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reineyday · 5 months
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i keep trying to write this mishanks christmas fic but it keeps stalling at the first scene 🤦🏻‍♀️ i guess shanks is just doomed to never leave this stupid party oh my god
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amelia8286 · 3 months
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I JUST WATCHED THE LAST EPISODES OF HAZBIN HOTEL SEASON 1 AND O.M.G AHHHHHH
a few things 🥰
1. VAGGIE AND CARMILLAS SONG OMG I CANT STOP LISTENING IT MAY TOP LOSER BABY
2. just vaggie in general, I’m so happy she has her wings back but does that still make her a fallen angel? Bc she may be in hell but she got her angel wings back whilst in hell, lucifer has wings but wasn’t he one of the serenes or smth? (Dunno how to spell it soz)
3. CHARLIE AND ALASTORS DEAL STOPPP.
I know she had to make the deal or she wouldn’t be alive still but think abt how it gonna affect her in the future? Alastor may gain power and honestly make Charlie do anything (as long as it doesn’t inlove violence) and Charlie has to do it bc that’s the deal she made
4. SIR BLODDY PENTIOUS IDK HOW TO SAY HIS NAME BUT OMH
I didnt Like him a lot before but viv decided to rip my soul out and stomp on it bc I love him sm now and I’m so sad he died 😭 atleast hes Been redeemed and in heaven but he’s not gonna see the others 😭😭
5. CHERRI BOMB AND SIR PENTIOUS
THEY WERE SO CUTE I LOVE THEM I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY
6. The small huskerdust moment AHHH
The way they look at each other has to be love there is literally no other explanation
7. VAL X VOX CANNON????????? WTHHH AHHH
(Absolutely despise val but the ship is okay)
8. Chaggie.
Just chaggie bc I love them and I am vaggie, guys I need my Charlie pls
Thank u for looking at my rant 🥰🥰
Also if you’d be willing would anyone wanna be moots?? Comment if u do lol
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ofmermaidstories · 3 days
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HIII MEEEERRRMMSS!!!! :)) how are you? hope youre doing well :) for the game — i was thinking 28… 44…. 45….. but if thats too many you can like ignore whichever one is the most boring
junie. u could ask me to guess what colour ur socks are and i would be glad for the chance to sit and play along. i love u. 🥹 nothing u could think of, or say, or worry about or wanna ask would be boring to me, ur an entire universe within urself and it’s an honour to even graze against the expanse. 🌌🪲
but ok let’s go lmaooo.
28.  Favourite side character
in canon, or fic?? in canon i have a soft spot for tokoyami and dark shadow; and mineta, actually, i think his design is so fun (specifically the way his nose and mouth are drawn!! and his big eyes, they stand out from how hori does others!). 13 too, actually—she’s fun with or without her helmet!!!
44.  How much research do you do?
ehhh. probably not enough (for what i like to tackle, lmao) to be honest. but a bit! for shouto’s fic i kinda had to go on a glut of research about several different things (sdkfhsdkjfh) so that has it’s own doc with like, my notes and sources and stuff. screenshots of interesting things! it sounds impressive but i promise it’s really shallow, lmao, and i think the end result will be like, relatively light on all the stuff i’ve learnt but—eh. no knowledge is wasted lmao.
45.  How much world building do you do?
omg okay, but like, what counts as world building in this situation tho??? because omg, junie, can i just rant about this? im gonna rant about this LMAOO i have a LOT of opinions and ur here now so!!!!!! 🥹 soz!!!! but like, what does that mean tho? LOL. world building. what does that mean??? i see it thrown around all the time and like, to me in a fanfic it’s like… what world building??? we write fanfic LMAO. the world is built for us, that’s literally the point. i don’t consider the lightweight stuff of like, making up a guy and shoving him into a preexisting world to be world building. to me world building as a definition is strict: like, you’re literally building a world. you have to figure out a money system, what are coins worth? how is justice is carried out? how does that effect the rich vs. the poor? how do people clean their asses, what does the plumbing in their cities entail. what kind of crops do they grow and what does that mean for like, easy-to-make sweets? basically what i am saying is that i think to qualify for the term u need to build a world outside of the borrowed one ur writing in and quite frankly i don’t really consider the pro-hero AUs i write to fall under that category LOL. the hard stuff is already done!!! quirks have rules, quirk society has rules… it’s all neat and tidy. i just slip our reader-inserts in like barbie dolls into a dreamhouse and go from there. ����🌴
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caitkaminski · 10 months
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Can't believe I'm saying this but this season has been progressing nicely. It was kind of slow and somewhat lacking but the more I play, the more excited I get. I even look forward to new updates every week ugh this is such a struggle I'm torn between disliking fusebox and liking this season 😂💀
This CA is enjoyable so far! But maybe I set my standard too low after ex in the villa, that's why this season seems better LOL
Personally I like Hamish, he's so rude but kind of hilarious? What a dork 😂
Francis is sweet (ish) but he reminds me of a certain someone who owns a food truck named Cocktails and Cronuts lol
Marshall omg LOVE THE DESIGN but damn he is laying it THICK! Grace will definitely bring him into the main villa, if MC decides to stick or pick someone else. Also dude, siblings fight and hold grudges but I won't badmouth my own sibling to other people. He's definitely Bitter with Ozzy hmm very sus
Andy oh man Ryan who?? Elliot who?? I don't know them 🤷‍♀️ I actually like Marshall before but man I am a changed woman. He's hot, nice AND a vet????? I just hope fusebox won't ruin his character when he gets to the main villa 🥲
(If anyones judging me for doing Ryan route, dont worry I'm judging myself here LOL I actually like the character at first but HE IS SO CRINGY NOW UGHH I regret not choosing Lewie and now he's gone in my current playthrough 😭 will deffo play loyal Lewie route next time!)
Omg this rant ask turned out pretty long, soz didn't expect that 😂
After all this long ass rant, what's your thought on CA boys?
omg pls don’t apologise for a long rant, i love chats about pixel boys so you’re gonna get a long reply. If only we were doing it over brunch or something 😂
ok SO, the casa boys are really funny!
like I love the banter they all have with each other and they’ve all got different personalities?! I’m shocked!! it might end up being a Johnny/Nicolas situation where they completely change in the main villa, but we’ll see!
Im actually really enjoying the season too and I really love how everyone can make their mc’s so different both personality and looks wise
As for the casa boys. None have really caught my eye 😭 I thought for a minute hamish would because yeah he’s dorky and funny. But then we got the bacon kiss and it’s a firm no from me.
Francis surprised me. We guessed EXACTLY how he’d be. Like spot on. Gross with the pee comments. But he really just is there for vibes (and maybe a roof to sleep under bc he has no house)
Marshall, I’m undecided by. He’s hot as hell and the Marshall/ozzy dynamic gives me the Salvatore brothers a lil. But he does lay in on thick and I’m not a fan of that.
And then there’s Andy 🥰 what a sweetie. I’ve always said someone needs a job as a vet. I know I’m a Lewie Stan but something about Andy is too sweet for me. Not to mention he looks 15 and I feel icky.
So yes, I will be running back to the main villa single if they let me. Ready to be hurt by pixel boys already.
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wait so how did your mom react when she found your ED stuff in your journal? cause after that you disappeared and I was worried as fuckkkk 😭
well 😳 when my mum found my ed stuff in my journal she tried showing it to our social worker😭 and she’d taken pictures of it and showed to various other people and now (since i still have some appetite/food issues) i’ve been referred to an ED clinic (which personally i don’t think i need since i feel like i’ve recovered on my own) but me leaving tumblr was not fully based on that whole malarkey, i was just tired and sick and depressed and tumblr was no fun any more, but im back and im very happy and also finally got an autism diagnosis! soz i just ranted lol how are u doing bestieeee??
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dangerliesbeforeyou · 4 years
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the fact that jongdae’s message is him apologising for, u know, living his fucking LIFE, and also taking the time to thank us all for loving him & some bitches are still out here hating on him cos he’s not gonna date them or some shit??? he owes us NOTHING but he’s still being the gracious & sweet guy he has ALWAYS been, despite being barraged with hate from inconsiderate “fans” is complete bullshit tbqh
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mattelodchikova · 6 years
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u kno whats so funny is that adhd is rarely diagnosed in girls bc the way it presents itself is different and more ‘’’’’’’socially acceptable’’’’’’’ than the way it presents itself in boys and by funny i mean annoying and frustrating!!!!!!!!!! bc im 19 and just got diagnosed and i spent so long feeling there was something wrong with me and struggling over something that would have been easily solved if people didnt have such narrow definitions of what adhd should look like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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scifiphan · 7 years
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im really active on twitter
what even is the appeal of twitter,,, 140 characters give me a spook
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soysaurus · 3 years
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002. dabi ;]
omg i shouldve known this boi would appear. (got kind of long so below cut now)
ok so just in case anyone sees this and like. wants context:
002 | Give me a character & I will tell you
How I feel about this character:
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
My unpopular opinion about this character:
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
my OTP:
my cross over ship:
a headcanon fact:
How I feel about this character:
i love him. hes such a stinky nasty gremlin boy and i have thought about him too much tbh. hes my favourite bnha chara, if it aint obvious with the copious amount of dabi shit thats been rbed onto this blog and the fact that dabi appears in almost all my bnha fics. but yes. hes an awesome funky wee devil man. i want him to get away with all his crimes. go kingggg.
All the people I ship romantically with this character:
oh my god. so uh wait i need to go check a doc bc like. im very bad at remembering things i like??? so this list is not exhaustive, but also im not the biggest multishipper in the world so like. maybe it is. but off the top of my head: 1. hawks 2. rumi 3. chisaki kai 4. geten 5. my first dabi ship was shiggy tbh, and sometimes i still ship them but most of the time i dont anymore. kinda depends on how im feeling 6. jin is also a very dependant on my mood shipping chara. hes just such a great friend
My non-romantic OTP for this character:
oh fuck. i really love just. dabi and kaminari. like they would have such a chaotic relationship, esp when put in this kind of mentor and mentee context. also, dude i think he would be absolute besties (but like reluctant besties bc he also cant fucking stand her) with moe aka burnin. i love her too. ok this is me rambling and IM SORRY but as you know, i love aus. and i hc that they both just kind of grew up together bc like their families know one another bc yknow rich family connections—and maybe they didnt really talk as kids/teens, but kind of later on when they get in their 20s or something. like, they get closer. maybe bc moe works w dabi/touya's dad and he cant really get away from her.
My unpopular opinion about this character:
ah fuck haha. um, i dont know if this is an unpopular opinion bc frankly i forget whats popular and whats not haha thanks adhd. im blaming this on my adhd and not pure ignorance lollll (let me have this pls omg) but i disagree with a lot of dabi characterisation i see. i think this is because i like aus and more mellow/down-to-earth themes but i see dabi as this a lot quieter chara than i often see in fan media. like, not as attention seeking or, well, as annoying? like i feel like he keeps to himself a lot—not to say he doesnt have outbursts bc like. wow man. his emotions are very much like his quirk use. and it hurts him more than it hurts anyone else. um damn im trying to think what other opinions i have? but yeah im terrible at coming up with things off the top of my head. literally head empty no thots unless ive been reminded of something and then again its like. be there or miss that rant lol. i have terrible memory <3
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:
oh backstory. definitely backstory. oK THIS MIGHT BE AN UNPOPULAR OPINION but i kind of didnt really like how his backstory was revealed and things. i think this was also the time i was kind of dropping off from bnha so the added disappointment kind of...just fuelled me to be even less invested.
um, im actually trying to remember what it exactly was but tbh i cant. i remember not liking some of his lines and just...the way he was framed sometimes. i think it might have been this glamorisation of enji at points—but im not too sure now bc i cant remember what i was thinking, only what i felt in those moments. soz </3
oh!! i think—and this was like, purely something unrealistic but just a hope/something i thought would be nice—some hints/a few connections and things with other charas when dabi was younger. this could be my dabihawks heart but like. esp w hawks. even if it was just something in the background but i love it when theres like this tiny thread of omg theyre all interconnected and theyve always been there or something. its one of my favourite things in media to see at the end (esp when i can trace it to the beginning and be like!! omg!! LOOK! THERES ALWAYS BEEN SIGNS!!) but yeah. something like that would have been awesome—whether it be with hawks or anyone else. but i feel like hawks would have been the most likely.
oh wait aaa sorry this is getting so long but i think i wished dabi had a better attitude towards his family and esp siblings. i mean, i get it. i understand that he was just replicating a very bad example of how to be a person, but yeah :( made me very :(((
my OTP:
dabihawks <3 (finally, a short answer. thank fuck)
my cross over ship:
uhHHHHHHH i dont tend to ship crossovers? mainly bc i just dont have the brains and i tend to like. fixate on one fandom at a time. but maybe dabi/nanami <3 i just like them both a lot. i JuSt ThInK tHeYrE nEaT
a headcanon fact:
he grew up as a rich kid so like. he can speak french and english and knows some latin and can understand mandarin and chinese and just. he has more of an education than some people would think.
also, he needs glasses. desperately.
OH ALSO BIG BIG BROTHER ENERGY<3 I THINK, ONCE HES SORTED THROUGH SHIT, HE COULD MAKE A P DECENT DAD. AND WELL I JUST LIKE THE THOUGHT OF HIM WATCHING PEPPA PIG WITH HIS KID PLEASE <33333
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dansedan · 3 years
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💕💞 for Lupita AU!
aaa thank you for the ask. whomp whomp everything for this AU has been mostly brain bunnies for a while and not a lot of writing but I’m excited to sit down and write over November holidays heheh So. I am sorry this is stupidly long
💕 what has your favorite scene been? 
Oh man. I don’t even know jajaja I suppose the one that I had the most sort of RABIDLY MUST DO THIS feelings over was Blondie and Lupe meeting in the third chapter of ttyplo but the easiest to write was definitely the tucoeyes chapter? And maybe my soppy favorite is writing the backstory for how Tuco met each one of them in the final one because. I like meetcutes but I’m bad at writing them so I don’t JAJAJA.
💞: which future scene are you looking forward to writing?
ANGST ANGST ANGST I am very excited to. work on the OG universe fic I have a lot of ideas that I kind of accidentally buried in the comments of a post instead of actually posting them lol here is a quote from that rant which is conveniently about a scene I really wanna write!!
“I have this really vivid scene of them just right after they've met again and Tuco needs an excuse to see her (+ as a parallel to the portraits in the modern AU) he asks her to paint a retablo to thank the saints for Blondie deciding to let him live and like. that's how the subject of Gay is introduced dsjafk It's a whole thing I suppose” 
onto which I would like to add like... I just love Tuco’s vaguely desperate extraversion and how easily that can get fucky after he gets the money so he’s just sort of having to buy people off and feeling shitty about it and here’s a scenario where, after being rejected by his brother within the events of the OG film he’s trying to see if it’ll work for the specific realm of family but ends up just. Forming an actual connection and even getting a new context through which to evaluate his preexisting connection w Blondie and yeah. That.
I’m also tooling around with whether or not to have some language shenanigans between them? bc I love projecting hardcore on Tuco and having him kinda suck at spanish might be interesting but I don’t think that’s gonna make it in lol
for the modern AU fic I’m excited to write Blondie being a decently-adjusted smartass! I only got a moment in from the first chapter of ttyplo so. I’m very excited. And also I really wanna add a stupid joke into the epilogue but I’m starting to realize it’s gonna need a translation note because it’s kind of a weirdly nuanced latam dick joke that isn’t really a dick joke but it is a dick joke? so that’s fun. 
YEAH THATS THAT JAJA soz this was long
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scorpiosanssexy · 4 years
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roommate matchup !! im virgo, infp, and hufflepuff !! im shy and reserved at first but pretty loud and talkative once i know someone. procrastinating over studies 25/8. im independent in a sense and know how to cook, clean, and take care of my matters. sort of mom friend ? im a very clean person tho and strive to make my living space as neat as possible. i like drawing, baking, writing, and cleaning while hearing music.
that type of person who looks like they have their life together but have an existential crisis at 3 am. i stay up a lot with no sleep but once i sleep im gone. im also respectful of people’s personal space but always try to offer help whenever i can. thank you so much !!
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Dear User,��
congratulations, we have found you a potential roommate. We have throughly looked through your application and we hope you are happy with the results. Below this post are the details about them. 
Yours Sincerely 
The Accomodation Team 
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Name: Iwaizumi Hajime
Birthday: 10th June (Gemini)
MBTI: ISTP 
virgo and gemini always make the best of friends, like you guys are smarter than the rest of us thickos 
anyway, i feel like iwaizumi is also the same in regards to coming accross quiet when you first meet him and passionate when you get to know him 
instead he just looks imtimidating lol 
so the first few nights were awkward to say the least but in the end he shyly approached you and offered to come with you to do the groceries
you guys really got to know one another and literally chatted the day and boom relationship is now levelled up 
now looking at this little procrastination habit of yours, iwaizumi isn’t going to lecture you too much, he believes it is your life and at the end of the day you need to take actions for your consequences (carla is being a hypocrite now lol) 
but if you wanted help in breaking this habit he is the man 
but believe me he will show no mercy 
phone gone 
food hidden 
music off 
computer block thingy (you know those ones that block online shopping and games at school) installed 
look this man gives out tough love but when you ace that test, you are always there to run up and give this man hug 
besides you are also a hufflepuff so like when you put your mind to something you can move mountains  
now iwa chan is very happy that you know how to take care of yourself, he is a very practical man so dumbasses (like myself :) will annoy him 
but in saying that he will want to help round the house too, iwaizumi doesn’t think it is just your job to do this, sometimes at the weekend you will have spring cleaning afternoons where you just blast out the radio and start dusting 
now news got around that iwa chan roommate is an amazing cook 
so yeah you now have seijoh third years over every weekend soz 
oikawa usually tries to flirt with you but iwaizumi always threatens to kick him out 
mattsun and makki just come over to play videos games and you always call them like “dinner’s ready” and they always reply “coming mum” 
it’s kinda adorable 
now iwaizumi knows about your thing of making sure the place is always clean and he always respects it, i feel like iwaizumi is very minamalist and doesn’t hoard too much trash so you too will have a mutual understanding 
he has even picked up some these traits from you, for example he went to mattsun and makki’s place and started to dust the coffee table and make sure the cushions were not flatten 
he was disgusted at their place and literally ranted to you all night about the mess 
iwaizumi is amazed by your creative talents, he is a very sporty guy so he has never done anything on the artsy side before 
so your drawings are always featured around the house because like i mentioned iwa chan isn’t a guy to have things such a photos and decor 
will also happily proof read your work too
iwa doesn’t give me sweet tooth vibes but you once you made milk bread for him and he was with oikawa that day so yeah oikawa demands you to give him the recipe 
now i feel like iwaizumi is really good at reading people so when you start having you existential crisis at 3am he will be there with a tube of icecream and he is ready fo lots of snuggles (carla is soft) 
iwaizumi loves the fact that you are so generous but he worries that people will take advantage of you 
he basically becomes your broading body guard
overall he is a reliable, respectful but somewhat stubborn roommate 
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Other Potential Matches: Nishinoya Yuu and Kuroo Tetsurou 
hiya, i hope you enjoyed your matchup and thank you for your patience, you seem like a really lovely person just by reading your description and honestly as a procastinator myself that hit home. anyway enjoy your morning/evening wherever you are in the world 
Carla 
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America & Libi
America: This is gonna sound thirsty as hell cos it is 👌 America: your boyfriend's friend, Sean America: do I have a shot? Libi: 😂 Thirst away, I know he would be SO flattered Libi: Bobby isn't MY boyfriend, but that's by the by and so not why you're in my inbox right now Libi: well, he isn't dating anyone, that I know of, I'll ask Bobby to confirm but I'm like 99% sure Libi: and of course he thinks you're cool, you guys would be a sweet match America: He ISN'T? I thought - never.mind 🤫 America: anywayyy America: did he say I was cool? LOL yeah I really feel it now Libi: Everyone says that, don't worry Libi: we're just best friends Libi: Awh, don't be silly! I'm not going to go tell him word for word Libi: like that's not an exact quote but I know the few times we've hung out all together he's had a good time, specifically hanging out with you America: if you're gay I'm like really sorry for getting your hopes up with my thirsty opener! America: Sean does not deserve that quick of a U-turn from me Libi: Not, so you're totally cool and not on the gay girl shit-list Libi: not for this anyway, I don't know who is, officially Libi: He talked about your party for AGES after Libi: even though that got cut short 😕 did you get in so much trouble? America: The reaction from my sister alone would be reason to do it but I don't think I can commit that hard to you & that idea America: maybe if Sean says no America: I hope he didn't say anything about that part of the party when he was talking about it or I'll have to go crawl in a hole America: or bury my mam's boyfriend in one America: did you get to have any fun? I literally don't remember seeing you when we left your house Libi: Well, she is my biggest fan Libi: who's 💔 is theoretically worse, hers or mine rn? Libi: Just what we were all thinking Libi: which was that we thought that guy might keel over if he didn't 🤐 sooner rather than later Libi: so I'm glad you're already making funeral plans though not because that must suck Libi: no, we had a good time, lost in the crowd seems like the answer America: Jake is the only one with any power to 💖✂ her, don't worry, & she's my biggest fan for pointing out on the regs he's a waste of unblemished skin America: we were making all kinds of plans before she got 🍆💫 America: guess I'm on my own with keeping the good times coming ➜ Libi: 🤨 I'm not sure I've heard him say anything interesting before Libi: It's usually a lot of posing and preening, right Libi: but who am I to judge America: 🤣 I'm on the classroom floor rolling America: neither of them are looking for intellectual stimulation from each other Libi: 😅 Apologies to your teacher Libi: I'll pretend my 😳 is paint America: Miss visibly wants to get me diagnosed with something, it's a long-running thing we have going Libi: Like it makes them any more equipped to deal when they have a name for something Libi: must be a funding issue Libi: but that's a rant for another day 🤓 America: Sean is gonna have his work cut out now America: get your not boyfriend to tell him, game on, but he's in competition with you Libi: I'll go easy on him 😉 Libi: oh, and he is 100% single and 100% tried to read that message so America: misbehaviour puts him back in the 🏃 Libi: Damn Libi: Would helping you have a meet-cute with him bizarrely help my case? America: how cute? sharing in my sister's delusions is a turn off Libi: I don't think he's that kind of guy Libi: BUT it would not be weird for me to bring you along to hang with my not boyfriend and it wouldn't be any weirder if he asked Sean, casually America: which means what I've been thinking about him is right America: & you don't have to be disqualified for trying to drag me into some fake paradise where everyone is in love with themselves Libi: I mean, like all boys Libi: or most, I would be asked to ** in Libi: he talks a bigger game than he has, but I mean that in the best possible way, honestly Libi: he's nicer than he can sometimes sound, you know what I mean? America: me too, I hope Libi: You sound nice Libi: thirst and all America: I scared you away before, couldn't let that happen before I got what I wanted from you Libi: No, that was your mum's fella Libi: I promise Libi: I'm just not a party pro America: that's what I mean, before at your 🏠 I could tell you two were out of your depth Libi: I hope you didn't take it as a personal, you and your party thing though America: it wasn't my party Libi: Sorry, no doubt she'd be 😤 over my lack of distinction there Libi: you know what I mean America: I'm just a guest that she didn't really want there, like you Libi: I don't get the whole sibling thing Libi: only child perk and curse, I guess Libi: but I'm not anti-party or anti-you, for the record Libi: just less initiated America: & I'm not anti-anyone cos Chi is, putting that on the record while we're stating facts Libi: Fair enough 🤝 Libi: I don't take it personally from her, also btw Libi: how she has been about Bobs, moreso but that's not on you so like ❌ America: she acts like she burst out of her crib knowing how to do a smoky eye & what shots she liked best America: you've got time to get initiated if you want to America: & yeah, I know she's a dick about anyone not in her ⬛ of perceived coolness Libi: I've got very little shame in how far away from a smoky eye I was as a kid 😂 Libi: She's not the only one Libi: ⬛ are boring Libi: more boring than I probably seemed that night Libi: 🤞 America: I thought you were just 😍💖 America: that's a lot of people in my life right now though so that's probably why Libi: Oh God, you do not need to tell me Libi: I feel like EVERYONE is suddenly, it's wild America: & now me jumping into your inbox America: what's in the water? Libi: I'm sure the Bio teachers are screaming hormones right now Libi: 😬 gross but true America: Whatever the reason, I didn't mean to contribute to the 💖💣 in your face Libi: You're so beyond fine Libi: not anti-love Libi: or a nun America: you'd be in luck if you were, we aren't calling this love Libi: 😍💖? Libi: Gotcha America: interest America: the 1st I've broadcast Libi: Worth pursuing Libi: I hope I've helped confirm, anyway America: maybe we'll end up just friends like you & Bobby or < America: but I think he's worth pursuing Libi: no harming in 👀 or trying, right America: for the right people Libi: I'll drink to that Libi: not right RIGHT now though because that is paintbrush water and I've made that mistake before 🤢 America: vivid flashbacks to your pre-party drinking face America: shock & disgust Libi: Oh nooooooo 😭 Libi: really sold myself as life of the 🥳 Libi: 😂🙄 America: It wasn't any different for me, if you'd be there to see it Libi: No one is doing it for the taste yet are they Libi: I refuse to believe America: I don't think anyone's doing it for the taste ever America: wine or whiskey snobs only wanna show off America: & that's grown adults Libi: My granddad would be so offended 😅 America: If he wants to try & change my mind, I'll come over Libi: Sounds fun Libi: but also like a potential way for him to lose his license so maybe we'll keep it between us America: Why can't he use his words without bringing the 🍷🥃? America: it's like those people who are all about how 🌶🌶🌶 or rare something is America: you wish you were 💪 we understand Libi: I didn't know you just wanted a debate but that's cool too Libi: come over any time, like America: it's off the table at my house America: he'll start blowing a whistle & stop all verbal communication soon America: not a nun either so I assume I won't be into it Libi: Yikes, he should try getting a 🐶 or two Libi: even then, probably be disappointed, soz America: I'll pitch the idea as long as it ends in disappointment Libi: if he doesn't love puppies you know he's not the one America: I know that about him already America: What's Sean's stance? Libi: Good question Libi: I shall 💬 America: don't lie to score points yourself, I'll find out Libi: [so many dog pictures which clearly aren't just her and Killer but her and Twix and Bobby too] Libi: ➕ America: OMG Libi: Yeah 😎 Libi: they're old ladies now but they were puppies once [a throwback we just have] America: Miss is gonna live for this U-turn from 🤣 to 🥺 America: name that personality disorder, bitch Libi: Looking like a poor taste budget horror Libi: LOVE that America: get my good side with that 📹 of yours Libi: but every personality Libi: Got this 🎬 America: every personality's best bits Libi: I wish I could fix everything in post Libi: life would be so ✨ America: edit out Gary America: make Chi less of a cow America: make my other sister reappear Libi: So wild to me how your sister used to be 'round my grandma's at the same time I was and I really can only just remember those days Libi: what is she up to now? America: 😍💖 Libi: Ah Libi: of course Libi: like everyone else in the world America: but you know, with a rented flat & office job Libi: The grown-ups version Libi: I feel you America: I don't know what the fuck we're calling what my mam is playing at America: but yeah, give my sister more grown up points than that Libi: How long has he been on the scene, Gary? America: too long LOL America: but that'd be 1 date in his case Libi: I can't imagine how awkward that must be when it's your mum and your house Libi: it's bad enough when a friend or an auntie or something dates a dickhead America: she's dated fuckwits for as long as she's dated America: but they don't usually see a month in Libi: I'll 🤞 he's gone sooner rather than later America: Thanks Libi: You're okay, right? Libi: That might be weird to ask America: I guarantee it's weirder to answer Libi: You don't have to, that was out of line Libi: but if you wanted to, I wanted to give you the chance, even though all I can do is listen Libi: but we can as easily leave it America: I'm 👌 in the sense that he's probably not gonna murder us all in our beds Libi: That's always something America: but if your grandad decides to leave your nan, I'm down to move in & have nightly debates Libi: It's been nearly 60 years so Libi: he's either overdue or change or you're out of luck Libi: but you're still invited to come crash when you need America: unless Sean makes me a better offer, you win Libi: Of course, of course America: unlikely, I can't really open with please rescue me Libi: Might be a bit strong Libi: but the spare room doesn't come with any of those connotations America: Can I have the dog too? Libi: She'll have to decide for herself, it would be rude for me to Libi: but she's pretty chill as long as you give her treats or attention so it's likely America: What's her name? Libi: Killer Libi: I did not name her America: 😶 I don't really get to say anyone's got a shit name anyway Libi: What's in a name, the English teachers will chime in America: music teacher would probably say a lot Libi: **harmonize it, please America: [does as if we're not fully in class rn] Libi: Brava! 👏 Libi: so much better than whatever 'painting' I've managed this lesson, whoops America: that'll be my L to take for not shutting up America: sorry to your 🎨 Libi: We'll all survive, even if this not-masterpiece does not 🗑 Libi: painting is not my thing anyway America: I never got prime fridge real estate America: as an only child, you would Libi: Only child, technically, but my grandparents have ALL the grandkids, so it didn't always work out like that America: my nan has the same favourite as my mam so 🤷 America: consistency 🎊🎉 Libi: I don't need 3 guesses Libi: why is it Libi: is she most like them or what America: 👼 America: blue eyed, blonde haired fucking wonder America: my entire family IS that shallow Libi: Well I can say blue eyes are overrated and you can say blonde hair is America: skipping over the 🚩 of taking German when my family are basically neo-Nazis Libi: will have to get you out of my DMs stealth if that one rings true Libi: no negotiating America: I don't want to do the cliché plea of how different I am but like, in this instance, it holds up Libi: I'll hear it America: how does a girl prove she's not a Nazi around here? 💭 Libi: 😂 Can you prove/disprove a negative is a big 💭 Libi: too big for before lunch, I think America: Gary's existence proves a negative Libi: 📢🔥 Libi: He felt that America: 💖✂ Libi: If that's the order of the day, I'm not mad Libi: have played cupid once here so America: What about you? Libi: What about me? America: There's absolutely no 😍💖? Libi: Oh, nah Libi: not right now 🤷 America: Then you probably can't answer my kissing questions America: I think that practising on my hand has to be movie propaganda but pretending it'll be perfect & I won't 🤤 all over anyone has to be too Libi: I could try Libi: I've had some but maybe not recently enough to experience counts? America: this close to picking up a 🎸 & opening the floor for them but my sister would KILL me Libi: and Miss would fully be staging an intervention before you could get any decent ones America: even though she's literally a teacher & I'm asking to be taught something Libi: The hypocrisy 😏 Libi: I think the less you think about it the easier it is Libi: which is such non-advice I know America: 👌 have a drink & just do it Libi: lowkey, yeah Libi: nerves never help a performance, right Libi: sure your teacher would have to agree on that one America: Did I agree to putting on a show for him? 👌 I see how it is Libi: 😲 Libi: not what I meant America: No? Libi: I mean, do what you wanna Libi: but not sure he warrants that much effort yet America: 🤣 America: I hope he didn't feel that 💖✂ Libi: It's not shade so it's okay Libi: I covered that he's nice before I went there 🙃 America: Did he go out with Michelle? Libi: Our sources say yes Libi: couple of months America: A couple of months seriously or casually? You were there Libi: I think he thought it was more serious than it was Libi: but I don't think he's looking for that America: & they're 100% over, no hang ups Libi: Totally America: cos she seems cool, I'm not trying to start something Libi: She's chill Libi: he's a free agent Libi: and he's interested too, for sure America: the interrogation can stop 🎊🎉 it's not making me look very chill Libi: I'll never tell Libi: plus you've distracted me from a boring lesson so it's okay Libi: a favour, really America: I can tell you're an only child America: my sisters would use anything I said or did or almost said or did against me if they can Libi: Damn, should I be keeping these in my backpocket? America: realistically Libi: SO bad at this Libi: I'm a slightly better friend 🤞 America: Being somewhere in the middle of a total dick & and a good friend, I'm not the right person to help you get better at either America: partying though America: if you ever want Libi: It would be useful Libi: not gonna lie Libi: as you got what you wanted, like America: I'll knock for you Libi: 👍 Bobby can come too, right? America: yeah, he can join in too America: I won't insist that he kisses me but pitch the idea Libi: I'll 🏏 America: There's always something going on, even with my house being not enough like a morgue but simultaneously too much like a morgue Libi: Halloween isn't the only time for costume parties 👻🧛👽🤖 America: I knew I fucked with you Libi: 😏 Libi: people who think costume parties suck have 0 imagination America: or only wanna look a certain way Libi: that too Libi: heaven forbid you have fun and don't just sit there 😘 America: if Chi didn't feel that, I'll be the one 💖✂ Libi: you can always say it yourself and take credit Libi: on me America: ghost writer, there's a costume in that America: she doesn't just sit there honestly, but it's not about having fun, she'll do fucking anything but it's to keep everyone looking at her Libi: I guess that accounts for some of it Libi: Middle child syndrome is a costume too Libi: if a little abstract America: Favourite child too, but she's got too much wear out of that one as is Libi: No repeats America: worse crimes have been committed than tiara recycling Libi: Maybe Libi: but it's close America: you've got jokes America: I don't think you really need me to teach you anything to be fun at 🥳 America: I predict some kind of 📹 prank is about to happen to me Libi: If youtube pranks are still fun and cool, I'm gonna have to ❌ that because yikes Libi: I just, there's a lot of it that everyone else does that I don't see the point to Libi: for me, anyway America: You don't have to do things that everyone else is doing Libi: Technically Libi: I don't think everyone else is the PSA enabler friend/peer pressure pusher or anything Libi: but it does other you if you don't join in, to a degree, with a lot of it America: 👌 so when we get to your limit, stop me Libi: Okay Libi: but don't go easy just because this all makes me sound about 7 America: Miss wouldn't have oppositional defiant disorder on her diagnosis checklist if I went easy on anyone Libi: 😂 Libi: She's really gone through psychology today yeah America: she's clearly so bored America: & wishing she had talent to scout America: I literally can't have that cos I don't see teachers as authority figures in the first place Libi: Delusions of grandeur ✔ for her America: 🤣 America: sorry you can't control me bitch, call Gary & compare notes Libi: Maybe Gary should bring in his CV America: we'd both love to see more of each other Libi: Of course Libi: and he's the ideal candidate for hapless teacher #46 who can't control their class America: if he ended up 🤯 my mam would 😍😗 the little neck stump America: she's that far gone Libi: Again, I only have experience by-proxy Libi: but that usually ends up 🤯 everything else Libi: so I 👂 America: You heard right in my experience America: my da's got enough left of him to sign a cheque, I picture him like that Adam's family hand Libi: [does the clicks in a boomerang type thing] America: nailed it! Libi: You know Libi: didn't want to be the girl who makes everything about her dead parents Libi: but arguably I'm the proof of everything going 🤯 so I do know a little bit about it America: Shit sorry! I forgot Libi: Don't be Libi: it's good it's not like, forefront of the facts you can recall on me, if anything America: I know what you mean, from a family of attention seeking whores isn't how I like to advertise myself Libi: I'm sure I could make a claim for that title too according to the masses Libi: but neither of us need to 📢 America: send my apologies to Sean if that's what he was expecting America: I do need attention but it doesn't have to be sexual specifically, as Miss can testify Libi: I should HOPE she can America: She plays hard to get, for all her therapizing Libi: She in the 🏃? America: only in the fantasy land she's created Libi: Bless her Libi: any way to kill the day is this place's motto, I think America: 🎼 school song if I do some more harmonising 🎹 Libi: 🌹👏 America: Due credit to you & your ideas America: I couldn't be happier it's not a 😍💖 song Libi: Likewise Libi: so it's worth it and you're welcome Libi: I can give Sean your number, I presume? America: & any screenshots you've taken as mean girl practice Libi: Only the worst bits, obvs Libi: 😘 America: my ugliest sides 👺👺 America: Still not a nazi btw, I just realised the 👃 and brows are a bit anti-Jewish propaganda Libi: 🤔 What if you realizing that is racist though? Libi: conundrum America: well fuck Libi: Hypothetically though Libi: goes a bit beyond mean girl territory to accuse you of racism/fascism America: slightly yeah Libi: thus I would NEVER Libi: 😎 only America: you've seen Gary so you know my hatred isn't rooted in anything racist there America: 🎊🎉 Libi: Can back you up there Libi: nothing but warranted and fair America: Thanks Libi: Has he 💬 yet or is he playing it cool? America: Cool or his teacher is a dick 📴 America: hopefully he's not in a lesson with my sister, that'll turn him off Libi: Not ideal Libi: She's probably changed all her classes to match Jake's, right? America: 🤮 Libi: Too real America: the upside of Gary's regime is that I don't have to see Jake at my house on the regs Libi: Upside? Libi: That's the WHOLE appeal America: 👏 You're not one of the 'everybody' Chi thinks is obsessed with him 🎊🎉 Libi: I don't even know him, in reality Libi: so I probably shouldn't 💬 on him but the only times I've heard him speaking he's been being dismissive or rude so Libi: meh America: Nobody knows him in reality, they live a bubble 🏰👑 America: but when you party, you'll get to know him America: what a fuckwit he happily presents himself as Libi: 😰 Libi: as long as that's in the bottom 3 of the experience, not top, then it won't put me off the 🥳 as a whole America: don't worry, you're too pretty to have to hear the full 💯 Libi: ❓❓❓ America: I just mean, he'll frame it like a compliment for you, so it'll be easier to take or brush off Libi: Compliments don't mean much when they come from an arsehole Libi: 🤷 America: I know Chi didn't feel that Libi: We've all got our taste, I guess Libi: or lackthereof Libi: I'm making myself sound more and more like a nun by the minute America: Not gonna insist that you prove you're not Libi: 🤞 it'll become clear Libi: obvious lack of habit aside America: Excellent wordplay Libi: Do my best Libi: though as it's art, not english, probably not appreciated by anyone but you rn America: Graffiti is words a lot of the time & that's art Libi: That's a good point Libi: I'll have to see if he goes for it America: Good luck Libi: Do you like high school so far? America: maybe that's supposed to be a weirder question than if I'm okay, but I lowkey do like it Libi: Me too 🙃 Libi: Primary was really boring by the end America: I thought everyone would treat me like a giant baby but I've made so many cool older friends already America: & I refuse to give my sister credit for them ALL Libi: Yeah, I thought the same thing Libi: apart from the usual dickheads being like that to everyone whatever the reason, everyone's been pretty chill Libi: and it's nice that we have SOME say over what we take now, instead of just doing a bit of everything America: My even older sister, from your flashbacks, made this place seem really different America: in a bad way Libi: SAME Libi: not your older sister, that would be random Libi: my aunties and stuff made it sound like literal HELL though America: She is a LOL random type, honestly, I'd believe it Libi: 😂 Libi: No DM slides from either sister, we're 👌 America: that'll happen when she finds out you pimped me to Sean Libi: 😬 Libi: well when you put it like THAT America: jk she hasn't threatened anyone on my behalf since everyone was over my OUTRAGEOUS lies about who my da was & I got doxxed to prove how 🥱 he is America: Primary really did get boring by the end Libi: Like I said, no imagination America: what was your favourite lie of mine? Everyone's got one Libi: 🤔 Libi: Long haul lorry driver Libi: because it seemed the most realistic so everyone thought that one was true America: I tripped myself up when I added he witnessed that 🚽 murder Libi: Right Libi: and then suddenly it was all along route 66 Libi: 👎 America: it was a better naming story than my mam's real reasons, I stand by that Libi: Was she a big traveller or wishes she was? America: this would be the PERFECT time for an elaborate lie Libi: Feel free America: you're expecting it now Libi: Suppose that does take away most of the fun Libi: Everyone thought I made up all the stuff about my parents too America: Why didn't you? Libi: That's the thing, probably would've been more comfortable for everyone if I did, honestly Libi: guess the details made it seem unbelievable enough but it just didn't cross my mind, really Libi: I was just wanting to 💬 about them all the time when I was little America: I remember that! Not saying you inspired me to become a pathological liar with how cool it all sounded though America: I probably wouldn't even if Chi hadn't be so mad you gatecrashed her birthday party Libi: 😏 See, can't say I couldn't hang America: she'll still try to but she's said worse Libi: To be expected America: like a text from Sean Libi: Let's not get it twisted though Libi: not excited for it America: 😐 is me Libi: What emoji can I be/ America: 🥳 when I'm done with you, bitch Libi: 😂 I accept America: ask your not boyfriend when he's down & slide into my dms Libi: I will Libi: You can hit up Sean and ask him when he hits you up, finally Libi: I think he's gonna hit you up just after lunch Libi: to show he's casual America: 🐁🐈 America: I'll resist the urge to throw myself at him before then America: to show I understand how this all works Libi: Very mature Libi: or actually, not, but we have to get down to boy's levels America: he's about at our level right now, I think that's how the age gap works Libi: That's fair Libi: there's a lot of lads who still think we're diseased or are more interested in whatever game they are rn America: yeah, I don't know how much he knew about me before we met but there's no escaping that we only just got here America: an age based lie isn't happening Libi: No, that's not working Libi: I don't think you need to lie though Libi: he clearly wants to get to know you more too or I'd be awkwardly letting you down right now, right America: unless you're either too nice to do it or mean enough to want to see me make a twat of myself Libi: 🧐 Libi: Have to see, but I am neither, for the record America: catch me on the rebound 🕷🕸 Libi: All part of the plan America: I'll partner up with you in PE, give you a chance to make your move America: the seating plan'll fuck you over for the rest America: really would look like a nazi if I force Bekah to give up her seat for me like I'm your new BFFL America: 💖💣 Libi: Maybe we don't bring up the 2nd N word around her, like Libi: otherwise she's gonna be cool America: 👌 I'll 🤫 America: no casual German dropped into the conversation Libi: You wanna sit next to each other in German though Libi: the boy I sat next to is 🥱😴 America: The boy I sit next to did fall asleep recently so yeah America: I need to know if I'm 🥱 or he's 😴 & it's not about me Libi: 👋 It's a date Libi: 😘 jk America: they do like it when we roleplay America: 💐🕯🍷
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I almost threw hands with my cis partner who thought that nanny!Crowley was a joke and not Crowley literally presenting as female. I'm enby and it felt like he just kinda? Ignored how important Crowley's genderfluidity was and is to me. Idk I had to rant. Soz
Hi Lovely! *hugs*
Yeah, it seems a lot of people misconstrued many things on Good Omens without really taking into consideration how much it means to other people. Like for me? Lovely example of aces trying to figure their shit out with Aziraphale, AT LEAST FOR ME. And even as someone who isn’t genderfluid/enby, even I can see that Crowley was NOT played for laughs at all. I was SO FUCKING HAPPY when Nanny Ashtoreth came on screen and I was like “OH!!!!!” and then I found this post here that confirmed that yes, they are indeed genderfluid, just Aziraphale is content as he is, whereas Crowley is exactly like a genderfluid person, and I think that’s so beautiful. 
Good Omens has something for everyone, and it’s just… so nice. Like I know some people think it’s queerbaiting, and I can SEE why they think that, especially after every fucking show on the planet has seemed to let people down, but the more you watch it, the more I see myself in a character like Aziraphale, while maybe a gay person may see themselves in him, and I think that’s fantastic. See, I see the A/C dynamic as a good representation of ace relationships (loving people so much without the need for sex), while others see it as Every Gay Person’s Journey Ever. It’s endless.
Everyone is so quick to judge in this blame culture, and empathy has gone out the window. It saddens me. I hope your partner gains a bit of empathy and upon further rewatches they will come to see that no, it WASN’T played for laughs at all. Especially since, you know, it’s fucking actual biblical / mythological canon that angels are genderless. So. There’s that, LOL.
I stan Enby Crowley, and I stan you, Lovely
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➤TITLE: S̶p̶o̶r̶t̶y̶ ̶S̶p̶i̶c̶e̶  The Sports Star ➤OC NAME: Katarina Văduva ➤AGE: 16   ➤BIRTHPLACE: Brăila, Romania ➤BIRTHDAY: December 31 ➤FACE CLAIM: Bruna Marquezine ➤USERNAME: @.dracarysbitch
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➤LIKES: football (soccer, not the american one), eurovision (obvs), tennis, volleyball, basketball, ice hockey, figure skating, anime, manga (loves shoujo, but would rather die than admit it), a song of ice and fire (of course), russian literature (tolstoy is a fav ofc), winter, blizards, snowstorms, fresh snow, sweet foods, video games (dragon age, assassin's creed, the witcher, until dawn, pokemon), sailor moon, pink, blue, stitch, disney (sleeping beauty is her fave, even though she doesn't really match her personality, it's more that her parents gave her away for her safety, and Kat used to imagine it was the same for herself when she was a kid), space, faberge eggs, sanrio (her favourites are Kuromi and Pandausa)
➤DISLIKES: sasuke uchiha (fucking bitch), supercilious people, the lodge (lol, grow up you fucking losers), shows that go on forever and never end (please, please just end), shows that have shit endings, game of thrones (fucking dumbfucks), americans, right-wing politics (it's so stupid, just grow a heart), religion (what a scam), being alone (either physically or with her thoughts, let's bury that shit), losing, being wrong, having to concede any ground on any matter whatsoever, not knowing things
➤HOBBIES: anything that is physical (fucking jocks, amirite?), she's loves going for jogs (can't relate - secretly naruto runs during night time jogs 'cause no one can see her being lame), and playing streetball, etc. watching anime, reading manga, ranting on the interwebs about her shows and books (in general she avoids the bigger internet drama 'cause it's stupid, but sometimes you gotta put a bitch in their place, 'CAUSE DAENERYS IS THE PRINCE THAT WAS PROMISED, FUCK YOU!), watching reruns of pro-games (can't relate, so boring)  
➤STRENGTHS: determined, perseverant (is that even a word?), passionate, relentless, protective, observant, straightforward (usually ends up insulting people though, so it's more of a weakness tbh), goal-oriented, independent, self-reliant, has enough self-awareness to not go off on weeb/otaku interests in front of most people, but if it's like a "smart" anime, she'll discuss it (like Death Note, she's not gonna fucking admit to still loving Naruto at this age, shut up), diligent, loyal, a bad bitch (lol, not so much, but she likes being perceived as a strong girl who can and will stab you with her stiletto. the image only lasts for a few seconds, she more just comes off as rude).
➤WEAKNESSES: stubborn, very blunt, which tends to come off as brash and rude, though she's not always intending to be mean, despite that rude, blunt nature, she's also a bit tsundere, and struggles admitting her to deeper feelings. Gets flustered when complimented (outside of sports, there she's fine 'cause I'm the best bitches, or so she says), and she just can't admit it when she needs someone, whether it be a friend or romantic interest, especially if it's a romantic interest, 'cause she's also of the mind of who needs a boyfriend when there's food? while she's observant when it comes to changes in people's behaviour, she in general lacks the capacity to act well on her observations, and is awkward when trying to comfort someone or cheer them up. When it comes to her own feels, part from rage, annoyance, or "Jock Mode", she can barely admit to them, let alone discuss them with other. Speaking of "Jock Mode", she is competitive AF, somewhat dismissive (this usually only comes out in games, but she tends to ignore weaker opponents in search of stronger ones who pose a challenge). Also tends to display some arrogance in the sports she's most talented it, particularly volleyball. It's not quite a personality flaw, but she's weak for loving parents, or just a loving family in general (in life and when watching movies, it makes her fucking cry every time, which really puts a damper on her tough girl image, it's not usually a visible one, but she can't hide the longing in her face when she watches a parent and their child being a normal, happy family). Definitely has tunnel-vision, once she has a goal in sight, that's all she sees. Can even be paired down to dumb things, like C-grade trashy alien movies. She tends to notice only the aliens and revel in their destruction, while ignoring everything else, including the plot. Has plenty of issues; abandonment, trust, ptsd - none of which she is dealing with. She's just ignoring it and hopes it goes away once she becomes a cool, reliable adult™️ (lol, good luck that, adult life is a lie).
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➤SHORT BIO: Katarina is half-Brazillian, half-Russian, though she is under the assumption that she is Romanian, she is biological the daughter of Vasily Raevsky, a Russian Oligarch, and Xuxa Amalia Reis Moreno, a Brazilian businesswoman and all round bad bitch. For reasons unknown to her, Katarina was in effect abandoned at birth and placed in a Romanian orphanage in Brăila, which is also presumed to be her birthplace. Her birth certificate lists both parents as unknown, the orphanage named her. Having no parents or known family, and raised in an orphanage has given Kat many self-reliant skills, and allows her to live independently, but it has also left her with a deep sense of loneliness (not to mention PTSD 'cause Romanian Orphan life is a nightmare). She recognizes that much of her yearning is still childish fantasy, and often covers up that desire with her brash nature or jock hobbies.
Growing up in the orphanage was... not easy. The Brăila Home for Children was not the best, to say the least. Though it could've been worse (*shudders at the case of the Sighetu Marmației institution for disabled children* - do better Romania, oh my god). The orphanage was under and poorly staffed. They would often neglect and abuse the children, one year shaving every childs head so they all looked the same, and often chaining rowdy children to their beds. During Katarina's time, many of her fellow orphans died from minor illness or injuries such as cataracts or anemia, which were treated poorly or simply ignored, and a number also starved to death. Because of this, Katarina has a habit of hoarding food, and keeping snacks under her pillow. She also has difficulty sharing, and despises headboards that are railed(? the ones with gaps, idk what to call them).
When she was around eleven, the orphanage received ample anonymous donations, leading to much improvement, and the arrival of a new Director, Ileana Cojocaru, who, over time, earned the trust of Kat and her fellow orphans, and became something of a surrogate mother. Ileana did a nearly complete staff overturn (fun side note, some of the staff, especially those who harmed Kat have gone missing in the past few years, coincidence? no), as well as hiring accomplished childcare professionals from all over the world to help the children. It was Ileana who sparked Kat's, or rather Rina as Ileana called her,  interest in sports, though Ileana was more into football herself, she encourage Kat to explore whatever she wanted, though particularly team sports so that Kat could foster dependent relations. Kat herself particularly enjoyed volleyball, joining a little league team and winning a number of competitions. Due to her skill both in setting and spiking, she usually plays in the Opposite Hitter position.
Katarina entered EHS in Highschool, on what she assumed to be the Elite's scholarship program, arranged by Ileana, who even said as such, though in truth, her entry and tuition are all being handled by an anonymous benefactor. This fact was revealed to Kat last summer after Ileana died (of p̶l̶o̶t̶ ̶d̶i̶s̶e̶a̶s̶e̶ cancer), whose lawyer was put in charge of the bank accounts meant to pay for all of Kat's needs. The lawyer refused to divulge whom the anonymous benefactor is, citing a non-disclosure clause, though the need to discover who has given Kat a whole new mission in life.
➤FAMILY: On Katarina's part, she doesn't believe she has one, though she does consider Ileana to be her family, and has grown to care somewhat about her fellow orphans from the Brăila Home, while growing up they were rivals struggling to survive. Ileana's death devastated her, and she's dealing with it by straight up ignoring it. Lol, I'm not sad, my eyes are just glistening with the ghosts of my past.
Biologically, despite her complete lack of knowledge of it, Kat comes from rather a rather illustrious family. Her mother, Xuxa Amalia Reis Moreno, is a Brazilian Businesswoman, herself the daughter of a self-made millionaire, Xuxa is expanded the Moreno parent company, MC Inc., an oil and mineral company in origin, into numerous side ventures, owning and operating businesses ranging from restaurants to magazines and clothing lines. Her father meanwhile, Vasily Raevsky, is of the (former) noble House of Raevsky, now oligarchs in modern-day Russia, who virtually control Russia's diamond and precious stone industry, currently owning controlling shares of ALROSA, the largest diamond mining company in Russia, and accounting for 95% of the countries diamond production, as well as 27% of the global diamond extraction, and the House of Fabergé, which they purchased after the fall of the Soviet Union. If she remained in the care of either of her parents, her name would technically be Katarina Vasilyevna Moreno Raevskaya, which is a fun and utterly useless fact.
Her parents met at a rich people conference (idk, Davos or some shit like that) and engaged in a short lived affair. Her father was already married and could not accept her, and her mother had no interest in being a mother at all, let alone a single one, leading to them choosing to give her up in Romania, an arbitrary choice that fucked her up, lol.
Via her father, she has an elder brother, Viktor Vasilyevich Raevsky, who is in fact her anonymous benefactor. Viktor discovered her existence after Vasily had an accident and was close to death, so he confessed his sins and what not. Viktor eventually tracked her down and sought to improve her life. Though he wants to bring her into the family, he doesn't for the sake of his mother who cannot deal with the affair, though she refuses to divorce Vasily for appearances sake.
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➤MOODBOARD: https://tinyurl.com/y8a2gjy8 ➤SCHOOL WARDROBE/AESTHETICS: https://tinyurl.com/ycodubrb ➤PLAYLIST: https://tinyurl.com/y6wwmp74
➤TOP 3 CHARACTER PICKS: the Sports Star, the Princess, The Rebel(de) <-- lol, see what I did there? I'm so funny.
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yiqiie · 5 years
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IDOL PRODUCER S2: E1 THOUGHTS
every week, i’ll sit down and watch the newest episode of Idol Producer Season 2 《青春有你》and write down all my thoughts. nothing get’s left out so get ready for a bunch of memes, shit posts and rants as we get through another season of our fave survival show 
feel free to send me any questions to my inbox and i’ll answer them asap!
a/n: i rarely shitpost on my blog so i think it’s about time i start
start time: 7:39
oKAY S2 LEGGO
can i just say during this ad break that motherfcking goddess jolin is a dance mentor and i just might cry because she literally looks like an angel in every preview i see
and oof my hubby zyx looks good
MILKA CHOCOLATE
we already have the new nongfu vitamin water i’m crying
MORE PRODUCT PLACEMENT
there was a really cute boy wtf i need to know his name
ALSO NEW SET
this set look so much prettier than last season ngl
and while i’m here i’m just gonna say their new uniforms look nicer
i love the darker colour
da chang we’ve missed you
our home away from home ily
ooo damn these slow mo shots
zyx your makeup looks good
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can i just say this mentor lineup is LEGENDARY in itself
fck they all look good
okay moving on
are you serious more ad placement
they have a slide up door COME ON THIS IS SO COOL
you’re a cutie i have no idea who you are but i will eventually
the boys saying one lunchbox isn’t enough for them to eat are such a mood
THEY’RE STEALING THE MILK
is it milk or yoghurt  
FCKING CUTIES ILY SOMEONE TELL ME THEIR NAMES
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oh jesus they’re loud af
KEEPING IT IN TRADITION I SEE
wait we don’t get to see them choose their seats noooo
mood lighting whoop
damn zyx you’re hitting them with these hard questions already
[a short break while i get some chips]
okay we good leggo
WHO IS THIS BEAUTIFUL BOY TELL ME HIS NAME
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the guy who said he was working hard for his mum that was adorable
YIIXNG YOU’RE LOOKING DAMN FINE TODAY
wait why are some people standing outside and some people inside
or are they the same people
what’s going on
damn he really is stricter
ohhh so can they only fit half of the trainees?
i changed my mind the old one was better then lmao
LI RONGHAO WHAT AN ENTRANCE
JOLIN MY GODDESS
LOOK AT THAT SMILE
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lol mood 
her shoes omfg i love them
i actually love her accent omg
MC JIN HERE WE GO
THEY REALLY BLURRED OUT THE EARRINGS I CAN SEE IT ON ZYX LMAO
ooo i like the new big ABCDF letters though
wait they got actual chinese singing legends to come do it too????
OACA LEGGO
oh damn those outfits
they forgot to clap omfg they’re so precious ;;;
[another food break soz i made a mango smoothie]
COMPLIMENTING EACH OTHER OMG WHAT A CUTIE
DRINKING THE MILK / YOGHURT LMAO I LOVE HIM
gotta love a slo-mo entrance
DANCING HOLY SHIT
i already forgot the leader’s name but i love him already
I REMEMBER THIS SONG it was maverick’s last season right??
i gotta say i prefer this version so much more
YES HIT THOSE HIGH NOTES BOY
we already know there’s no As at all so
they’ve really upped the standards this time i can feel it
HE CHA XI THAT’S HIS NAME
i’m loving the bro support they already have
HE WAS SO PISSED ABOUT NOT BEING IN THE BIG VENUE LMAOOOO
he’s so cute i love him
giving the heat packs to other people I LOVE HIM MUM
HE’S SO ADORABLE LMFAO
zyx is in love with him already
for someone who’s been training by himself for 2 years holy crap that was good 
HIS BOW AHAHAHHA
lian huai wei i gotta remember these names man
i love how they’re all rooting for each other
YES B YOU GO BABE
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he’s affected by zhang pd’s dimples lmao same man
THEY ALL ARE LMFAO WHAT A MOOD
A DIMPLE LIAR LMFAO THIS IS HILARIOUS
a mexican wave holy shit this is adorable
jia yi is fcking adorable oh my jesus his smile i’m in love
also their leader who’s name i’ve forgotten already but visuals wtf
oh damn this song is good
VOCALS YES
also they’re all so tall wtf
okay i think they’re my favourite right now maybe
JIA YI YES YOU GO BABE
LIN MO that’s his name
no don’t cry baby no don’t cry
oh fck i’m crying
no babes you did so well don’t feel bad
HE HAS A BABY DRAGON AHAHAHHA
wtf vocals that was unexpected omg
OMFG HE’S ADORABLE he wants to be with the sheep
wait he’s jia yi too?? oh god
YES B BABE YOU GO
JOLIN IS SO CUTE OMG I LOVE HER SO MUCH
she’s the only one smiling i fcking love her
oh damn casper
did he write that song???? what talent
HE CAN DANCE TOO?
we all know there’s no As so he better be a B
YES BRO HE GOT IT
BANANA TRAINEES YAYYYY
i’ve always loved this song it’s so cute
wang zhe is so cute though omg he doesn’t smile at all
okay i know zyx is going to get a lot of shit for saying what he said about people who haven’t trained for a long time coming on the show to gain popularity but i have to admit that it’s true
companies probably saw how successful s1 was and how many groups were able to debut after it and are sending so many of their new trainees to gain exposure
i can understand why he’s so frustrated because his generation and generations before that were people who would be trainees for like 4+ years and fighting for years beyond that for their first stage and with this program it’s just made it so much easier for people who haven’t had any training at all to get their first stage and debut afterwards with their company
zhang pd is pissed off oh damn
ngl their performance wasn’t that great i will admit but they have potential it just might not be the right place for them to train whilst on a survival show
and what he said about showing your respect for the stage and telling them why you want to be a star was all fair enough and tbh some of their answers weren’t the best
okay some people are pissed off about what he said about people all wanting to be rappers but having to be singers first
maybe s1 wasn’t the best in terms of the debuting group and vocals and rappers all getting A grade
but at least in s2 it’s changed and he’s addressing the fact that people who want to debut in a boy’s group can’t actually sing to begin with and just want to rap their way through
to be in a boy’s group you really need to want it you need to be passionate about your future and you need to first of all love what you do
okay moving on
THEME SONG
okay it’s growing on me ngl
but ei ei is superior forever for sure
OKAY PREVIEW TIME
wait someone smiled at me let me go back
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OKAY WHO IS THIS I LOVE HIS SMILE
wait LOVE SHOT??? that was unexpected
argh i love this song so fcking much
finish time: 10:21pm 
that’s all folks; tune in next week for another episode of mai’s shitposting whilst we suffer through another survival show together! 
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amens-tenuem-esse · 5 years
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What they don’t know
So many people are oblivious to what an eating disorder is like and it frustrates me.
For someone who has been diagnosed with an ED, when people around me say that just because someone they know didn’t eat as much as usual, so therefore they must have an eating disorder makes me angry.
They have no clue the actual mental conflict I and others go through everyday with food and my body image: the starving, the bingeing then purging, the crying, the self-hate, the comparisons, the pinching at my body and wishing I could just cut the fat off my body, the refusal to look in the mirror with glasses on, or even at all, the list goes on.....
Yea maybe someone they know might have lost a bit of weight, but they might have done it healthily and correctly without damaging their mind and body. ED is a mental illness and just because people might change physically doesn’t mean their mind is fucked up.
For me, no one around me knows I have an eating disorder just because I’m not stick thin like the stereotypical people everyone assumes to have an ED and this annoys me that no one is worried about my eating and exercising habits as I’m not underweight.
What I’m trying to say is that basically ED is a mental issue and people need to take it more seriously than to casually label everyone anorexic/bulimic etc... because it offends me that some are taking my illness as nothing more than some diet
(Soz this is a long rant and probably has not structural flow lol)
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