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#there’s sth about knowing that at any given moment you’re the dumbest ugliest and least interesting person in the room
szczylpierdolony
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1 year
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suicide is so unnecessarily dramatic and for what
#bc i think hanging is my best option
#but idk it feels like such an annoying thing bc then someone finds you and it’s a whole thing
#i just wanna be dead and for my body to disintegrate
#and i wish i was never born bc so far it’s just been 20 years of being achtelt aware something is wrong with me and i can never fix it
#there’s sth about knowing that at any given moment you’re the dumbest ugliest and least interesting person in the room
#and that everything you do always feels like a bad imitation of others
#the way you talk or dress or move feels wrong and everyone can tell
#also i think i’m gonna start starving myself again
#bc i can’t stand the way i look and food makes me feel gross and i hate the feeling of a full stomach it’s so fucking disgusting
#and all i ever think abt when i eat is if i’m gonna gain weight anyway so it’s not like there’s mental stability to lose
#and there’s no break to this either bc every single interaction i have with anyone just makes me feel worse no matter who
#it’s the worst at uni bc everyone is cool and smart and going somewhere and i’m not
#and yeah i’m not the only one who’s mentally i’ll but everyone is still somehow able to be prepared for class and have a relationship
#and go out and meet with friends and work
#and i can’t do anything but lay in bed and cry and it’s not fair idc
#and nothing brings me any joy anymore i don’t draw and reading is tiring and i can’t get up to do any japanese practice
#idk if i just wish this could end
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