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#like they gave me such bad anxiety i get so hot and red and like get a little buzzy in my ears... yknow casual things
sluttyten · 1 year
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#i can't tell if my bedroom is actually so cold#or if my hands and feet are absolutely freezing due to my anxiety#but i'm going with anxiety bc like im wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants in my bed with flannel sheets#and a thick comforter and another blanket on top of it#the thermostat says my house is 72 degrees but my feet have felt like icicles all day#but im also pretty sure they're sweating which is a little tmi#but im currently stressing over jury duty so 😗✌️#googling what kinds of things i might be asked so i can try to figure out answers that won't get me selected#which is difficult not knowing what kind of trial it's going to be#just hoping i give off enough anxious and biased vibes that i don't get selected#like my social anxiety has been hitting for the last few hours#i can call in a few hours and find out if i even have to show up and that alone is driving me insane#i can't do anything right now other than research this stuff#like i want to write or finish watching this show i've been watching but i can't enjoy anything right now i can only think about this#it's like the other night when i got the summons in the mail and literally didn't do anything with the rest of my day#was reading something earlier about waiting to be selected for jury duty and my heart was pounding and i was imagining it#and like thinking about how i'm definitely gonna feel like i'm going to puke tomorrow im gonna be so shaky#i haven't felt like this in like 5 years since i was last in school and had to worry about public speaking or big projects#like they gave me such bad anxiety i get so hot and red and like get a little buzzy in my ears... yknow casual things#so earlier i was freaking out thinking about how they select the jury foreman which i absolutely 100 percent cannot do#i can't speak up in public even when it was in front of a classroom of people i've known for years#i couldn't bring myself to speak up and ask questions or say thoughts for a discussion (to the point where i failed a project once bc of it)#but i've never been diagnosed with any form of anxiety by a doctor or anything like that so I don't know if i even have an anxiety disorder#but just like based off of a lot of things i've noticed over the years and the way that i'll like focus on a thing that's causing me stress#to the point where it's debilitating and i can't do anything except freak out about it#i'd say i've got something going on.... like back when i had that promotion offered to me at work and i literally cried in my room stressed#about the pressure of the position which i then only held for a few months bc i can't handle the social aspect of it#anyway i've ranted enough now i'm going to go and try to do like anything.... finish writing maybe
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seeingivy · 9 months
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historic wins
actor!eren x f!reader
**part of my method acting series
content: mentions of implied SA/uncomfortable agent, nothing else too serious. reader has anxiety before performing, eren being sick in love, baddie moment
an: when I tell you writing this chapter took ten years of my life, it really did. i literally had the worst day ever regardless BUT i regurgitated out and i can't tell if i hate it bc my mood is bad or bc its actually bad if its bad let all just collectively close our eyes please bc it ACTUALLY gave me a tension headache FDSFDSF
previous chapter
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You knock on the door, the stress sitting on your shoulders, as you hear rustling behind the frame. When it swings open, you’re met with Marco and Reiner answering the doors, the two of them swiftly pulling you in and slamming the door shut behind you. 
“Did anyone see you when you came in?” Reiner asks, his hand still pulling you up the stairs. 
“No. Was-is there someone there or-”
“Paparazzi. They’ve been swarming since yesterday, we've barely been able to leave as it is.” Marco responds. 
They drag you up the stairs and both push open the first white door open. You’re met with five pairs of eyes staring you down. Eren, Connie, Mikasa, Ymir, and Historia - who looks downright horrible. 
You figured it was bad. You had seen the headlines on your way down - saying Historia was canceled, her trending on Twitter, her socials getting blocked. And you always thought that situations like this were sensationalized when you weren't famous, something horrible to go through. But it’s worse than you expected.
She looks sick. 
Her complexion is pale green, her eyes rimmed red, and her hair is tangled into such a mess at the top of her head that it’s making your stomach turn.
The Historia you know - glimmering blue eyes, soft blow-dried hair - is no comparison to the downright ghost you’re looking at now. And the worst part of it all is her expression.
Broken. Defeated. Crushed. 
You walk forward, opening your arms for her to sink into, and she immediately breaks out into sobs. She’s crying into your shoulder, her salty tears making a home against your skin and her cries so loud they're giving you goosebumps. You can see the rest of them behind you - Mikasa and Ymir sharing a knowing look - as Historia lets go and crawls back into the middle of her bed. 
You take a seat next to Eren on the floor, the two of you crisscrossed against her pale pink walls. He links his hand with yours as you plop your head onto his shoulder. 
“Is that everyone?” 
“Yeah, Hisu. The rest of them couldn’t get off and Levi and Hange are on their way now.” Ymir responds, her hands making small circles into her back. 
“Okay. I-I appreciate you coming, even when everyone hates me right now.” 
“We could never hate you, Hisu. Ever.” Eren responds the tone definitive, angry, and firm. It only occurs to you now that you’ve never really seen Eren like this - his shoulders tensed up, the look in his eyes burning hot instead of softly warm. 
“I know, I just-”
“No one could ever make us change our mind about you, Historia. The shit they’re saying doesn’t even sound like you. Why would you randomly fire your agent when you’ve literally loved him for years?” Reiner responds. 
Historia’s face pales at the mention of her agent, the reaction catching all of you off guard. Eren pulls his arm around your shoulder as you both slump farther down the wall, the anticipation, the anxiety of what Historia’s about to say so palpable it makes your throat dry. 
“I did fire my agent.” Historia chokes out. 
You remember her agent well, from when you met him at the season two premiere. He was a tall guy, with chocolate brown hair and a fair amount of wrinkles. He couldn’t be much older than your own parents, but he was always the biggest supporter of Historia. The first person in line to brag about her, about how amazing her career has been, how many credits she has for how old she is. 
“Why?” Connie asks. 
Historia takes a deep breath, her head in her hands and her voice shaky as she starts explaining. 
“I was set to act in Endless Love, that big movie being produced at the end of winter. I had gotten the lead role and I found out on my birthday, while I was still filming that limited series. I-I threw a big party to celebrate the fact that I was turning eighteen, that I was getting my dream roles, that my work was finally coming to fruition and-” 
She pauses, leaning back on her bed as she screeches it out of her voice. And what she says hangs in the air, making your head feel like solid metal. 
“The party ended and he was…congratulating me on everything. And I told him that I appreciated everything he had done for me, how far he had helped me come. And when-when I said that, he said…if I was really grateful, I’d give him a kiss.” 
You pause, the implication sticking in your mind. Eren had hinted it to you before. That people in the industry take advantage, that they’re so powerful, so successful that it makes them feel entitled, deserving of whatever it is they please. 
“I fired him. He went on Twitter, made a few tweets about my character when the news broke and you know how he is. They’re-they’re dragging my name through the mud. Calling me spoiled, that I paid to get the roles that I had, calling me names, sending me death threats and I-”
“You don’t have to worry about that. Levi and Hange will be here any minute and you know they’ve had their fair share of this. Hange especially and they’ll know what to do and-” Ymir starts. 
“This is career-ruining. I didn’t do anything- anything at fucking all and my career is over if I tell the truth. I have to stay quiet, put my head down, and take it all if I still want to do this and I do.” 
You all sit quietly, head down as she pants, the words angrily spilling out of her mouth. The words hang in the air, the silence deafening. Because what do you even say to that? 
Can you really compromise your own feelings for the sake of your career? Your art? 
“Okay, Historia. Let’s talk, just us, okay?” 
You all turn your heads to find Levi and Hange leaning against the doorframes, Erwin standing at the back too. You all stand up, Historia running first to Hange and the rest of you following suit. You and Eren reach for Levi first, squeezing him way too hard. Levi ruffles both of your hair as you look up at him, a soft smile pressed against his face. 
“Okay, run off. Let us talk to Historia first, okay?” 
You both nod, letting go of Levi as you walk down the hall. 
“Levi?”
“Hm, Y/N?” 
“I missed you.” 
“Don’t be corny, brat.” Levi responds, glaring at you. You smile back and he most definitely murmurs something that sounds like I miss you too as you and Eren walk out. 
The lot of you settle for milling around the kitchen, Mikasa talking Ymir down from her hill of rage in the back. You can’t help but watch Eren in the back corner, leaning against the counter with his eyes fixed on the outside. 
There’s a group of stormy, angry-looking gray clouds simmering in the air above, the grass outside lush and green. It’s positively gloomy, the weather matching the storm brewing in all of your heads. 
Eren flicks his eyes over at you, making a gesture for the two of you to go outside. You nod, setting down your phone as you walk over to him, the two of you sliding open the side door and walking out onto the pavement. Historia’s house opens up onto a nice green field, surrounded by lush, flowery hills. 
He’s walking faster than you, his long legs carrying him to the closest slope. When the breeze picks up, it’s moving through your hair strongly and sending a shiver down your spine with it. 
“Are you cold?” 
“Just a little, Eren. I didn’t realize it would be this cold outside.” 
He immediately shrugs off his dark green hoodie, the one you’ve seen a hundred times, and yanks it over your head. He’s placing it over your head haphazardly and you can hear him laughing at your protests. 
“You know, you could have at least aimed for my head when you yanked it on me.” 
“Be quiet. Let’s sit.” 
He plops down onto the grass, lying flat against the flowers as you join him. You’re both watching the clouds swirl above, the blades of grass whistling in the wind against your hands. 
“This is lying down, Eren.” 
“Oh, shut up. Do you always have to talk back?” 
You turn your head to the side, looking into his eyes. 
“Maybe a little bit.”
He rolls his eyes, turning his head back to the sky. You can tell he’s more tense than usual, his jaw clenched against his skull and his eyebrows knit in irritation. 
“Are you okay, Eren? You've seemed off today and-” 
“Quit asking me that!” 
You’re thrown off by the immediate rejection, the tone in his voice so angry it nearly makes you flinch. You can feel your skin burning - in embarrassment and humiliation for asking him something stupid-
His hand comes down on yours, squeezing three times, as he shifts over to face you. You follow suit, the two of you lying on your sides, face to face with your interlocked hands in between you. 
“I’m sorry, Y/N. I-I’m not mad at you. Marco and Connie, they’ve just been asking all day and I’m okay and it’s just getting tiring to-” 
“It’s okay.” 
“No, it’s not. I-I can never be mad at you, I just-just got frustrated for a second, but never at you.”
You lift your hand, placing it on his ice-cold cheek, and squeeze once. 
“It’s okay, Eren. I know,” you whisper. 
He gives you a smile, closing his eyes as he leans his head against the flowers. They’re pale yellow and you silently wonder if they’re as soft as Eren’s skin feels under your hand. 
“I’m not okay, Y/N.” he whispers. 
“Want to tell me about it?” 
“I-I have a brother.” 
“Zeke. I remember, Eren.” 
“We-we don’t really get along anymore, but I loved him when I was a kid. He was always so cool - driving me around in his car to get ice cream, teaching me tricks on all the video games I used to play, and acting in all these really cool shows. But, he-he” 
You place a hand on his shoulder, moving it back and forth and trying your best to comfort him into talking. Eren was always the worst with words. 
“He had a scandal like this. And then he started talking to all these big producers, acting differently all of a sudden. He stopped talking to me all together after it all happened and only to my parents when he needed something. Even to this day, he’s come back from what happened but he was never the same. And I-” 
“That’s not going to happen to Historia, Eren. Don’t think like that.” 
He leans forward, dragging you into his embrace, as he digs his face into the crook of your neck. You bring your hands up, dragging him through the tresses of his brown hair as he squeezes harder. 
“It just-I got iced out by him. I wanted to be around him, wanted to be him and he just stopped talking to me all together. I loved him so much and I-
“Eren. Historia loves you. She’s not going to ice you or any of us out from this because she’s not like that. None of us will. And maybe your brother had a reason for what he did.” 
You and Eren stay like that for a few minutes, the words hanging in the air between you. You can feel your chest stinging at Eren’s words, his stress from the situation making more sense now. You curse the fact that Eren might have been dealing with something like death threats, people spewing hatred before he was old enough to even understand what it meant. 
“Hey. You’re supposed to be on my side, Y/N.” 
“This is being on your side. Sometimes that means being a devil's advocate a little bit, Eren.” 
He rolls his eyes as he readjusts and you can’t help but stare at them. His eyes. Bottle green, with specks of darker shades in the middle. Like a clear ocean or a shiny gem, glittering even in the dull light of the clouds. 
“What are you thinking, Y/N?”
“Your eyes have lots of colors, Eren. Pretty greens.” 
“Pretty?” 
“Pretty.”
He smiles, bringing a hand up to your cheek, his thumb tracing the shape of your lips. You can feel your body burning at the touch, at his eyes, at his smell all over you. 
“Eren. What are you do-” 
“Do you ever think about how we live in a fishbowl?” 
“A fishbowl?” 
“Like an aquarium. We’re fish on display, that everyone gets to point at and laugh at and enjoy. And then one day, when they don’t like us, they put their rods out and wring us out.” 
“I guess, Eren. Why do you-” 
“I like being a fish with you.” 
You lean back, squinting your eyes at him.
“You like being a fish with me?” 
“I just mean- that I- I like” 
“You think I smell like a fish, Eren.” 
“What? I didn’t say that- oh my god, I just meant that we’re two fishes swimming together and-” 
“The plural of fish is fish. Not fishes.” 
Eren rolls his eyes, getting up off the grass to tackle you in the grass, pinning you down by your arms to hover over you. He’s smirking at you, his lips only a few feet from yours. 
“You’re annoying, Y/N. I was trying to be cute.” 
“Let me go. Is this how you treat your fellow fish?” 
“Shut up. We’re not fish together anymore because you’re rude.” 
He gets up off of you, plopping back into the grass next to you. You’re both laughing, your cheeks hurting from smiling so hard and the blood rushing to your head. 
“I’m just teasing, Eren. The whole fish thing is cute.” 
“Now you’re just saying that so I’ll stop being mad at you.” 
“Hey! I get what you’re saying. It’s like…we’re fish. People stare and talk and whatever and it sucks. And no one really understands what it’s like to be a fish, even when they’re staring at us through the glass, but you do. They’ll always be something between us and them, but you and I are always on the same side. We-we have each other.” 
He smiles, bringing his hand back up on the back of your neck and pulling you closer to his face. When he talks, he whispers, the breath tickling your skin. 
“So if you got the fish thing why were you giving me so much attitude about it?” 
“I have to keep you in line, Eren. You can’t have all the cards.” 
“I don’t even have one, Y/N. Not even one when it comes to you.” 
He smiles, his eyes shut as he leans forward to press his lips to yours. But before he can, his phone starts buzzing behind him and he leans back, the two of you awkwardly scrambling off of each other. 
The moment passed. 
“Reiner. This better be something fucking good.” 
“What? Okay, we’re coming back now. Oh my god.” 
Eren stands up, holding out a hand to you. You place your hand in his and he nearly yanks you up, the two of you running downhill back to the house. 
“What-what happened?” 
“The TV awards. They announced the nominations.” 
When you both run back in, Reiner and Marco immediately drag you to the center couch, next to Historia who's crying puddles and Ymir who's holding her like there’s no tomorrow. 
“Hisu got a nomination. Despite this shit.” Reiner says, smiling. 
You and Eren smile at each other too, piling onto Ymir and Historia, and squeezing hard. A win. 
When the program starts again, you’re all staring intently at the screen, you and Eren anxiously fumbling with each other’s hands as you wait for it. They’ve announced almost all of them, except the major acting ones which are the only ones you and Eren could really be nominated for. 
“Speaking of historic nominations, lead actor for hit series Attack on Titan, Eren Jaeger, has garnered three nominations - including a major six category for Actor in a Lead Role. He is the youngest person to be nominated for this award.” 
You turn your head, squeezing the entire circulation out of Eren’s hand as the realization sinks in. Actor in a Lead Role. Like Eren’s lifelong dream, Actor in a Lead Role. You reach forward, tangling your arms around his neck as Reiner and Mikasa pile on too, the three of you nearly strangling him by the way you’re shaking him. 
“Okay, okay let me go. You’re going to kill me before I can even go to the show and lose.” 
“Shut up. You’re so winning.” 
He rolls his eyes at you both keep watching the lady, announcing the costume design and casting awards. 
“And finally, our record-breaking announcement. Lead actress for the hit series Attack on Titan, Y/N L/N, has broken history by being our most nominated actress in Institute history. Including nominations for the ensemble cast, she has garnered five nominations, including two major six categories for Actress in a Lead Role and Breakout Actress. She is the first non-SHWA affiliated actress and the youngest to ever do so.” 
Eren drops the remote and turns to you, cupping your face in his hands and dragging your face as close as he can to his. 
“Are you fucking kidding me? You-you’re insane. You just-” 
He nearly leans forward, pressing your lips together for the second time in the past twenty minutes, but Marco and Mikasa cut him off before you can, the two of them jostling you from his embrace to squish you in a hug. You give Eren an apologetic look, which he shakes his head at. 
They’re all squishing you so hard - Levi and Hange pressing kisses to the top of your head and Historia squeezing the life out of all of you - but all you can think about is one thing. Eren, standing a few feet away from you, smiling at you like you’re the sun. 
It only occurs to you then and there.
That you’re in love with Eren Jaeger. 
-  
You guys leave on your press tour two weeks later, meeting up in New York. You have a full day of interviews for the pre-awards show the day before and then you’re all going to fly out to Los Angeles together and attend the awards. 
Not only are you nominated for six awards - which you still haven’t wrapped your head around - you’re also performing at the show. Your agent had reached out to you a few days after the nominations list went out and mentioned that you were listed to perform at the show. 
You hacked it out with Eren. You’d play the piano and perform New Year’s Day, the song you wrote together last year on your birthday, and be done with it. It’s the song you have the most practice working on since the rest of your songs are half-baked. 
But now that you’re doing press, you barely have any time to practice - being stuck between interviews all day. You shake the thought from your head as you and Eren clip your microphone jacks to each other’s shirts before walking onto the stage and standing in view. 
“My name is Eren Jaeger and I’m one of the leads of Attack on Titan.” 
“My name is Y/N L/N and I’m the other lead of Attack on Titan. We’re going to be taking a Friendship Test today!” 
Around halfway through the interview, the crew brings you and Eren little notepads and pens, instructing you guys to compliment each other. You scribble a few thoughts down as you and Eren stand on the stage, now facing each other. 
“Okay, you first, Eren.” 
Eren flips the notepad in his hands, awkwardly fumbling with his fingers when he does. When he looks up, his green eyes are awkwardly meeting yours. 
“Jeez, Eren. I didn’t realize it would be this hard for you to compliment me.” 
“Shut up. I was just thinking about how to start.” 
“More like thinking of what to say.” 
“Be quiet.” 
“Okay, okay. Compliment me, Jaeger.” 
He rolls his eyes, giving you a smile as he runs his eyes over the notepad. He seems much more at ease now, the awkwardness from before coming off in waves. 
“Y/N. I am the most stubborn person on the planet. Which only speaks volumes about how patient, understanding, and compassionate you really are for being my best friend.” 
You can feel your throat getting dry and your eyes welling with tears at literally the first sentence, taken aback by how sincere Eren’s being. The soft eyes, the one he only reserves for when he’s lying down on hills or writing songs with you on the piano are out in the flesh, and they’re making your heart pound so much you’re sweating under the lights. 
“You’ve always been able to sense my feelings - my happiness, my frustrations, my pain - without me having to tell you. And you always, always know how to say the right thing to bring me back down to Earth from it all. You make me a better person and I love you for it.”  
You can feel the tears streaming down your eyes as reach up to wipe your tears away, knowing you’re smudging the makeup your team spent hours on. 
“You’re not terrible to look at either.” 
He smiles into the camera on the side and you can feel the tears spilling from your eyes, your nose filling with snot. 
“Eren.” 
“Told you it was good.” 
“Shut up. That was so sweet, I didn’t even know you knew half of those words, let alone what they mean.” 
Eren reaches forward, rolling his eyes at you as he squishes your cheeks. 
“I literally just called you the best person I know and you’re still being annoying?” 
“Yes. It’s a full-time job.” 
He turns to the camera, moving your squished face towards the camera with him. 
“Do you guys see what I have to deal with? My girl is literally the most stubborn person on the planet.” 
“Didn’t you call me infinitely patient five seconds ago?”  
You both stand back on your marks as you wipe your tears, reaching forward to hold Eren’s hand. You squeeze three times, which he returns with another three squeezes, before you take your own notepad and read your compliment out to Eren. 
“Eren. I wouldn’t be standing here if it wasn’t for you. Not only because you took a chance on me after our first screen test, but every other hiccup along the way was only something I could swallow because of you. You-your steadfast determination and belief in me is something so inspiring, so warm unlike anything else. You’ve always been a safe place for me, somewhere I can always run to when I need someone. I’m so glad we can always be fish together.” 
Eren smiles at the fish line, leaning forward to crush you in a hug. You can smell the clean laundry smell on his shirt, breathing it in as you soak in Eren’s embrace around you. 
“Hey Y/N.” 
“Hey Eren.” 
“I love you.” 
“Yeah, yeah. I love you too, Eren.” 
After the interview is over, you and Eren are stuck on this stage for another hour before the rest of the cast comes to do another interview. You both stay in the back, near the snack table and run through the song again.
“Eren.” 
“Hm?”
“I don’t know why I got signed up to perform at this thing. I-I don’t think I’m ready to perform this song yet.” 
“You are. New Year’s Day is a great song and you’re an amazing singer. Plus, the person you wrote the song about is really attractive, so that helps your case too.” 
You reach forward to flick his cheek. 
“Shut up. New Year’s Day is not about you.” 
“I’m literally your inspiration. You literally wrote a love song about me.” 
“You wish, Eren.” 
“I don’t have to. I can see it written all over your face, sweetheart.” 
“Sweetheart? When did you become so cocky?” 
“When did you become so beautiful?” 
“Eren.” 
“Y/N.” 
You’re both cut off by one of the crew members, a shorter, older woman standing near the table with her eyes fixed on you. She smiles when you guys both turn towards her, extending her out. 
“Hi. My name is Le-”
“Leila. I remember. You helped us fix the microphone packs before we started!” you respond. 
“Oh. Yes, Leila. I can’t believe you remembered that. I-I was going to ask you for a favor if that’s okay.” 
“Sure. We’d love to help however we can.” 
“My daughter. She’s a really, really big fan of the show. I was wondering if we could take a picture together so we could send it to her.” 
You smile, gesturing to Eren to stand up with you as you take a picture with her. You and Eren are both taller than her so you put your hands around her shoulders and muster the biggest smiles you can for the picture.
“Are you sure you didn’t want us to make a video of us saying hi to her or anything? Or maybe call her if she’s free? If there’s a paper here we can sign something as well or anything you want.” you ask. 
“Oh, I couldn’t impose. You guys have been so kind already and-” 
“Nonsense. Eren and I are just going to sit here and I’d really love to help make her day. You work so hard day and night on these sets for us and make sure everything works by the time we get here and we really, really appreciate it.” 
You and Eren end up filming a video for her daughter since she’s already asleep so you can’t call her, and you and Eren also sign a few posters for her to take home to her daughter. 
“Y/N. Just so you know, you’re amazing. My daughter was so inspired when you signed yourself up to perform at the awards show after you openly talked about how nervous it makes you. You actually gave her the courage to sign up for a dance team at her school and she actually made it on the team now. My point is you’re a big inspiration to everyone and the strides you’re making for all of us don’t go unnoticed.” 
She gives you both one last hug as she runs off back to the other side of the set, giving you a smile as she leaves. Eren brings his hand around your shoulder, leaning forward as he smiles at you. 
“You hear that, Y/N? You’re an inspiration.”
“It’s weird to hear that, Eren. I remember being that kid watching Hange win on the screen when I was little. And if I win-” 
“When. When you win.” 
“If I win, it’s weird to think that I could be that for someone else.” 
“You’ve always been that way. People are just noticing it now.” 
“Do you have to sign yourself up to sing for the awards, by the way? Because…I never even told my agent that I had written a song. She just told me that I would be performing and then I started prepping.” 
“Yeah. You have to send a demo for them to accept the performance.” 
You lean back, even more confused than you were before. There’s no demo of New Year’s Day. How could they accept your performance if there’s no record of you singing it? How could they even know you wrote a song when the only person who knows you even finished it was Eren? 
Eren. 
“What did you do?” 
“Hm?” 
“You did something, Eren. What did you do?” 
“I didn’t do anything.” 
“Eren.” 
“Maybe, I took the sheet music and recorded a demo of me singing it. And convinced them that it would sound even better when you did it, because it’s your song.” 
You smack him across the shoulder. 
“You signed me up to sing the song? In public, on live television?” 
“The song is good. You’re a phenomenal singer. And you can’t become a triple threat unless people hear you sing.” 
-   
You stand on the other side of the curtain, shiny and gold, as you readjust your dress one last time. You take a deep breath as you give a smile to Marco and Jean, who are right behind you, squeezing your arms. 
“You’re good. You look great and you’re going to kill it tonight. And Eren just walked out on the carpet so he’ll be right there.” Marco says, smiling brightly at you. 
You nod, giving the two of them a smile back, as you part the curtains and walk out onto the red carpet. You can feel your ankles shaking from the heels you were wearing, making sure to walk slowly so they didn’t tangle with the long, purple billowing fabric of your dress. As you turn to the right, you’re immediately blinded by the flashing lights and the sound of screaming from the photographers on the other side of the red carpet. 
The lights are so blinding that you can feel yourself squinting, trying your hardest to muster a smile with your eyes closed. You can already feel the embarrassment coming on from how these pictures are going to trend later, trying to swallow the lump in your throat. 
“Put these on.” 
You turn to the left to see Eren, his hair messily styled to perfection. He’s holding up sunglasses, a matching pair in his hand as well. You both place them on your nose, garnering a big amount of cheers from the paparazzi as you both pose together, Eren’s hand around your waist. 
“How did you know?” you whisper under your breath. 
“You can barely handle Armin’s Polaroid. You get used to the flashes, but the first time it’s hard to adjust. And this is a big night, so I had to make sure I had a contingency plan.” he says. 
“Always thinking ahead, huh?” 
“Only for you, sweetheart.” 
All you can think about is the awards, the performance, and the anxiety building in your stomach with every passing second. You force a smile as you both walk down the carpet, stopping every few seconds to take pictures and smile. At one point, Eren stands in front of you in the camera, blocking the view. 
“What a picture, Eren. You really want them to get a shot of your ass?” 
“No. Your dress. It’s kind of sliding off the side.” 
You look down, realizing that in all the movement and sweating you’re doing under the lights, that one of the clasps keeping the fabric in place came undone. You quickly tuck the clasp back together and look up to shoot Eren a smile. 
“Thanks. You just saved me from flashing everyone on the carpet.” 
“That doesn’t sound too horrible, doll.” 
You and Eren turn around to find Sukuna and Nobara standing at your side, the two of them wrapping their arms around you and pressing a kiss to your cheeks. Eren immediately yanks Sukuna off, his arm stiff around Sukuna’s shoulder. 
“You never get less annoying, do you?” Eren asks. 
“Not really, no.” 
“You look really pretty, Y/N. We’re really rooting for you, we want you to win.” Nobara says, her hands squeezing yours. 
“Don’t get your hopes up. These types of things are kind of a long shot, Kugi.” 
“We know. Doesn’t stop me from rooting for you though.” 
You smile, leaning to take a picture with her before the four of you walk off to the side, continuing your conversation. 
“Where are Yuu and Maki? I haven’t seen them since they started dating and stopped responding to my texts.” 
Sukuna and Nobara share an awkward look, leaning forward to whisper in your's and Eren’s ears.
“They broke up. Well, just wait. You know the mess they're in is going to find its way to the tabloids somehow.” 
You and Eren cringe as you share a look, thinking about Historia’s scandal from a few weeks ago. You can’t imagine how much worse it must be when it involves the two of them. The intimate details of their relationship being on display.
“You look pretty, doll. Way more confident and self-assured than you were when I met you. It suits you.” 
Eren slithers his hand around your waist, the grip firm, as he responds to Sukuna. 
“She’s always been like that.” 
“Okay, Eren. Pipe down. I’m not about to be swapping saliva with your girl anytime soon. Though you might want to get a move on that, everyone’s going to have their eyes on your girl by the end of the night.” Sukuna says, smirking at Eren. 
“You sound disgusting, Sukuna. Like a pervert.”  Nobara says, rolling her eyes at him. 
“That’s what happened with Yuuta and Maki. Everyone went all gaga for Yuuta after the movie dropped. And after she sings too, Eren’s going to fight to stay afloat over here.” 
“Ignore him, Eren. His neurons are decaying as we speak.” Nobara responds, giving Eren a smile. 
“I’m well aware,” Eren says, giving the two of them a smile as they walk away. 
As Sukuna walks away, Eren only tightens his grip on your waist, literally seething with anger as he turns to you. You can tell he’s burning, that he’s jealous or aggravated like he always is when Sukuna's around, and you put a hand on his shoulder. 
“I hate that guy. So much, Y/N.” 
“You know he just says that because you’re easy to piss off right?” 
“Are you really taking his side?” 
“I’m just saying. You give him a lot to work with when you react like that. You should try to be zen. Like a flower.” 
"I'm so zen right now." 
"There's a vein on your forehead that's pulsating from how hard you're clenching your jaw, Eren. You're more of a cactus than a pretty flower."
Eren rolls his eyes as he drags you into the auditorium, the two of you taking your seats at the front. 
-  
Five awards later - two of which you won - and you’re standing behind the stage ready to puke. You choked out your best acceptance speech when you won Breakout Actress, spilling tears as you spoke, and luckily enough the other award was one you and Eren won together. He carried most of your speech together, though Eren spent most of it raving about you. 
Reiner’s still on stage, doing his acceptance speech for Breakout Actor and you’re ready to annihilate yourself. When you came back out after winning your award, getting ready for the performance, you received the worst news possible. 
You have to play the piano while you sing. You have to play the piano while you sing because the pianist you’ve been practicing with has food poisoning. 
You lie down flat on the ground, the silver dress you just put on, feeling heavy against your skin, weighing you down. 
“Are you okay? Y/N, you’ll be fine, it's just a piano.” 
Marco brings his hands to the side of your face, lifting your head so he can rest it on his lap. You’re totally aware of the fact that Marco’s sitting on this disgusting floor with you, in his expensive ass outfit, because you’re having a meltdown. You make a mental note to thank him for it later. 
“Oh my fucking god, Y/N. Can you believe it? We’re literally breakout stars.”
You look up at Reiner, now having come off the stage with his shiny silver trophy in hand and a huge smile on his face. You give him a weak smile back, the pressure in your head only getting more intense when you realize it’s your turn. Reiner nearly cringes at the sight of you, which you ignore as you flutter your eyes shut. After the ad break, they’re going to roll out a shiny black piano you're expected to play. 
“Get Eren.” Marco says and Reiner gives a swift nod. Reiner leans down to press a kiss to your cheek, whispering good luck, before he runs off into the background. 
Not even thirty seconds later, you’re met with Eren, a third person now sitting on the dirty floor with you with the softest expression on his face. He’s taken both of your hands, pressing your knuckles to his lips as he presses a kiss onto them both. 
“You okay?” 
“The pianist. Has food poisoning. I have to play the New Year’s Day piano, Eren.” 
“You have magic hands. You can do it.” he whispers.
You can feel Marco’s hands in your hair, fixing away the flyaways as you look up at him. Marco nods too and you can feel yourself feeling dizzy. 
“I can’t do it. I can’t sing for the first time and play the piano. I-I can’t do this.” 
"Y/N. Come on. You can do this." 
You can feel the tears burning in your eyes when you meet Eren's bottle green ones, washed over in concern. And you know that it's just a piano, that it's juat a crowd, and that it's a song that you've sang a million times. But the anxiety is as big as a balloon, ready to burst into something ugly the second you walk out there under the lights.
Eren frowns as he looks over at the piano, getting rolled out onto the stage, and the crew awkwardly looking at you splayed out on the ground. They're pointing at their watches, signaling that if you're going to perform, you're going to do it now. And Eren can't let you choke, not when it's this important. So he does the only thing he can think of. 
“I’ll play the piano." 
You sit up and put your hands on his shoulders, squeezing hard on the fabric of his suit. 
"Huh?" 
"I'll sit at the bench with you. Play it for you so you can focus on singing." 
“Really, Eren?” you whisper. 
“Can’t do anything without me, can you?”
You lean forward and press a kiss to his cheek, his face immediately turning pink at the sensation. He holds his hand out and helps you up, his hands leaning forward to fix the folds of your dress. You both stand on the side of the curtains and you’re nearly positive you’re cutting off circulation to both Marco and Eren’s hands as you wait for your cue. 
When you and Eren walk out, taking your seats on the piano bench and adjusting the microphones, you stare at the crowd. There’s a light flashing on you and Eren that’s partially obstructing your vision. You’re staring out at them - two hundred faces you don’t know and half a million watching at home. 
Don’t choke. Don’t choke. Don’t choke. 
It’s only then that Eren stops playing the piano, his hand on his shoulder shaking you. And then you realize now that he had started. Meaning he had played the entire intro waiting for you to sing and you didn’t. That you blanked on stage. He places his hand on your chin, lightly guiding your face to look at his. 
“It's okay. Just you and me. Like we did on set okay?” 
You nod and Eren starts playing the piano again. And before you know it, you’ve choked out the last lyric, and Eren’s holding your hand as you both bow on the stage. You see people cheering, standing up out of their seats as you walk off and you feel like your heart is about to burst out of your chest. When you get off into the curtains, they immediately start yank the microphones off of you two as you reach forward for Eren’s hand. 
“I-I blacked out. Was it bad?” 
“It was amazing. You’re amazing. You-you’re” 
Eren leans forward, wrapping his hands around your neck and pressing his lips to yours. You can still feel people moving around you, setting up things for the closing part of the ceremony, but the only thing you’re paying attention to is Eren. And his lips. And the way he’s pulling you closer like he can’t get enough of you. 
When you pull apart, you’re both panting, smiling at each other, foreheads pressed together. 
“Thank god. If I got cock-blocked from kissing you a third time, I was actually going to commit murder.” 
“You want me so bad,” you say, sarcastically. 
“Obviously.” 
You both smile and turn to the left, to a very smiley Marco staring at you two. And then you cringe, remembering that you and Eren are literally backstage and there are like seven people who just watched you suck face in public. Marco walks up, wrapping his arms around both of you and hugging hard. 
“I love you guys.” 
“Marco. Don’t-” Eren starts.
“I’m not going to tell anyone. You need time to figure out whatever is going on, without Connie and Sasha up your ass the entire time. But I’m really, really happy for you.” 
“Really, Marco?” you ask, leaning into Eren’s touch. 
“It’s always been you guys. You guys better not break up or else I’ll come hunt both of you down. And if I’m dead, I’ll come back to life just to haunt you guys.” 
You both laugh, smiling at Marco and then each other. Levi and Mikasa call you from the other side of backstage, gesturing for you to come over to watch the video of the performance. You give Marco and Eren a smile before you run off to where they’re standing. 
“Told you she liked you, Eren,” Marco says, elbowing him in the side. 
“I love her,” Eren responds, watching Mikasa and Levi crush you in a hug as you all hunch over the video of you and Eren performing. 
Marco smiles, giving Eren a pat on the back before he walks off to join you. Eren stays, trying to commit the memory to mind. You in a sparkly, silver dress looking at him like he's the sun. 
Eren Jaeger is in love with you. 
Two afterparties later and you and Eren are in a disgusting tattoo parlor down the street. 
“I can’t believe you convinced me to do this, Eren.” 
Eren smiles as he presses a kiss to your cheek, the two of you leaning through the little prints in the binder. You’re getting matching tattoos. 
“I can be very persuasive.” 
“Uh-huh. More like hypnotic. I’m half convinced you have me under some spell right now.” 
“You pick what we do. Whatever you want, I’ll get it tattooed.” 
“We should do something special, Eren. Like something that has significance to us.” 
Eren smiles, lifting your hand to press a kiss to your knuckles again before he responds. 
“Okay, okay. Let’s do fish.” 
You smile, nodding at him. 
“Koi fish. Like from that show, the Last Airbender. One fish is the ocean and the other one is the moon” you say. 
“I call the ocean, Y/N.” 
“What? I wanted to be the ocean.” 
“No. That doesn’t fit.” 
“Why not?” 
“Because the moon pulls on the ocean. The waves in the ocean, objectively the best part, don’t exist without the moon. I’m the ocean. You’re my moon.” 
You smile, leaning forward to kiss Eren before you tell the artist the design you two want. And when the two of you walk out, matching sore arms from the ink, you can’t help but wonder how you ever got so lucky in the first place.
A few years down the line, you stare at Eren's blocked contact and think back to that moment. The two of you running down the streets, bathed in dim lamplight laughing into the night. Matching tattoos, a confession on the tips of your tongues like you're two soulmates destined to be together. 
You wonder where it got so fucked up between the two of you in the first place.
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An Endless Mission [J/Birch]
Judd Birch x Leah's BFF reader
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Summary
Leah is your best friend and she knows your dirty little secret... she knows that- YOU HAVE A BIG FAT CRUSH ON HER OLDER BROTHER JUDD!
You've had this crush on him for years and for years she has made it her mission to get you two together!
A/n - Writing this just cause he was my favorite Character in the show lol. I don't know... He just gave off that kind of vibe where he's sweet but psycho. Anyways I feel like he deserves more love. 😘
Warning! *SPOILER SEASON 1 Cussing, alcohol, mentions of boobs, boob touching, slight drowning, degrading, depression, anxiety, slight physical abuse
Word Count: 6,067
⚠️NOT MY ART⚠️
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/"Talking"//Thinking//Muttering-Whispering/
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***Narrator's Pov***
"Leah! You said this was a pool party!?" You whined, trying to cover up your bikini body with your hands, but miserably failed. All your clothes were inside your bag, too, so you couldn't just grab them and change right then and there.
Though it would be a lie to say that you didn't want to try...
When you saw that familiar black hair with blue highlights, walk into the living room- You. Wanted. To. Die.
Right then and there... Your crush... Standing just a few feet away from you- just looking at you as if you were a maniac.
"Why are you in a bikini?" He asked. His voice was as deep as ever.
"Um... Uh..." You were dying out there. Your heart was beating, and your face was flushed red. You looked like you took a dip in a pool with all the sweat you were accumulating- meanwhile, your 'best friend' just stood there giggling.
You were so embarrassed...
"So, Judd- what do you think of Y/n's bikini she's going to wear tomorrow for the pool party?" She said with a teasing voice.
He stood there for a moment and then grunted. Giving you a slight nod, then left. His face never changed. He didn't even give you a little smirk...
"Wha- what's that supposed to mean?!" I said to Leah once he was fully gone.
She snorted. "You're hot. That's what it means." She giggles even more.
"Leah!!!" Your face turned an even brighter shade of red.
Back then, when you were a kid, most people never saw you. They never acknowledged you. You were practically invisible... Until you hit puberty. Nobody expected anything from you- in fact, you were a late bloomer. You were the last person in your class to get your period, and your boobs didn't start growing until the beginning of high school...
But look at you now. You were going into junior year with a hot body. Your hips grew in, and so did your boobs. You had what most girls wanted- an hourglass body. Silky smooth skin and a bubbly butt to top it off.
Though, because of how you were raised, you were always self-conscious. You made sure nothing showed, as hard as it was... You genuinely didn't like the attention. You were so used to the shadows, and quite frankly, you enjoyed it too.
Small Time Skip!~
"I can't believe you did this to me!!" You covered your face with your hands, feeling completely embarrassed.
"Oh, come on, Y/n! It wasn't that bad! You have the hottest body In. Our. Grade!! Use it~!" She said with a huge smile on her face. "I mean, I know it can feel like Judd doesn't have a di*k to get a boner sometimes, BUT if anyone CAN give him a boner, it's YOUUU!" She shook your shoulder lightly.
"God, seriously, Leah..." You uncovered your face to reveal a deep frown. "I love that you care, but I don't think I can survive another embarrassing moment like that..."
"Oh, don't be ridiculous-" Leah said, cutting you off. "You've survived all the other times!" She said as she started to braid your hair.
"For example, remember the first time we meant?!" Her smile grew even bigger.
"Oh god..." You muttered.
"We were in 6 grade meanwhile my brother was in 8th grade..."
"Please- end me." You muttered as Leah continues.
"It was the first time you came to my house. I was grabbing drinks, and I simply told you to go upstairs to the right... Where my room should be..."
"Please! STOP!" You covered your face one again out of pure embarrassment.
Leah giggled. "You ended up walking into my brother's room thinking it was mine-"
"You said to the right!" You interjected, trying to defend yourself.
"Well, I'm sorry, but I didn't know my rights and lefts at the time, and quite frankly, I still don't." She said, shrugging her shoulders as she continued. "But do you remember the face my brother made when he saw you there! Sitting on his bed...!" She started cackling.
"Oh, how can I forget." You said, rolling your eyes.
"H-his face- wa-was sooo red!!!" She laughed even more.
"Yeah, red with anger!"
Leah whipped a tear away- "No, silly. Red with embarrassment."
"Oh, please. He wasn't embarrassed- he yelled at me, Leah! That's not how normal people react when they're embarrassed."
"Oh, please. You should know by now- my brother isn't normal. Plus, he likes you!! How many times do I have to say it to convince you?!"
"Leah, stop! He has never once shown any positive sign-!"
Leah grabbed your shoulders, interrupting you completely. "How many times do I have to tell you?! My. Brother. Isn't. Normal!!!" She said shacking you.
"And besides, there ARE signs!" She said as she grabbed something from under her bed.
"Oh god... Not that again..." You said crunching up your face.
"Oh yes. It's this again!" Leah giggled, shoving the book in your face.
The title said-
Leah's Proof Book!!!
"I'm still so happy how I thought of this!"
This was a book that Leah made when she was little. It only took a few days of your friendship for her to realize you had a crush on her brother, Judd. This book contained-
The conversation, word for word, when you confessed to her the first time about having a crush on her brother.
Along with how you fell for him... When you first spoke to him- ON YOUR OWN! And along with all the times when Leah tried hooking you up with him.
To you- that book contained all the embarrassing fails you had with Judd; meanwhile, Leah saw the book as progress, Progress, PROGRESS~!
She REALLY wanted you and Judd to work out. She was literally your biggest ship fan ever. She just thought that it would be really cool to have you literally a part of her family. You are her best friend, after all, and even though her brother was scary and can come off as mean- she knows he would treat you right.
"What are you writing down now..." You said with a dreading undertone...
"Uhh, duh? That beautiful moment earlier when your body made Judd completely speechless~" She was completely overtaken by the giggles by this point... And all you did was lay flat on her bed sighing in defeat.
Time skip!~
"GIRLS DINNER TIME!"
"COMING!" Leah yelled.
"So, like I said earlier, Judd will be at the pool party." She said as she walked down the stairs with you.
"Right... Leah, I don't know- I don't think pretending to drown is a safe idea. Plus, you said it yourself: your brother is a bit- uhh, you know. I-I don't really want to die tomorrow." You said, rubbing your neck.
"Talking about Judd again, I, see?" Leah's dad Elliot said.
Oh, did I forget to mention- LEAH'S ENTIRE FAMILY KNOWS ABOUT YOUR CRUSH... and sadly, you weren't entirely sure if Judd knows. I mean, he is a very intuitive person. He practically knows everything, so you wouldn't be surprised if he knew about your long-time crush on him, and he simply chose to not say anything about it.
"Oh, stop it, Dad," Leah said. "No offense, but this is girl talk!" Leah grabbed your shoulders, pushing you away from her father.
"Yeah, Elliot. It's girl talk." Said Diana- Leah's mom. "Now, did you add any new entries to that book of your Leah? It's been a hot minute since..."
"Mom! How many times do I have to tell you! STOP SNEAKING IN MY ROOM-! And also- don't read my book! That's weird!" Leah yelled.
"What book?" Everything instantly froze when they heard that voice.
You stood there; your face turned completely red as you prayed it wasn't who you knew it was.
"You mean that dumb proof-book?" He said as he leaned on a counter, swinging a knife as he spoke.
"Y-you were in my room!" Leah stuttered. Her face was now red too- but not from embarrassment, no. But from anger.
"Relax butt-face. I didn't read your stupid book." He said as he shoved pass her.
As you just sighed in releaf.
Small Time Skip!~
***Leah's Pov***
Finally, it was dinner time! As I sat down, I gave Nick a little head nod, and he returned the gesture. Little did Y/n know this wasn't going to be an ordinary dinner...
A few minutes have passed, and not much was said...
"Uhh- Y/n, can you pass me the salt?"
"Uh, sure." She leaned in towards Judd's direction... That poor girl. I couldn't help but giggle a little. She may be sixteen, but she sure doesn't understand what I got her to do with that simple pled.
To put it into simple terms... I just got her to show her cleavage to my brother. I made sure to pay extra attention to his reaction, too. Most people would have missed it, especially since he was taking a sip of his drink, but I swear he smirked while looking at it.
"Um here." She said plainly, then went back to eating.
Step one of the dinner execution is complete. On to step too- touchy touch!
Knowing my brother- he can't resist spices, especially now! I made sure to get my mom to make his favorite. Every time she makes it, he'd always put hot sauce and a whole load of spices into it. I personally don't understand why. The meal is already spicey enough as it is...
I winked towards my dad- oh, did you think it was just me and Nick executing this? Oh, my dear, no... MY ENTIRE FAMILY is in this- my mom made the food, and now the rest is up to us three!
Once my dad saw Judd grab the spice shaker, he cleared his throat, waiting for the perfect time... And then BANG!
"Y/n deary, can you pass the spice shaker, please?" He smiled.
"Uhh, sure." She looked at Judd, who was still holding it. He meant her eyes, and she blushed. Then he gave our dad a glare as he passed the shaker to Y/n.
It was small, but It was still successful. Her index and middle finger touched his...
"Thank you, deary-"
"Okay, what's going on?" He said out of the blue.
"Oh my. But what do you mean, Juddy buddy?" Elliot smiled.
"You hate spices." He said plainly.
Crap...
"Oh... well... Hate is a strong word..." He said, trying to buy time to escalate the backup procedure.
I took a sip of my drink as I looked off to the corner. I placed my arm on the table and carefully angled my elbow towards Y/n's drink. Then I looked towards Nick; he, too, was drinking his cup.
And at the same time, we strike!
"Ughh! Hey!?" Y/n got up. Her drink spilled all over her white top... As Nick pretended to sneeze all over Judd. He got up, clearly pissed. He slammed Nick's head onto the table as a result, which gave my little brother a bloody nose..., and of course, my mother had to interject. Meanwhile, our father ran towards the bathroom with the excuse of-
"Ohh... Your right, Judd spices are NOT my friend." As he ran, he held his stomach to make it look more believable...
And with that, Nick pulled it off- he ran towards his 'so-called room.' When in reality, he ran towards Judd's room and locked it. Hopefully, he got out in time.
Meanwhile, Y/n walked towards our second and only bathroom that wasn't being used... Do you see the picture now?
I smirked evilly as they both walked away from the dining room.
Once they were gone, I saw something fall outside... OH MY GOD, it was Nick!
"I'm okay!" He said, then he fell back down. "Still- Oh-Kay... Huh..."
It seems that he did manage to escape in time. Good for him. I thought as I drank the rest of my drink.
And then... I heard it! A scream erupted from the upstairs bathroom. It sounded just like Y/n.
I quickly rushed along with my mother.
And there it was... Y/n had her shirt dangled in her arms... Her bra was pushed up a bit, so her boob fat poked out a little... She was on the ground- probably due to the shock of the door being opened on her. Meanwhile, my brother held the doorknob... He said nothing. His mouth was slightly gaped open...
Then, when he saw me and Mom, he made a tch sound, closed the door, and left with his usual grumpy self. Though I could have sworn I saw a blush on his face.
It was working... My plan was working... I was finally cracking him- I hid a smile as I tried to help my friend.
Time Skip!~
***Maurice's Pov***
"Holy shit, I can't believe that happened!" I was currently sitting on Judd's bed, feeling all tingly from the moment before. "You practically saw her nipples- No. WE practically saw her nipples!!"
"Shut it!" Judd says through gritted teeth as he continues to lift his weight bar once again.
"Ugghhh, but Judd! You have a fine hottie under your own house!!! She's going to be here for a whole night! Don't you at least want to fantasize about her?" I asked as I wiggled a sexy magazine in front of him.
All he replied with was a 'tch' as he continued lifting weights.
I sighed as I continued on with the next person on my list...
"Man, you're no fun..." I say as I got ready to leave. "Welp, wiggle your di*k if you need me." Then I left.
And all he said was "tch."
"In my opinion... I found that quite offensive. I mean, he didn't even say goodbye!" I said with the 'what's-wrong-with-this-kid' face. "It's like he's immune to horniness... wait, no- that's stupid, ha. I should write that down-"
Time Skip!~
***Leah's Pov***
"Okay, so I know dinner didn't go exactly as planned, but at least it ended well in the end," I said, trying to keep quiet.
It was currently midnight. Judd and Y/n were supposedly sleeping. Meanwhile, me and the rest of my family were holding a secret mission.
"So, mom. Do you still have that spare key to Judd's room?"
"Oh, sweety." She pulls out the keys. "I never leave home without it." She smiles.
"Great!" I whispered. "Now, Dad- are you ready?"
"Absolutely, sweety."
"Great! Let's get this show started!" I cheered lightly.
Small time skip!
I know you may think this is a little far fetch, but when I say they're meant to be, they are!!!
Okay! They don't really know it, but they actually have lots of things in common. Like Y/n loves horror movies, so does he. She absolutely loves raccoons... I don't know why, but that's her... Anyways, you get the idea.
Right now, me and my dad are currently carrying Y/n's sleeping body while my mom slowly opens Judd's door...
It was kind of scary, to be honest. No one ever really goes in here, so we didn't really know what to expect. All we did was pray he was asleep, and thankfully he was.
I know this might be wrong since it can go wrong sooo quickly, but like... There's a chance where he might not stab y/n the moment he wakes up... Right? Haha... Ha...
Anyways, we placed her under his sheets quietly. Thankfully, she's a deep sleeper... Now, all there was to do was head to bed and wait till morning!
Time Skip!
***Y/n's Pov***
I was rudely awakened by a hand covering my mouth. At first, I tried screaming but then froze when I realized I wasn't in Leah's room anymore... Dear God, no...
That's right... I was in Judd's bed... Wearing nothing but panties and a tank top... I looked up at him, and he had his fingers to his lips.
"H-how did I get here..." I stared the door down for dear life. I was too scared to face him.
"Leah and the others. They placed you here when you were sleeping. I saw it all happened."
"Uh...Oh." I looked down, completely embarrassed.
Judd just stood there looking at me... It was an awkward silence. I wasn't sure what to do. I kind of just sat there, completely frozen... Until he spoke.
"You can sleep there for the night."
I looked at him in shock. His facial structure stayed the same as always.
"I'm not sure what they're trying to do, but clearly, they really want you around me..."
There again... A moment of silence. I looked towards the ground. I couldn't help but feel ashamed for what I was wearing...
"I won't stop them." He muttered as he lifted up his window. I couldn't really hear that first part but then he said- "You can sleep here for the night. It's not like I ever use my bed anyways." Then he left through the window.
I quickly got up in fear that he might have hurt himself, but he was gone. He wasn't on the ground... He was nowhere to be found. I sighed, closing his window. Then I returned to his bed and cuddled up close to his blankets.
I know it was a little wrong, but I couldn't help but enjoy this... The blankets smelled exactly like him! And they were really warm too! His bed was so comfy that I fell asleep again quite quickly.
Time skip!~ MORNING!
***Leah's Pov***
When I saw Y/n and Judd walk downstairs towards the kitchen- where everyone was... I couldn't help but make the comment- "So, how did y'all sleep last night?" I looked directly at them both, trying to hide my growing smirk and giggles.
Before Y/n could say anything- Judd spat- "Wouldn't you like to know?" He smirked... He SMIRKED!
Does that actually mean... NO WAY...! Did my baby bird finally popped her cherry?!
I mentally screamed with joy. As Y/n groggily walked over. Her hair was a mess... She clearly had an 'intense' night. I laughed in my head.
I nudged her with my elbow... Teasing her, she just rolled her eyes as she took another sip of her coffee.
Time Skip!~
"Wait, what? You didn't actually lose your V-card?" I was somewhat disappointed as I slipped on my bikini bottoms. We had about thirty minutes left till the party started.
"You make it sound like a bad thing?"
"Well... It's just- you were in his room practically naked..."
She blushes. Hitting me playfully as I giggled. "Leah!" She whined.
I giggled harder- "Don't worry, Y/n. I promised he'll take your virginity at some point today!"
"LEAH!"
I laughed harder.
Small Time Skip!~
Not even thirty minutes into the party, the house was already packed... which would have been fine if my stupid brother, Nick, hadn't invited all his stupid friends. I rolled my eyes for what felt like the fifth time that night...
What's worse is that Judd still hasn't shown... God, this sucks. If he doesn't show up, then my ultimate bestie hook-up plan won't work. I sighed, taking a long sip of the wine Judd got for the party.
Small Time Skip!~
10 more minutes passed by, and I was still leaning against the wall... just waiting for him. Meanwhile, Y/n was just sitting by the edge of the pool... GOD, this would be THE PERFECT time for Me to EXECUTE my PLAN!! I whined.
And then- FINALLY! He shows up... He wasn't even in a swimsuit- which was slightly disappointing. I was kind of hoping to see my girly have that cute, embarrassing, stutter moment most movies make when they make situations similar to this.
But that's not the point... I'm just glad he showed up; otherwise, I would have had to get my other brother, Nick, to go and get one of his raccoons... There's a fifty percent chance they don't know how to swim, and knowing Judd, he'd kill anyone if it meant they'd live.
I walked towards Judd, who was currently drinking the last of his Jack... "Hey, so-" He smashed the glass bottle on the fool, making me jump. "Seriously?"
"Where's my fifty bucks?" He said with one hand whipping his lips while the other was extended towards me.
I rolled my eyes. "You'll get your fifty soon, but first-" I shoved him perfectly behind Y/n. Who didn't even know he was here- let alone coming...
He stumbled a little bit. "What the hell- Oof?!"
"Eek!"
'SPLASH!'
I know- he's going to kill me... BUT IT WAS SO WORTH IT! When they both came to the surface- he was holding her as she was coughing. Her wet bangs covered her eyes, so she didn't even know... AHHHAHAHAH! I couldn't help but fangirl over the scene.
***Y/n's Pov***
I didn't even know what happened... One moment, I was sitting on the edge of the pool. My legs were dangling in the water, and I was just chilling- then the next thing I knew, something- or in this case, someone pushed me...
"Tch."
That was all I heard when I came to the surface. Something was holding me up... which was great cause I didn't really know how to swim. However, the sound of that voice sounded a little too familiar... which honestly terrified me.
I took a moment before brushing away my bangs... Then there he was- Judd Birch... his shirt was sticking to his skin, outlining the curves of his muscles... Oh god-
I looked towards Leah, clearly annoyed and very embarrassed. Meanwhile, Judd carried me to shore.
He seemed a little more adjugated than usual... He placed me down and walked directly towards Leah, who was slowly backing up. Then she started running, shrieking while doing so as he chased her. "LEAHHH! YOU FUCK FACE, GET BACK HERE!" He yelled, causing a crowd to start forming.
Then suddenly Leah ran towards me- before I could even react, she grabbed my shoulders and used me as a shield- "Hey!"
"Sorry, girly- But unlike me, he won't kill you!" She had her eyes closed tightly as if I would actually work as a descent shield... Her head was turned away, too-
I rolled my eyes, but then two seconds later, I felt something. I froze... Judd Birch... was touching my-my-my bo-bo-boobs! My face turned completely red as I just stared at him. His eyes were slightly bigger, and his face was a little flushed, but then he quickly composed himself- pulling his hands away.
People obviously took advantage of that entire scene... they took videos and pictures. God, I'm going to hate myself once I see how many views it'll get...
Leah finally loosened her grip on me. She opened her eyes and looked at her brother. "Umm... did I miss something?"
He just 'tched' and left. He was clearly blushing... I guess he, too, was capable of feeling embarrassment.
***Marice's Pov***
"WHAT WAS THAT! You had the opportunity to squeeze them, but you just let them go!"
I yelled as we both walked away from that fiasco. "Y/n was in your grasp, man! WASN'T THAT WHAT YOU DREAMED OF- what you wanted!" I whined.
I couldn't help but feel upset. It's like he was ignoring me... he barely jerks off- and now, when he likes someone, he does nothing! LETERALLY NOTHING!
***Judd's Pov***
"Shut the h*ll up, Mori. That was an accident." I said to that 'thing' that constantly follows me.
"Yeah! And besides- didn't you see her face! She was mortified!" Tito said. "Her face alone PROVED that she didn't like you!"
Great- that stupid mosquito's here now. I slammed my bedroom door shut.
"Oww- Don't feel bad, Judd. I'm sure she understands. It was an accident, after all. And don't believe a word that filthy mosquito says-" The stupid love bug grabbed my shoulder. "I'm sure she loves you too."
I felt the heat rise up to my cheeks. My grip on the edge of my bed tightened as I stared at nothing... I hate this.
My heart was pounding, and my chest tightened... Maybe that stupid mosquito was right-
***Y/n's Pov***
Leah finally released my shoulders. I just sat there on my knees.
"Soo~ How did it feel!" She smiled.
"Wha-" I scrunched my eyebrows, turning to face her. I was clearly lost...
"His hand, Y/n! His hand touched your boob!" She smiled, shacking me when she said that last sentence.
"Wait- did you plan this!" I said, clearly upset. "Leah! How many times do I have to tell you!" My eyes started watering as I got up.
"I didn't want your hel- uh... I-huh..." I rubbed my eyes, trying to wipe away the tears. I couldn't even look at her. "I-ha... I just-" I kept hiccupping, which irritated me.
"Y/n..."
I took a deep breath. "I just wished you left it alone! I wished you stopped putting me- in these embarrassing moments!" I cried out. "I'm not like you, Leah! I don't see everything like it's a movie!" I said, and then I ran off.
"Y/n wait-!" She yelled, trying to get up, but she lost me in the crowd.
God, I seriously hope that group of kids won't post that video of me crying... I already embarrassed myself enough today.
I was currently curled up on the bathroom floor. My tears stopped, but I didn't feel like moving. I just sat there... I didn't even bother whipping away the tear stains on my cheeks. I just quivered there pathetically.
"Oh, Y/n- it's okay." Connie said as she rubbed my back, clearly trying to comfort me.
"Okay- OKAY! That was a DISASTER! The ENTIRE GRADE saw Y/n CRY!" Tito yelled as they buzzed all around my head. Connie tried swatting it away but failed. "What's worse was that people were videoing her! No- wait! What if Judd sees that video! He's going to think we're a CRYBABY!!!" Tito multiplied even more.
"Oh, who CARES!" Yelled the hate worm. "Right now, we should be focusing on the one person who caused this he*l for us!"
"Oh, please!" Connie rolled her eyes. "Leah was only trying to help!"
Meanwhile, I just sat there. I held onto my knees as I hid my face.
"Shush now! All of you.~" Said the big fat cat... She wrapped around my body and purred. "Oh, Y/n. I told you to give up early on- it's a shame you didn't listen..." She continued to purr...
I didn't bother moving at all. I didn't say anything or do anything as they all rambled on.
"Oh dear..." Connie muttered.
***Leah's Pov***
Oh god- oh god! This is my fault! I got up as Y/n was completely out of my sight now... "WHAT THE HE*L ARE YOU ALL STILL DOING HERE!" I screamed out my frustration. After that, people started scrambling.
I quickly ran in the direction Y/n went. I tried looking for her everywhere, but I couldn't find her... and then I heard some muffling. It was coming from the end of the hallway- through that bathroom door.
I walked up to it slowly. "Y/n? Are you in there?" I knocked gently.
-No response-
"Okay- you don't have to respond. But if that's you in there- I. Am. So. Sorry." I said in a breathy tone. "I didn't mean for this to happen- I just..." I took a breath.
"Look. You were right. I should have just dropped it. I don't know what came over me... I'm. So. Sorry."
I closed my eyes and rested my forehead on the door. "I'm sorry for being such a sh*ty friend... I just really wanted for you and my brother to end up together- and now that I'm saying it out loud, it sounds wrong."
I turned around and leaned my back against the door- slowly slipping down to the floor. "You don't have to forgive me right away... But I really. Really! Hope we can stay friends." My eyes started watering at that point. "I promise... I'll- I'll back off." I started struggling with my words as the tears started falling down my cheek.
Then suddenly, the door behind me opened, causing me to fall. I looked up to see Y/n. My heart aches to see her in that state. I got up on my fours and crawled my way towards her, cuddling her as she went back to her sitting position.
We sat like that for a while until someone interrupted us.
***Judd's Pov***
"Yo dipshits. Got out of the bathroom, I gotta take a piss-" I stopped talking the moment I realized it was my little sister and her best friend. They both looked like they were crying.
What a shi*ty day.
"The he*l's wrong?" I said with a softer tone- hey, don't look at me like that! I'm not a monster...
I kneeled down towards them. I pushed my sister's bangs out of her eyes. I looked towards her in hopes she would get the cue and start explaining. She just shook her head lightly, then closed her eyes again, tightening her grip on Y/n.
"Tch." I got up and left.
"What the he*l are you doing! Y/n clearly needs you right now!"
Great... That stupid love bug appeared... What better timing. I thought sarcastically. I tightened my fists as I 'walked' downstairs.
"Dame Judd, what's wrong with yo-" Before that mistake named 'Nick' could finish his sentence, I pushed his ugly face out of my way.
"Get out of my way, disabled fu*k."
He ended up stubbing down the stairs. I just laughed. I heard his whining through the first-floor bathroom walls- it made me feel a little better.
Then my stupid parents showed up.
"What- happened here?" My mom said.
"Ughhh." Nick couldn't even walk straight... He must have drank too much of that pink baby sh*t. Tch- reminds me of my first time when I got drunk... Oh- good times- good times.
I then walked upstairs towards my room. I figured thoughts two would be done sulking by now... But nope, they were still there. It... Kinda sucked.
I sighed. I walked towards them.
"Hey- get up," I demanded.
-no response-
I rolled my eyes, grabbing them both. My heart ached when I saw Y/n's face... "Look, you both can't stay in here forever..." A moment of silence passed as they both just stared at the ground.
"Tch. Come on."
Leah looked up at me. "Where are we going?"
"Someplace, where you shi*s would stop feeling so- shi*ty..."
***Leah's Pov***
I smiled a little... It was nice to know that my brother cared... But then I looked at Y/n... She didn't even react. I don't even think she heard what he said.
He just dragged us both to his car, but when we got to the front door, I stopped him.
He looked back at me as he still held Y/n's wrist.
I looked down. "I'm fine... If anything- you should take Y/n."
"Yeah, well-" He paused for a moment. "Isn't that kind of your job- yeah, now. As her best friend and sh*t?"
"Trust me... She'll feel better with you..." I rubbed my arm.
"Whatever." The he left with her.
***Mori's Pov***
"Alright, man! Maybe we can turn this day around by having a wicked night with Y/n, yeah!?" I said, trying to cheer my buddy up. "You could even pretend it's a date! Like you always wanted-"
"Tch."
I stopped. If you were his hormone monster for as long as I was... You'd understand what that meant.
Time skip!~
***Y/n's Pov***
I looked up to see that he stopped in front of an abandoned building... Not creepy at all...
"Get out of the car," Judd said.
I did as he said and got out. My head still hanging low.
"Ohh god- he's gonna leave you here..." Said Tito. "He's- he's- HE'S GONNA LEAVE YOU HEAR TO DIE!"
My eyes started watering at the thought.
"Hey." Judd pulled my chin up so I'd face him. "Quite crying." He said in a softer tone.
Then he grabbed me and started walking inside.
We went a little deeper into the building, climbing a few stairs and going under this hole... Then there it was.
It was an okay-sized room... There were pillows and blankets everywhere. There was a bowl of raccoon food on the side and a lot of pictures... They looked like they were hand-drawn. I smiled at the one with- what I think was a raccoon? Surprisingly enough, this room was quite colorful due to the hanging blankets- acting like a roof so the actual roof wouldn't drop nasty dirt at us. And the fairy light... I didn't think he was the type of guy to use fairy lights to light up a room... Candles, at least.
"Wha-" I whipped my eyes. "What is this place?" I asked.
Judd sat down on what I assumed was a mattress. He was touching the wall... It looked like it had a lot of stab marks on it. "It's where I go when I feel like sh*t." He said, then he got up to grab a bottle of Jack out of the mini-fridge. "Don't say anything to Leah or your friends. I don't need any of them knowing about this place." He said with a slightly more threatening voice.
I simply nodded as he sat back down on the mattress and he pushed his knees closer to his chest. He cocked his head to the side, indicating me to sit next to him- I did.
"Want some?" He offered in a calming tone. I just nodded. No thanks. I thought.
"Suit yourself." He said, swinging his drink around lightly then proceeding to take a sip. We sat there in silence like that for a few good minutes.
It wasn't even uncomfortable. Until he broke the silence.
"So." He said, swinging his drink around lightly once again. "Do you- like... Like me or something?"
My heart started pounding once again. I looked at him- he wasn't looking at me. He simply just took another sip...... More like- he drank it all in one gulp...
He whipped his mouth. "Well?" He asked, looking down at his now empty bottle of Jack.
"I- uh..." I stuttered. "I- um..." My face felt like it was on fire. I didn't know what to do. I was too scared to say anything.
He sighed. Then he turned around to stare at the beaten wall... "I like you... You know."
My eyes widened at what he just said... Could I be hearing things or something!?!? I mean... I must be right!?!?
My heart was pounding way faster now. Then he turned around a little too quick. I scoot back a little.
He looked at me- "Say something, dipsh*t!"
Oh right... Well, here goes- well, everything.
"I-" I took a moment and to inhale some air. "I like you too!" I said as I shut my eyes as tightly as I could...
-no response-
For a moment, I started to think that he might have left, but then, suddenly, I felt something warm touching my cheek... His hands. It felt like his hands... He was pulling my face, and when I opened my eyes- his face was so close! His eyes were closed, and he kept pulling. I completely froze as he, Judd Birch, KISSED ME ON. THE. LIPPPPSS!
My mind was going haywire! As my love bug was flying everywhere, giggling and smiling, glowing as bright as the sun.
I didn't even realize that Judd pulled away- "What's wrong?" He muttered.
Sh*t. I didn't even realize I wasn't kissing him back- "N-nothing."
"Don't lie-" He said, but I interrupted him by kissing him.
"Don't overthink it." I smiled slightly at him. "I feel better now. Thank you." I spoke as I hugged him, resting my head on his shoulder. He placed a hand around me- hugging me back.
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A/n
Oops- I didn't mean to make it this long- lol 😅 Not going to lie though; it was really fun writing this. I might actually make more fanfics for him too... 🤔😊 Anyway, sorry if some of the characters were out of character- overall, I hope you guys enjoyed it!
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moumouton4 · 8 months
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Caught In The Act || Iruka Umino x reader
A/n : Prompt 10 of the Smutember 2023
The list of promps is HERE
Smutember 2023 Masterlist ⚜
Warnings : no mention of gender for reader, penetrative sex, slight exhibitionism, caught in the act duh 😂, 18+ READERS ONLY and wrap it before you tap it
Masterlist ⚜
I don’t give permission to repost my work, if you want to share it just reblogue it
Word count : 923
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You asked and he said no, even if he was dying to say yes. The only problem was that the place wasn't originally designed to witness two young adults engage in sexual activity. Though after your fingers trailed along his arms and your lips peppered his neck with soft and burning kisses, he forgot all about the risks that making love in a classroom could potentially bring. His shyness gave way to lust, a burning fire that only you could awaken in him.
Despite this, he still had a lot of respect for his classroom, that’s why he decided to take you on his desk instead of one of the kids’ tables. That’s how you found yourself pressed against the hard wooden desk, with your fiancé thrusting at a fast pace inside of you. You chose to keep both your top, only pulling down your pants enough to make your skin intimately get in contact - he looked so hot with his trousers pulled down to his ankles lmao. He couldn’t deny that he found this as inappropriate as thrilling. But seeing you there under him, with your legs slightly parted was the only thing he needed to let go of any inhibition. The classroom, still full of life 1 hour ago, was now filled with the sound of your colliding bodies and your erratic breathing.
And if at first he tried to hide his moans, at some point it was as if he forgot where you actually were at the moment “Y/nnnn ! You’re g-gripping me so ti-tightly !” He kept on moving, probably undisturbed by the sound of the desk scraping against the floor. All he could think about was you and the pleasure you were giving him. He knew he'd soon reach the climax of his pleasure, and feeling how wet you were, you surely were as close.
But just as he was about to grip you harder to speed up his rhythm, he heard a noise. He couldn’t even decipher what it was, because too bad that’s the moment you choose to moan his name “Iruk-” but he stopped you with his hand on your mouth. His hips stopped his thrusts but he kept rolling them against you, just in case it was a false alert. For a fleeting moment, the room fell into a wary silence ( Is that even English to say ? ), A mixture of anxiety and adrenaline invaded you, your breaths tried to calm down, while the incessant sound of his belt buckle reminded you that he was still moving to make you feel good, even if it was as gentle as he could.
Unfortunately it wasn't a false alert, and before you could even process what was happening, the door before you, the only thing - with those walls - that protected your intimacy, swung open.
Then an all-too-familiar face appeared, holding a book in his hand and seemingly engrossed in his reading. Well, until he looked up. That's when your long-time friend, Kakashi, the copy ninja, met the gaze of the now horrified teacher - fortunately your back was to him. Your position helped hide Iruka's cock that was still hard and nestled inside of you. He felt protective of you and in a split second tried to hide what little flesh Kakashi could see, despite his awkwardness at being seen in such a situation.
For Kakashi, it was the first time he'd seen the eyes of his seemingly "most innocent" friend so blown with lust, but above all “What the hell are you two doing here ?!? No, nevermind I don’t want an answer for that” and with that he left - hopefully his mask hid how red his cheeks were - after what felt like hours knowing the predicament you were in. ( A/n : Kakashi came to retrieve some ninja book Iruka said he was going to lend him. Though he forgot about it because of how aroused he was ). Your man let out a shuddering breath, as he looked into your eyes you could only read worry inside his beautiful brown orbs “A-are you okay ? I-I’m sorry I totally forgot he was going to come. I’m an idiot-”
But you didn’t let him finish his ramble as you tenderly caught his face in your hands “Shhh shh I’m fine don’t worry. Are you ?” and he nodded at your soothing voice “Good then” you said before kissing his nose. You could feel that he was still throbbing inside you, but with everything it was sure that you were going to finish here. He oh so caringly pulled out before he cleared his throat, his face and neck still so red “L-let’s go back h-home. At least no one will disturb us there”
You followed his lead, dressing back up and helping him smooth his hair while he did the same with yours. As you exited the school you couldn’t help but say “Next time we’ll think about locking the door”
“There won’t be next times Y/n !” he screamed still visibly flustered. So the two of you walked hand in hand back to your house, where you made love all night long to compensate for this slight but extremely annoying inconvenience. And every second Iruka couldn't help but marvel at having been the lucky person chosen to share these emotionally-charged moments with you.
( A/n : Even I don’t know if Kakashi is going to roast Iruka for that. Tell me what you think lmao )
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onboardsorasora · 1 month
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🎾Tennis AU pt 33🎾
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No, your eyes do not deceive you, you don't need to adjust your glasses. Wanted a bit of fluff from these boys specifically
Part 1 - Max Meets Dan | Part 31 - Thanksgiving | Part 32 - FIA Prizegiving
He was late, Max and Rupert had gone on ahead of him while he'd had an interview scheduled at the hotel. The SUV pulled up to the edge of the Melbourne Walk and Daniel's eyes widened at the size of the crowd.
“You reckon we can just power walk it through?” Blake asked and Daniel gave him a dubious look in return. 
“We can try. It probably won't be so bad though.” 
The door opened and Daniel stepped out, smiling his thanks to the volunteer. He only had a second before he registered that the crowd was going wild. It wasn't until he closed the door and saw people stretching their arms out with caps and signs and markers towards him that he realized that the crowd was going wild for him.
Daniel! Omg Daniel! We love you Daniel! Aussie Aussie Aussie! Ki Ki ki!! aaahhhh Daniel! Danny Ric!!
Two burly security people flanked him from seemingly nowhere and Daniel felt his eyes widen further before he shook himself out of it and stepped onto the Walk. 
It was chaos of a good kind. He couldn't remember signing so many things at any one time at an open. He still couldn't believe this was his life. This must have been what Max felt like when he'd come to the Australian open. No one had expected all the screaming fans with red bull racing kits stretching for a picture or his touch.
At the end of the path was an interviewer and Daniel grinned when the presenter threw an arm around his shoulder to start asking him questions. I honestly couldn't hear himself think over the roar of the crowd and truly was happy when they made it further into the more quiet parts of the paddock.
“Mate that was mental.” Daniel gushed to an equally floored Blake.
“We might have to get you a disguise to get you outta here later.”
They made it to the energy station, waving to DC and Adrian as they sequestered themselves in the quieter space.
“Oh Daniel, there you are! C'mon, I need you to change quick.” Vicky came out of nowhere, pushing Daniel in the direction of the driver rooms.
“Hey Vicks, erm what are we doing?”
“You're doing a hot lap with Max and Ford. I need you to change into the race suit in Max's room and then we need to go.”
Daniel looked back at Blake who seemed to be looking at his phone, Daniel wondering if he was checking the out of nowhere overfilled calendar again.
He changed as quickly as he could, fighting to get the navy nomex up his thighs without Max's help. The race suit was navy and basic. Branding him Red Bull and Ford Performance. He walked out and was immediately escorted onto a golf cart.
“Daniel!” Max greeted him with a kiss and Daniel calmed down a little. His anxiety had been spiking with all of the new unknowns happening at the same time.
“Hey baby. Do you know what's going on here?” Daniel looked dubiously at the helmet he was given and Max grinned at him. Luckily Vicky explained in short order.
“So I'm supposed to ask him questions while he tries to make me puke on a lap? And you want to film this?” He asked even more dubiously, Max's snort made him smile.
“You won't puke Daniel. It's just like a rollercoaster, I think.” Max pointed out, Daniel didn't have the heart to tell him that the last rollercoaster he'd been on he actually had puked a little. He'd keep that tidbit to himself.
They strapped him up in the car and Daniel looked at the cardstock paper they gave him. There were a few questions and the paper was thick in case he started clenching it maybe.
“You'd think they'd use a bigger font or something.” Daniel muttered which caused Max to look over at him and laugh.
“You'll be fine. Just make shit up if you can't read em.” Max shrugged and patted Daniel's thigh. “You look lovely by the way.”
Daniel grinned at him and blew a kiss.
“So what should I do?” 
“Uhm, just brace, maybe. Keep your head planted on the headrest as best you can and look forward don't try to look through the windows, you'll get sick.” 
Daniel felt his shoulders lose some of their tension at Max's words and cadence. He could do this. It wouldn't be so bad.
He was wrong. It was bad. Damn this thing was fast as fuck. A hysterical laugh tore itself from his throat.
“The questions!” Max prompted with his own laugh. 
“Oh shit!” Daniel giggled and patted his lap to find the paper. “God these words are vibrating all together– uhm when– uh fuck it I can't see shit. What's your favorite Ford vehicle?” Daniel couldn't read those questions if he tried. He was in a Ford with Ford emblazoned on his chest. When in doubt, think about marketing
Max laughed a happy sound. “That raptor we drove in LA was pretty great. Remember when we took it up the mountain. I didn't think we would have made it to that ridge when you went off road but I was surprised.”
Daniel cackled when he remembered how Max yelled at him the entire time they were pretty much diagonally climbing the hill. “Oh it was so sick, the four wheel drive on that thing mate. Holy crap this thing is fast! We might have to get one of these too.”
They laughed all the way to the end of the lap while Max started drifting through the last turns. 
“Oh jeepers that was mental.” Daniel crawled out of the van, comically pretending to kiss the asphalt while Max rolled his eyes and took off his helmet.
“It wasn't that bad, I think.” 
“This is why I drive when we're going anywhere!” Daniel laughed at Max's grin.
“No, this is why Blake drives.” Max needled then ran off with a laugh when Daniel lunged after him.
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ieatkeyboard · 1 year
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Date Night
Diavolo cancels on Lucifer last minute but the avatar of Pride doesn't want to cancel the reservation so he takes you with him Warnings: Nsft, Lucifer X Reader, unprotected, P in V, intimate. T Crimson nails complemented the silk around his neck as he neatly tied his tie. He was going to some fancy restaurant that opened up. The tall mans DDD and he took it off the coffee table. "Hello, Lucifer! I'm afraid Barbatos is keeping me in tonight as I got more work last minute T_T How about you take MC with you, take them on that date you've been telling me about :P" The avatar sighed as he ran a hand through his hair. He hesitated before replying. "Of course, give me directions and I'll ask them right away." "Good Luck! :D" He looked at his phone as anxiety filled his stomach. At the end of the day, if you say no, what's the big deal, right? He tapped your name on his phone and began typing. "Hello, Mc. Are you busy?" His cheeks became hot when he saw you typing. "Hey, Luci! I'm free right now, what's up?" "Diavolo and I had a reservation at a new restaurant but something came up last minute and he had to cancel. Would you like to go with me instead?""Of course! Do I need to dress up?""It is a formal establishment so yes, if you don't mind.""Alright! How long do I have to get ready?""Twenty minutes, preferably wear something red. I'll get you from your room before we go.""See you then ;)" His pale lips curved into a gentle smile. It wouldn't be the first time he'd taken you out to dinner and he hoped this wouldn't be the last but it always gave him butterflies. You slipped on a black sleek maxi dress. The last time he saw you wear it to a party he wouldn't stop staring at you. You put on a ruby necklace, a matching ring and red heels. You figured it would be enough red to get away with. Eyeliner and lashes were saved for last. You had 5 minutes to spare. Not bad you thought, grabbing your DDD and sending the demon a text. "I'm ready to go!" The three dots popped of quickly, as if he were eagerly waiting for you to be done. "Of course, I'm on my way." You heard a knock on your door and opened it with a smile. A soft pink blossomed on his cheeks as he looked at you. "You look gorgeous." He mumbled and his eyes went wide as you giggled. "I could as the same for you, I can see why you wear red so often." Your hand went to his cheek. "Now..We have to sneak out or my brothers are gonna throw a fit. I'd prefer it was just us at this dinner." He explained holding your hands in his. "I'll head out first, you follow behind a couple minutes later. If my brothers ask, say you're going with a friend." "Alright." You watched him walk out and heard him yell at Mammon to behave while he was gone. You sat, scrolling devilgram for a couple minutes, going through what your excuse would be. You hurried down the stairs, carrying your heels and quickly putting them on. Asmo saw you and became curious. "Ooo you're all dolled up! Why are you in such a hurry?" The strawberry haired boy asked, grabbed your purse and handing it to you. "My friend's going through a breakup so I'm taking her out on a friend date to help her forget him. But I spent to long trying to figure out what to wear." You said, rushing to get your heels back on. "And no you may NOT come. She needs a break from dating and you're a giant flirt. Have fun, behave, you wanna party go to a club, love ya!" You yelled running out the door. You ran down the front steps and walked past a couple trees until large hands pulled you out of sight. A deep, familiar voice whispered in your ear, "Relax, it's me." Your breathing slowed and he gave you a minute before walking you to his car. Of course, a matte black camaro. He opened the door for you and you got in, Soon enough he was next to you and driving away from the dark house. The drive consisted of talking about each other's week and complementing each other. You pulled up to the building and he parked. "Are you read, Darling?" You flushed at the name, smiling and nodding as he got out and opened the door for you.
You linked arms as he spoke to the woman at the counter, she walked you to your seats and left you with two menus.
You were glad he told you to dress up or you'd stick out like a sore thumb. The light was dim and warm as crystal chandeliers reflected the light. "I feel so out of place" You giggled. "It's beautiful." "Don't worry, you look the part. They'd never know how clumsy you are by looking at you." He smirked. "And they wouldn't know you're a lovey dovey dork by looking at you." You retorted, smirking as he looked at you with wide eyes. "Oh really?" He smiled as he leaned forward "Really." You smiled, grabbing his hand and running your thumb over his.
You ordered food and got a couple glasses of wine in your system. "Baby?" "Hmm?" He hummed, looking up at you. His eyes shone brightly as he looked at you. He looked so calm. Happy. "Are you ready to go home?" You asked, holding his hand and he nodded, grabbing his wallet and taking some cash out. You stacked the dishes and left the money there as you walked out. He walked you to the car and watched as you almost twisted your ankle, heels and alcohol was not a good mix. He opened the car door and knelt down. "Face me, Honey." He said holding your knee. You turned so your legs were out of the car and he slipped your heels off. A sigh of pleasure fell from your mouth. "There we go. Much better." He smiled at you and buckled you in before closing the door. He held your hand the entire drive home, occasionally giving the back of your hand a kiss. You held your uncomfortable shoes in one hand as Lucifer carried you to the house. "Can you open the door for me?" He asked, kissing your head as you reached for the door knob. "There you go" You said softly, kissing his jaw as he step in the house. "Now close the door." He said, turning you so your feet were towards the door, you managed to slip your foot in the door handle and attempted to close it. "Almost there! Come on!" He smiled and you two giggled. When the door closed he kicked his shoes off and placed you down. "Luci?" "Yes?" "Can we dance?"
You two ran into Beel in the hallway and he smiled at you. "You guys look nice." He said before walking off. Lucifer took you into his room and put a record onto his record player. Merry Go Round of Life began to play. "Levi told me you liked the movie this song came from so I figured I'd get it for you." He said as he took one of your hands in his and the other slipped around your waist. "Oh Luci..I love you." You whispered, kissing him. His hand left yours and went to your chin as he deepened your affections. His tongue grazed your lower lip and you opened your mouth. "This dress is beautiful but I think it'd be prettier on the floor" He whispered into your ear as he undid your necklace and placed it on the table. You took off your gloves and set them on the table along with his tie and jacket.
"You want me to do it, don't you?" He whispered, smirking at you. "You know the answer to that." You smiled. He began to roll up his sleeve. You loved how it showed off his forearms. "Better?" He asked, leaning his hands on the bed to support himself as he towered over you. You hummed in agreement and your hands went to the sides of his neck as you brought him into another kiss. "I love you so much." You whispered. "I love you more, Beautiful." He breathed as you slid his pants down half way down his thighs, letting his red boxers stay. He began to grind against your soft entrance, letting his head fall into the crook of your neck. "Lucifer~" You moaned, sliding your hands under his boxers and holding his hips as he continued. "I need you, My Love..Please" He whispered. His teeth grazed your neck as he left marks and his hips stopped in their tracks as you brought his boxers down. "Do it." You said, looking him in the eye. "Use me." Your hands latched onto his back and your legs wrapping around his hips. His thrusts were slow and deep as he kissed you. Soft "I love you"s falling from your mouths. He held your hands and pressed his forehead against yours as you closed your eyes. "I'm close, My Love...I want you to come with me, can you do that?" He mumbled as he groaned. "Yes. Yes please yes." You moaned, arms wrapping around his neck. "I'll count down from 5" 5 "Ohhh Luci!" 4 "Fuck.." 3 "Hold on a little longer, Sweetheart" 2 "FuUCK" 1 He pulled you into a kiss as he fucked his cum into you. He rolled off of you and you laid on his chest. "Let's hope your brothers are asleep." "Mmm, let's hope they don't need anything. I don't feel like picking our clothes off the floor right now." You giggled and grabbed the blanket off the edge of the bed, pulling it over the both of you. "Good night, Luci, I love you." "I love you more, My Dear. Rest well." NOTE: I love this so much. I hope you enjoyed!
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random-imagines-blog · 11 months
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Imagine your co-workers on the Avengers films confronting you about your eating disorder.
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You were struggling, and on top of that, you were the only one that wasn’t acknowledging it. As you sat down at the canteen with only your cup of hot water with lemon - no tea, no honey, just hot water, your friends and colleagues looked among one another, knowing that now was the time to bring it up. They were having trouble watching someone that they cared about clearly spiraling, clearly fighting a war within themselves.
“This pasta is amazing,” Jeremy said, eyeing you. “Want some of mine?”
“I’m good, thanks," You smiled, blowing the steam off the top of your mug. “Is it just me or is it freezing in here?”
“Just you,” Robert said, considering he and the rest of the crew were all wearing t-shirts. But there you were in a cardigan, keeping yourself covered, hugging the mug between your palms like it was the only warmth that you could get. “If you ate something, you might feel warmer.”
Blunt as always. You flinched against the idea, and pulled the cardigan self-consciously tighter against your front.
“Real subtle,” Chris Evans said, sidling up next to you. He understood anxiety and the effects that it can have on the body, on the psyche, so he made sure he was the one that was the closest to you. “Y/N, what Robert is  trying to say is ... we’ve noticed your .. diet.”
You held the mug tighter in your hands. You stared straight ahead at the table. A ring from someone’s coffee had stained the wood. It gave you something to focus on.
“Susan in costuming was saying that they had to put padding in your costume because it got bigger,” Robert said, crossing his arms over himself. “That’s a bad sign, y/n. And I know a lot about bad signs.”
“She shouldn’t have told anyone about that,” You said, cheeks flaming red.
“We’ve all been through something like this,” Scarlett frowned, across from you. “It comes with the job, unfortunately. We’re just worried about you, honey, because we love you.”
“Yeah,” Jeremy nodded. “And we’re here to talk, to help, whatever you need.”
You did feel the love. How could you not? But you were still nervous. Still feeling sick. Feeling - watched. “That pasta does look good...” You had to admit. Your stomach was calling out for something more substantial than the water, than the lemon slice that you’d savor over the rest of the day.
“Try a bite,” Jeremy encouraged, putting some on his fork. You took just the smallest bit, one of the ziti noodles, and chewed it. Thankfully, Chris started talking about something so that no one would actually be watching you eat, which helped. You swallowed it. You felt the urge to make it rise back up, thinking about how the pasta was just calories, the cheese oh lord, but you kept it down. It was a start, everyone knew. A very slow one, but a start nonetheless.
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hellcheer-heaven · 1 year
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Budding - 90s Pregnant Hellcheer
Beard Eddie photo by @eddiemunsons-missingnipple Click here for the post Thanks for giving me the okay for using your photo edit.
Thank you @a-strange-inkling for proofreading the beginning stages of this short fic. Also please check out both creators listed here.
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Waking up early in the morning came naturally to Eddie, it was pretty much a part of himself like the curly locks on his head; and currently the dark hairs sprouting from his face. He looked over at the sleeping woman, hair draped along her shoulders and face so at peace. Chrissy has been getting some much needed rest lately for the sake of her health and for the developing little one in her womb. There was a lovely sort of glow that surrounded her no matter where she went. Even on the days when she felt and proclaimed that she looked like a terrible mess, Eddie reassured her that nothing would dull her sparkle.
It was another quiet, lazy Saturday in their neighborhood. Most of their neighbors were still asleep, say for a few early birds that wanted to get their steps in before breakfast. Eddie occupied himself with whisking raw eggs and adding just a bit of milk to give it that fluffy texture that Chrissy liked. He practically tore open the entire package of bacon, nearly loosing a few stragglers, but thankfully his lightening fast reflexes caught the flying pork. The coffee maker bubbled as he placed the large glass container beneath the dispenser. Before he could turn on the stove, Chrissy’s sudden gasp caused him to rush to the room.
“PleasebeokayPleasebeokayPleasebeokay!” His mind begged. Eddie nearly lost his balance as he ran down the carpeted hallway before catching himself, firmly planting his feet onto the ground. “Chrissy? Baby? Are you okay? Do you need to go to the emergency room?!”
Chrissy’s back faced him, her blue eyes gazing into the mirror with quite the wide eyed stare. “Eddie… I…”
Eddie was afraid something absolutely terrible must have happened, but he had to take a deep breath. “Y-Yes? What is it?”
She slowly turned around, something was quite different with her. Aside from her bump, there was also the newly developed pair of breasts protruding out from Eddie’s nice dress shirt.
She kept herself covered, feeling incredibly embarrassed at how much skin was showing, “Eddie my boobs got bigger!”
He gulped, his mind heavily chastising him for the thoughts that were appearing. He had to think of something, anything to say to his beloved wife.
His face felt so hot and red, “Y-Yeah… yeah they did.”
It’s not like they haven’t seen each other semi to fully nude before. In her current state, this was vastly different than what she or he were used to. They both stared, flabbergasted at the single or possible double cup size increase.
Eddie hurried to readjust his vision, “How do you feel Chrissy?”
Her fingers gently felt along her budding skin, “I feel weird.”
“Do you have to go to the hospital?”
She gave him a reassuring smile, it gave him some relief of his anxiety. “No I’m fine. I just… never really thought they would grow that much.” She faced her reflection, shrugging off the shirt to get a closer look. “It’s just, I look so different.”
Eddie placed a loving hand to her shoulder, she held onto it sweetly. He pecked the top of her head, “Good different or bad different?”
She sighed, “I don’t know. I just… never really imagined that I would actually get big breasts.” Chrissy winced slightly when she held up the tender bundles.
They felt and appeared so oddly shaped to her. Then again having her abdomen sticking out from her small frame was still so unusual to see. Chrissy was always so used to having the body that she had always had: Petite with muscle and a bit of body fat. Nothing out of the ordinary for some people, but the things that her mother said did a number on her self esteem, self image, and self worth. Always making her believe that she was ugly and unattractive in her childhood and especially during adolescence.
Fat pig, string bean, baby face, rabbit teeth, body of a child, too quiet, not lady like, and so much more.
Even when her body began to naturally change during puberty and now during pregnancy, her mother still made it her mission to make her life hell. It’s no wonder Chrissy and her darling husband found a house of their own some towns away from Hawkins.
Eddie moved a lock of her hair behind her ear, “Do they hurt?”
“A little bit.”
He nuzzled into her neck, his voice filled with concern, “Only a little?”
She carefully placed them back down, really considering how she truly felt, “Well, more than a little. They feel sensitive and sore. It’s like I’m going through puberty again, but now I have these and my stomach is…”
Eddie cradled her pretty belly, his warm palms tracing her lovely stretch marks. “You look beautiful Chrissy.”
The lump in her throat started to grow even more, “But I feel like a fat cow.” She shut her eyes tightly, “And I look like one too!”
Eddie just wanted to hug her as tightly as he could, but all he could do was gently wrap his arms around her, leaning in to kiss her cheek. “You’re beautiful Chrissy, no matter what your brain tries to tell you. You’re the most courageous, amazing, and beautiful woman in the whole world.”
She swiped her teary eyes with the backs of her hands, “I wish I could believe that Eddie!”
Eddie turned her around and pecked her face, sweetly and generously giving her as many pecks he could give her until the tiniest smile pulled at her cotton candy colored lips. She softly cooed his name, her tears forming from self loathing to affectionate. She couldn’t prevent her giggles from tumbling out, the scruff tickling her neck as he bent down. Chrissy nibbled her lower lip, watching the way his bubblegum pink mouth planted more and more upon her body. Slowly and earnestly along her breasts, looking up to gauge her reaction: Chrissy was all smiles, batting her eyelashes at him.
She ran her fingers through his curls, “Eddie, that feels really nice. It kinda tickles a little.”
He closed his eyes, his hands caressing the sides of her body as his lips followed the shape of her torso. Wanting to follow every stretch mark with his fingers and tongue, but she was vulnerable and that wouldn’t be fair to her. Instead he placed the side of his face along her bump, breathing lightly as the warm flesh heated his cheek. Eddie looked up and still could see the sunshine smile of his Spring Goddess, her flower bed and fruits growing healthily.
Chrissy cradled his sweet, hairy face, rubbing the apples of his cheeks with her thumbs. His lips proceeded to return back up until their mouths collided, that’s when he heard it again: Laughter. Her laughter was the most wonderful melody that he could ever hear. No amount of string bending, shredding, or tapping would ever compare. They walked over to the bed, and he helped her onto her back, making sure that her pillows were aligned the way they were supposed to be for both support and comfort.
Chrissy curled her pointer finger, wanting a little more love; boy did he deliver. Kisses, kisses, and more kisses. She then began to whimper, the sensitive sensation returning to her breasts once more. Eddie was careful to not put any kind of weight on her, laying next to her and kissing her hand.
“Is there anything I can do to help you?”
She thought for a moment, tapping her fingers upon the mattress to find her answer. What did the moms back in Hawkins suggest during this time? A gentle massage with massage oil was the way to go according to them. He smiled, soon returning with a jar of oil that Mrs. Sinclair, Wheeler, Byers, and Henderson swore by. Thank god for their wisdom and experience, because the last person Chrissy would ever turn to regarding motherhood was her own mom.
They sat there for a moment, the two of them looking back and forth at the jar and her chest.
He gulped nervously, “So… um…”
“I guess you can start,” Chrissy mentioned, still a bit weirded out as well; honestly that makes two of them.
He swallowed, “Y-Yeah. Yup, I’m gonna massage your ti- breasts.” He sighed slowly through his nostrils, “Holy shit her tits are huge. So fucking soft and squishy. Our baby is so lucky.”
She nodded, gulping down as well, “Yeah, you’re gonna touch them.” She proceeded to open the dress shirt, blushing a bit at the sight. “God I feel like a cow! Jesus my tits look like someone sewed cantaloupes in me. Please don’t turn into watermelons! Please!”
Eddie broke the silence, it was probably the stupidest thing he’s said in a while, but he really needed to know. “So I’m not going to squeeze all of your milk out, right?”
Chrissy held his hand, showing him a wonderful grin and a warm chuckle, “No Eddie, my milk isn’t going to come out.”
“I just don’t want to hurt you, sweetheart.”
She held his worried face, “You won’t hurt me, you never have.”
Eddie grinned, moving his face to kiss her palm before warming up the oil in his hands. He could feel the more immature part of his brain telling him to do things to her chest. The rest of his mind continued to scold him before locking up that area. With all distractions put aside, he could then focus on her needs. His tattooed hands and fingers slowly touched the heaping bundles of flesh, following the shape in precise circles. Starting with both and then transitioning to each one individually with his talented hands. Chrissy observed how those inked appendages motioned along her breasts, gazing through her lashes and following the way he very gently sculpted her.
She giggled, “Eddie, I really like that. Ooh, you’re so gentle. I love how sweet you are.”
He gave her a playful wink, “Sweet as honey baby girl.” He stopped momentarily when she softly gasped, his worrying thoughts returning in a flash, “Are you okay?”
“Mmhm, that just felt really, really good.”
His eyes looked between her face and body, “Are you gonna… you know?”
Her brows rose up, nodding slowly and waiting patiently for him to continue. She knew the word, but still wanted to hear it from him, “Am I going to what?”
His fingers started to slowly release her, his bashful smile evidently displayed, “Squirt milk?”
Close enough.
He couldn’t help but hide his face when she started to laugh, very loudly actually. When her giggle fit was over, Chrissy moved his hands aside and pecked the thorn surrounded rose tattoo on the back of one hand.
She placed a curly lock behind his ear, “I’m sorry Eddie, that was just really funny. It’s lactate, baby. That’s the word you’re looking for.” Chrissy held up her bosoms, giving them a gentle squeeze, “And no the doctor said it’ll be a while before that happens. Actually they could end up getting larger.”
“Really?” He sounded a little hopeful, something that Chrissy slyly smirked at to which Eddie changed his tone. “I mean… um… that sucks.”
“Pun intended Eddie?”
He gave her a cute pout before smirking himself, “Geez Chrissy, you’re really putting me between a rock and a hard place.”
Chrissy snickered, “Well I’m sure resting your head on something soft might ease the tension.”
Was she being serious or just joking? Either way he was pleased knowing that she was happy, comfortable, and safe. They hardly said anything for the remainder of the morning as he commenced with massaging her. Nothing much had to be said, their smiles were enough. The gentle touches were enough. Their kisses were enough.
They were enough.
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Office Christmas Party
Pairings: Jake ‘Hangman’ Seresin x reader
Warnings: mentions of sex, PTSD, social anxiety, 18+
Summary: You and Jake have had a rough year but you know you’ll get through it together whilst enjoying yourselves at a Christmas Party.
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“Jake, hurry up or we are going to be late,” you called up the stairs for what felt like the hundredth time, waiting impatiently for your fiancée to come down.
“Sorry, Darling. I’m coming.” He flew down the stairs at a rate of knots, nearly slipping on the rug in the hallway, he looked a little flustered and you knew he’d been giving himself a pep talk in the bathroom mirror. When he came into view he stopped, taking you in. “Wow, Babe you look hot.” He gave you his signature smile, making you blush. You were wearing a new red dress that had a rather low-cut v-neck. You weren’t normally someone who wore sexy dresses but it was one of your impulse buys so you felt like you had to see it through.
“You don’t look so bad yourself,” you poked at his chest that was clad in a black tuxedo. Jake always managed to look handsome, no matter what he wore.
“It’s all for you, Darling.” He kissed you gently, knowing you’d kill him if he messed up your makeup.
“Come on, we have to go. We should have been there an hour ago.” You huffed, frustrated at yourself for letting time run away with you.
“Well, it was worth it though right.” He cocked an eyebrow at you knowingly and grinned when you blushed again. Jake Seresin was your biggest time-waster ever but he was so worth it and he knew that. You pushed him out the front door and into the car. The drive to the party was short and you managed to get there within 10 minutes as traffic had been good. As soon as you stepped out of the car, you could hear the music blaring from inside the hall and a group of people mingled around outside chatting. You and Jake made your way through the front door and were greeted by your boss, who was ushering people inside.
“Oh thank god, you bought Jake, maybe he can help get people onto the dance floor.” Jake was famous for his dancing at your work's Christmas parties, as soon as he had a few drinks, he was gone. You knew his self-assured look was all a show, that he was scared out of his mind in this very public space but once he’d had a drink he settled slightly.
“Yes ma’am, don’t worry I’ll get them dancing.” Jake saluted your boss, causing her to laugh.
“I don’t know where you found him but I want one.”
You laughed, “I found him in Miramar. I hear there’s a pretty good Naval base there.” You laughed as Jake looked at you in mock hurt.
“Pretty good? I’ll have you know I am one of the best.”
You grabbed his arm pulling him away. “Ok Hotshot, let’s get your big ego a drink.”
At the bar, you ordered two glasses of wine before taking a seat at the table. Jake tapped his foot impatiently. He always came to social work events with you but he was always a little on edge like he was waiting for something to happen. You rested your hand on his knee comfortingly and gave him a small smile. Ever since the last mission, Jake had been more on edge, never quite able to settle.
“Hey, are you ok?”
“Yes Darling, it's ok.” He reassured you, he always hated that he was ruining your evening when you’d spend all your time worrying about him. You would always reassure him that he didn’t but the nicking feeling in the back of Jake’s mind always reminded him he was a burden.
“Love, do you want to dance?”
You saw his face light up excitedly. “Anything to have you close to me, Darling.”
He held out his hand and gave a small chivalrous bow. “May I have this dance, My Lady?”
You sat there for a moment, contemplating your options before placing your hand in his. “Certainly, My Lord.”
The pair took to the dance floor, an upbeat song was playing and Jake swung you around joyfully. You both laughed, immensely happy as you danced amongst your colleagues. When the song came to the end a slow song started, Jake pulled you close, resting his hand on the small of your back and burying his face into your hair, breathing you in. You felt his shoulders relax slightly and you placed a small kiss on his neck, as you swayed slowly.
“I love you,” he whispered, kissing you gently. The song continued and people moved around you but at that moment it was just you and Jake, you were all that mattered in the whole world. When the song came to an end you pulled back to look at Jake, his handsome face lit up by the lights hanging from the ceiling, his blue eyes shining brightly. “How did I get so lucky.” You said, stroking his cheek with your thumb. He leant into your touch, closing his eyes and savouring the moment. “No, I think it's me that’s the lucky one.” He placed a chaste kiss on your lips and when he pulled away he had a light dusting of your red lipstick over his mouth. You giggled, trying to rub the lipstick off. You understood that some things that Jake had seen and experienced were difficult for him to process and talk about but having him there in your arms you knew that you’d be alright. That you’d make it together.
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factual-fantasy · 2 years
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I got’s 25 asks, with FNAF lore? 👀
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An important detail that I realize I left out was how Gregory got hurt. In one of the first drafts to this comic, Freddy was going to ask how he got hurt. And Gregory was going to truthfully clarify that he got these injuries by just being on the streets. Tripping in the dark, getting his hands caught in dumpsters doors.. etc.
And then he was going to reach his arm over his shoulder and comment that the bleeding wound on his shoulder was from scraping it on the top of the vent entrance when he broke into the Pizzaplex. This would then lead to Freddy feeling really bad and apologizing for asking him to leave and yadda yadda yadda.
While re-writing the draft I sorta.. accidentally left this part out. Which was my bad, this was something that Gregory should have clarified with Freddy. Buuuut I accidentally wrote it out of the story XD
As for if Gregory was hurt at “home”? Well.. he wasn’t this time, but who’s to say? Maybe that’s why he ran away to the Pizzaplex in the first place? 👀
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In my AU, Sunny and Moony are the same person. No split personalities or anything. Just one animatronic, one personality, 2 nicknames. 
And since Foxy and Bonnie have met “Sunny”. they have also met “Moony”, they just didn’t get to see his other form.
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In all honesty, this is the one thing in my AU that makes no sense what so ever. Realistically the animatronics wouldn’t be able to cry, that just makes no sense.
But I gave them the ability to cry so that I could draw them more expressively, and because tears are fun to draw--
I guess I could try and make it work. Maybe when they get “emotional” or overwhelmed their wires and circuits get hot. And mayyyybe their optics get brighter and hot, and they need water to cool them down..??
Idk, realistically there is no reason for them to cry and it makes no sense. But.. the emotion,✨ the expression,👌 I gots ta have it. XD
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I am not fully sure why I feel this way, but the reason is that when other artists get fanart,, they seem to like it! And they’re all like “Oh my gosh thank you!! This is so sweet! I feel so awesome!!”
But then when I get fanart I get an anxiety spike and I just think “Wow.. so uhm.. you just stole my characters and drew them without asking huh?--” Even if someone asks me first my brain just goes, “ehh.. but they’re my characters.. I don’t want you to take em and use em..”
I dunno why its like that. And I’m trying to get better about it. But for now all fanarts just physically feel bad, like its theft or something.
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Yes the purple eyes were intentional XD. All the animatronics had purple eyes related to the “bug”. Although Monty wasn’t the first to get it and he didn’t spread it to the others, his eyes were originally red. :0
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In this story, no, Gregory is definitely not the first victim. And he probably wont be the last.. 
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Sunny actually did intentionally isolate his “murdery” side, but of course he didn’t know that it was actually a “murdery” thing he was dealing with--
Here’s the thing, from Sunny’s perspective.. He started developing a problem with his Moon mode. When ever he went into it, he would forget everything he said and did by the time he went back to his Sunny mode. At first he didn’t really think it was that big of a deal...
But then kids started getting scared of him. And he realized he was going into his moon mode for longer and longer.. without remembering anything. So he tried going to an engineer and asking for help. They gave him a check up but couldn’t find anything wrong. “Okay” he thought, “I must be fine then..”
So that night he left the daycare to go visit DJ.. But then next thing you know, he’s waking up on the brightly lit dance floor, and DJ does not look happy.
DJ wouldn’t tell him, but he knew that he must’ve done something wrong. Something that unsettled the DJ. He knew right then that he had to get this fixed.
So he goes to an employee again, telling them something is wrong with his moon form. But again.. they tell him nothing is wrong and to go back to work.
This time though, Sunny doesn’t go back to work. He doesn't know what’s wrong with him. But after the kids started getting scared, and he upset the DJ, he decided that he’s just.. going to never use his moon mode until he knows its safe to.
..Its been a few months now, and Sunny has still not left the Daycare. DJ is getting really worried about his friend, But Sunny is doing the right thing, he’s protecting innocent children by locking himself away, and he doesn’t even really know it. He thinks he’s just preventing himself from scaring people and acting super weird. When it reality he’s saving lives.
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In the past the animatronics were their true, organic selves on stage. And the employees kind’a thought it was a little creepy. How.. alive they seemed. Especially Foxy,,
But now a days the animatronics act a little less “sentient” during the day. Seeming to be a lot more normal and robot like.
I mean, they still seem crazy sentient compared to the STAFF bots, but they still feel kind’a robotic because they cant look sad or unexcited on the floor, They always gotta be happy! And fun! So they kind’a fall hard into their core programing and just follow the script.
Its at night though where their true sentience can be seen. Sunny/Moony always leaving the daycare and spending time with DJ in the Arcade. Even through they weren’t programmed to be friends.. or even know each other..
Chica always going into Freddy’s room to hang out, even though she is scheduled to stay in her room. The animatronics talking to each other, moving around more organically. Showing emotions and behaviors that they aren’t programmed to express. Anger, sadness, fear..
At this time of night though, none of the employees see them like this. In present times, the only ones who have witnessed their true selves, whether in person or on camera, is Gregory.. and Vanessa.
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@definitelynot7ratsinabeecostume XD I would argue except for DJ. The only thing with him is that he’s worried about the Daycare attendant, and he gets kind’a lonely in the Arcade all by himself.. :’(
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@randox-talore I haven’t actually fully thought out what playthrough Gregory did. And whether or not he took the others upgrades. But if he did, then yeah the employees would just remove the upgrades and reset Freddy again, thinking that it must have been the “Bug”..
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@burningmusicfunnygiant Gregory has no intentions to at the moment, he’s still scared of them.. 😅
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@sw124
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THNSK YOU AN UT WELCOMEEEEHHHHAHHSHSH
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It depends on what new content is in the DLC. If the DLC content fills in some holes and helps my AU have a stronger structure then I will, if not? I’ll probably just pretend it doesn’t exist XD
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@shadowscrossing Awe, little Bibi bow!
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(In reference to this post)
XD I tried to make it look that way. I was inspired by the way characters from Sky: Children of the Light, look.
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@mister-jedblack If the other animatronics meet Gregory, it will be on accident most likely. Gregory has no intentions of meeting the animatronics, and Freddy has no intention of letting them find him.
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Recently I’ve been thinking about getting into Amphibia, maybe there’s stuff I could “factualize” there? XD. Or maybe not. I can see myself just making the characters more biologically closer to frogs, but I think the show already does that--
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@kittysuicoffee
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HHHHHTHENKED YOUSA
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@smoresbythefyresyde 
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FANBKS YOUG
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@danman22ful (The link in ask leads to Steel Wool twitter)
XD Yeah I did, always like to see good ol’ Monty!
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@blenderrrrr 
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THABNKSS YOUEE
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@chromchill <XD Don’t worry I’m fine. Well, I’m not doing great on eating or taking breaks very often, But! But! I can say that I have been getting plenty of water. So there’s that. :}
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(In response to this)
Eh, he’ll be fine XD
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@minnesotamedic186 After searching those two on YouTube, Yes! Yes it would be XD. Just add an Engineer peeking around the corners every now and again and boom there’s my AU.
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@flufflytail 
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sarahrogersevans · 1 year
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Hey lovey it’s me :)
I don’t know if you’ve done something like this before but could I get a fic with Chris and reader (maybe sister or just girlfriend) where she’s just having a tough time because she’s been sick recently and stressed because their on press tours together and she isn’t relaxing properly so the stress triggers a really bad migraine and she feels guilty for making them push the events and stuff they have to do back because she’s really not doing well to the point they consider going to the hospital because it’s one of her migraines that get that bad, because they can happen every once in a while so it mean iv fluids etc and she hates hospital so Chris is comforting her and it’s just sweet soft fluff and him making sure reader doesn’t stress herself out ❤️
Time To Slow Down- Chris Evans xreader fan fic request
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Summary: Chris & reader are on press tours together and reader hasn’t been feeling that great and is so busy with everything & ends up getting a severe migraine and has to pause the rest of the events while Chris takes care of them
Warnings: mentions of severe migraines, mentions of stress, mentions of throwing up, mentions of anxiety, mentions of iv fluids at hospital, fluff, angst, soft Chris, let me know if I miss anything
Chris & I are on the press tour for his movie The Gray Man & things were so busy from the start & it’s been a lot of fun though a lot of questions about our relationship and everything. The Gray Man is huge right now I couldn’t be more proud of my boyfriend Chris he is so talented and I gotta say Chris playing a villain this time is hot. I didn’t really think of anything of it at first but at somepoint I started feeling under the weather but I just thought it was jet lag with all the flights and time changes but I started feeling worse after a week.
Chris and I were getting our pictures taken again at another red carpet event and my head was starting to hurt really bad. Chris leaned over by and whispered “hey Y/N you ok??” I shook my head and said “no.. I’m getting a migraine.. can we go to the hotel please??” Chris gave me a sad smile and nodded and took my hand said “ok thank you so much everyone bye love you all.” We got in the limo and Chris handed me a water bottle and said “here darling drink up we’ll be at the hotel soon hang in there ok?” I nodded at him & squeezed his hand gently and laid my head on the headrest of the seat and relaxed until we got to the hotel.
We got to the hotel room and Chris kissed my forehead and softly said “here I’ll help you get changed sweetheart.” I smiled and said “thank you Chris, I appreciate it.” Chris helped me get into some more comfortable clothes and brushed my hair carefully and I sat on the bed and wanted to lay down but my migraine got worse and I ran to the bathroom and threw up a bit. Chris knelt down by me and moved my hair back so it wouldn’t get anything in it and said “it’s ok baby let it out it’ll help you feel much better.” I wimpered and said “my migraine.. it hurts so much Chris.”
Chris got worried and said “ok Y/N hang on ok? I’m gonna call an ambulance and see if they can take us to a hospital ok??” I nodded while sitting in the bathroom and Chris went in the other room to call. A few minutes later Chris came back to sit by me and rubbed my back saying “I’m sorry you got one of your migraines sunshine I hate seeing you feeling this way.” There was a knock on the door and Chris went to answer it and the ambulance people came and Chris said “hey guys thank you for coming, ok Y/N let me help you on to the stretcher ok?” I nodded and Chris helped me stand and we walked over and Chris came with me.
———time skip——-
I woke up feeling a bit out of it & I saw I was in a bed and freaked out for a minute saying “Chris?!..” Chris got up and said “hey baby hey it’s ok you’re in the hospital you fell unconscious on the way here and I stayed after they got your iv going.” I looked at my arm and I laid back down and said “oh, how long was I out??” Chris checked his watch and said “about two hours honey but that’s ok your head was really hurting.”
Then I remembered about his press events and panicked and said “wait oh my gosh..! Chris your press events and movie premiere watch, don’t you have to go??” Chris kissed my forehead and sat down holding my hand saying “no sweetheart I pushed those back a bit, I’m not leaving your side for a minute Y/N, I wanna focus on you getting better first, I love you.” I smiled wanting to hug him but Chris said “hey save your strength doll I’m here.” He sat by me in the bed and put his arm around me and I felt more relaxed with Chris next to me and I said “I love you more Chris, thank you for taking care of me, I’m really sorry about your schedule..” Chris shook his head and said “don’t give it a second thought my love it’s time to slow down, I’d rather be here with you.”
Here ya go lovey 😊💗💗 hope you enjoy this one xx
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elfenbensord · 7 months
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hello love! i’m not sure if u still write for les mis but if u do, can i request a modern!enjolras x reader who struggles w anxiety/panic attacks? just lots of comfort and fluff<3
masterlist  /  requests
4.10.23
note: sorry for being several years late with this reply. also, this hit a lil close to home lol
modern! enjolras x gender neutral!reader
bad day
From the moment you woke up, you knew it wasn’t gonna be a good day. Your heart beat just a little too hard. Fingers numbing slightly at the tops. Breating felt like a task, instead of a comforting fact. You try your best to keep a smile on your lips, to get through your day without having it show. Fake it ‘til you make it, you thought.
After your last class, you were absolutely exhausted. Tired from the excess adrenaline rushing through your veins.-Tired of your brain being in constans, fight-or-flight mode. It made you feel like a caveman, like you hadn’t evolved from being chased by dinosaurs and gathering berries for dinner.
You finally made it home to your dorm. Feeling weak in you limps, you slouched down into the couch in the common room. 
Enjolras, a strawberry blonde majoring in political sciences with a too handsome smile for his own good, walked in. 
He gave you a smile. “Hey, you alright?”
“Yeah, just a bit frassled I guess.” You smile back weakly. “Didn’t sleep great.”
A small crease forms in between his eyebrows as he sat down beside you. “You sure? You look terrible.”
“Ever the charmer”, you bite back, a bit less sharp than usual. “I’m fine.”
He reaches for your hand, squeezing it lightly. Smiling softly he says, “You know you can talk to me.”
Like floodwork, the day’s challenges start to pour out of your eyes. “Sorry”, you splutter in between sniffles and drying your eyes with the back of your hand. “Sorry, I’m so embarassed.”
“No, no, no”, he assures you. “It’s alright. You’re alright.”
He moves to hold you closer, pulling you into a hug. 
“This alright?” he asks. 
You nod, mumbling a small, “Hmh. I just– Today wasn’t a very good day for me.”
“I get that.”
You feel his heart beat through his thin shirt. It’s a steady beat, calming your laboured breathing. He held you through your tears, until you’d calmed down. 
You felt your face turning hot red. “I’m sorry, again.”
He smiled softly, squeezing your hand again. “You really don’t have to be. I’m always here for you.”
You smiled back.
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i-am-baechu · 2 years
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“I miss Y/N!!”
Jungkook rolled over in his bedroom in Korea with a frown on his face. It’s been about a month since he last saw Y/N face to face and he was losing it. He would text and FaceTime her everyday but it wasn’t the same. The other members were getting so annoyed with his constant moans about missing her that they banned him from saying her name during practice. Jungkook got up from his bed and decided to FaceTime her because why not.
He waited for an answer patiently and when she did answer his mouth dropped. She was standing in just a towel with her hair wet giving him a small smile, “Hi, kook. I just got out of the shower, let me get dressed but you can still talk to me, okay?”
“Y-yeah.”
She gave him thumbs up and walked off the screen but he just sat there, speechless. He forgot what he was going to say to her. He continued to stare at the screen until he heard her voice again, “Kook? Is everything alright?”
He shook his head and let out a small cough, “Yeah, everything is fine…how was your shower?”
“Oh, I needed it. I had a long day at school and then Mae wanted to go to the gym for some reason today. I ran two miles with her, I’m so tired.”
“You went to the gym?”
“Yeah! I used to go to the gym all the time but I stopped because I had to focus on my work.”
Jungkook nodded his head and closed his eyes imagining her working at the gym with him. Sweat drips down her neck as she’s running on the treadmill while wearing a sports bra and the tightest leggings. He smiled to himself and opened his eyes to see her in one of his shirts that she stole and wet hair.
“Fuck, Y/N. You know you're so hot.”
“Eh? No I’m not…I’m just wearing your shirt and some sweats.”
He rolled his eyes and let out a dramatic groan, “That’s why you're so hot, you're so innocent and don’t even realize what you’re doing to me. It’s not fair.”
“I’m sorry? Do you want me to change?”
“No, don't you dare.”
She nodded her head and looked down at her fingers with a flustered face, “I-I mean you also look good…you're just wearing a black shirt but it looks good…”
“Tell me more baby.”
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Drabble: She’s So Hot
↜ Masterlist ↝
¤━¤“Going to a BTS concert with her best friend was an anxiety attack waiting to happen because she only knew a handful of their songs and felt like an intruder but she didn’t want her to go alone. She made two mistakes. Number one, not changing her lockscreen from Irene to something else and number two, wearing a Red Velvet lanyard. When her friend wins a raffle to meet them, everything changes for her and the youngest member; especially when her alarm starts playing Bad Boy in the middle of her sentence.”¤━¤
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bananamarshmallowz · 2 months
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Trans Rant
As a trans guy, I haven't been complimented in years like I use to.
The most I get is that I'm cute. And mostly from family members or strangers telling OTHERS that then tell me I'm cute.
My favorite color is pink, though it hasn't always been.
It was when I was in 1st and 2nd grade.
Then it was purple and blue in 3rd and 4th grade.
Red for 5th and 6th grade.
Then black in 7-10 grade.
Then I dropped out, I quit friends, I hated myself, I didn't know how to feel in my own skin. I gave up. I didn't care, I just wanted out of a system that didn't care about me. Everything was off, and no one was going to help me through it but myself.
I wore hoodies and sweatpants, cut and dyed my hair, acted different, talked differently, anything to change how people saw me.
No one called me cute... when I punched and kicked walls, slammed my door so hard it came off the hinges, threw things at loved ones, said cruel, mean, terrible things.
Then I grew into myself, found a much better way to live. To be myself.
Yes, I'm still angry but I don't show it to others as often as I did because I have scared myself and others with how much rage I have. So, I keep it hidden, I know how much anger and hate I have inside myself and I know that everyone's angry, at someone, at something, at some point in their lives.
But instead of taking it out on other people, I write it out, I paint it, I sketch it, I yell in my pillow and cry and laugh and sigh my rage.
I know how much I've grown. I found out how much I liked myself, started to get to know myself better, changed my name, did everything I could to be me.
To reach peace, you must know conflict. To understand how to escape conflict, you must go through it. Conflict is the opposite of peace but peace is the acceptance of conflict.
Other's will hate me for just existing. I am a force of nature, just like them. We are all human. Human species, human race. Skin, bodies, we all matter.
I am angry and calm and silent and people still call me cute.
I have been cute my entire life but it tastes different now. It doesn't taste as sweet like it's supposed to.
I can't say to people, "Stop calling me sweet." Because that's not who I am. I'm respectful, grateful, understanding. You're telling me what you think of me, thank you. I welcome you when you get home. I know my manners, I say please, thank you, excuse me, bless you, I hold open the door for people, I pick up trash when it's in my way. I hold my tongue when words aren't needing to be said. I think my actions through and think about others. They still and will probably always see me as sweet, cute, soft.
But I don't want them to.
I want to claw and bite and punch and kick and shout my way through shit. I have.
But I'll always just be cute.
It bothers me more and more. Each time someone says it. I've been called cute more times than I've been called handsome.
I've never been called sexy, hot, alluring, seductive by previous partners. Always just cute.
I like pink, I have a beard, I'm 5'4", I write terrible smut and things that should never see the light of day as far as I'm concerned; I think about ungodly things day and night, then write them out in excruciating detail and act like nothing happened the next day.
I struggle with anxiety, not as bad as I used to. I'm pretty sure I have undiagnosed autism. But I don't want to go to the doctors and get shot down just like previous attempts. I cut my own hair. I clean up after myself after everything. I do my own chores.
I'll always just be the cute friend. The cute cousin. The cute sibling. Cute.
And I'm sick of it.
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wlfpet · 1 year
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wip list! longpost with a poll!
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currently have 20 reqs, trying to fill older ones first, but it mostly depends on which ones interest me the most at a certain time! Working on shorter ones tonight, but there are some longer ones I want to explore deeper! Here's a peek at some oneshots/requests that I plan on releasing, as well as some longer fics I have planned! And because I like to have fun here, you can choose which one you want released first!
not specially ordered or anything ;w;'
ONESHOTS/LONGFIC
(will be around the length of Morale Adjustment at minimum, or longer)
ABBY ANDERSON
THE Bespoke Abby Breeding Fic - TITLE: TOP DOG. Yes, the one I swore I would post like a week ago. It's super long and initially didn't have an intro so I've been working on it on and off. Partially in bulleted format, transitions to standard OS format after. 3k+ words. breeding, rough sex, blowjob/titjob, unprotected sex, creampies (lol), abby kinda babytraps reader. source universe, abby is slightly older than in canon (23-24ish), reader is younger (19-21?) and the wlf has actual ranks (translated: I looked up military rankings on google and started bullshitting) I wrote this on my period (translate: I'm a gross whore) abby is kind of mean but it's hot, get slutty about it. 90% completion. Has three (much shorter and more experimental) parts.
'You wanted to be wanted this way. To be desired and used completely, to be owned.'
The Bespoke Pornstar!Abby Fic - TITLE: XXX/RED LIGHT. The reader is a new rising star in the world of lesbian porn. One night, before your first anxiety-ridden scene, your costar arrives at your trailer to calm your nerves. Abby is the industry's top adult performer, practically the girl-on-girl bible famous for her rough, bad girl persona on stage, and her soft interior. You're given the persona of sex kitten; innocent, naive, and ready for the plucking, and in your first scene, her job is to break you in. Perhaps multiple parts, 3k+ words. Ellie is going to make an appearance as a 'rival' AV Performer, (but off camera her and Abs are good friends) who you'll have a later BD/SM scene with. Extremely rough draft, so no content tags yet.
"I'll do all of the work, baby. Just look straight in the camera and give your fans a pretty face to get off to."
The Bespoke Prisoner!Abby Fic - TITLE: DOIN' TIME (or something corny like that, we'll see.) When you're new in prison, they always tell you, go up to the biggest guy in the room and punch him in the face. Terrible advice, by the way. But when you're locked up on a misdemeanor and sent to a women's correctional facility, the rules are a bit different. So you find the biggest girl in the room, and you fuck her. Obviously. Extremely rough, no content tags. 3k+ words.
'Abby offered a deal; she gave you what you wanted, and you gave her what she wanted.'
The Bespoke and Formerly Scrapped College!Abby Fic - TITLE: PAPI BONES. Your roommate Dina drags you to a college frat party, and you hate it, all crowds and sweat and people. You wish you were home, but in a cruel twist of fate, a drunken game of spin the bottle turns into you, face to face in a dark closet with the captain of the rugby team and her head between your legs. studious!reader, jock/loverboy!abby, assplay, cunnilingus (r!receiving), fingering (r!receiving), primal!adjacent? i wrote in my editing notes, 'almost corruption, but pure?' so let that set the tone for you. potential part 2. Actually 90% complete, I just started beating myself up about it for no reason ;w;
"“s’okay baby, tell me how you want me. i’m yours.” and you thought that declaration would destroy you, ‘i’m yours.’  and it felt very, very real."
MINIFICS/DRABBLES (No poll for these because they'll all make it to the blog at some point)
ABBY
Bimbo!Reader x Abby Anderson (Mechanic!Abby? idk. She makes good money and reader is spoiled asl though.) dumbification, rough sex, there's a scene where reader sucks abby's strap while she's chewing bubblegum and licks the splattered gum off so there's that, spanking, face slapping, abby calls reader her fleshlight. partial HC/blurb format?
Semipublic sex with abby in her bedroom window
A/B/O WW Abby, breeding, half wolf!reader. she mounts and rawfucks you with her massive monster cock while you're in heat. primal, marking, too big cock/stretching pussy, mindbreak, impregnation. 2-2.5k.
ELLABS
Abby and Ellie are members of a rock band, you're a groupie and you'll do anything to get on the tour bus...
Abby and Ellie are both bad cops when it comes to training you, and they help the other keep you in line.
"Didn't she tell you to fucking behave?"
ELLIE
bully!ellie, dubcon/CNC esque? ellie steps on readers cunt with her boot. pussyslaps, knifeplay, degradation, she is not a nice young lady. 1.5-2k words.
dealer!ellie headcannons
ellie blasphemy kink oneshot
DINA/DINELLIE
Roommate dina corrupting innocent!reader. Somno, caring dom!dina, dina has a hairy pussy because I said so, dina takes reader's virginity with a dildo, sloppy makeouts, flashback of dina 💦 to the sounds of reader masturbating while thinking dina is asleep, Dina has big boobs and playfully does a cute boob comparison and plays w readers titties. this one might actually get pushed up because I'm thinking nasty ***** thoughts. you bump coochies with dina, that's the fic.
Your friend Dina takes you over to her sneaky link, and the campus dealer, Ellie's house. Unbeknownst to you, they invited you over to score in another way, too. dom!ellie, soft dom! dina, sub!ellie. drug use, strap on penetration, voyeurism, cunnilingus, cum swapping, mutual strap sucking, mutual masturbation.
yeah... that's all i got for you babies. enjoy.
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Call Of Duty Fanfic: Welcome Home
John PriceXMaleOc Part 2: Trigger Warning Gun Violence, War, Blood, Anxiety Attacks and PTSD
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Okay here is part 2.
I have been taking my time with his and I have say this had been helping me get back into writing a bit. And I can saftly say I am Call Of Duty Trash. John Price is my husband.
Right next, Aizawa, Gojo and Nanami. and Charles Smith and Arthur Morgan.
The pasta and meatballs with a beautiful bottle of red german wine like being at fancy food at 5 star restaurant.
John was sitting and eating listening to Luka talk about, well, anything.
It didn't matter what.
John just sat across from the small kitchen, a relaxed smile on his face listening to sound Luka's voice, hr took everything detail of his facial expression, and the tone of his tone as speak.
It was music too ears.
Being away from his beloved his husband for 2 long month was always hard on him, and wanted to make it up for all that happen.
John just sat there with soft smile on his face has Luka was going off about the paperwork that he had to get done.
"... I had spend 2 days getting some files updated. 2 days!" Luka snaps. "I swear to god if I have sign another piece of paper I am going lose my shit."
"Heh. That's a shame." said John. "I have loads of paperwork I have when I get back to base, I was hopping you do some of it for me."
He smiles when Luka gave him a glare.
"No."
"Well worth a shote, eh?"
Luka took one last sip of his wine. "Despite how soul sucking the updating the paperwork and failing was: it wasn't." He said. "Creed really saved the day for me. She help with all the rest of the paperwork. So I am basically on top of things.” He is finished his wine and was about to pick his plate and was about to get up John was already too his feet.
“No, no. Let me wash the dishes."
Luka looked up. "Oh, I can wash them. It’s big deal. I can--." He was then cut off when John walked around small table and places his hand onto Luka's.
"Dearest, let me do it."
Luka just blinks and gave him a sweet smile and said: "Alright."
John just smiles and leans in giving his sweet kiss and pick Luka's plate and wine glass and began walking over to the sink.
"What else happen?" he asked, reaching for the dish soap.
"Besides the paperwork… Really nothing. Just same old things."
"Heh. Come now, something must have happen when I was gone for the past 2 months, Pet. Tell me." said John, with a soft smile on his face.
"Um... Okay. I finally finished those two paintings there have been ignoring for weeks, and I through my clutter and clean up art studio."
"Oh. You have show me. What else?"
Luka thought for a moment, began talking about small things here and there, and John just listened taking every dental on what he was saying.
John finally felt more and more relax, and after facing all the horrors that he had face over the past few months, he wanted to feel somewhat human for a bit.
Washing the dishes was a good start and brought him a sense of ease.
However he did still awful about making Luka cry before. After last weeks mission which almost put in his men in bad spot and caused them their lives, making Luka worry too death.
He hated that put so much stress and pain on him. John wanted to make it up to him someone.
"Oh, I nearly forgot." said Luka, standing up. "Laswell and I did meet up about the New recruit from America. Bryce Green." said Luka.
"How is he so far?" asked John.
Luka made annoyed face. "He's an asshole."
John places the last plate onto the rack and turns to look him. "How so?"
"Ahhhh, just some young punk who thinks he's hot shit. I have been helping out training some of the newer recruits, and he's been trying to tell how to do my job. He was recently promoted to Lieutenant before he came to U.K. And he thinks he can call the shots. Pfff ! Jerk…”
John just looked at him, and asked: "Has he been rude to you?"
"Well. yeah. But really he's not the first person to be rube too me. Not a big deal."
John now ever serious said: “If someone is being rube too you, Love, it is a very big deal."
"John, sweetheart, it's really not." said Luka standing up, and walking over to him. "And you really think I'm going to let some idiot get the best me."
"Heheh. No, never." John amused.
"Good." Luka grins and leaning giving him a sweet kiss. John wraps his arms around him, pulling him closer.
After a few moments, they pulled away and Luka said:
"Alright. Now that we are both happy and red, why don't you grab a shower and we both can get ready for bed."
"And if I do so, would you be joining me~?" asked John, with a bit of smirk on his face.
"I-I, um..." Luka stemmed, his a bit red. "I-I... could. I-If you want me too."
"Oh, I do, Dearest.~." John whispers. "And it's an order~."
Before Luka knew it he was swept up off his feet and was hoisted over John's shoulder.
"J-John!?" Luka snapped his face beat red.
"Right then. Let's a have a shower." John said, brightly patting Luka's backside.
"H-Hey! C'mon, you idiot! Put me down! J-John!"
John just humming to himself as he was carrying Luka, who gave up, and the began making their way up the stairs.
After a whole a John came walking of the bathroom, a towel warped around his middle. He walked across the master bedroom, to his dresser.
As he opens it and was pulling a pair of sweat past and night shirt, Luka came walking out fully clothed and drying his hair with a towel.
"I'll head to shop in the morning." said John.
"I can do it." said Luka.
"Hahah. I insist, Luka." John amused putting on plain white shirt. "Plus I need to pick my cigars. I ran out my favorite brand a few days ago. So it's no problem." He turns to him. "After I'll take you out to dinner too that nice restaurant you fancy so much."
Luka was about say something, then stopped and looked at John. He realize the dark circles under his eyes. Luka didn't notice how exhausted John looked.
Luka starred at him. John watched with for a few moments.
"Something wrong, Pet?"
"... You... just tied." said Luka, walking over and placing his on the side of his face. "I mean really tied."
John felt his chest cliched. "... Is that advice?"
"Yeah..." said Luka. "Look, John... I want you take easy."
"Haha. I am." John said, with a smile on his face. "I've been taking it easy since I got home. I'm fine."
Sighing Luka said: "John, look at me." He places both his hands over his face. "... It's just me. Sweetheart, okay? It's only me."
John's eyes widen as his blue eyes looked into those handsome brown eyes.
"You know you don't have it from me... You know that."
John felt his lips quivering when he heard Luka say that. Without saying a word, he pulled him into arms. Luka wraps his arms wrap John, rubbing the back his head.
The two said nothing for a while.
John rested his forehead against Luka's letting a shallow breath, he was breathing heavily.
"... I would go absolutely mad if I didn't have you."
Luka just smiles, and gave him a kiss.
"C'mon. Let's get some sleep."
John just gives a sweet smile and nods. "Roger that."
"Honey, no soldier talk when you're home."
"Roger that, dear."
Luka just gives John an annoyed expression, who just him a soft amused expression, then two began getting for bed.
As soon as John's body hit the mattress it suddenly hit him all at once. His body felt more heavier than he remember. It was everything that happen over the past 2 months had finally weighted down on to him. He could not remember the last he felt this.
He lets out low groans has he felt himself skinning into the bed.
Luka laid down right next to John, and pulled the blankets over him. John lets out long huge yawn rubs his eyes.
"Bloody hell... I-I didn't realize how tied I really am..." He lets another yawn and reached his arms out too Luka. "Come here."
Luka smiles, and cuddles up next to John resting his head on his chest. As he did that John wraps his arm around him, taking his left hand into his and gently kissing his knuckles.
"I have truly missed this." John said, softly.
"Me too."
"And... Luka, darling, about earlier... I-I'm sorry if I made you cry."
"... N-no, John, sweetheart... You didn't anything." said Luka. "Let's forget about it and sleep, okay?"
John just hums.
"I love you, John."
John felt his eyes welling up with tears, when Luka said.
How can one person be good too someone like him?
"I-I... love you too, Luka. I love you so much."
John just held him closer, at and the two stayed like that until they both feel asleep.
The sounds of gun shots and people shouting could be heard in his skull. It could see that he standing behind all, as bullets were wizzing past.
He could sound of his men yelling over the radios, and sound of explosions and the walls and building caving all around, the sound yells and shouts of his men began too fading in the background.
John eyes snapped open.
His version was blurry at first and his was breathing heavily as felt his heart his beating against his chest. John eyes wonder and fell onto Luka's peacefully sleeping form, and he felt himself calm down.
John's lets out a sigh of relief. As he took a few moments trying to calm himself a bit. He lifted up right hand and looked at his watch.
It read 1:45 am
"Shit..." John thought, letting right arm slowly fall onto face cover. "... Another fucking nightmare."
He didn't move for after a moment, and tried to go back too sleep but after sometime he couldn't.
Letting out a defeat sigh, John thought about getting some paperwork before he had to go into the base
He slowly and gently as possible got up from bed. As soon he moved Luka lets out a groan and slowly sat up a bit.
"Huh...? What...'s happening...?"
"Shhhhhh. It's just me, Pet. Just going to use the toilet." said John, sweetly.
Luka just nodded and lays back down. "... 'kay, hon. ..." He lays down. "J-Just wash your hands after you're done..."
"Hahahah. I will." said John, with a chuckle.
He sat there, looking down at Luka's peacefully face. John reached out and brushed the bits of hair and just looked at him.
He could not understand. He never understood how a bloke like him ended up with man like Luka.
Too John he was a man among men.
Brave, Selfless, Kind.
A man who can stand his sound ground and can fight back when he needs to.
A true gentleman.
John smiles slowly at down a Luka, and slowly leans down and places a gentle kiss on his cheek.
"Be right back, Love."
He slowly stood from the bed and walked out the bed.
The next morning, Luka was began waking up. He didn't open his eyes at first, but slowly shifted under the covers has he was reaching out for John.
"Morning, honey." He tried feeling for him, but John wasn't lying next him. Now slowly sitting up and rubbing the sleep out his eyes and Luka looked down at the empty spot that right next him.
"... Hmmm... Guses went the store..."
Luka not thinking too much about it, Luka lets out a big sleepy yawn, and pulled the covers off of him.
The bedroom was slightly dark, and wanting to get some sunlight began making his over way too the large square bedroom window that on his side and began pulling back the curtains.
The window looked out to the backyard that had large old stone fence, where small garden bed where there flower bed. Luka looked out, and saw that it didn't snow that much, thankfully, and after few moments he began walking too the bathroom to get ready for the day.
He brushed his teeth and wanted to shave the bit of stubble from his face after cleaning himself a bit, he began walking the dresser where he had left his too charge for the night, and check too see the time.
It was about 8:48 am, and he did see that John had left a text.
*Headed to shop.*
*Won't belong long.
*John*
He was read the text while walking down the walking down the stairs. He began reaching the bottom and walked down the the way that at the end where the kitchen was.
He could someone talking, and can sleep fresh bacon in. Thinking that John had just come home from the store, Luka lets out another yawn and said:
"Morning, babe. Hope you sleep well."
"Well, yes, I did, Sweetumts." said male voice.
This caught Luka off guard, and looked there Kyle Garrick, was standing in front the stove making stable eggs and bacon, he loved over at Luka and gave him grin.
"Oh... Kyle. I didn't expect to see you here." said Luka, then looks at the kitchen table and there sitting was Ghost. He had his mask but was lifted showing his chin and mouth.
He picked up a hot cup of tea and took a sip.
"And Ghost, too. Hey." said Luka, with smile small smile.
Ghost just looks up and nods.
Just then someone came right up behind Luka and said: "Ah! 'here he is. Mornin', Lu."
"AAGH! S-Soap, hello. Good morning." said Luka, turning Johnny MacTavish. "Good too see you."
"Aw, c'mere," said Johnny, and pulled the older man into a hug. "Grea' to see yae, old man."
"Haha. You too, you dumpass." Luka amused, and hugged him back.
As the two broke away Kyle turns his head to Ghost. "Oy, Ghost, mind takin’ over cookin’ for me?"
"Sure." said Ghost, who stood up and walking over to the stove, has Kyle rushed over to Luka. Johnny stepped a side has Kyle hugged Luka.
"I'm glad you too see all of you." said Luka said, hugging Kyle tightly. "Are... you guys doing, okay? After... You know?"
"We're good, mate." said Kyle, pulling away. When he did Luka saw the Kyle had pretty large bandage on the right side of his.
"Woah, Kyle, what happen?" asked Luka, a bit worried, pointing at the bandage.
"Oh, this?" said Kyle, placing a hand over head. "It's just a few stitches from that last mission we head last week. But don't worry, it's healin’.”
"How... How many stitches did you get?"
"5."
“Hm… That… hat's not so bad. Still I think you should Dr. Jones at some point"
Kyle smiles and: "Yes sir."
Luka clears his throat and looks around the room. "Well, since you guys are here, I should at least put on something a little more put together..." He looks down at his PJ's witch was black t-shirt and sweats.
"At least you're not just tighty-whities," said Ghost, the looks at Johhny.
Johnny scoffed. "What are yea implyin', L.T.?
"Ghost is implyin’ too put on a fuckin’ pants, Soap." said Kyle, turning his whole. "No one wants too see you walkin’ around your nothin’ but your underwear."
"What's this 'bout?! A man need to let himself breath down there. Ya lads should understand better anyone!.
"... Y-Yeah, you do have point, Soap, but still I would be caught dead in just my underwear and nothing else." said Luka.
"Oh, Lu, c'mon, lad. No need to feel shame." said Johnny.
"THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!!" Snapped Luka, and place over face. "My god... It's too early for this. I'm … going to get dress…”
And he walks over the kitchen.
After a few a bit Luka came walking back downstairs, with dark blue shirt and jeans. As he reach the finally he saw Ghost standing at the bottom.
“Something you need, Ghost?”
“Y-Yeah, been meanin’ to ask.” Ghost said, looking at the kitchen making sure no one was listening. "How has Ellie been when I’ve been away?”
Luka paused at first: "She's fine. She was... emotioanl wreck last when you guess went missing. Hell we both were."
Ghost didn’t say anything just looked at him,
Ghost was looking at him, and lowers his head. "Fuck…” he places his over face.
“Whoa! Hey, hey, Ghost.,” Luka reached and places a hand over shoulder. “It’s okay. She's okay, mostly you and rest of the guys are okay.” He gives Ghost a smile. “That all that matter.”
"R-Righ'." said Ghost, sighing softly. "Sorry. Jus’ needed to ask…”
"Hey, hey. Don't be. I understand." Luka smiles.
"Heh. Thanks, Lu."
"Anytime."
"Oy, breakfast is ready!" called from the kitchen.
"I could 'ave 'elp cook, ya know." said Soap.
"No way in bloody hell I would let you near a stove again."
"Oh, god. Not this again, Gaz."
"Mate, almost bunrt the base kitchen. Twice."
“Be right there!” Luka called and looked at Ghost. “You wanna join us?" asked Luka.
"No thanks. Goin' for a walk." said Ghost.
"Alright." Luka smiles at him, know he was going to see Ellie. He then walk Ghost to door, and open for him. John was walking up the the path way with a few bags in a hand.
He looked up and saw Ghost walking down the pathway.
"You're leaving already?"
"Need to check on somethin'." said Ghost.
John just shrugged. "Enjoy your day off." And he took the grocery bags into the house.
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