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#the thermostat says my house is 72 degrees but my feet have felt like icicles all day
sluttyten
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#i can't tell if my bedroom is actually so cold
#or if my hands and feet are absolutely freezing due to my anxiety
#but i'm going with anxiety bc like im wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants in my bed with flannel sheets
#and a thick comforter and another blanket on top of it
#the thermostat says my house is 72 degrees but my feet have felt like icicles all day
#but im also pretty sure they're sweating which is a little tmi
#but im currently stressing over jury duty so 😗✌️
#googling what kinds of things i might be asked so i can try to figure out answers that won't get me selected
#which is difficult not knowing what kind of trial it's going to be
#just hoping i give off enough anxious and biased vibes that i don't get selected
#like my social anxiety has been hitting for the last few hours
#i can call in a few hours and find out if i even have to show up and that alone is driving me insane
#i can't do anything right now other than research this stuff
#like i want to write or finish watching this show i've been watching but i can't enjoy anything right now i can only think about this
#it's like the other night when i got the summons in the mail and literally didn't do anything with the rest of my day
#was reading something earlier about waiting to be selected for jury duty and my heart was pounding and i was imagining it
#and like thinking about how i'm definitely gonna feel like i'm going to puke tomorrow im gonna be so shaky
#i haven't felt like this in like 5 years since i was last in school and had to worry about public speaking or big projects
#like they gave me such bad anxiety i get so hot and red and like get a little buzzy in my ears... yknow casual things
#so earlier i was freaking out thinking about how they select the jury foreman which i absolutely 100 percent cannot do
#i can't speak up in public even when it was in front of a classroom of people i've known for years
#i couldn't bring myself to speak up and ask questions or say thoughts for a discussion (to the point where i failed a project once bc of it)
#but i've never been diagnosed with any form of anxiety by a doctor or anything like that so I don't know if i even have an anxiety disorder
#but just like based off of a lot of things i've noticed over the years and the way that i'll like focus on a thing that's causing me stress
#to the point where it's debilitating and i can't do anything except freak out about it
#i'd say i've got something going on.... like back when i had that promotion offered to me at work and i literally cried in my room stressed
#about the pressure of the position which i then only held for a few months bc i can't handle the social aspect of it
#anyway i've ranted enough now i'm going to go and try to do like anything.... finish writing maybe
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