#tfw ur stuck in a scene so long it isnt the character that's there anymore it's you

[reineyday]

i keep trying to write this mishanks christmas fic but it keeps stalling at the first scene 🤦🏻‍♀️ i guess shanks is just doomed to never leave this stupid party oh my god

#rei rambles #i just cant get the vibe right!!!!!! it feels like it's taking too long but using the shortcut method doesnt feel long enough #and now *i* feel like ive been at this party forEVER #tfw ur stuck in a scene so long it isnt the character that's there anymore it's you #im the one standing with eggnog in my hand while luffy socializes #im the one that's just vibing and missing my kid bc she's at university and idly thinking abt starting a dodgeball team #it's ME that got to see mihawk again for the first time in years walk into this party room but only ONCE ONLY ONCE #I ONLY GOT THAT FAR ONCE now i have three separate drafts and none of them FEEL right but i cant skip it #bc it's establishing the tone for the rest of the story 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ #im gonna have to just pick one and just deal with it later but not tonight. i dont need to do that tonight. #i'll just leave it be #soz i just. needed to rant lol.