#still more were tearing apart my artwork and calling everything i was doing racist/antisemetic

[dimonds456]

Hope you feel better soon ♥️♥️

(I think this is in relation to the dreams post?)

Thanks. I'm good now, that was just a weeeeeird experience. Like, you know how nightmares can actually wake you up sometimes? It was like that, except I think it was pure anxiety that woke me up. Once I proved to myself that the dream didn't actually happen, I was able to calm back down. I'm good now ^^;

#uhh if anyone's curious i can explain what the dream was about #i woke up in the dream and got out of bed thinking about all the shit i have to do today #and i went over to my laptop to look at my notifications that gathered overnight- nothing unusual #my inbox had like over 100 asks in it #i went to look because ?????? HUH????? and they were all for a blog i had never seen before #but they were also clearly addressed to me #i realized pretty quickly that someone had hacked Stuck Together in a raid people did on the blog #they'd deleted most of what i had and had responded to the asks in my inbox from before with hate messages #some of the new asks were confused #others were writing essays on why im a bad person #still more were tearing apart my artwork and calling everything i was doing racist/antisemetic #but most of them consisted of people just sending me hate mail #so in a panic i went to check my other notifs and found that a hate blog reblogged one of my posts #and basically told their followers to attack me #I still had access to the blog so i deleted it- which made me loose all the progress i'd made with it so far- but wtf else could i do? #i went onto my hlvrai sideblog to apologize and say that wasn't me and that i'd been hacked and left it at that so i could go calm down #i came back about a half an hour later and the same thing happened to my hlvrai sideblog #had over 200 new asks this time #then i woke up #it was so vivid that i thought it was real for at least a minute while i tried to get my head on straight #the fact that i remember the whole thing from beginning to end doesnt help cuz usually i start to forget details when i wake up #i'm half convinced i saw an alternate timeline instead of a dream honestly #i need to be put on anxiety meds #fhdsjka #dimond speaks