#then i wanna get my Genshin blog updated a bit cause that place is d e a d

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ough i've been neglecting my side-blogs and tumblr in general so badly lately. i need more time in my day

#i wish i had the mental energy to maintain this main blog/four side blogs/two twitter accounts and everything on AO3 all consistently #but i absolutely do not #all my energy and time has been spent on /so/ much stressful IRL bullshit and what's left over has been going to AO3 and S&M TWT #i need to get to several important things on my FNaF side-blog soon. that's the next priority #then i wanna get my Genshin blog updated a bit cause that place is d e a d #i also wanna get my AgeRe blog put together so i can post on it when i feel the urge #also to be able to reblog AgeRe stuff i see but don't wanna interact with on here and make anyone uncomfy #i've got some ST Eddie content still drafted up on here from like. fuckin. august of last year lmao. i wanna get that posted one day #but real life and self-care have to come first unfortunately #so i'm gonna take a small break from working on my writing to catch up with real life bullshit this week #and maybe work on side-blog stuff when i have the time as well #Seven.txt #cw vent #vent post #vent #i didn't plan on this being a vent post but the tags got pretty vent-y #aha. pretty vent-y. pretty Venti. ... it's a Genshin joke ugh ignore me #sighs deeply #also my right eye has started twitching on and off throughout the day today so thats cool thats definitely a good sign :) #i'm okay. it'll all be fine i just have to relax. reframe my perspective on some things. and get shit done. #i am not at all ready to handle the responsibilites that life is throwing on top of me right now #but there is literally no one else that can do it. i'm all that's left. so i'll just have to find a way to take it #sometimes i wish i could just turn my emotions completely off for a little while so i can finally get shit done y'know #anyways. gonna try and just relax tonight. might fuck around and log back into Genshin for the first time in like. a month #my burnout for that game and fandom has mostly faded and i think i'm actually in the mood to play again finally #i /do/ wanna try and pull for Shenhe before her banner's gone hmmmmmm. perhaps C6 Diona finally as well. if luck is on my side. #i'll need it cause my primo savings r low from what i remember and i'm /not/ swiping right now #*crosses fingers* c'mon Stellar Reunion rewards pls save me