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sweetiejunie · 4 years

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The last day of summer

Pt2

Summary: you spent the last days of summer with your best friends. Oh, and your crush was there too

Genre: fluff

Taehyun x reader

Pt 1

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“So i guess it’s you and me.” He gave you a small smile as he sensed your hesitation in sharing a room with him.

“It would seem so,” you replied in your most non-panicky voice you could.

“Well, shall we?” Gesturing for you to enter before him, holding the door open for you like a real gentlemen.

You both grabbed your luggage from the doorway and headed upstairs to the bedrooms. It was then you noticed that the room the other boys left for you was the only room at the opposite end of the hallway, a fair distance away from the other two rooms.

‘Those little assholes’ you cursed at them mentally. Of course, taehyun didn’t think anything of it, not knowing the entire situation. Ignorance really is bliss isnt it? But was taehyun as ignorant as you thought he was?

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Opening the door to the room, immediately the first thing you noticed was that there was only one bed. It was the master bedroom afterall.

“You know, if you’re uncomfortable sharing a bed, i could always go crash on the couch. It’s completely fine,” taehyun stated with a small laugh when he sensed your shocked.

“Don’t be ridiculous! I can’t make you do that. I don’t mind sharing a bed, unless you do,” the last part coming out sounding more like a question than a statement.

“Oh. Well i dont mind either.”

“Great!” You would be lying if you said there wasn’t a part of you that was kind of happy getting to share a room, hell, a bed with Taehyun.

The last 2 days spent with your friends had been amazing. You had done everything you could possibly imagine. From chilling on the porch to daring each other to jump into the lake. Even soobin was dared to, and the poor boy didn’t even know how to swim.

It was such a fun time but all good things had to come to an end. It was the final night you had at the lake house and Kai proposed it was the perfect time to sit around a camp fire, to which you all agreed.

Through the days, even though the boys had thrown you and taehyun in the same room, nothing much happened between you two. Taehyun treated you the way he always had, he never said anything too out of the ordinary. At most you could say your relationship with him as friends got stronger, but that was it. Friends.

By this point the only reasoning you had was that he simply wasn’t interested in you. It stung knowing that but at least now you had your answer.

“The forecast says it might rain tonight though,” Beomgyu said, pointing to the weather prediction on his phone.

“It’s alright, we could do it on the porch. Just be careful not to light the actual porch on fire,” you replied, giving taehyun a soft smile which he returned.

“Great! I’ll go get the marshmallows and crackers!” Soobin announced, running into the house, bringing beomgyu with him while yeonjun and Kai were figuring out how to work the lighter.

With nothing much left to help with, you decided to sit on the porch swing, crossing your legs, staring at the sky. For some reason there weren’t many stars tonight but the way the moon shined and how to edges of the clouds glowed with the moonlight was enough to keep you occupied.

You felt the swing slightly move as someone took a seat next to you, “what you thinking about?”

Knowing the voice could only belong to taehyung, turning to them you replied, “nothing, the sky just looks so nice tonight.”

He hummed a response as you both stared into each ither eyes. At that moment, it felt as if all the stars in the sky were trapped in taehyun’s eyes. All of a sudden the moment was ruined and your attention was turned to a yelling Kai.

“Can this damn piece of wood just stay lit for like 2 seconds?!?!?!”

Throwing the piece of wood on the floor, hands pulling at his hair in frustration. Yeonjun next to him, head on his knees looking as if he had already given up a while ago. You laughed at their childish manner, standing up to go help them. You felt a pair of eyes on your back as you walked over, but thought nothing of it.

“Here, let me try,” you said, holding out your hand for the lighter.

With a few clicks, you started a small fire, gently blowing and waited for it to spread. Yeonjun and Kai glaring at you the entire time.

“See? It’s not that hard!” You claimed, turning to the two defeated boys.

“Shut up,” they grumbles in unison, causing you laugh endearingly.

“We’re back!” Soobin announced their return.

To be completely honest, you hadn’t even noticed how long beomgyu and soobin had been gone. In soobin’s arms were a few bags of chips and other snack.

Everyone cracked up when poor beomgyu behind him came into view, barely managing to carry all the pillows and blankets soobin threw to him. Soobin stared at all of you in confusion, unaware of what he had done.

“Stop laughing, someone come help me!” Beomgyu snapped, startling soobin, who probably forgot beomgyu was behind him, voice muffled by the all the layers.

Immediately throwing the snacks onto the ourdoor couch, soobin grabbed a few pillows and blankets, putting them down as the rest of you took a seat around the fire.

—————————— time skip ———————————

It was now past the witching house and through the night, you had reminisced about all the good times you had together, making you feel extremely nostalgic. You knew once the summer ended you wouldnt be able to see them as often anymore. The occasions where it will be all six of you together would be rare.

That was the only part you hates about being friends with them, but the good things always made up for it. The thought of not being able to see them as much made you sad. On the other hand, it also made you cherish the time you had left with them.

“Alright, i think it’s time i call it a night,” soobin yawned, gesturing to the sleeping Kai on his shoulder.

“I think so too,” beomgyu agreed, walking over to Kai, lightly shaking him to wake up.

“You guys go ahead. I think I’ll stay out here for a while more, I’m not that tired yet,” you had too much on your mind to go to bed.

The boys nodded in acknowledgement, grabbing their pillows and blankets, heading for their rooms. You stood up, moving to sit on the porch couch instead.

As soon as the door closed, you let out a sigh, legs to your chest, chin resting on your knees. Staring at the flame that burned brightly in front of you as it lit the, otherwise pitch black, porch.

The summer was always such a bittersweet time for you. On one hand you got to see your friends but more importantly, you got to see taehyun. On the other, you knew that you would hardly meet once it ended.

All of a sudden, you heard the door open again, interrupting your train of thought.

“Are you okay? You look sad. It’s pretty late and i figured it wasn’t that safe for you to be out here alone.”

Looking up, it was non other than taehyun. Of course it had to be him.

“But i could always go back in if you want to be alone,” he added, slowly sliding the door close again.

“No! It’s okay, i could use the company,” you said before your mind could even process what was happening. Did you just invite taehyun to stay out with you? Alone? How did that even happen.

Taehyun took a seat next to you, staring at the fire, watching as the wood slowly burned away into ash.

“You know, i feel like a wasted my entire summer,” taehyun suddenly admitted, breaking the comfortable silence.

You looked at him with a confused look, tilting your head slightly, “why is that?”

Taehyun copied your actions, making you giggle.

“Well, it’s almost the end of the summer and at first i thought I wouldn’t have to spend it alone this time. But guess i was wrong,” he let out nonchalantly, followed by a dry laugh, turning his attention back to the fire, you doing the same.

“So like a summer fling?”

“No, not a fling. There’s this girl i like, hyungs have been bothering me about it a lot actually,” scratching to back of his beck, embarrassed to admit that.

“I wanted to confess at the beginning of summer but I couldn’t. Then as the summer continued, i saw how happy she was around other people and i just figured she didn’t like me back,” he confessed, mood turning completely depressed.

You didn’t know what to reply. It hurt knowing he liked someone else. It would make senses and as if on cue, it started to rain.

“Hm, i guess beomgyu was right,” he stated, looking out to the sky.

“Yeah.”

There was silence again, the only sounds around you were the popping of the fire and the rain as it hit the roof of the porch. A million thoughts ran through your head. You didn’t want to spend this summer alone either, but now i guess all your other summers would be soent alone as well. The boy you had a crush on liked someone else. Typical, just your luck.

You shivered as you felt the temperature drop. Taehyun noticed and grabbed the last blanket from beside him, draping it over your shoulders. You looked down, trying to hide the fact that his simple action could make you as flustered as you were.

“Here, you’re cold right,” he gave you an endearing smile.

“What about you?”

“It’s cold but I’ll be alright.”

“We can share, the blanket’s big enough for the both of us,” you argued, not wanting him to catch a cold.

He simply nodded. You felt your heartbeat race as you felt him move closer to you, picking up on side of the cloth, wrapping it around him. His other arm around the back of the chair, in other words around you.

There was a slight awkwardness at first and even though it was hard to tell, you swore you noticed taehyun blushing. You both didn’t dare to move at first.

Little did you know yeonjun and soobin were creeping from inside the house. Watching you two through the door, hiding behind a plant, which really couldn’t hide them as much as they thought it did. If either you or taehyun turned to look in the house you could have easily spotted them.

“This is painful to watch. We should just ask them to go to bed,” yeonjun groaned, wanting to walk out there and put an end to it.

“No, no. Give them more time,” soobin replied, placing a hand on yeonjun’s shoulder, stopping his actions.

“You know you always have next summer to confess. You never know her answer till you try,” you suddenly said.

“I guess you’re right,” he replied looking you in the eyes, giving you a reassuring smile that he was alright.

The conversation continued on for a while before it was silent again. A confortable silence as you both started to relax more as you got used to the closeness.

After a while more, taehyun started humming to the tune of, what you presumed to be, hug me by joonil jung. You always loved hearing taehyun sing. He was an amazing singer, and even if he didn’t want to admit it, you knew he was great.

Halfway through the song you felt your eyelids get heavier and before you knew it, your head was on taehyun’s shoulder.

Right as you fell asleep you heard taehyun whisper something before resting his head on yours.

“Next summer, you’ll be by my side like this everyday...”

Did you hear that correctly? Well, i guess now you’ll just have to wait till next summer to find out.

A smiling, giggly yeonjun and soobin inside celebrating, high fiving each other as you and taehyun slept through the night in each other’s embrace. On the porch, sitting in front of a fire, sharing a blanket with the boy you adored.

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Finally found the time to finish this. Then ending isnt as good as i would have liked but nonetheless i still like it and hope you do too!

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the-trth-untold · 5 years

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now its ur turn. do all of the sweetheart asks.

god jsjsjhdjk im just letting u kno these answers r gonna be BORING but hhhh THANK U

1. Talk about your first love.

i’ve never been in love, never been in a relationship before. BUT i can vaguely remember my first crush back in 2nd grade. all i can remember was that his name was kyle and he was the only boy who ever spoke to me and my brain just went !!!

2. What’s the most beautiful song you’ve ever heard in your opinion?

Break My Heart Again - FINNEAS or What Was Our Love All About - Adrian Milanio and Marylou Villegas

these are just two that i can think of there are A LOT of beautiful songs

3. How’s your heart feeling right now?

fine??

4. What kind of self care is your favorite to do?

i dont really do any self care things??

5. What’s your skincare routine?

i dont do any skincare routines either... ik im a monster

6. How did you get to be so beautiful?

u must be blind if u think that

7. Do you have any stuffed animals?

i used to have over 50 stuffed animals, i would always place them all over my bed neatly but i got rid of them now :(

8. Best trip you’ve ever been on?

Myrtle Beach, SC because it was my first vacation spot and i was so happy seeing two dolphins close to the shore

9. Favorite thing about your room?

the color of my walls and blankets lol mint green and peach colors

i dont have anything cool in my room

10. Opinion on love?

i mean, it’d be nice to experience it some day and i hope i do but right now im content being by myself

11. Are you affectionate?

if i know you very well i can be, if not im very awkward and will barely make any eye contact with you

12. Who do you look up to?

i look up to people who have struggled a lot in their life, people who can be optimistic in any situation

13. Favorite poet?

i dont read much poetry, but i loved reading some things Emily Dickinson has published

14. Song that makes you happy? How about one that calms you down when you’re in a bad place?

honestly any disney song makes me happy! im a huge disney nerd and listening to any of those songs makes me feel nostalgic.

when im in a bad place, any slow, ballad sounding song can calm me down

15. Do you play an instrument?

i played the flute in middle school but dropped it after less than a week LOL

16. Do you do art? Using what (pencil, watercolor, etc)?

i like doing digital art but im not good at it and i dont have adobe illustrator anymore so i haven’t done anything recently

17. Do you dance? What style of dance?

i cannot dance and no one will make me

IM TOO EMBARRASSED EVEN IF IM ALONE HAHAHA

18. What’s your zodiac sign? Do you believe in astrology?

im a libra

i somewhat believe in astrology, i know there’s more to it than just your sun sign and there are different placements that make you different from the stereotypical traits people use for each sign

a lot of the “things about each sign” can be used for anyone because the responses can be very vague and many people can relate to

19. Favorite old film?

too many

the shining, the breakfast club, carrie, pretty in pink, etcetcetc

20. What’s your hairstyle?

idk its a mess

curly/wavy and i have hardcut bangs

21. What weather is the most beautiful, in your opinion?

fall weather, where its like 50 F (or 10 C for all u weirdos out there), cold enough to put on a flannel and boots

22. What upsets you most about the world?

i only have two hands but there are so many cats and dogs. i cannot pet all of them. (IM SORRY THIS WAS UR ANSWER DASHA BUT IM KEEPING IT ITS SO CUTE AND FUNNY AND I RELATE)

23. Are you in love right now?

24. Do you have a crush? If so, talk about them!

i dont have a crush lol

25. Do you have pets? Talk about something sweet about them!

yes!!! i have two gorgeous puppies!!! if u wanna check them out u can follow my instagram i post them all the time @ the.moon.atomic

they’re such dorks but they fit my household idk how to describe it they just belong in my house hahha

26. Do you have a lucky number?

i dont really believe in lucky numbers

27. Have you ever wished on a star? What about on a fallen eyelash?

no, and i never heard about wishing on a fallen eyelash haha

28. Do you believe emoji spells to work?

no???????? i dont even know what that is

29. Do you believe in magic in general?

30. What’s the most beautiful thing in life, In your opinion?

when people finally stop hiding their true selves, show their real smiles, and laugh so hard they snort

idk i just love people, well, most anyway sjsjhzjdsk

31. Opinion on the color pink? What about baby blue?

love them

theyre such pure colors and they just remind me of newborn babies hahaha

32. What instrumental sound is your favorite?

piano definitely

33. Do you like the sound of wind? What about the sound of rain?

yes! yes to both! i love rain more though, sorry wind

34. Who makes you happy?

my friends, family, and my mutuals

35. What makes you happy?

listening to music

36. Imagine your ideal life, the life you wish to make, what will that look like?

ohh well i’d be living on germany for starters hahaha

id like to have my own house, maybe living with a best friend

definitely like 5784538902 cats and dogs, i love them

at some point id like to have a relationship LOL

37. Do you wear makeup? If so what’s your favorite type of makeup or specific makeup product? Favorite store to buy makeup?

only on rare days ill put on makeup, i only use eyeshadow, liner, and mascara and ive never gone to a store thats just for make up, i just go to a pharmacy lol

38. Do you wear dresses? If so what’s your favorite dress you own?

only if i absolutely have to, the dress i wore for my senior pictures is my favorite

39. Ever been heartbroken? How do you deal with it?

noo, ive never been in a relationship

40. Who’s your closest friend? What do you love about them?

i kinda really dont have one, not irl anyway

@neo-bangtan @mini-pretzel are my closest friends online, i love everything about u guys

41. Introvert or extrovert?

introvert

42. Do you like MBTI? What’s your MBTI?

im isfj

43. Would you be a fairy, a mermaid, a vampire, a siren, or an angel?

uh idk?? i wouldnt want to be immortal so

44. What’s the best song a friend has ever introduced to you?

acid jazz singer - the fratellis

45. Parlez-vous français?

no my french sucks

46. Most beautiful place you’ve been to?

honestly i cant think of any place pennsylvania sucks ahhaha

47. Where/when do you truly feel at home?

home...... my bed...... LOL

48. Does smiling put you in a better mood? Try it right now, you’re smile is gorgeous!

only if im not looking at myself lol

49. Favorite shoe you own?

slip ons or my new balance

50. Can you walk in stilettos? Do you like them?

N O i am so accident prone i can barely walk barefoot without tripping

51. Do you feel loved?

kinda? sometimes?

52. How do you express love to those you care about?

just giving them a hug lol or saying i love you

53. Favorite term(s) of endearment?

no ones ever called me any but i like baby, im a simple girl

54. Most romantic thing someone’s ever done for you?

nothing?

55. When is the happiest you’ve ever been?

meeting new people who share the same interests

56. Are you happy right now?

im pretty neutral atm

57. What makes you smile?

really awful jokes that ARENT EVEN FUNNY AND TALKING DASHA AND KARINA

58. Do you laugh a lot?

i guess??

59. What’s your favorite kind of aesthetic?

soft vibes i guess haha

60. Do you want to marry for love or for some other reason (like money)?

i dont see myself marrying but if i would it would definitely be for love

61. What would your dream wedding look like? Do you want to get married?

i dont really want to get married, most of the time it ends in divorce and theres just a lot of paper work and its a hassle i dont see a point in it

62. Favorite flower?

hydrangeas

63. Favorite artist?

edgar degas

64. Favorite music artist?

bts lol

65. How kind do you think you are? Is kindness important to you?

i try to be kind to everyone, i dont know if others perceive me that way but i think kindness is very important to me

66. Ever made a playlist for someone?

once and i loved it, pls ask me to make a playlist for u

67. Do you have anything you do to physically comfort you when your sad? Such as a favorite blanket? Or a relaxing bath?

music and a soft blanket

68. Early bird or night owl?

early bird

69. Morning routine?

wake up, look in the mirror, look away from the mirror, go back to bed. (AGAIN THIS IS UR ANSWER DASHA BUT IM KEEPING IT HHAHAHAHA)

70. Night routine?

shower and watch netflix until i fall asleep

71. What is the most lovely quality a person could have in your opinion?

being humble

72. Do you cry often? Does crying help you get the emotions out? Do you feel better after?

yes yes and yes

im such a cry baby i will cry at everything if u yell at me or if disappoint u im so sensitive

73. Do you like hugs?

yes but i dont receive many hugs

74. When was the last time you kissed someone?

never

75. Are you small or tall?

small, 5′4 or 164cm

76. Do you like wholesome memes?

who doesnt

77. Favorite thing about the past?

anything that makes me feel nostalgic

78. Do you ever wonder about the future?

yes

79. Have you ever lived in a different country than you currently live in?

nooo

80. Do you like plane flights? Airports?

ive never been on a plane

81. Sunrises or sunsets?

sunsets

82. The beach or a forest?

beach

83. What time of day do you tend to be in the best mood?

when im sleeping lol

84. Do you push yourself to act together and in a good mood even when you aren’t?

i try to

85. Favorite kind of tree?

what kind of question is this i dont know anything about trees

86. Do you care about the health of the Earth?

i want to but i dont do anything for it

87. What did you like most about your childhood, if anything?

fieldtrips in school

88. Do you read a lot? What’s your favorite book?

i try to read more, my favorite book is more happy than not

89. What are you most nostalgic for at the moment?

disney, i just put my christmas tree down and the ornaments are disney characters

90. What’s your favorite personality trait you have?

honesty i guess?

91. List at least ONE thing you love about your appearance.

my eyes

92. When was the last time you truly felt calm, without much of anything to worry about?

after i bathe

93. Do you worry a lot?

yes all the time

94. The dazzling lights of the city or the relaxing countryside?

dazzling lights of the city

95. Ever changed the shoelaces on one of your shoes? For what reason?

96. Favorite pastry?

??????????? i dont know??????????

97. Do you like doing little acts of kindness?

YEAH

98. How’s your day/night going?

fine so far, i dont have to work today so im just chillaxing

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commiemoth · 7 years

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bbbb all of the adorable asks are so cute >////

Bbbbb im happy i answer!! >\

2- my favorite color use to be purple definitively but now i cant choose unless its color combinations, my current favorites are: cyan + red, bronze + patina-green, silver + deep blue, black + cyan or neon blue, black + gold, white + goldIf i Really Really had to choose only one tho i think it would depend on my mood? Blue for sad, deep blue for calm, gold for energetic/confident, cyan for floaty, silver for dissociating?

3- no but!!!! I really want to! As soon as im out of my parents house im gonna do eyeshadow all the time as soon as i learn how! (Hopefully ollie can teach me because their eyeshadow looks are fucking #Iconic)

4- Yes yes yes!!!! In love right now and its better than ever before!!

5- ive been hesitant about this because last time i thought this it ended b a d l y but!! This time feels really different! I feel the connection and honestly i think yes!!

6- i think when im by myself im incredibly pessimistic and realist and accepting of it but with most other people im very optimistic for them i think? Even if im not for myself :/

7- ive had my first kiss already unfortunately :/but! First kiss with someone who actually cares and loves and respects u is completely different!! So my ideal first kiss would probably be leik after a moment of really spontaneous and overwhelming happiness between us? I think it would feel natural and comftorable and nice even if we’d both be awkward blushy babies about it >\\

24- ive gotten my nails painted before it was really nice! Im going to start doing it regularly once im out of the house and i hope ill eventually be gud enough to paint little designs on them!

25- idk wat this is asking leik, confessed wat? Id think yes and leik if confessed just as in telling something they wouldnt tell anyone else then yes, im honored that someone places that much trust in me when they do and i try to protect the secret/confession with my life

26- gggggg i used to lie so much all the time leik little lies to make myself more interesting/cooler but i dont do that anymore thank gosh, i only lie now to protect someone’s safety/identity , protect my own safety, or when talking to adults because i dont trust them, when its morally justifiable, or when ive been asked too by a confidant

27- ollie!!! (Everything about them) and also songs that are really energetic and (happily) nostalgic for me, and also cute animals! Or hanging out and havin a gud laugh with friends, im more likely to smile in stress free environments!

28- ggggg gosh i cry all the time in books and movies, i cried at finding dory, and at guardians of the galaxy vol 2, and at swiss army man, and at steven universe a lot, and at attack on titan sometimes when i used to watch it (not anymore) anything i read that has a major character death makes me cry, i cried at the Dragons overwatch short for hanzo and genji, im big baby :/

29- i think i had a crush on a girl in elementary school when i was still straight and she was the most popular pretty girl in school, boring het stuff :/

30- marriage sounds really nice! Not that important tho it just seems leik part of the whole big thing of the different levels of “making it official” but it would be nice and fun!!! Kids are scary! Too much responsibilty and i, kinda dont leik them :/

31- im very superstitious sometimes, a couple years ago i saw the picture of the russian sleep experiment creepy pasta and its haunted me and my halfasleep mind until a few months ago last year thats not really superstitious i guess but im always very irrational about things leik that, leik if a noise happens at night then my brain goes: “its the [a creepy picture i saw that day] monster here to get you” and it really sucks sometimes but ive been a little bette with it lately! (Ps, Do Not look up the russian sleep experiment, it might not be the same for you but it was terrifying for me and had a lasting effect)

32- my 3am thoughts are ollie!! Its much better thinking about cuddling them instead of thinking about if everyone i know hates me secretly or wat went wrong on that particular day (although ive been doing better on that too)

33- i leik candy a lot!! My favorites are snickers, swedish fish, cinnamon gumdrops, chocolate (either chili or caramel), jolly ranchers, skittles, and sometimes airheads, i used to l o v e poprocks but i dont see then around anymore :l

34- halloween!!! Its my favorite time because its not too cold to have to stay inside and still cold enough for cool fashion options and also halloween itself!! Its fun! :D

35- my favorite season is winter!! It lets me stay inside and watch the pretty snow while i drink hot cocoa and play video games :3 fall is a close second!! Most of fall is cool enough to still be outside and the cold weather suits me even if its sometimes gives me colds!

36- i feel leik a dog would help me be happier because they generally more energetic? But a cat suits my personality much better and i feel leik we might get along a little easier , both are gud and no preference tho!!!

37- im really quiet i think!! I try not to talk at all unless its with people i already know, but the more comftorable i am with someone the louder i am with them!!

38- my favorite time period is medeival or far-future! Medieval only when in fantasy with dragons and magic and stuff because Real medieval times kinda sucked but: the knights! The samurai! And far future because space travel and sightseeing on distant planets!!

39- bowties? There still kind of around tho i guess, cloaks and swords or also full plate armor (bring! Them! Back!)

40- hhhhh i never remember my dreams but the worst nightmares are where i wake up and cant breathe leik sleep paralysis im pretty sure (that combined with russian sleep experiment is h e l l but thankfully that doesnt really happen anymore) and the best dreams ive had are when ollie is in them!!

41- i used to be really afraid the dark but im still sometimes just as afraid so i guess that doesnt count? I used to have dreams where the little one eyed dudes id make out of my erasers would turn evil and stand on my chest and id wake up with sleep paralisys so? Thats something i guess :/

42-43 are skipped in the list?

44- i try my best!! Ollie knows :> im [Incapable] of flirting with anyone if they dont also flirt with me and i know that they leik me too tho so i havent been flirting much the past couple years till now :l

45- my style currently is kinda blandish i think? Dark or cool colors with a graphic teeshirt (sometimes of things that i dont even leik anymore) and black or blue skinny jeans (sometimes a bleached white pair, theyre my favorite) and some matching color of converse, sometimes i wear flannels or button ups and sometimes bowties too! But not as often

Ideal style: crop top, flannel, sunglasses, short short jean shorts, cool socks that go past my knees, matching converse!

46- hell yeah i blush!!!!!!!!! Sometimes i blush when people are really nice to me but most times its from romantic stuff because i get flustered and blushy So Easily!!

47- every once in a while my depression comes back and most of the time it doesnt stay for lomg but while its here i feel everything at once while wanting to feel nothing and its so overwhelming or i feel nothing at all while wanting to feel at least one thing and it makes my heart hurt, most of the time tho i lean more on the side of feeling everything! Feelings are gud and i leik them!!!

48- im definently a crier! Cried basically for 3 years straight, but ive only cried happy crying a couple times, definitely a few tho, i smile a lot! I think! I try to, i think smiles are really nice and there needs to be more of them in the world, ive been smiling a lot more the past couple months for sure :3Thanks for askin and!! @got to answer the same asks! Not all if u dont want to but just the ones u want :>

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