#sylhea talks maydare

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Gar9 plays uno

#makia o'drielle #nero pachelbel #frey levi #lapis twilight #tales of reincarnation in maydare #maydare tensei monogatari #sylhea talks maydare #stg i WILL draw this one day

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the nero and airi connection is so important it's not just bcs theyre my faves

#sylhea talks maydare #i swear i made a post abt this somewhere but rn im remembering why them meeting and talking was may fav chapter it's so so important #like look theyre both- in a way- 'taken in' by kanon. kanon chose airi to be the saviour while kanon saved nero bcs he's essential #airi got kanon's 'hero' while nero got kanon's 'king'. one of them feared kanon while the other admires him #and yet kanon is their saviour. he took them away from a world that is cruel to them. yet airi and nero have different circumstances #oh my god wait there's more similarities than i thought #both of them were taken just after their important people had died and in a vulnerable state #airi back thwn had a childish (not meant to be /neg) mind while nero in the past was just a child #both are given a responsibility and both accepted them in different ways. while airi was in the delusion she's the 'protagonist' of maydare #nero understood what his purpose and what he's supposed to do. but also both of them wanted something they desire. they wanted 'peace'. #both of them wanted to be in a world where they can live freely. airi wanted to live the most of her delusions while nero wanted to live #the most of his life as a normal student. different but to its core they only wanted peace and be themselves freely. #and in the end both of them understood that they have to act their role in order to achieve that peace in this worl. they know they had to #face forward and fight. #IT'S THIS LONG AND IM NOT EVEN GETTING INTO WHAT MADE ME START THIS 😭 atp their parallels is the main focus here #so all of those and there's more. makia. their connection to makia. #nero is a friend of makia while airi is a friend of kazuha. and the people who knew about makia's past. #i'm guessing nero only knew makia's past life as the scarlet witch and dont know about her other past life #while airi only knew about makia's past as kazuha and didn't know about her being a reincarnation of scarlet witch #nero talking to airi about makia was also very important bcs yes makia already slapped airi into reality and makia was able to do it #bcs not only is she born and raised in maydare she also have memories of the other world. nero who is PURELY from this world and donxt know #about the other world helped airi accept that this IS an actual world. makia ACTUALLY lived in this world and she learned that from nero. #lmao i know that wasnt the intention bcs the intention was nero saying all that so there's proof makia really is the reincarnation of makia #but i'm already this far bro nero who's purely from maydare that came to know of the other world from someone else #and airi who is purely from the other world and isekai'd by someone else to maydare #it's so fascinating #god when this chapter comes to manga im hoping ppl dont immediately ship them #bcs to be honest i dont think airi is interested in men at all and nero is interested in romance in general #plus nero is 16 y/o while airi is 20 y/o so there's that LMAO #it's so insane to me how much damage airi actually had her experiences was actually REALLY traumatic

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giggling at the thought that everyone's already seperate on later part of volume 5 meanwhile the manga's on this part:

the timing couldn't be more perfect

#The way they're seperated in this panel too........... #the way they're positioned......... #bea and nico being in the far left that's definitely staying on ruschia frey being close to gt9 but also seperated due to the fact that he #needs to stay in ruschia but can't help but feel loneky because his friends and family are going away..... makia who was last to leave #from ruschia being closest to the left side nero next to her because he left shortly after talking to makia and lapis being in the far righ #being the first one to leave not even able to face makia and frey to say goodbye............... #like daaaammmnnnn #in one hand i fwel sad too but on the other hand i feel excuted for their growth #i want to see frey bond with bea and nico i really hope they became one of his closest allies in the future #sylhea talks maydare

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Makia: i've been feeling down lately....

Thor: cheer up, milady i'm here for u

Makia: thor.. 🥺

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Airi: ...i've been feeling down lately

Nero: same

#HWVSJEGEKEEG FUCK #okay i'm getting invested to nero and airi just a liiitttttle bit because both of them are my favorites lmao heeeelppp #heelp help help i though *makia* would be my favorite and i really do love her!!!!! but airi is a really really interesting character #i still like makinero btw it's just that neroairi is slowly creeping up tto me #sylhea talks maydare

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Lapis is so funny because she's so passively aggressive she could be so scary without even emitting a strong killing intent

#knowing her background and skills she quite literally could kill these people in one go #the way she CASUALLY drops off a huge ass rock in front of someone that could potrntially kill them 😭 #but lapis is confident with her abilities that she didn't harm beatrice..... but the way lapis could nearly call someone..... #*nearly kill someone #the pressure her hand have on frey's shoulder..... must be really strong. #LIKE. that is not just a pat. #that is a strong grab. #her passive aggressiveness is just a part of her character and i'm really really so glad all characters have different qualities in them #sylhea talks maydare

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I'M GOING TO FUCKING CRY I DID NOT EXPECT THEM TO PUT THIS MOMENT IN THE MANGA EARLY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Good day for annoying people (me)

#FUCKING HATE THIS MANGA MY GOD #AIRI'S FLASHBACK😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #I'M GOING TO CRY #AIRI'S EXPRESSION WAS UNEXPECTED BC I SWEAR I DID NOT IMAHINE THAT FACE OH MY HOD #the mangaka is a genius putting that scene here because this way airi's fond face made me want to cry oh my god #i felt goosebumps reading that flashback holy fucking shit #IM GOING TO FUXKING CRY #I LOVE THIS REUNION SO MUCH LIKE WOW #sylhea talks maydare

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Nero and makia's fountain scene is so shoujou-like that people thought nero's the second ml 😭😭😭 bros not even a love interest

#like no matter how much i love neromaki as a pair neither of them have romantic feelings for each other #there's no scene of one of them liking the other and what's more is that makia likes thor #nero does not show any romantic interest to anyone literally she just cares for his friends #now what gets me is that. airi asked him. airi asked him if he likes makia. #that already set the implication that nero MIGHT like makia #because nero didn't answered yes and didn't even deny it but rather he only gave a reason as to why he gifted makia a rice cooker #this wasn't the first time nero was asked something and avoided answering #makia asked if nero really is a commoner and don't secretly have noble blood which nero asked why she asked in return #the question was so close to the truth and so he DIDN'T answer #idk if makia's question caught him off guard but airi's question surely did #sylhea talks maydare

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fucking sobbing at nero's words towards makia about gt9 they're so precious to him all the silly memories they've done i'm gonna cry

#SOBBING CRYING HE LOVES THEM SO MUCH #they're his family... his home.... #the thing is since being adopted kanon and shatoma probably aren't counted as 'family' to him due to how distant they seem? #he's not that close to kanon sure but he's not *that* distant either #he respects him and appreciates the help and care he gave to him #i'm sure shatoma at some point also took part in taking care of nero #but both kanon and shatoma have their own things to deal with #him looking at the sky in ruschia... he's either kept away from the outside for a long time or frezier's sky isn't as blue as ruschia's #anyway sobbing gt9 might be his first friends and a group of people he could call 'home and family' #he treasures them a LOT. he knows the four of them will be split up due to circumstances but he believes in the future where #where the four of them will be together laughing besides each other again #sob....... nero.... #sylhea talks maydare #nero being the first gt9 member to be introduced other than makia and being the last member whose secret is revealed means a lot to me #gt9 being a family is not an exaggeration. although makia have her family back in her hometown she never had friends growing up and only #and only had thor who suddenly got seperated from her #frey had a nice childhood despite the lack of love from his biological mother until gil's mother died and him being stripped away all #his rights as a prince so he goes from place to place never finding his own home..... #lapis who lost her clan that was betrayed by some members and even lost two of her limbs #and nero whose country was taken over and his family killed just when he was 6 years old #like fuck what the hell is the range #firsy from makia whose whole family alive then to frey whose biological mother and the consort he sees as his own mother died but #his father the king alive as well as his brothers to lapis' clan taken over and/or killed to nero's family killed and his empire taken over #country/empire uh anyway *hands in head* holy shit now that i look back to each member's lives before entering lune ruschia and gt9... #of course makia also lost so much and might've been more from her two previous lives #anyway also fucked up how not only was her ex-bestie been chosen by her killer as the savior but one of her friends is his killer's brother

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the fact that nero said "under the directions of the great magicians" implies that he knows the people who saved him are reincarnations of the great magicians from the past

#the thing is shatoma DOESN'T even hide that fact and nero probably just went along with it #when he said shatoma and kanon had a strange relagionship he must've been figuring out from there #and kanon might just be like shatoma #meanwhile eska doesn't try to hide nor to show it but ig nero just guessed it since shatoma allied with him #and that his hair is that of ash #so if nero *knew* about those reincarnagions then he could've figured out that makia is reincarnated as well? #bu i don't know wif he knew her soul passed through a different world before voming back to maydare #the thing is he could guess makia had been reincarnated and maybe figure out she also came from a different world #with airi's existance in maydare and the fact that makia makes 'strange' food that they don't know of. the facg t #wjvdns the fact that he was THERE when airi goes to the glass bottle atelier and is the one who galked to airi #he witnessed himself that airi ate the food makia made and even knows of kotatsu and rice cooker that only makia could think of #with how smart nero is all those hints couldn't have fly over his head #sylhea talks maydare

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the fact that makithor have the things i like (playful teasing, childhood friends, a knight and his lady, undying loyaty, destined to meet again, mutual pining) and yet i like makinero more for some unknown reason 😭

#this is so fucking devestating sometimes i hate (love) this certain aspect of mine so so so SO much #it may also because of the one-sided rivalry in makia's part 💀 #the thing is 😭😭😭 i do like makithor!!!!! i liked them since the beginning!!! #(i still like them) until nero appeared what the fuck #god i wanna see makia and airi bond i want them to make onigiri and eat together #ALSO NERO- is nero gonna leave :( #LIKE WHAT WAS THAT BOY? #makinero even not as romantical i just i love them as a pair #sylhea talks maydare

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Airi envied Kazuha but she also dearly loved her i knew there's more to it i knew i couldn't hate you

#i hate this i haye this so mich #how could i possibly sleep if these chapters are getting good😭😭😭😭😭😭 #sylhea talks animanga #not even fucking animamga i'm reading the ln maydare should have its own tag #sylhea talks maydare

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ok the funny thing about nero and makia is that they knew about each other's secrets and are just chill abt it LMAO

#real power of friendship and trust right there #sylhea talks maydare

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makia hugging nero will always crack me up like i just KNOW he suffers from it everytime😭😭😭😭😭

#whenever she hugs him he'd have a troubled face lmao😭 #his bones cracling bro hexd qelcome her hugs but he'd always suffer from it😭 #sylhea talks maydare

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also also i love how maydare have different reincarnations it's so fun

#sylhea talks maydare #like how makia and thor stayed as themselves and didn't change #in makia's case she treats her past selves as 'her' but at the same time she treats them as people different from her #and airi i thibk treats her that way as qell. she accepted kazuha is gone but also accepted she became makia #she accepts that makia was the reincarnation of kazuha but she dont get obssessive and treat makia like she's kazuha herself #bcs airi already accepted kazuha and tooru are gone. and she accepted makia and thor are a part of this world. #ahem that aside there's also ulyssess shatoma (assuming) kanon and perselyse who have their memories and acted the same as their past selves #and while eska treat his past self as the same as him and doesnt refer to it as 'my past self'- his personality was not the same

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OH MY GOD RIGHT AIRI CRIED WHEN MAKIA PASSED OUT WHILE THEY WERE ENTERING VABEL STATE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#SHE'S STILL RECOVERING AND SHE HAD TO WITNESS THAT😭😭😭 #the panic she must have felt😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #sylhea talks maydare

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okay i don't really pay attention to the guardians besides makia-thor and the savior herself but like yknow whats interesting abt the guardians and the savior is that they've always been "there" for the savior but airi subconsciously puts up a barrier around her which makes her separate "tanaka airi" and "the savior" but still in a way the same?

#it's hard to explain really because airi gets to act however she wants in maydare as the iris savior so in a way that's her being herself #but at the same time it's not the 'tanaka airi' that was back in her world. it's not the 'tanaka airi' that kazuha and tooru hangs out with #and it's not the same 'saviour' that everyone holds on high regards not doing anything about what she says #the guardians of course do their jobs as the guardians of the savior but they also want to be there for airi as both the savior and as airi #at least gilbert and eugene(the actual one) idk about the knight and tooru tho makia definitely is the same as gil- but much more than him #since she was the one and only person to remember know airi from their previous world #sylhea talks maydare