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Broken - Trevor Zegras

Trevor Zegras x fem!reader

Summary: Trevor and the reader have been best friends since birth but what happens when there are miss communication between the two.

Trevor and I have been friends since birth. Him being about three days older than me. The only problem with us being so close is that I've like him since we were nine and love him since we were twelve, and here we are at the age of twenty two and I still have not done anything about it.

Trevor had a reputation to him. He slept with a girl then dumped her the next day. That's one of the many reasons I never told him about my feelings, I was scared of rejection.

I was going to one of his games today and I had decided that today was the day I was going to tell him how I felt. I was tired of hiding my feelings. He sent me a text before the game saying to meet him by the locker rooms because he wanted me to meet someone.

I was just assuming it was someone on his team but gosh was I wrong.

I went to his game sitting in my normal spot right behind where the ducks sat. I was in his jersey and I had actually tried to look somewhat decent, and by that I mean I looked hot.

Just like always the ducks came out and started warming up and Trevor skated over towards where I was sitting with he came over with a puck on his stick and I was expecting him to toss it over the glass to me like he did at every game, but he didn't. He tossed the puck over to a girl who was sitting g two seats away from me, and he smiled at her while she blushed.

I waved at him trying to get his attention but he just sent me a tight lipped smile, like it was forced. He then skated away without giving me another glance.

I sat there just staring at him wondering what I did wrong. I then looked at the girl again, who was sitting two seats to me left, and I decided to ask her in the nicest way possible how she knew Trevor.

"Hey" I smiled at her, she turned to look and me and smiled back "hi" she said

She seemed nice so I decided to ask her what I was dying to know "that was so cute just now, how do you two know each other" she again smiled big and blushed "we have been hanging out and talking, I'm meeting one of his good friends after the game and I think he's going to ask me out after that" she said

Just then I realized it was not a team mate he wanted me to meet but it was the girl he liked. Right then and there I felt like I had been stabbed in the heart, but I didn't let that show. So I just smiled at her and said "wow that's great I'm happy for you, you guys seem happy" she just grinned again and said "thanks, and yeah we are"

It was now almost the second period and I decided I could not sit there anymore without crying. I could see all of the little looks they were giving each other, and every time it was just breaking my heart more and more. So I left.

I got home and immediately started throwing all of the clothes I had of Trevor's into a box. All of his things that I had at my apartment were being put into that box. Once I was finished I took that box and d went down the hall to put it in front of his door. And yes we were neighbors.

I went back to my apartment after dropping off the box and decided to write him a note telling him everything, while crying. My tears dropping onto the paper.

"Hey Trev,

God I don't even know where to start this, but I need to tell you everything. Trev I have liked you since we were nine years old, and love you since we were twelve and I never stopped. I met your girlfriend at your game tonight, and even though is crushes my heart to say this, but you guys look good together. I'm happy that she's making you happy. I was going to tell you about my feelings tonight after your game, but I couldn't sit there and watch you with her. The reason I'm writing this letter is because I'm leaving, I'm turning off my phone and getting on a plane with my stuff to who know where. I'll be gone by the time you are reading this letter, but just know that I will never forget about you nor will I ever stop loving you. You have someone to take care of you now, and you don't need me anymore. Just know that I will always love you Trev even if you don't feel the same. Good bye Trevor.

Lots of love,

Lily.

After I put the letter on top of the box with all of his stuff, I did exactly what I wrote. I booked a plane ticket back home, wanting to be in the place that brought me the most comfort besides Trevor.

I looked at my phone before I got on the plane and saw a text for him asking where I was. I just sat there looking at the text wondering what to say. Because Trevor could read me like a book even through text her knew when I was lying.

(Texts with Trevor below)

Your texts - normal

Trevor's texts - bolded

Trev🐤

Hey, where are you

Hey, I left after the 1st

I was not feeling too good

Oh ok. You ok you want

me to bring you anything

No, I'm ok I think I'm

just going to sleep

Alright let me know if

you need anything

I will

I then got on the plane and turned my phone off forgetting that Trevor had my location.

TREVOR POV:

I got off the ice and went into the locker room with the team after celebrating our win over the black hawks. After coach was done talking to us and I got out of my gear I went out of the locker room and saw Britney waiting for me. Which I frowned at. I then saw her holding the puck I gave her at the beginning of the game, which I'm assuming she did not read the note on it.

Britney was a one night stand about six months ago and had been following me around since. Which has been annoying the living shit out of me. I just kept walking straight hoping she would not see me, but luck was not on my side today. She did the opposite of not notice me, she ran right towards me.

Jamie was following me out and said "god dude I don't know how I have not met this Lily person yet, we have been friend for what two year and she's your childhood best friend and not to mention your crush. I can't wait to meet her" he then saw Britney running right at me and looked at me with a grossed out look and said "dude is that her, she seems not at all like the person you told me about".

I just gave him a pointed look "no that's not Lily that Britney" I said. Jamie laughed and said "that one night stand of your six months ago that won't leave you alone" I gave him a look that said help me and said "yes".

She then launched herself onto me and smiled and said "heyyy Trevy". Now that just gave me the biggest ick I have ever felt. I took her hands off of me and said "Britney how many time do I have to tell you that I don't like you and want you to leave me alone" she looked at me all sad, but I didn't care. There was only one girl I wanted and I did not see her anywhere. Britney looked at me and said "but we are in love".

I just looked at her grossed out and said "no we are not, I am only in love with one girl and that girl if definitely not you, so leave me alone. And read the stupid note on the puck I gave you. I tried to tell you that I didn't want to be with you before the game but you didn't read the note. So here I am telling you now to leave me alone".

She just broke down into tears and ran away. I looked back and Jamie and he had a smile on his face and said "way to go man you finally did it" I smiled and said "god it was way over due but I'm usually not the kind of person to be that mean. It had to be done though".

Jamie then looked around and said "so where is this amazing beautiful best friend Lily that I'm meeting tonight". I turned around looking for her again but didn't see her. "I don't know, I told her to meet me here after the game but I don't see her". Jamie then smacked me on the head and said "well text her you idiot and find out where she is". I just scowled at him but took out my phone to text Lily.

Trev🐤

Hey, where are you

Hey, I left after the 1st

I was not feeling too good

Oh ok. You ok you want

me to bring you anything

No, I'm ok I think I'm

just going to sleep

Alright let me know if

you need anything

I will

I frowned at her texting because it was a bit dry and I immediately knew that something was wrong, I just didn't know what. I looked at Jamie and said "she said she wasn't feeling well and went home after the first" he frowned and said "damn I'll have to meet her another time, but I got to go I'll see you tomorrow". He then walked out the doors heading towards his car.

I kept looking at my phone and the texts she sent me knowing something was wrong, so I went to my car and went to go get us some food then went back home. When I got to our apartment building I knocked on her door but did not get an answer. I tried again, but still no answer. I figured she might be in my apartment so I walked down the hall, and when I got there I saw a box in front of my door with a note on top.

I unlocked my door and put the food down on the counter then went back to grab the box, that I noticed had a good bunch of my shirts, some sweatshirts, sweatpants along with some other little things. I immediately knew that this was stuff I had either given Lily or left at her place.

I then saw the letter and picked it up only to see that the paper was wet with what looked like tear marks. I started to get worried and I opened the letter to see her beautiful nice handwriting on the paper, and I started reading.

TREVOR POV:

"Hey Trev,

Lots of love,

Lily.

I was crying the second I started reading the letter, feeling so bad because I was clueless I had no idea that she felt this way. I whipped out my phone and tried calling her but it went starlight to voicemail. I tried calling her again but I got the same result. So I decided to leave a voicemail saying "Lils I just read your letter and god I had no idea I'm the worst friend ever. Please call me I'm worried about you I just need to know you're ok and safe. Please Lils, and when you do answer I need to talk to you, I can't tell you what I want to tell you over the phone. Please just let me know you're ok".

I just started pacing around thinking about where she could be, or where she could have gone. I then remembered that I had her location and I opened it to see she was at the airport. I immediately knew where she was going, she was going back to where she felt safe, she was going home to New York. I went online and booked a ticket on a plane that was leaving in an hour, hoping that she was on that same plane even though I knew it was unlikely.

I rushed to pack my suit case just throwing random clothes in there and then called an Uber to the airport. I got to the airport and rushed though security running to my gate to see they were about to close the doors, but I had made it. I asked if there was a Lily Star on the plane but there wasn't, the gate lady told me she was on the plane before me. And that her plane was stopping in Chicago then going to New York, while mine was going straight to New York.

I smiled hoping I would be able to catch her in the airport because I would get there before her. I walked on to the plane and texted my coach telling him I had to rush back to New York for family issues and that I would not be at practice tomorrow. Then I turned my phone off and fell asleep.

I woke up to the plane landing, and was the first one off. Trying to catch Lily. When I got to the board to see if her plane already landed I saw it did land thirty minutes ago. I ran out of the airport as fast as I could trying to get to Lily as soon as possible.

I got into an Uber and told him to go straight to Lily's old house. It was the only place she would go, even though her parents did not live there anymore they still owned the house and she had a key. When the Uber pulled up I saw that there were lights on in her house and smiled knowing she was ok and safe inside her home.

I thanked the Uber and got my bag and slowly walked up to the front door knowing that it would be unlocked because that's just how Lily was. I stood at the front door for a good five minutes looking like an idiot figuring out how to tell her that I love her when she opened the door.

I finally got the courage to knock on the door then waited for the door to open. The door opened and I saw her standing there with puffy eyes and dried tear stains on her cheeks. She looked up at me shocked and said "Trev wha-". I did not give her time to say more and I smashed my lips onto hers cradling her face in my hand waiting for her to kiss back.

LILYS POV/ YOUR POV:

I heard a knock on the door and stood up off the couch wondering who it could be. I opened the door to see Trevor standing there with puffy eyes just like mine. And I said "Trev wha-" and I did not even get to finish my sentence before I felt his lips on mine and his hand cradling my face. I stood there shocked and felt him start to pull away, so I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back.

One of his hand that was on my face went down to wrap around my waist to hold me against him. After about a minute we had to pull away for air and I looked into his eyes with my forehead against his. Before I could speak he pulled me into his chest hugging me tight as if he let go I would disappear.

My head only went up to about the middle of his chest because was 5'3. He kissed the top of my head and said "Lils I'm just going to come out and say it I love you so much and I have since we were little. I love you more than a friend, way more for that matter." I looked up at him with tears in your eyes and said "really" he smiled down and you and said "yes really. You have no idea how much that letter you wrote made me cry and realize how much of an idiot I have been. I should have told you about my feelings when we were fifteen, I was scared that you would regret me." I gave him a sad smile and said "that why I didn't say anything".

We both just stood there looking into each other's eyes waiting for someone to say something. I finally spoke up and said "so what does this mean for us". Trevor smiled at you and said "it means that I want you to be my girlfriend". Tears came to your eyes when he said that "yes" I said. He smiled and picked me up carrying me inside, and setting me down on the kitchen counter. He just kept on smiling at me and said "I'm never letting you go now, your stuck with me for good. You're going to get so tired of me so fast". I looked at him and said "I don't think so I've been waiting since we were nine I'm not letting you go either". We both just grinned at each other and Trevor put his lips on mine for the second time today.

Let's just say we both kept our words and never let the other go.

#trevor zegras #hockey #imagine #anaheim ducks #sadgirl #t. zegras

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bunting27 · 1 year

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drug ✏︎ t. zegras

a/n: i desperately need to work on my smuttier pieces, so here’s this brought to you at 1am by me preparing to start graveyards and needing a distraction.

summary: jamie’s younger sister comes to live with him as a last resort when their parents decide they’ve given up on making her become him. who knows if trevor made her better or worse

warnings: language, pot (underage smoking but only if you’re from the states), smut!! (18+), p in v sex, intimacy while stoned (just don’t), unprotected sex (also don’t), brother’s teammate, roommate, best friend etc etc trope (again)

wc: 2.9k

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she had been shoving around piles of dirty clothes, trying to find what she knew was hidden somewhere in the room. she was not snooping, though when trevor had entered his room to see his teammates sister elbows deep in his closet throwing stuff around, that’s the first thing he assumed

“um. y/n/n? i don’t know what you’re trying to find, but unless it’s a game day outfit, you’re probably not gonna find it in there” she jumped where she was sat, slowly but surely turning around to face the boy who’s bedroom she had efficiently turned into a hurricane aftermath.

she didn’t think he’d be back so soon after gamenight, so she thought she had at least twenty minutes to grab what she was looking for and promptly put everything back to where she had carelessly torn it from.

she was wrong, obviously, because he was standing right there and she hadn’t even found it yet.

it being the one thing she had been sent to live with her brother because of, and it being the one thing she couldn’t get off her mind last night when she could smell it from her open window, only to look down and see that it had been coming from trevor.

a joint.

“hey, trev-” she cleared her throat, scurrying to her feet and pursing her lips while keeping intense eye contact with trevor, who hadn’t looked angry or upset with her, just wildly confused.

“it’s not.. what it looks like?” he smiled at her, slowly moving closer and tossing his handful of things onto his bed

“i’m not even sure you convinced yourself with that one, sweetheart” he raised an eyebrow, it being his silent way of asking what the hell she was doing in his room, and she chuckled awkwardly in response.

“last night, before you came back in from your jog, there was this smell-” his smile dropped, he tilted his head, and suddenly he was shutting and locking his door and signaling for her to stop.

“woah, woah, no- you shut- jesus christ. is jamie asking you to do this? i told him i haven’t been smoking, he needs to hop off my di-” she slapped her hand against his mouth, an exasperated look on her face because he had been yelling and jamie had been sleeping in the next room over.

“what is wrong with you? shut up, you’re gonna get us both an overbearing motherly ass lecture, and my ass is gonna end up back in the fucking gta” trevor’s eyes were wide and shocked, his hands up in the air from her sudden movement and harsh tone.

she’d hardly spoken to him at all in her first days here, and now she was pressed up close to him and she was telling him to shut up in his room, in his house. the worst part was that he was absolutely going to listen.

when she finally pulled her hand away from his mouth, he toned it down.

“then what- oh.” she rolled her eyes at the tone he was using and couldn’t even look him in his stupid, smug face.

“oh, sweetheart. if you wanted some, you could’ve just come down and asked” that made her look at him, a look of hope spread across her face, under the impression she’d finally get her fix for the first time since she’d come to anaheim.

“so you’ll let me take a couple? fuck, thank you, trev-” her hopeful spew of gratitude was cut short when he shook his head slightly and smirked down at her, and it was replaced with a look of sad confusion.

“we can share. i’m not letting you wander off in an unfamiliar place with my joints” she tilted her head back and groaned. in all honesty, she was acting like a child, but she did not think trevor would be very fun to deal with high, and she just wanted to go off on her own.

“c’mon, trevor, i’m nineteen, i’m responsible, i’m not gonna do anything stupid” he shook his head, grabbing the baggie he kept tucked under the mattress and pressing his hand to her lower back.

“yeah? then why can’t you get your own weed?” his tone was condescending and straight up mean, causing her to suck her teeth, grumbling out insults under her breath but letting him guide her to his spot out in their yard nonetheless.

he took out one of the joints, taking it between his lips and lighting it, but then slid the lighter back into the baggie and tucked it into his pocket. she stared at him, confused, until he took a long drag and then went to hand her the joint.

“you’re joking,” he raised an eyebrow, exhaling and pulling his hand back towards himself

“fine, then” he waited a minute until going to take another drag, but she stopped his wrist, rolling her eyes and going to take it from his hand.

he pulled it back again, looking over at her,

“don’t want you runnin’ off on me, sweetheart” she stared at him for a moment, tongue poking the inside of her cheek as a last ditch attempt not to sucker punch her new roomate.

she told herself she’d rather deal with his antics high, so she should just go with it.

he brought his hand up to her lips, watching with hooded eyelids as she took a drag and savoured it, only exhaling when she needed to. he took his and then gave it another while before letting her take another.

“hale fucking lujah” she exhaled

that one night of y/n and trevor sneaking off to smoke turned into every night very quickly. she’d only become comfortable enough to converse with him on the third night, and tonight had marked two weeks of the two of them becoming their own little duo.

“just let me hold it, trevor, oh my god” she was giggling, and he was playing keepaway with the joint he had lit between his fingers. he hadn’t let her take it just yet, still having her smoke from his hand. he was somewhat worried she’d take it and run. at first, it was because if he lost her jamie would’ve killed him, but now he just didn’t want her to leave his side.

“like it when i get to give it to you” she rolled her eyes and parted her lips, signaling that she’d given up on taking it from him and just wanted her next hit. he smiled and lowered his hand, letting her take a drag and then taking one of his own.

“bad enough you make us share one at a time. s’ like we’re making out” his face scrunched and he shook his head, making her laugh again.

“what? you don't wanna kiss me, pretty boy?” he smiled after he exhaled, trying to contain it cause god did he ever want to kiss her, but he liked what they had going, too. if it was that or nothing, he wouldn't ruin it.

she figured he was dodging the comment, so she spoke up again “wanna try something cool?” he furrowed his eyebrows, but nodded, bringing the joint up to her lips for her to take a drag from.

before she did, though, she nestled herself into his lap and he inhaled sharply, just trying to gauge what the hell was happening and make sure the joint was ready whenever she was.

she took a drag, giving herself a moment and then grabbing trevor’s jaw, swiping her thumb on his lip so he'd open up, and he did. she brought herself so close their noses touched and then exhaled, and he breathed in the smoke, inhaling and eventually letting it blow back out to the side of them.

it was dead quiet for a few moments after that, and they had just been looking at each other, his hands now comfortably on her thighs and her face in such close proximity to his he could feel her breath fanning his nose.

he took it upon himself to slot his nose next to hers and kiss her, just once. it was gentle and long and sweet, words she had never imagined she’d be able to use to describe trevor. they let the night continue on with her in his lap, facing the other direction, now.

“you’re not like i thought you’d be” he whispered, kissing the top of her head while she exhaled smoke and created rings in the dark

“i’m not jamie?” he thought on it, and she was right. he’d been expecting her to be similar to her brother, especially when she first moved in and wanted nothing to do with him. he’d chalked it up to her being introverted and awkward.

he nodded rather than replying, knowing she’d feel it against her shoulder.

“the reason i’m here is cause they want me to be jamie. my parents, i mean” trevor furrowed his eyebrows, staying silent and opting to just let her continue.

“you think i found weed in the wild one day? i’ve got no fucking friends, any girl my age just wanted to fuck jamie drysdale. he used to smoke too, let me try some one day.” she looked up at him and he placed the joint in front of her lips, understanding.

“but mom and dad never found out about that. not like they would’ve cared anyways. not much you can do to discipline your child when they’re gonna be able to buy you a new home in the near future” she frowned at herself and then continued, whispering

“my brother is a professional athlete, in the big leagues, and the only good part of my life right now only happened cause i was trying to poach weed from someone i’d hardly ever spoken to. i understand why they want me to be more like him, but i want to be my own person, you know?” he kissed along her hairline, pressing the joint into the ashtray and tucking it back into the broken panel of the deck.

“i don’t want you to be like jamie,” she ran her hand through his curls, pushing her nose into his jaw and murmuring a small ‘thank you’

she knocked his head to the side with her own, placing another kiss on his lips and smiling into it when he kissed back, his arms now tight around her waist.

he knotted his hand into her hair, pulling her head away from his own, looking into her eyes, red from smoking, and smiled at her. she smiled back, turning the rest of her body to face him and leaning back in

“s’ getting a little cold out, maybe-” he didn’t even need to finish his sentence before she was nodding, moving herself off his lap and towards the patio door with her hand around his wrist, pulling him with her.

they quietly made their way to his room, trying their best not to wake jamie or alert him of the fact that she’d even left the house to begin with.

once they got upstairs and into bed, she nestled herself back onto his lap and kissed him again, basking in the close proximity and the warmth radiating off him. he kept them like that with his hands on her hips, almost feeling like he could wake up at any second and his dream would be cut short.

he gave her a few more haste kisses before pulling away, pressing his forehead to hers but dodging her lips when she tried to connect them again. his hands slid under her shirt, eyes boring into her own while she nodded slowly, lifting her arms but wasting no time in reconnecting their lips once her shirt was off.

“so pretty, all mine” her heart was pounding in her chest at his comment, hands shaky as they messed with the hair at the nape of his neck and then made their way under his shirt, moving it up his stomach and pulling it off when he pulled away from her lips.

her one hand stayed there, palm resting flat against his lower stomach and the other hand came back up into his hair, their kisses becoming more and more needy as time went on.

he moved to anchor his fingers into the band of her sweatpants, but she shook her head.

“more kisses. please,” he smiled, kissing her again and revelling in the way she grinned against him and traced along his stomach, happy to just have him like this.

they kept it to just kisses until y/n could no longer ignore the bulge pressing into the side of her thigh, taking the initiative now to grab his hands from their spot on her waist and hook them into her pants

they worked together to undress one another the rest of the way, her panties being the only thing between the two of them now.

the both of them were antsy and hot from the anticipation, trevor opting to let her decide when she was ready for him. in the meantime, he placed delicate kisses on her neck and collar bone, smoothing his hands along her bare thighs while she basked in the attention

his heart almost skipped a beat when she hovered slightly and calmly took him into her hands, the precum leaking from his tip a blatant tell of how much he wanted her.

they locked eyes while she pulled her panties to the side and slid herself down on him, hiding away in his shoulder once she had come all the way down to mask the whimper that slipped from her lips.

“d’you want me to help, angel?” he whispered, his tone sincere and his hands readying themselves at her hips in case she decided she wanted his guidance.

she settled for a small nod into his neck, choking out a moan when she felt him lift her hips up off him and slowly let her back down, leaving sweet kisses on her shoulder as he did so. his breath hitched when she squeezed him, a tell that she was definitely enjoying his slow pace.

the second time he lifted her, he met her in the middle, still slow but hard and passionate. he looked to the side to see her eyes shut peacefully and her mouth shoved into his shoulder so as to not wake jamie with her noises.

he continued what he was doing, lifting her up and then pressing his hips up into her as he gently guided her back down, eventually opting to lift her less and use his own hips more, something that opened up a chance for his other hand to drop from her hips and move to trace circles on her clit.

as soon as she felt the contact, she whimpered into his shoulder, opening her eyes and tilting his head to the side so he could kiss her again.

the more they went on, the more she was convinced she’d never be tired of feeling him close to her like this, the more she was worried what jamie would think, if he’d even let her stay in his home any longer if he found out.

his kisses were like a new drug to her, one so new she couldn’t guess what her parents or brother would think. if they’d tell her she was addicted and she needed to quit, or if they’d welcome it - see how her mood changed with him around and not see the list of potential cons.

her lungs would be safe, her heart not so much.

but all of those thoughts were wiped from her brain, anyways, when one of his thrusts had him nudging the perfect spot inside of her, and suddenly she was seeing stars and gushing around him.

the flutter of her core around him and the muffled cry into his shoulder had trevor coming, too, sliding her off him and keeping up his patterns on her clit while his cum landed on her stomach and his breath got caught in his throat.

he hugged her close to him for a few moments as she came down from her high, eventually lifting her off his lap and making his way over to his ensuite.

he came back with a pile of clothes, a clean stomach and a warm rag to clean her up, her eyes following him with a look of uncertainty as he did so and got her into a pair of his boxers, panties now discarded, and one of his tshirts.

that look faded as he got into bed with her, laying down and gently pulling her so she was cuddled close to his side with her head tucked into his chest.

“what if jamie is up before us?” she whispered, still slightly overwhelmed and very tired.

“what if he already told me i could have you?” she furrowed her eyebrows, looking up at him with a look of confusion.

“don’t worry, he just thinks i've got a crush. doesn’t know you come on my jogs with me” she giggled, shoving her hands in his hair and leaning in to his kiss on her temple.

“he wants you to be happy, y/n/n. he thinks i’d be good for you. i don’t really know why. but he trusts me” she smiled to herself, knowing jamie wasn’t that overbearing and motherly when it came to guys, only things he’s fucked up on before and he didn’t want her to have to experience.

“i trust you, too, trev. to make me happy”

#trevor zegras #trevor zegras x reader #trevor zegras smut #t zegras #nhl fic #nhl imagine #anaheim ducks #i would also like to preface this by saying that i don’t genuinely think any hockey player in existence would be against rec use of weed

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