#sim 3 is still my baby though 4 is just a side bitch ✋🙄

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Was stimming so hard I genuinely worried I managed to break my own neck for a second

#my back hurts now >:'( #anyways ive been feeling a special kind of mentally ill the past few days #as if spending $200 on sims 4 expansion packs doesnt say enough #BUT GUYS I USED TO BE SUCH A HORSE GIRL WHEN I WAS LITTLE AND THEY HAVE HORSES NOW AND MY INNER CHILD GOES YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH #*deep breath* dont make this about sims *more deep breaths* no sims no horses #I OWN A FFUFUCKING RANCH YALL IT REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF WHEN I WAS LITTLE #the horses! they are SO pretty! #sim 3 is still my baby though 4 is just a side bitch ✋🙄 #tried to move everything to steam so i deleted origin and then... had to download it again #I FUCKING HATE ORIGIN RAAAAAAHHHHH #im feeling so very hmmnnhggnrggg #shitpost #shitposting #stimming #stimblr #forgive my tags i dont really explore much of Tumblr #i come to the restaurant and the menu is all tags for my hot elven boys i either crush on or get severe gender envy from #my dash is seriously just cats and elves and im not about to go change that okay #augh i have no idea what to tag this #like stimming is a thing for a lot of disorders and while i probably have some of them and just haven't been diagnosed i dont wanna give off #the impression that im part of that “community” #but hey im a real hit with autistic ppl apparently since pretty much all of my old friends were autistic and we all vibed good #probably just means im somewhere on the spectrum too considering one of them initially approached me BECAUSE they thought i was autistic #them: hey i know this might sound offensive but i mean this nicely. are you autistic too? #me with two chew necklaces in my mouth rubbing my feet on the carpet trying to focus and failing miserably: fuck if i know #look ive grown up with autistic ppl my whole life so ive never really thought to research. its just been... a normal thing to me? #so i dont know a lot but i do know either i fit the critera or ive just subconsciously snatched traits from my childhood bestie #the amount of times I've been asked if i am autistic though is... well its certainly made me notice my behaviors more #and WOW have the rants in tags seriously derailed today #i love writing in tags its like a little secret message for little secret tag readers