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lady-lycany · 1 year

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Just finished Hannibal Rising. Okay. I think I'm gonna put a cut here so people can decide if they wanna read my thoughts about this movie. (Spoiler, I love revenge) Gonna be a lil darker than my usual posts so, yea :] If you decide to keep reading, I warned you lol ((16+))

The movie's main topic is revenge for an horrible act, that disgusting assholes have done. And I think there's nothing that can make my heart beat faster, than deserved revenge. I'm not sure, if it's in a sexual way, it rather feels like I'm looking at someone I love, when I watch these bloody scenes. I feel butterflies in my belly and really start laughing out of pleasure. This is probably the part of me, that's still a little sad, that I never took revenge for the bullying I had to go through in my schooltime. I'm not kidding when I say, that dreaming of harming these fckers from school was the best kind of vent for me. And I dreamed of them pretty often, and almost always the same scenario; I jumped on their torso and slamed their heads onto the floor/wall until they stopped moving and the floor was covered in blood. That was basically my way to make them shut up. And these dreams gave me at least a little bit of 'revenge' and kept me sane. Nowadays I'm mostly over it. I don't have a daily wish to hurt people or even in my dreams, these guys can appear without me hurting them in any way. But maybe that's because I forced myself to forget most of it. As soon as I think a little longer about it again, or what I would do, when I'd walk into them, I feel how the adrenaline kicks in and how the blood is rushing through my veins... I think the worst thing that could happen, is that I would land a good old punch into their faces. (when I say "they" I usually have the main guy in my mind, but he wasn't the only one so yea) That's also a big reason, why I would like to move further away. I don't want to walk into them, because I don't know what it would do to me... well, it's rather the fear that they trigger the beast in me again with a single word..

To get back to the revenge topic, I think killing out of revenge is the best way to kill at all. I know the bible says, that we should let them do the revenge part. But honestly, I feel like, that people, that went through something horrible caused by others, have all the rights to hurt these people in return. Revenge is the best way to let the pain go. This act fullfills so much more than just killing for fun or literally any other way. Nothing can satisfy more than a kill of revenge. You can let out all the pain, all the hate, the anger, the frustration, and feel pleasure and relaxation, all at once. Maybe the feeling regret would follow, but I think it still would be worth it after all.

But not only killing out of revenge is satisfying. Revenge in general is just my absolute favorite thing. And hey, I've never hurt anyone so far and just watched karma do it's thing. revenge gives me so much more pleasure than an orgasm ever could lol

(funny example, in school we had a teacher that I absolutely hated and whenever we finished her school lesson, I said to my friends "I hope that btch gets under the wheels of a driving truck" and one day, a different teacher came into our class and told us, that this exact teacher had a car accident and won't be able to go to school for the rest of the year. And while the whole classroom gasped in shock, I almost jumped up into the air, cheering lmfao. I had to look down and cover my mouth with my hands, so that people wouldn't see my reaction. After school that day, I was just happily jumping around while my friends were creeped out by my reaction lmao)

Facit, I am a very revengeful person lol

#tw #triggerwarning #violence

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hibiscxs · 3 years

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I finally have time to watch the new legacies episode so here we go

I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I STILL HATE CLEO’S FROG THING I HATE FROGS IM SORRY

But other than that frog monstrosity this opening scene is super promising

"You're not Hannibal Lecter. You're the lamb. " ASDGFJ HOPE IS MY FAVE

And yes Aria plays the villain verrryyy well I'm so glad they gave us Malivore-possessed Landon

He didn't pull off that "hello Clarice" that well tho

I can't believe I'm getting excited over legacies again pls don't make me a clown again

Wait what am I forgetting when did hope go into Malivore a second time

Wait nvm I remember

Am I the only one who is so tired of literally only Hope caring that Landon is still in Malivore??? Or do they all really think he's dead??? Landon literally has no one except Hope and it's sad and I hate that it ALSO makes Hope look obsessed

Idg what the head dive is going to do but

Uh is the gray eyes thing the standard for vampiric head dives now bc I thought that was just a Necromancer thing

Ohhh Hope was in on it

So is being in Malivore’s subconscious the same as being in Malivore now???

This show’s going to end with Kaleb as the new headmaster lmao I just know it

ARE WE FINALLY GETTING KALEB’S BACKSTORY YES PLEASE

Okay ik the twins often siphon random parts of the school and it's probs a barrier or boundary spell or smth but won't that source ever run out???

Cleo's scene with her sisters is so heartwarming BUT IT’S NOT REAL IM SO SAD

Ohhh damn KALEB’S BACKSTORY

I've been missing how the TVD and TO vampires were actually dangerous so yeah this is great

Josie and Finch are like disgustingly cute

In a good way

They're finally bringing up the Merge

This scene with Kaleb and Ric when Kaleb’s going all vampy is so cheesy

IS THIS THE REAL LANDON PLEASE

The ironic part is that finding Cleo didn't work but it’s Landon saving the day. LANDON DESERVES BETTER FRIENDS

Y'know when I first started watching legacies I didn't care much for Landon but now he makes me feel

"How long have I been gone?” THIS POOR BOY YOU WERE ALL ALONE

Can they just not... Physically separate them from MaliLandon to break the psychic connection

"It's a chain spell so we can only draw magic from a person" THIS IS SO CONTRIVED. PLEASE AT LEAST BE SMOOTHER ABOUT IT WRITERS

Hope, just give MG your blood. Ik he's not actually dying and that this is just a symbolic choice but just do it

Literally no one else on this show has looked in pain when being siphoned except for when Lizzie purposefully desiccated MG, so where is this coming from??? Writers, can we please have some consistency

Oh, so BOTH hope and Landon are self sacrificial to the point of it being really sad and unhealthy huh

Landon's past abuse isn't talked about enough this boy has been through so much

Oh so is MG actually dying or is it like "if Hope goes, then Malivore will kill MG"?

Hope, you literally left Landon to get shot by the golden arrow when you saved the Saltzmans; do not be fucking manipulated (but yes obviously save MG)

I HATE THAT THEY COULDN’T TELL HER THIS SUCKS

Landon Kirby deserves the world

I actually forgot that Hope and MG were kinda not friends at this point. Now this weird side story with them makes sense even if the logic is just.... no

Hope must hate her name bc of all the puns lmfao

Alaric, pls stop giving your student alcohol. Kaleb isn't Damon

I loved TVD Alaric, but Legacies pls fire Matt Davis

Ohhh is this fear of Josie's stemming from Penelope leaving?

GET CLEO OUT OF THERE POOR BABY

Aria and Okoye have great on-screen chemistry

WHAT DID SHE INSPIRE WHAT WAS IT

Legacies is about friendship lmao

Final Thoughts:

I more or less liked this episode, although I think the season 1 and season 2 premieres were stronger. This one definitely beats out season 3′s premiere tho, which is a fairer comparison since both these episodes weren’t meant to be season premieres at all

I loved Landon in this episode. The boy makes me so sad. And Aria as Malivore is still EVERYTHING. But I am SO mad that Kaleb and Ric don’t immediately say that they won’t let Landon sacrifice himself??? Was Raf really the only person besides hope who actually cared about Landon???

I hope Cleo gets her own plot line this season now that her “surprise, I’m the villain” plot line is over. I’d hate to see her just be used as a plot device for “inspiration”

And while I just did praise Aria as Malivore and I do think Malivore is now a stronger villain that he was before, I do kind of think his reason for keeping Cleo prisoner is just. So goofy. When witches were kept for their powers by antagonists in TVD and TO, it was because it gave the antagonist an edge with like prophecies or magical skill. Malivore’s keeping Cleo around in hope she’ll give him a good idea LMFAO

The turning point for Finsie’s story in this episode was so cheesy and badly done. But in the end, I do like how they tied this back to Josie being scared Finch would get overwhelmed with the knowledge that Josie and Lizzie would have to do the Merge and leave her like Penelope did

Really really hated whatever point the writers were trying to get across with Hope this episode. They’re really going to continue to shame her for her reaction to Landon dying in her arms after they had sex for the first time. They have Hope come to this “realization” that she purposefully puts other peoples lives at risk for Landon when that was never the case. She saved MG even after he killed Landon (because she was never like that, even then she understood what was right, it was her who got Raf to see understand it too), she chose to kill herself for everyone (not just Landon) instead of letting someone else get hurt, she chose the Saltzmans over Landon (choosing to let him die) and only lucked out bc Dorian found a loophole with the compulsion. And I’ll say it again, 3x08 was not Hope trying to kill the twins to get Landon back. She was reckless, she was arrogant, she was stupid for thinking the monsters wouldn’t be a threat, but it was the dark magic that literally no one remembered too that was actually dangerous to the twins. And I hate that the crux of this story in 4x01 is Hope and MG back in that memory and Hope having to choose between letting MG die or being with Landon, and that the writers actually have her consider it. In the memory that they’re in, Hope saves MG! That’s what happened! No hesitation! It was Raf who wanted to hurt him, it was Kaleb who doubted she would do it (btw, there’s Plec’s insidious racism again). And let’s not forget that the “feud” between Hope and MG wasn’t even about Hope choosing between the two. It was started bc MG hid the ascendant and decided to let Landon rot in the prison world. It makes me so frustrated everyone except Hope has given up on saving Landon and that the writers don’t ever make that out to be a bad thing and instead make Hope look inconsiderate and selfish for not wanting to let Landon die!

Anyway

Pretty okay episode

I think I saw Clarke in the preview for the 4x02? Hopefully I get to watch it soon after it comes out. Just started a new job so

Conclusion: Landon Kirby deserves the world

#currently watching #legacies #legacies season 4 #legacies 4x01 #hope mikaelson #landon kirby #milton greasley #kaleb hawkins #josie saltzman #lizzie saltzman #finch tarrayo #alaric saltzman #cleo sowande #tvdu #penelope park

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