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#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw
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Wait shit people might actually care about me
#sorryyy for the personal posts lmao just not having a great time lately . ill go back to posting abt fandom stuff soon dw
#hopefully the self loathing phase is over now cuz i really didnt enjoy that!
#mf got me thinking thay everyone secretly hates me n itd be better if i was dead ahahaha
#but like. my friends talk to me daily. my mutuals love me. i didnt go to school for like 3 days and my classmate who im kindaaa friends wit
#texted me saying. and i quote “Hi [name]. I know its late but i hope your doing well. Hope to cya tmr.” (the full stops symbolize each text
#cuz she sent three seperate texts)
#and i was just. so flabbergasted at that
#i didnt rlly think anyone would really notice if i was gone
#i didnt think anyone cared me enough for that
#i thought theyd just be indifferent to it
#also i sound pathetic rn but i reread that girl's text over n over again when she sent rhat. was literally on the brink of tears
#and i just. wow.
#people might actually care for me. they might actuallynotice when im gone. they might actually miss me
#ive been so inside my head n thinking allat bad stuff about myself that i. didnt think that people might see me differently than the way
#i saw myself
#really and truly i love you guys so much
#even if we've never talked to each pther before or interact very little. i appreciate all of you. you guys rock
#anyways aha i should stop rambling now loll. as for now i think im doing a bit better
#life still sucks but hey at least i have my friends. at least i dont hate myself anymore now
#at least now i dont believe that everyone was being friends with me out of pity
#thank you all for everything :')
#man i need a hug rn lmao
#tw vent
#tw sui implied
#tw sui ideation
#tw self loathing
#tw self destructive behavior
#<- dw about the tags i dont feel/do those anymore
#if you wanna talk to me abt this or just talk in general hit me up!! i love talking to ppl i dont like being alone xd
#love youu <33
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