#tha google tshirt.

[horny-for-affection]

so, i have been a bigger girl my whole life. i was very lucky i actually never got bullied because of that, although i think that might have been because i always got along with everyone in my small school. and i still am a bigger girl, i have a big fat ass, celullite, strech marks all over me and a tummy that flops on the bed when sleeping on my hip. i never wore shorts even when i was really young because my tights were already touching and it hurts. i was always uncomfortable wearing two piece swimsuit and at 14 you just think one piece is for grandmas. i also never really got to express myself with fashion because i lived in a really small town where we had like 2 stores everyone bought generic clothes from and nobody drove to the next big city for shopping. also, money. i was the girl that nobody ever hit on, nobody ever really noticed and was just there with my friends. in regarding sex.. the amount of times i googled ‘positions to not show your tummy; positions for your insecurities; how to be comfortable getting naked infront of someone’ is sad. not to be mistaken, those google searches were not keeping me from actually having sex. zero interest from the opposite sex however did.  it doesn’t mean i didn’t like myself. i actually always liked myself a lot. some parts of my body were an insecurity ofcourse, some parts of my personality i thought were not good. but i actually liked myself a lot always and that saying ‘you must first love yourself if you want to be loved’, i did that, i loved myself but just never believed i can be loved and have been conditioned and also experianced that boys just don’t like me. and i got okay with that, mostly because i didnt know what im missing on.  things changed and i grew. i will be totally materialistic and honest about it. it changed a lot for me when i got some money and could afford some clothes i actually liked. before that i bought like 2 tshirts a year and new jeans if my old ones ripped. i found some affordable (yes fast fashion but i will take it for now) plus size stores that offer a great, young and stylish clothes and i can afford to buy them. i am finally happy with my wardrobe, i wear outfits not just clothes! and i will admit even if its super superficial, nice clothes i like make me feel better. im wearing crop tops and will put on shorts in public for the first time in forever in this heathwave and i bought a two piece swimsuit i think i look great in. i might wear a dress! big thing in this is fashion industry providing and making it acessable to buy fashionable plus size clothing. big thing is following plus size models and not only seeing inspiration but also seeing fat bodies that i find sexy and got to realise if they are sexy then so am i! things fucking changed. my best friend saw my boobs even when i believed they are never perky enough, im getting naked without hiding and hesitation and i did something in the past days that i believed it would be so much harder for me actually do and be completly comfortable about it,  but i did it and it was great and i can’t stop thinking about how fucking proud i am of myself and that’s why im writing this long ass post. i also learned that people know how you look under the clothes. maybe they dont know the colour of your nipples but they see you have a tummy and your sexual partner doesnt care about it or even likes it.   i fell totally over the moon in love with myself in the past year and even if i have some downs sometimes, those are mostly because im afraid to get hurt. words hurt, someone seeing me naked and be like ‘ew’ is still a big fear of mine. nobody wants to be hurt.  but im just a human and ofcourse there are ups and downs and days when i dont feel the best but those are just some days, they are not my life.  my past and present me is so unbeliavably proud of myself and the point i got to is just unbelievable. dont even know if this essey makes sense but lol its just for me anyway. 

if anyone actually finished that: you’re gorgeous and i learned theres a lid for every pot and what society is telling you is a bunch of bullshit

#my brain #me

[gingerale-notthedrink]

Rules: answer 21 questions and tag people you want to get to know better! 

Tagged by @imstuckathome12 i feel like ive done this before but im bored so here we go!!

1. Nickname(s): Jacqui (the best way to remember how to pronounce this is remele spelling jackie), or Ale

2. Zodiac sign: scorpio!

3. Height: 5′2″ im short help

4. Last movie I saw: Mary Poppins Returns!! It was great but the lack of supercalifagilisticespialadocius (?) made me upset

5. Last thing I googled: bunny transcending

6. Fave musician(s): dont have an exact favourites but i like Imagine Dragons, Mumford and Sons, Of Monsters And Men, and Panic! at the Disco

7. Song stuck in my head: Still Feel by Half Alive

8. Other blogs: @super-anonymous-artist i havent been on in a while though rip

9. Do I get asks: not usually but yes

10. How many people are you following?: a bunch (440 exactly as of now)

11. Amount of followers: 60 and i love all of yall

12. Amount of sleep: bold of you to assume i sleep

13. Lucky number: i dont believe in this stuff so i dont have one 

14.  What I’m wearing: dark grey sweat pants, a navy blue tshirt, and my older sister’s oversized black sweater (its cold here okay??)

15. Dream job: uhhh anything art related?? idk for the time being

16. Dream trip: Europe. Anywhere there is fine i just wanna get the fuck away from the states tha n k s

17. Favorite food: Apple pie!!

18. Play any instruments?: the flute and trying to teach myself the piano and ocarina

19. Languages you speak: English, learning Japanese, and (if it even counts as a lanugage) learning morse code! (well you dont speak it but ya know)

20. Favorite song(s): Valid End from the hiveswap friendsim, King and a Lionheart by Of Monsters And Men, and Dont Forget from Deltarune

21: Random facts: i have a pet cat named Ollie and a bearded dragon named Pogo!! Another random fact is that my first decided god tier was Maid of Blood. The second was Rouge of Hope!

Describe your aesthetic: Asexual Art hoe/mom. aka tired asexual artist

tag time oof:

@aiyo-o-o @iamparadoxic99 @galekhxiigisi @pitinq @bubblysketchist @dadmek (just tagging y’all cause i see your names all the time in my activity)

[axolotiels]

I was tagged by @lunawolf237yeahstuff

Name/Nickname: Jinx/Jam/Six!

Gender: Female

Star sign: Libra

Height: 5′6

Hogwarts house: Ravenclaw!

Favorite animal: If we’re talking mythical, TRICOS!! And andalites! If real, then barn owls!

Hours of sleep: God i try for 8, boy do I try

Dogs or cats: i am allergic to cats but..... CATS

Number of blankets: 1-2! Always one over my head

Dream trip: Canada or Germany/Norway!

Dream job: Standup Comedian

Time: 9:18

Birthday: October 5th!

Favorite bands: Owl City, Caravan Palace, Gorillaz...um... idk man i dont stick to bands

Favorite solo artist: I like my boy Adam Young

Song stuck in my head: CHIM CHIMMENY CHIM CHIMMENY CHIM-CHIM CHEREE

Last movie I watched: Saving Mr. Banks (thats why thats stuck in my head so b)

Last show I watched: Uh... Peewee’s Playhouse I think

When did I create my blog: I... don’t know

What do I post/reblog: Portal stuff, furry stuff, Last Guardian stuff, Animorphs stuff, Psychonauts, Rick and Morty, American McGee’s Alice, Laika, Bojack Horseman, the list goes on!

Last thing I googled: Portal Test Chamber Sign Maker

Other blogs: my nsfw blog, my artblog, my Psychonauts blog, my RP blog, my Pokemon blog, and my Fallout NewVegas blog!

Do I get asks: Nah

Why did I choose my URL: my persona Jinx is an orin, and someone very important to the character is an andalite! theyre my favorite thing to draw/write for, and I thought it might be cute!

Lucky number: 13!

Favorite instrument: drums scare me but i love them

What am I wearing: Gravity falls tshirt, pajama shorts... thas it

Favorite food: Chicken dumplings!! Crunchy salad with berries in it!

Nationality: American/Irish

Favorite song: At the moment, Cave In by Owl City!

Last book I read: My girlfriend made me read The Arrival (Animorphs) and I havent read since LMAO

Top three fictional universes I’d like to join: OH... hmm... The Last Guardian, Guardians of Ga’Hoole, Legend of Spyro

I tag @featherystorm @ouroborosasunder, @itsketagon, @poetic-corpse, @gnomercy, @weavingmemories! Only do it if you want to, though!

#tagged for me

[keyhala]

Tagged by: @soymilkheaven

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 people you’d like to know better.

1. Nicknames: Nene, Key

2. Gender: Female

3. Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

4. Height: approx 5′8″ (I thought it as 5′7″ but conversion table told me I was wrong. 172.5cm)

5. Current Time: 9:15 AM

6. Birthday: October 27th

7. Favourite Bands: Sonata Arctica, Linked Horizon, JAM Project, FLOW, Lots of random other ones. (I like songs more tha ARTISTS, really—)

8. Favourite Solo Artists: Kousuke Toriumi (People who know me, feel free to facepalm), Mamoru Miyano, KENN, Valshe, REOL... lots of VAs and Utaite, generally XD

9. Song Stuck in My Head: Too many. I have pretty bad tinnitus, so I always have music or TV or Radio on to drown that sound out. Also I have a knack for remembering song lyrics so there’s always SOME sort of song stuck in my head.

10. Last Movie I Watched: Uh... When I was sick we watched a lot of movies. Some good, some bad. “League of their own” was the last of them iirc.

11. Last Show I Watched: I watched Travelers yesterday. Was interesting enough to slow watch. I also follow Lucifer and the Ancient Magus’ Bride continuously, so they can have a spot too.

12. When Did I Create My Blog: Uh... April 2011.

13. What Do I Post On My Blog?: I am bad at posting, I think XD I reblog some stuff and post my art and stuff, but I’m too wrapped up in other things to post much personal stuff really. Mostly Tales of, nowadays though.

14. Last Thing I Googled: 'How to check the age of your tumblr blog’ because I was kind of stumped there XD

15. Other Blogs? I have a few abandoned RP blogs from when I was rping on tumblr, I have a commission and a portfolio blog, and I also have a Tales of Asteria blog that I’m hoping to be able to be more active and helpful on XD

16. Do You Get Asks? Not really, no. Never really have gotten many either XD I’m too much of an awkward cookie.

17. Why Did You Choose Your Url? I’m Keyhala everywhere, and it’s a name from a language I made up when I was 12. Started using it online in... uh... 2004-5 or so? And yes, now I have given you all the power of seeing everything I have ever done online. enjoy. XD

18. Last Thing I Ate? Just got up so nothing yet, but I ate Fried Chicken with sweet chili sause and rice yesterday.

19. How Many Pillows? On my bed? Only three when I sleep. I need more.

20. Favourite Colors: Purple, Teal and Orange.

21. Favourite Tag To Use? I usually post ‘rebagel’ instead of reblog for my art because I spelled it wrong once and now I jsut stick to it. I also like the fact that my biases all have personal tags but Yuri still hasn’t, so I write ‘insert clever personal tag here’ so I can easily exchange it if I ever come up with something XD

22. Lucky Number: None, really. I don’t consider myself particularly lucky, as people who are aware of my mobile game habits would know XD But eh... 18? I’ve always had a fondness for that number somehow.

23. Instruments? Piano and Guitar, though I’m rusty with both. Someone get me an electric piano for the apartment please.

24. What Am I Wearing? Sweatpants and an oversized Tshirt I sleep in. I look sexy AF.

25. Last Thing I Wrote?  I mostly RP nowadays, so othing I can think of particularly...

26. Dream Job: Well, I love to draw. I’ve studied Game Development at University, and then I went on to get halfway through a bachelor’s in Japanese before my money ran out. Do the math. Generally though, if I ever get to work on a Tales Game in any way, shape or form, I can die happy.

27. Dream Trip: Japan. I know I’ve been there 7 times already, but I seriously wish I can go back as soon as I leave. Next time will be for TalesFes 2018.

28. Favorite Food: I love food, so lots of things... I love Japanese streetfood (Takoyaki and Okonomiyaki from my time in Osaka was amazing), as well as just eating stuff in japan generally. Yakiniku, Ramen, Gyuudon, Katsu— I love so many things ;w; And now I wanna go back again.

29. Nationality: Swedish

30. Favourite Song Right Now: I switch these around like crazy depending on mood and whatnot, but ‘Here’ by JUNNA is the one I love singing along to the most nowadays, so~!

Tagging: I have no clue who has been tagged or not, so— @talesofgay, @radiantdragonfang, @komanoken, @ladugard... let’s go with you guys XD (I’m way too lazy to tag so many XD)

#tagged #about me #personal

[whysoserious]

I was tagged by @cilllanmurphy and omg thank you so much! You're so lovely ♡

Rules: Answer thirty questions, then tag twenty people you want to get to know better

Nickname: I have a couple of friends that calls me Tha, one that calls me bitch (bc of breaking bad), and one that calls me sys (for sister but a fancy version lmao)

Gender: Female

Star sign: Libra

Myers Briggs personality type: ENFP

Height: 165 cm (5,4 ft)

Time: 18:22

Birthday: October 2

Favorite bands: ok I have a lot but Radiohead, Kasabian, Oasis, Mumford and Sons, Linkin Park, etc etc

Favorite solo artists: Noel Gallagher, Liam obviously lol Rihanna, G-Dragon, Zico. I can't remember others names now.

Song stuck in my head: Artist by Zico is my head since I woke up

Last movie I watched: Return of the Jedi, I watch (almost) every time is on the tv

Last show I watched: Gomorra

When I created my blog: it's been 84 years hahaha I created on March 2, 2010 fhdjfkslgk this is so embarrassing omg

What I post about: I've been through so many shit but now I post about films and tv shows, music and football, once in a while you can see memes, puppies, nature and historical stuff

Last thing I googled: how to convert cm to feet lmao and that myers briggs weird list there

Other blogs I have: @sourceaaronpaul ;) and @youngestk​ so I won’t bother y’all with my kbullshit

Why I chose my url: because I truly love Heath Ledger and I wanted something to honor one of his best roles (which is actually one of my favorite characters at all). And yes, I never changed my url since the day I created it.

Following: 334

Followers: 3,867

Favorite color: blue, black and grey

Average hours of sleep: 7 or 8

Lucky number: 13 but 7 is kind lucky for me too

Instruments: i have a guitar but I gave up on learning bc I'm stupid and it's so hard to learn by yourself with internet tutorials. I need to go look for a class but I'm so lazy to that

What I’m wearing: sweatpants and a tshirt, the uniform of my life

Number of blankets I sleep with: one but sometimes two

Dream job: I would love to work in an important museum, or better: get an important job in any museum. I just want a job 😞

Dream trip: Scotland, Iceland, China, Bhutan and Finland obviously, to go and see Saana ♡

Favorite food: pasta! But wow mexican food, I love you my dear!! And lasagna! And any kind of dessert!

I don't know who to tag here. But hm I'll tag @bryancranstoned @ghostofjon @thranduiltheaccuser @mrsaskarsgard @courtnywhitmore @hatefulwoman @ryagosling @jakegyllenaal​ @softheonys​ @sarcasticjuiceboxes​ 

#tagged #about #thanks cilllanmurphy ♡

[merriweatherpostpaviliontshirt]

Tagged by Natalie @fruitsgood (lov u)

nickname -  I get Tha n Thal n variations of those two a lot!

zodiac - im a Scorpio!

height - 5′2

last thing I googled - habanero hummus recipe 

favourite artist - i think maybe 

song stuck in my head - its this cover of kiss by ween lmao

last movie i watched - i never watch movies unless im with someone else lmao it was Midnight Meat Train with Natalie

wearing right now - Weezer blue album tshirt n thigh high socks

why i chose my url - needed a url change and saw my mpptshirt on the floor n thought ‘ah ok’

what my last relationship taught me - jesus christ california is so far away/ it really sucks when u love n wanna be there for someone and theyre on the other side of the world

any other blogs - nah

spiritual - family is catholic n kinda put me off all of that

favourite colour - various shades of pink

hours of sleep - 4-5 hours of broken sleep :/

lucky number - 12

favourite characters - hello kitty, marge simpson, sufjan stevens

dream job - i wanna teach but i dunno if thatd be my dream job my dream job would probably be something like music journalism where i get 2 talk about music and also yerk off to my own opinions

hmm  i tag @sangoes @petbud @fallout3gameoftheyearedition @godonlineknows @gotouda n anyone else who wants 2 do this!

[teacup-dragon]

@meet-me-at-kingsmeet tagged me

Rules: tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better

Nickname: Dragon

Zodiac: Pisces

Height: Around 5′4~5′5

Last Thing You Googled: Does what is lute

Favorite Music Artist: Streetlight Manifesto

Song Stuck in Your Head?: I don’t know the name of it but it’s one line that’s just “when it’s summertime”

Last Movie You Watched: ......HHHHHHhhhhhhh

What Are You Wearing Right Now?: A baggy tshirt and pj pants

What Do You Post?: to my interests

Why Did You Choose Your URL?: Baby Dragon became my nickname and Teacup for being small

Do You Have Any Other Blogs?: Seaweedmccree

What Did Your Past Relationship Teach You?: HaaahahahahahHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I’m asexual and Aromantic. 

Religious or Spiritual?: If you believe it, it exists. I believe in reincarnation

Favorite Color: Peacock Blue

Avg Hours of Sleep: 7-9

Lucky Number: 1

Favorite Character: Mccree. Henry.

How Many Blankets Do You Sleep With?: Not many but more in winter

Dream Job: The Grim Reaper (didn’t say it had to be realistic

Uhhhhhhhhhhh........ If you want I’m tagging @hawkefeathers, @whitteroo1592, @lukeylulu, @transjemder, @rilemeee and thas ti

[athebrokenengineer-blog]

Chapter 2

Before starting with chapter 2 ,once read chapter 1  

# Where it all started

So as every other science student i was preparing for IIT’s and as every other candidate i was damn sure ill atleast qualify for the NIIT’s and hence my future is secured . But when the results were out i got admission into a government college X in state Y. and i’m pretty sure if i tell u the name of the college you would have to google it .haha…. i am from an upper middle class family but still i decided to take admission in the government college because it was in my city only and my family thought that i could get into the IIT’s for my MTech’s if i stay at home and prepare well this time..haha…..You’ll find out later what happened.

I was very sad for getting admission in such a college that no one knew of. but still i was happy because my best friend shivam also got the same college and the same branch as that of me..

Like every other student we were excited for our very first day of college life…deciding how we’ll go,what we’ll wear , and what all clubs we’ll join ..A>……z everything we decided for hours and finally went wearing tshirts and chappals the next dat…hahha… hoping that atleast we didn’t get into iit’s but we can carry the iit’s looks and style..hehe..

We went with our two wheeler….and the whole way we were talking about ..yaar koi maal aayega kya mechanical branch mei..(maal means beautiful girls for each and every boy in this world)

We entered the college and started looking here and there ,,talking bhai kya alag hi dunia hai..and finally entered our class waiting for everyone to come because we reached 40 min more….only for the first day..hahaha….

we were talking bhai koi ladki nhi hai yaar ,,life barbaad hojaayegalagra,,shivam said tune hi kaha tha lele mechanical mei baut scope hai..ghnta dekhle ,,and i said bhai mereko kya pata tha iss branch mei saare dehaadi ke majdoor hi aate hai,,we were talking and thennnn……. she entered ,,all of a sudden the whole noise of the class turned into silence ,i could hear the summer breeze outside the class, everyone looking at her at at the same time trying to ignore her …she was a white girl with dark black hair and black eyes ..her green nailpaints i still remember and blue bag…everyboy of the class was in love,,hahaaa ….i was sitting in the first row and she said to me………………………………………(chapter3)

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