#the irony of a so-called trauma informed approach that’s just absolutely triggering is not lost on me

[anonyma13]

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#hugely fucking triggered at work and knowing there’s two more weeks of this bullshit is just #constant internal screaming #the irony of a so-called trauma informed approach that’s just absolutely triggering is not lost on me #I have a million problems with that place but not a single one are being addressed #trying not to spiral when they mention some of the anonymous comments being so upsetting to others #were they mine? no idea #but saying the people in x roles have been doing y thing and it’s pretty shitty #it ain’t a fucking lie Jesus Christ #like the amount of times I’ve had to compartmentalism bc a coworker wanted a pleasant chat and I just automatically switched to my worksona #I want to scream #we live in a capitalist society that obligates us to work #if you’re going to require me to divulge my personal shit at work I swear I will make you pay for it #listen #I know im not in my purely rational mind but #it’s deeply unfair for work to destabilize the boundaries between it and life like it’s a positive thing #I am so so so upset right now #two more weeks of this bullshit #two more meetings to go #god I hate everything #one more reminder that how I function isn’t accepted by this world #sigh #mental health shit #it will get better #eventually