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needylittlegirl · 1 month
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maybe im like old fashioned or something but i dont think i’ll ever be over that all of my firsts were taken from me by somebody that didnt even love me, somebody that did such horrible things to me!
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loneleesoul · 5 years
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Starker: Party Games Pt. 2
dang, this is turning into a lil story, im loving this and I hope you love it too.
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"Isn't that breaking the rules of the game?" Peter decides to be brave in his last living moments.
"I won't tell anyone." Tony whispers, walking closer to Peter.
He gives in, fear taking over. "Who are you the most afraid of here?" He sighs, not looking at Tony.
To Peter's surprise, Tony laughs. "Seriously? That's so pathetic Parker." He laughs as Peter sends a text to Aunt May to get him.
Ned would forgive him, if he survived this conversation.
"Of course, Ned is so not like that.. I got angry over nothing." Tony shrugs and Peter stares. "You aren't mad now? Aren't you always mad at pathetic poor pitiful Peter Parker?" Now Peter's mad. "You wonder why I said no to getting trapped in a room with you? For one I'm terrified of you and two, that's like accepting you beating me up..letting you beat me up by voluntarily being alone with you. But whatever, you beat me up weekly anyways."
Tony looks a bit shocked and Peter brushes past him to go get Ned. He's fuming, smoke from the ears mad.
He finds Ned talking to the girl he accidentally offended earlier and just drags him away. "We are leaving right now."
And Ned knows well enough to not anger a mad Peter, it mainly ends in frustrated tears actually.
They walk past Tony and walk to May's car. "What happened?" Is May's first words and Ned shakes his head in a warning. "Can we just go home please."
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Everyone seemed shocked to see Peter show up at school the next day. Except for Tony, which Peter hadn't seen and was trying to avoid. Some people even asked how he had survived Tony's wrath.
If anything, some could say that Tony was glad to come out of an angry conversation with Peter unscathed. Peter, of course, has never hit anyone or wanted to hit anyone.
Peter nearly makes it through history without Tony, when he shows up seven minutes before the bell rings.
He audibly curses when Tony walks through the door, earning himself a detention. He's glad Tony didn't hear the words "motherfucking shit nugget!!" aimed at him.
"Late Stark, detention." The teacher barks at Tony, who ignores her.
Now's a really good time to use the phrase motherfucking shit nugget.
Tony doesn't say a word or even look at him all class, which shocks Peter.
Ned even notices, and shrugs at Peter across the classroom.
Tony doesn't seem fuming angry like last night, or pissed off like when he speaks to Peter. It's like, the moment he saw him at the party last night he had changed.
Now, Peter's starting to guess what Tony really wanted to do in that room.
Beating Peter up seemed to have made the most sense, but it was a room for that.
There's no way.
There's absolutely no way.
That Tony Stark... could like Peter Parker.
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The moment the bell rings Peter follows Ned out, hoping he'd be some form of protection.
Wait, if Tony wasn't mad at him did Peter really need protection?
"Come on Peter, don't be late to detention.. you are already in enough trouble." Ned tries to push him away but Peter's glued to him. "No way dude, I'm waiting until Stark is already in there so he won't sit by me."
Ned rolls his eyes "He's always late though, wanna come over for dinner? My mom's making something she found off of pinterest." He gleams with pride for his mother and Peter laughs.
"Do you mean you found it and showed it to her? I've seen your pinterest Ned, nothing but Beyonce and baking videos." They stand outside the detention room.
"Very funny Peter, now go.. I don't want to be associated with a rule breaking hooligan." He pushes him through the door and walks away.
And just as Peter had hoped, Stark was already in the room. Staring of course as Peter sits far from him.
He takes a seat next to Michelle, who nods at him. "What are you in for?"
"Saying a curse word." He winces, realising how stupid it actually was. She raises her brows at him."I say fuck on the daily and never get reprimanded, what could you have possibly said to get put in here?"
"Motherfucking shit nugget." He whispers, mindful of the few people near them.
Michelle gasps in fake shock. "What a bad curse word, wanna play War?" She pulls out a deck of cards.
"Sure, I'm not that good so it'll be a short game." He admits with a shrug and Michelle looks around the room. "Hey he's pretty cool.. Stark, get over here."
Peter grabs her arm and hisses a menacing "You are the motherfucking shit nugget now."
She smiles as Tony walks over "Yeah MJ?" He pulls a chair up to her desk as she holds up the cards. "War."
"Sure, I'll kick your ass." It's as if Peter isn't here.
That's why he stays silent for the first few minutes. Unsure of what was going on in Tony's mind, he hadn't gotten a beating this week yet. He could slam his head down on the desk, shattering his nose and the teacher wouldn't even notice.
"Peter, go." Tony mutters, waiting for him to put his card down.
So he does realize Peter is here. He places down a card and a few seconds later, ends up losing even more cards to Michelle.
Peter stares anxiously at the few unturned cards in his hand, he was going to lose. "Scared Parker?" Michelle taunts and Peter scoffs. "Sometimes you gotta sacrifice your soldiers to end up winning the battle."
Tony snorts, amused but staying silent. Woah, that's a first. He usually laughs at his pain or struggles.
Peter still loses, all his cards now with Michelle, who wins overall. "Bitch, who kicked your ass? I kicked your ass! Biiiitch, who kicked your ass? I kicked your ass!" She cheers and Tony rolls his eyes. "I totally had that game, and you were totally looking at your cards the whole time." He groans defensively and Michelle tosses the cards all over her desk.
"Loser, 52 card pickup." She points at the splattered pile half on the floor half on the desk. Peter sighs, bending down to get all of the cards from the dirty floor.
"You need to up your game Parker, next time you call someone a motherfucking shit nugget you better have practiced before." She says as he puts all of the cards back in the box.
"Hey, it's technically a game of luck, what cards you get."
Ok something is seriously wrong. Peter stares in wonder, was that Tony defending him. "Is that why you lost? You got bad cards?" Michelle puts the box in her bag and slings it over her shoulder.
"Let's go to dinner, loser over here can pay.. right?" Her eyebrows are raised in a threating sort of way.
"I can't, Michelle I'll buy you dinner some other time. I'm already going over to Ned's." He's mindful of Tony's stare.
Has he always been staring at him and Peter just never noticed?
"This is why nobody likes you, I'll hold you up on that offer.. Toe-knee you are welcome to have him pay for you too." She gives a lame finger-guns snap before walking out.
It's already too uncomfortable for Peter to bear and he stands, chair squeaking awkwardly.
"Peter..." Tony's quiet and Peter pretends to not hear him and he grabs his bag. It's almost been 30 minutes and Peter sees no harm in leaving early.
Aunt May's texted him saying she's outside, and sweet freedom.
Until a hand grabs his wrist, pulling hard.
He stumbles back, legs buckling and he falls into Tony's chest. His muscular arms hold Peter tight, as Peter struggles.
This is it, Tony was holding in all of his rage for now. He was a goner.
"Peter." Tony mumbles, and it's almost like they're hugging.
"Tony please let me go... I'm so sorry for yelling at you just please don't hit me again." He begs, remembering he still had some bruises from last week.
Tony lets him go and Peter turns to face him quickly. "I'm sorry." He's so damn quiet.
"Look.. it's fine, my ride is here and I really need to go." He says, walking backwards slowly. He waits for a reply but is met with staring silence.
He turns and quickly walks out the doors.
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Damn it Stark, fucking pussy.
He watches Parker run out the doors and groans.
So weak, just tell the little shit already.
Last night, Peter had opened Tony's eyes. Shocked him to the very core.
He realized that he was seriously hurting him, which should've been obvious.
Besides yes, beating him up, emotionally hurting him. How could Tony not have seen it before? How shy he was, anxiety, never ate, didn't defend himself because he thought everything said of him was true.
I'm such an asshole.
Stuck in the cliché of bullying the person you like.
Peter would never ever want to be with him, it's like he said. "I'm terrified of you..."
It was like Tony had been shot, and he deserved all of the pain.
This boy would never say yes to Tony, ever... He'd think of it as a joke or ask if cameras were around.
He wishes he had his number, or any way to contact him. Spamming him would eventually work.
Maybe treating him like shit wasn't the best approach.
He needs to change.
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