#tayl-gating was so good though I cried and danced as much as I could stand and I made 2 friends and it was beautiful and wonderful

[gardengaytes]

post-concert depressive episode except you were only able to tayl-gate bc being on long-term medical leave means dwindling savings and income and the us leg ends in two weeks and she's not coming to canada and you have to accept that you'll never get to see the tour fr inside the stadium

and also dancing with mobility aids while taylorgating was very rough on you physically so you basically slept through two days after and you're still in pain and recovering

owie

#taylorgating #tayl-gating #the eras tour #is this it... my triumphant return to tumblr 10 years later... #it's coming back around (I am depressive and on tumblr wow this feels familiar) #my heart actually aches so much #tayl-gating was so good though I cried and danced as much as I could stand and I made 2 friends and it was beautiful and wonderful #and yet #still sad