about your next class. about how youre nervous for the upcoming exam. “- and you know how uptight our teacher is!” you heaved a sigh, “where will i find a tutor now at this time?” there it was. youve furrowed your eyebrows while placing your other hand to cup the side of your face, closing your eyes to think properly.
shu patted your head to get your attention, a small smile grazing his face. “no need to be down. how ‘bout this, maybe i can tutor you.” the butterflies in his stomach flitter when another one of your signature grins cross your face. “are you serious shu? dude, youre seriously the best!” you exclaim before lightly tugging at his hand. shu gives a little laugh at your antics while you shake his hand back and forth with both of yours. “im serious though, you always do this!” the seriousness under your playful tone didn’t go unnoticed by your friend.
“whats your payment? and before you say ,,y/n you dont have to pay’’ shush! im doing this because i want to, ‘kay? now tell me! nothing to expensive though, shu, im broke.”
his ears were slightly ringing, and everything seemed to stop to a halt. at this moment, shu once again was gazing at you. the determination swirling in your eyes, the way your hands were wrapped tightly around his, how you were tugging your bottom lip gently, and how you were just oh so beautiful.
it felt like shu was falling for you all over again. his heart beat faster and he felt his hands start to sweat. the hallway suddenly got too small, too hot. shu wonder if maybe … just maybe … this could be his chance. maybe the universe finally heard all his wishes of being by your side, and he was given this moment to finally spur all the feelings hes hidden behind the mask of friendship. maybe he could say something along the lines of ,, how about you just go out on a date with me then?’’ as he knows youve always squealed at the romantic gestures and dialogues you see in the novels you read. yeah, maybe he will do just that … just maybe -
“y/n i assure you its seriously fine. studying together is more than enough for me.”
shu avoids the slap you send his way with a laugh, finding the small complain you let out as you go after him. probably to scold him some more, he thinks as he runs away from your fuming figure with a a sad grin you didnt get to catch. if you did, you wouldve jumped to ask him if you did something wrong.  shu didnt want to make you worry over something so silly, over something you didnt even do.
maybe next time …
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i love seeing high school au!shu fanart on my twt timeline and i just had to write about it !! sorry this ended on quite a sad note huhu (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) might make a part 2, justic for shu !
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brisquad-unit-4402 · 1 year
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luxiem helping you fall asleep
this is a true story and vent post based on real events. WHY DID I HAVE TO HAVE SUCH A SHITTY SLEEP THE ONE TIME I NEEDED TO WAKE UP EARLY AND RESTED
THIS ISN’T EVEN SELF INDULGENT ANYMORE IT’S JUST ME WANTING TO TAKE A NAP
ENJOY
I HOPE YOU REST BETTER THAN I DID
tags: established relationship, gender neutral reader, fluff, headcanons
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🖋 Ike Eveland
the gentlest about making sure you stay as comfortable as possible
he doesn’t even ask if you’re awake, it’s just that he can tell by how you keep shuffling around
is so conscious of his every movement that he makes and if it might disturb you
he tucks you back in before reaching out to rub your arm
forehead, cheek, back of head- whichever’s closest, he places a feather-soft kiss there
his hand kneads the tightness out of your body and he hums a quiet, calm tune
partially because he doesn’t want you to think about words and lyrics, partially because his voice is already low with sleepiness
when he knows you’ve fallen asleep for real, then he’ll go back to sleep after you and with his arm still draped around you
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🦁 Luca Kaneshiro
keeps his volume down even when he knows you’re wide awake, just so it helps you relax
if you’re up for it he’ll teach you some stretches to do before bed
which feels like bullshit until you eventually cave and it really is so much easier to get comfortable
he’ll let you snuggle up next to him like he’s your personal plushie
he even invites you to use his not-that-big booba as a pillow
once you’ve figured out a good position he’ll wrap his arms around you and keep you safe
he ends up falling asleep before you do, and before you know it the sound of his heartbeat and the rise and fall of his chest lulls you to sleep
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🦊 Mysta Rias
well shit he’s always had difficulties sleeping too so if you’re unable to sleep chances are he’s still awake too
he does the sleepover thing where he pretends to be sleepy in case you are too but when he realizes you’re also awake he doesn’t even hide his energy
*groggily* “you awake?”
“yeah”
“OH cool me too! do you think that the monsters under the bed ever sleep”
it’s not even that he’s energetic, it’s just that his mind can’t sit still
even when he’s tired he’s an excellent conversation partner with you
you talk about anything and everything that comes to your sleep-deprived minds until someone yawns and the other can’t keep their eyes open
…the next day you both nearly oversleep and need more coffee than usual because of how late you stayed up for your impromptu pillow talk
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👟 Shu Yamino
his bed is so full of plushies and blankets that if you’re too cold, it’s no problem
and after all his body runs hot with fire. you can cuddle him for warmth too
to be fair it’s more likely that you only have a thin sheet or none at all if you cuddle with shu for Optimal Temperature™
the pressure of his body against yours is reassuring
he’ll gently massage your back, shoulders, and arms to help you relax
and if push comes to shove, he’ll even sing you a lullaby or two
he’s all about making sure you’re physically comfortable so your mind can rest before anything else
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👹 Vox Akuma
uh, have you SEEN his asmr? i mean, the less risky ones
dude is such a calming presence
he has the perfect combo of voice and eloquence that when he notices you can’t fall asleep, he’ll tell you a story quietly
his voice is so smoky with sleepiness glazed over it that it’s hard to keep track of what he’s actually saying
especially because he plays with your hair as he talks
naturally the white noise and comforting gesture lulls you to sleep over time
in the morning when you wake up properly next to him you ask him to tell you the story without trying to get you to fall asleep
turns out it was actually just a rant about bowser in the super mario movie
you wish you stayed up
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shuchu · 2 years
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hellooooo I'm new!! and asking for the follower event! can I get shu with the sfw 47? kinda hoping for it to be more platonic and teetering the edge of romantic than a fully romantic relationship yk?
˚**✿❀ i’m with you ❀✿**˚
shuchu’s 100 follower event ♡
prompt: “hold my hand.”
character: shu yamino
warning: gn!reader
author notes: welcome to my blog anon!! & thank you for participating in the event! (≧◡≦) i’m not gonna lie, this was slightly tricky to write. but i think i did a good job with it so i hope you enjoy reading this ♡ as usual, feel free to leave some feedback! requests are closed for now because i’m slightly overwhelmed by my inbox (・・;) thank you all so much for your patience and support, mwah (*¯ ³¯*)♡ decorative divider credit to: @/mykaesu on twt  *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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the luxiem boys and you decided to go to a haunted house while you guys were hanging out during the off collab. who’s idea was it? you forgot. it might’ve been vox or mysta.
you absolutely couldn’t stand horror, even the smallest jumpscares made you flinch — which is what makes streaming horror games so entertaining for your chat. you only agreed to this because the boys begged for you to go with them. 
“c’mon y/n, we’re going in!” mysta calls out to you as he disappears into the darkness. one by one the boys went in, leaving you with shu. 
“you can walk in front of me y/n, so that if anything happens, i can be there to help.” shu says with a smile. you chuckle nervously, “why would i need any help? this is nothing…i’ve played fnaf and until dawn, this should be easy.” you take a deep breath and step into the haunted house with shu following close behind. 
after entering the haunted house, a musky smell wafted towards your nose, making you scrunch it in disfavour. the atmosphere that you were in already made you want to turn around and bolt out of the door in fear. manic laughter sounded out down the hallway from a room that had a faint light emitting from it. 
glass smashing and wailing sounds came from the room over to the right and screams of other terrified guests followed after. you mumbled to yourself, “this was a big mistake, i shouldn’t have agreed to come.” 
behind you, shu chuckled, “scared already? you can turn back right now and wait for us at the exit.” you composed yourself and put on a brave face, “oh nonono! what? me, scared? pfft nah…i’m fine.” you lied through your teeth and walked forward, towards the room right at the end of the hallway. 
as you were walking, a clown emerged from the shadows and ran by, its piercing laughing reverberating around the house. you flinch, biting back a scream. after the clown had disappeared again once more into the shadows, you take a deep breath, continuing forward. 
you entered the room and you saw that it was a lab. lab coats were hung up on the side and vials containing unknown substances were spilled on the table in the middle. some of the vials were broken, the glass strewn on the table along with the liquids. shelves and cabinets surrounded the perimeter of the room containing different beakers, microscopes and other lab equipment. 
as you walk slowly around the table to exit the room, a beaker falls from the shelf and shatters on the ground, making you jump. you hear shu giggling behind you and you whip around, to glare at him. “what’s so funny mr yamino?”
“nothing, that wasn’t me.” shu responds with a deadpan face. you glare at him for a while more before proceeding forward again. just as you were about to reach the exit, the tall cabinet in the corner of the room to your right opened and a hand reached out to grab you. you screamed and moved to left, avoiding the hand and bolting through the door. shu follows close behind and laughs softly to himself, enjoying your reactions. 
once you were in the next room, you doubled over, catching your breath, your heart was pounding against your chest from that unexpected scare. you seemed really terrified and shu felt bad for laughing at you. “hey y/n, are you okay? we can leave if this is too much for you.”
you cough and stand upright again, “i’m fine, let’s keep going.” you assured him. 
when you enter the next room, there were plastic limbs scattered around on the table on your right, making your skin crawl. as you proceed forward, you suddenly hear the revving of what sounded like an engine from behind you, you turn around and see a man. he was covered in blood and he was holding a chainsaw, running towards both you and shu. you screamed and ran towards the door on the other side of the room. 
after you got out of that room, you were panting and trembling slightly from the adrenaline and the fear. shu walked beside you and held out his hand, “hold my hand, we’ll get through this last part together okay?” 
you silently took his hand in yours, intertwining your fingers together. shu could feel your hand trembling and he held it tight, guiding you to the last and final room. you felt a sense of comfort holding shu’s hand and you made it through the final room with just a small flinch. 
the both of you stepped out of the haunted house, shielding your eyes as they adjusted to the change in lighting. vox, mysta, ike and luca were waiting for the both of you. they noticed your hand intertwined with shu’s and they smirked, giving each other a knowing look. 
“so, how did the both of you find it? did you go in there for a scare or for a date? because it seems like the latter.” mysta teases. 
your eyes widened, realising what mysta meant and you hastily let go of shu’s hand. 
“it was great, i wasn’t scared at all.” you lie.
“uh huh…riiiight…likely story.” shu smiled smugly at you.
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azulysiann · 11 months
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Haiwo ! Chia here ! (⁠。⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧
Congratulations for 100 followers !!! You deserve it <3 your writing are so astonishing, keep it up !!
For the Request..
I want to request for beloved Sorcerer from Luxiem, Clingy ! Shu Yamino? Once again Congratulations 🎉
✧✧You ask and you shall receive ✧✧
Main pairing: Shu Yamino x reader/You
Au: none
Genre: Fluff
Characters: Shu Yamino, Reader
Type: [HEADCANON], One shot, or Series
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His name is Shu Yamino and being clingy is his middle name-
Anyways- I think sorcerer Shu Yamino can be quite clingy in a few times. Like when his tired, drunk or he hasn't seen you for awhile.
Which is quite adorable. Which is quite adorable. His love language isn't physical touch but when you are away for like weeks or days he would probably have a hard time holding himself back from hugging and kissing you. (Where can I buy him?)
His more of a quality and word of affirmation as I said in a before post. But he wouldn't mind you being touchy and him being clingy when both of you have been busy which can happen quite a lot of time much to his dismay.
Another scenario to see clingy shu in action is when he gets accidentally drunk. Maybe someone made the wrong drink and probably added some alcohol 🤷‍♀️. But I see him as a sleepy yet clingy one when drunk. When he spots you while in a drunken state best assure that he would go right where you are not really caring if your talking to someone and just drapes himself behind you and just hugs you like that and then starts to d o z e off (Might not be the most comfortable but hey you'll be fine) if your at your house and his drunk (for odd reasons I don't know why) he would may or may not drag you to your couch and just Aly with you there. Him laying on the couch with you in top of him and just has his arms wrap around and just sleeps like just dead sleep. (good luck trying to go to the bathroom)
Moving on to another scenario. If he hasn't seen you for days maybe even weeks, he would probably get touch starved a little. Honestly is mood turned down for a few days since he hasn't seen you. When you finally return from who knows where, he would hug you immediately and would ask questions like how was your trip? Did anything happen? Do you want to sleep? And a few more. (His just concerned and very clingy) he would then help you with your bags or anything at all then just plops on the bed with you and just hugs you tightly and pulls you close to him while he whispers to your ears of how much he missed you and other sweet things that will make you and your heart melt. He would also play with your hair and just snuggle in silence no words just a peaceful and comforting silence for both of you in your house.
He would let you sit on his lap with his hands on your waist or hips. And just lets you do his eyeliner. He would be in no doubts be smiling the whole process, he would laugh when you asked him why he was smiling the whole time and he just shakes his head before patting your head gently while saying it was nothing and was just happy you helped him. (HIS ADORABLE OKAY?!)
When streaming he would at times ask you to be by his side either on a chair on his side or on his lap which ever you prefer. If his just chatting with chat or playing a casual game he would wrap a arm around your waist and hug you and he would just causal talk to chat like his not doing anything at all to that blush in your face that your trying to desperately hide and keep a calm smile while praying on the inside. (chat somehow got an idea whats happening there but we don't talk about that alright?)
Just please give me clingy Shu Yamino that's all I asked for🥺🥺 would do anything for him to be honest. (No favoritism I swear)
Shu Yamino being clingy 10/10 would like to have in your house, personally recommend by yours truly.
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(a/n: yes I finally had the motivation and ideas to write once again- this is quite short to my liking but I do hope y'all enjoy it (⁠ᵔ⁠ᴥ⁠ᵔ⁠). I had short braincells making this so any mistakes you see now you know why. )
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luvxiem · 11 months
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Can I please request Shu fluff with 16."your mom called me.", 17. "i'll take care of it, don't worry." and 20. "can i borrow a hoodie?" "i don't know, will i get it back this time?" thanks! Congrats again on 500!
life goes on
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[ INFO ]
✧ word count: ~800
✧ pairing: shu yamino x gn!reader
✧ genre: fluff
✧ summary: a brief moment into your relationship with your boyfriend of 3 years.
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"your mom called me."
the soft taps against your phone screen suddenly stop as your boyfriend turns the corner and enters the living room, the plant vs zombies theme still playing despite the lack of attention. when you turn your head to look at shu, you see him casually leaning against the wall with his arms crossed, an easy smile on his face.
"wha'd'you mean she called you?" you ask, eyebrows furrowing in confusion. you raked through your mind to try and think of any possible reason for her to call him and come up empty handed. a sudden shiver runs down your spine. hopefully she wasn't calling about... about... marriage. ugh. even the thought of your dear mother subjecting your boyfriend to talks of marriage makes you want to shove your head into a pile of dirt.
shu pushes himself off the wall and plops himself down next to you, propping his head up against his hand on the backrest. leaning over, he pauses your game to save your poor peashooters.
"she just wanted to ask if we wanted to come over for dinner today," he soothed, grinning at your sigh of relief. you set your phone aside and turn your body to face him fully.
"did she say what we're eating? i feel like we always get pho when she asks us to come over." shu laughs and nods in agreement.
"that's true. why does she do that, anyways?" your glare has him raising his hands up in mock surrender.
"what? why are you looking at me like that?"
"you told her that you really liked the broth when you came over for dinner the first time. now she's doing that thing where you tell your parent you like a certain food and they always get that for you because they think it's your favorite," you grumble. sure, it's true that the broth from the restaurant your mom always orders from is amazing; however, you can't always eat pho whenever she invites the two of you over. at this point you're convinced she only invites you guys when she doesn't want to cook dinner or just wants pho for herself.
a sudden tap against your nose has you dragged back into the present, eyes wide as shu grins at your confusion.
"i'll just tell her you want pizza or sushi or something." your head falls against his chest in relief and you can feel more than hear his laughter.
"seriously?"
"yeah, i'll take care of it. don't worry."
without the threat of vietnamese noodle soup looming over you head, it's much easier to find the energy to agree to your mothers invite. shu is texting her the details when you suddenly remember your laundry still in the washing machine. poking your head out the bedroom door, you frantically call for the only other occupant in the apartment.
"shu! shu!!" the man in question looks up and raises an eyebrow.
"what's up, babe?"
"can i borrow a hoodie? my clothes are still in the washing machine." your boyfriend taps his finger against in chin as he shuts his eyes for a moment and pretends to think.
"hmm... i don't know, will i get it back this time?" he teases. you roll your eyes and head back to your guys' shared closet.
"i'm borrowing your light blue one!" you call out, hearing an 'ok!' in response. as you shrug it on and change into a different pair of pants, you return to the living room carrying your car keys in one hand and your wallet in another. shu is already dressed in outside clothes since he went out to buy groceries in the morning.
shu looks up from his phone at your entrance and stands, stretching his arms up over his head and lets out a pleasant sigh. the sigh quickly turns into a yelp, however, as you can't help but pat his cute tummy when his shirt rode up exposing soft, pale skin. you laugh at his whine ("hey! what the heck!") and slip your shoes on, holding the door open for your lover as the two of you slip out the apartment.
"hey, should we stop by the market on the way there?" shu asks. you nod, pressing the elevator button to take you down to the parking garage. "what did we bring last time? oranges? i think watermelons are in season right now, should we bring that?" the elevator dings and the door slides open as the two of you step inside and start your descent.
"watermelon is good," you agree. partly because you just wanted some for yourself, but you know your mom loves watermelon too so it's fine. "how can you tell if a watermelon is ripe, though?"
shu's eyes widen and starts explaining to you how his parents taught him how to tell a good watermelon from a bad one and you can't help but smile fondly at your lover.
today is a good day.
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soliloquiss · 2 years
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its me again!! ty for clarifying !! can i req a (sfw) A, I, J w/ shu yamino ?
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( SFW: A, I, J FEATURING SHU YAMINO ! )
SPECIAL 100 EVENT CLICK TO PARTICIPATE
❥ fluff fluff fluff, gender neutral! reader
❥ a/n: hope you like it anon, thank you for partaking in the event <3
(A) Affection = really really shy at first, would even hesitate if he should hold hands with you in public. but as time passes by, he slowly gets used to the feeling of affection and flirting with his partner. although he gets flustered when he attempts to tell you sweet things in person, he tries to make up for it in texting. he also conveys his gratitude, feelings he couldn't say in ways that he can show such as shu's moments of sudden clinginess, drawing doodles on your skin when he's bored and paying attention to whatever you had to tell him. the intimacy of being listened to is another thing shu values the most so he makes sure he never ignores you.
(I) I Love You = confessing his feelings took a lot of his guts, especially saying i love you in front of your face. but when he did so, he becomes a blushing mess who fails to form coherent, audible sentences that you couldn't comprehend at all. just like with shu's ways of displaying affection, it was a process. time by time, he learned to say the phrase full of feelings more frequently, but anything beyond that such as telling you how he feels as of the moment and how much he really loves you— he can say it . . just slowly because embarrassment starts to lurk in his body.
(J) Jealousy = shu is an open minded person, fun and chill to be with. he's not the type to get easily jealous on someone admiring your looks or complimenting your personality. in fact, he actually agrees with them! he would also add in more details like how you're amazing at things that you do, et cetera that he only knows of. shu helps you become the best version of yourself, that's how you knew you were right for choosing him <3 he has great trust in you and that needs no words of caution or warnings, so jealousy is something like a feeble feeling for him.
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