#then i open instagram and see 2 reel ideas ive been wanting 2 do but cant

[doodlboy]

Hoo boy, miserable in the club 2night lads

#i cant draw #ive been trying all day and its just shit #then i open instagram and see 2 reel ideas ive been wanting 2 do but cant #bc 1 i cant draw so i cant do the draw urself as a clown and 2 i dont have enough finished pieces in enough colors to do the “my art is X” #like #fuck #fuuuuuck #i hate everything #why dont my hands want to do things #why cant i understand perspective #ive watched enough fucking tutorials by now #why cant i pose bodies interestingly why cant i draw how it looks when a torso is bent why do i draw the same shit over and over again #why cant i stay consistent why do i not have any construction lines besides the fucking head circle #why dont i plan things out more why why why why why AUGHHHHHHHHH #miserable night #im so pissed off at myself rn #i know how to do things so why am i not doing them like im supposed to #i had rhe whole day off and i spent most of it on my phone when i could have been drawing. now i need to get up in 6 hours #bc i decided that midnight was a good time to draw #and my fucking ankles still hurt like theyre sprained or broken or whatever #im so pissed #mini rant #mini vent #elliot rambles