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szczylpierdolony · 1 year
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suicide is so unnecessarily dramatic and for what
#bc i think hanging is my best option#but idk it feels like such an annoying thing bc then someone finds you and it’s a whole thing#i just wanna be dead and for my body to disintegrate#and i wish i was never born bc so far it’s just been 20 years of being achtelt aware something is wrong with me and i can never fix it#there’s sth about knowing that at any given moment you’re the dumbest ugliest and least interesting person in the room#and that everything you do always feels like a bad imitation of others#the way you talk or dress or move feels wrong and everyone can tell#also i think i’m gonna start starving myself again#bc i can’t stand the way i look and food makes me feel gross and i hate the feeling of a full stomach it’s so fucking disgusting#and all i ever think abt when i eat is if i’m gonna gain weight anyway so it’s not like there’s mental stability to lose#and there’s no break to this either bc every single interaction i have with anyone just makes me feel worse no matter who#it’s the worst at uni bc everyone is cool and smart and going somewhere and i’m not#and yeah i’m not the only one who’s mentally i’ll but everyone is still somehow able to be prepared for class and have a relationship#and go out and meet with friends and work#and i can’t do anything but lay in bed and cry and it’s not fair idc#and nothing brings me any joy anymore i don’t draw and reading is tiring and i can’t get up to do any japanese practice#idk if i just wish this could end
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aquatic-batt · 1 year
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if no one else on this site starts making reader/self insert x Vanny content I’m gonna riot
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iamumbra195 · 18 days
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School Bus Graveyard incorrect quotes because I'm bored
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Taylor: Look how creepy it is looking down this hallway.
Ashlyn: I'm gonna get vertigo.
Aiden: I'm a Virgo!
Tyler, deadpan: No, you're a virgin.
...
Aiden: You lying, cheating, piece of shit!
Tyler: Oh yeah? You’re the idiot who thinks you can get away with everything you do. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD
Aiden: I’m leaving you, and I’M TAKING ASHLYN WITH ME
Logan, picking up the monopoly board: I think we’re gonna stop playing now.
...
Taylor: Why is Tyler so upset?
Logan: He took one of those “Which Character Are You?” quizzes
Taylor: And...?
Logan: He got Aiden.
...
Ashlyn: What did you do with the phantom's body?
Aiden: What didn’t I do with the body?
Everyone:
Aiden: Okay, that sounded more sexual than I intended. I disposed of the phantom respectfully.
...
Aiden: Here’s a fun Christmas idea. We hang mistletoe, but instead of kissing, you have to FIGHT whoever else is under it.
Logan: Aiden, no.
Ben, with text to speech: Mistlefoe.
Logan: Please stop encouraging him.
...
Taylor: Who thinks I can fit 15 marshmallows in my mouth?
Tyler: You’re a hazard to society
Aiden: And a coward. DO TWENTY.
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Emma, trying to be nice to Ashlyn's new friends: Would you like to stay for dinner?
Mike, excited for his daughter: WOULD YOU LIKE TO STAY FOREVER?
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Logan: What's a word thats a mix between 'sad' and 'mad'?
Ben: Disgruntled, miserable, desolated-
Aiden: Smad.
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Ashlyn: Why are you on the floor?
Aiden: I'm depressed.
Aiden: Also I was stabbed, can you get Ben, please.
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Taylor: Aiden and I were crossing the street, and this dude drove by and honked at us
Ashlyn, sighing: What did he do?
Taylor: he chased him to the next red light, then reached into his window and...
Aiden: Who wants a steering wheel?
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Aiden: If I accidentally sat on a voodoo doll of myself, would I be trapped forever in that position, doomed to starve to death?
Logan: How am I supposed to know?
Tyler: You say that as if we don’t use you as a source of knowledge of the occult.
Logan: ...You wouldn't be trapped.
...
Ashlyn: Tyler, keep an eye on Aiden today. He's going to say something to the wrong person and get punched.
Tyler: Sure, I’d love to see him get punched.
Ashlyn: Try again.
Tyler, sighing: I will stop Aiden from getting punched.
...
Aiden, holding a python: Guys I impulsively bought a snake, what do I name him
Tyler: You did WHAT–
Ben: William Snakespeare
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Ashlyn: Dandelions symbolize everything I want to be in life
Taylor: Fluffy and dead with a gust of wind?
Ashlyn: Unapologetic. Hard to kill. Feral, filled with sunlight, bright, beautiful in a way that the conventional and controlling hate but cannot ever fully destroy. Stubborn. Happy. Bastardous. Friends with bees. Highly disapproving of lawns. Full of wishes that will be carried far after I die.
Aiden: edible
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Taylor, whispering to Aiden, who’s on the phone with Ashlyn: Ask her something!
Aiden: How are you feeling?
Ashlyn: Fine.
Taylor: Something personal!
Aiden: At what age did you start hearing voices?
...
Aiden: If I die, my funeral is going to be the biggest party ever and you’re all invited
Logan: If?
Tyler: Great, the only party I’d actually go to and he might not even die.
...
Logan: We need a distraction.
Ashlyn: Is anyone here good at jumping up and down and making weird noises?
Aiden, whispering: My time has come
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Tyler: Where are you going?
Taylor: To get ice cream or commit a felony, I’ll decide on the way there
Tyler: I'll come with
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Mike, buying a whole bag of knives, guns and other weapons like he's going to war on a random Tuesday: I can explain
Jacob (shop owner): Can you?
Mike: If you give me thirty seconds to think of a lie.
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Taylor: Heads up, if you try to make a candle with food colouring, it will just sink to the bottom of the glass, and when the flame eventually reaches the bottom all the food colouring will catch fire and become one giant tall flame that you cannot possibly blow out and the glass will start to crack and then you'll throw your tea on it in a panic and then the extremely hot food colouring will boil and sizzle horribly and then the glass will shatter.
Tyler, sighing: What did you do?
Taylor, wailing: A MISTAKE
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Mr. Thomas: What are your goals?
Ashlyn: To pet all the dogs.
Mr. Thomas: No, I meant your goals for this trip.
Ashlyn: To pet all the dogs in Savannah.
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Logan: Is letting someone win at chess sapiosexual bottoming?
Ashlyn: Does anyone in this godforsaken group ever think before they speak?
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Taylor: Aiden isn’t answering their phone
Ashlyn: I’ll call
Taylor: Ben and I have both tried six times each, what makes you thi-
Aiden: Hello?
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Aiden: I was arrested for being too cool.
Tyler: The charges were dropped due to a lack of supporting evidence.
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Aiden: Jail is no fun. I’ll tell you that much
Taylor: You’ve been to jail?
Aiden: Once. In Monopoly.
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Mike: You love me, right?
Emma: Normally, I’d say yes without hesitation, but I feel like this is going somewhere and I don’t like it.
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Aiden: Let’s watch Sharkboy and Lavagirl.
Ashlyn: Okay
Aiden: And make out during the scary parts.
Ashlyn: The-
Ashlyn: The scary parts?
Ashlyn: Of Sharkboy and Lavagirl.
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Ashlyn: How petty can you get?
Tyler: I once edited a Wikipedia article to win an argument I was wrong about.
Taylor: I KNEW IT-
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Aiden: I've already sent good vibes your way… they’re coming. There’s nothing you can do to stop them.
Logan: This is the most threatening way I’ve ever been cheered up.
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Mike: So what’s for dinner?
Emma, staring at the food she just burnt: Regret.
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That's all for today!
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sunny44 · 1 year
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New bra
Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Girlfriend!reader
Warnings: mentions of sex, lingerie
Summary: Y/n bought a new set of lingerie and and decided to send a picture for her boyfriend.
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After spending the day at the mall with my best friend to distract myself from the fact that I will not see my boyfriend for another week, I ended up buying many things including a new set of lingerie in red.
Obviously Charles will love the fact that it is this color and after I took a shower and put it on to see how it would look I had the idea of sending him a picture to see how he would react.
Charlie 💋
Me
Baaaaaabe
Come here
I have a surprise for you
Charlie 💋
Hey baby girl
I'm here ready for my surprise
Me
Are you alone?
Charlie 💋
Yes
Why?
Me
I want your opinion on something
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What do you think about this?
Charlie 💋
Holy fuck
Why? Just why?
Why did you have to send me this?
Me
You don't like it?
Charlie 💋
That's the problem
I like it too much and know I'll have to take a cold shower and because of you I'm gonna get late for an important meeting
Me
Okay so I'll never send this types of photo for you again
Charlie 💋
Don't do that
Keep sending
Just tell me before you do it
Well I'm going to take a shower and I'll talk to you later
Love you
Me
Love you more Charlie
And I can't wait for you to get home so you can see this in person
Charlie 💋
Believe me I'll rip this off of you in the moment I get in the house
Wait for me wearing that
Me
Whatever you want
See you ❤️
After this conversation the only thing I could do was laugh, but I knew that the moment he came home things would get really hot.
...
When he told me he was coming home I decided to prepare a special dinner for us but when he arrived he didn't even give me time to say anything, he just grabbed me and started kissing me.
"I really hope you are wearing that lingerie under this dress." He says kissing my neck.
"I'm not." He squeezes my ass harder. "But underneath this dress there is nothing."
"That’s even better." He whispers and places me on his lap leading me to our bedroom.
"Charlie" I moan softly as his hands run all over my body.
"Hmm?"
"Aren't we going to eat dinner?"
"I don’t know about you but I'm going to eat now." I started laughing as soon as he threw me on the bed.
...
"My gosh, I was starving.” I told him as soon as I warmed up the pasta I had made for our dinner.
I was wearing only panties and the Ferrari t-shirt that Charles was wearing when he arrived, and he was wearing black sweatpants and socks while eating.
"Me too." He says and I laugh since his face was dirty with sauce. "What?"
"Come here." He walked over to the other side of the countertop where I was standing and I ran my thumb across the corner of his mouth wiping it clean. "I missed you so much."
"I missed you too." He gave me a kiss and smiled. "What do you say we take a romantic trip over the vacations?"
"I think that's a great idea." I gave him a kiss and we continued eating our dinner.
We spent the rest of the night on the couch watching movies covered in our blanket and after a while I had an idea, I told him I was going to get a charger for my cell phone but I actually went to put on the lingerie set I had bought for him.
"So?" He turns around and his eyes sparkled and a smile appeared on his face. "Do you think it looks better in person?"
"Absolutely." He says already standing up and I was still standing at the top of the stairs. "But I think I need to take a closer look before I can give my final answer."
He ran up, taking me in his lap, and once again we ended up in the bedroom.
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I’m accepting requests for any of the people I write for witch is in my masterlist and also let me know if you want to be on the tag list.
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theemissuniverse · 7 months
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Can I request a smut prompt where Liu Kang almost loses you to Shang Tsung, but after he retrieves you back, he’s furious and upset with himself, but you knew just how to calm him down?
Also congrats on 200 followers!!! You definitely deserve it, your writing is amazing 🩷🩷🩷🩷
“MY LOVER, MY LIGHT” LIU KANG X FEM!READER
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A/N : Thank you! Hope you like it!
WARNINGS : MINORS DONT INTERACT. praise kink, p in v, m receiving, f receiving, fingering, temperature play, some stuff I probably forgot
MASTERLIST
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Shang Tsung almost took your soul. Lucky for you, Liu Kang, your husband, was there to put a stop to it. Even though it was already over, Liu Kang was beating himself up about it.
He should’ve stopped it sooner. He should have never put you in harms way to begin with. In his mind- this was all his fault.
Liu Kang was getting ready for bed. He had his boxers on and was completely shirtless. He was cleaning off his wedding ring as it was bloody from the damage he had done to Shang Tsung’s face.
You walked in the bedroom. You had your red set of underwear on with your red rope tied around you tightly. You watched as Liu Kang cleaned his ring. “Come on, baby. I made dinner. It’s your favorite.”
“I am not hungry, love.”
You tilted your head at him. You hated when he got like this. Guilt-ridden and self loathing. “You can’t starve yourself because you feel guilty. I’m fine.”
Liu Kang finished cleaning the ring. He placed it back on his finger. He did not dare to look at you. “You almost died.”
“Sorry to tell you, honey but that’s the price of being part of Earthrealm’s warriors. Stuff like that can happen.”
“Maybe I don’t want you to be part of Earthrealm’s warriors anymore.”
Your eyes had widen. You were shocked. You were one of, if not, the best Earthrealm warrior. You walked further in the room. “You don’t mean that.”
“I do.” Liu Kang finally turned to you. “(Y/N), I am immortal. You are not. I cannot have you forever. I do not want you to…to fall so soon.”
“I understand but there could be other factors. Like illness or even just everyday accidents. Am I suppose to live my life afraid?”
“Are you suppose to speed up the process of your  demise?”
The room fell silent. Liu Kang sighed at his harsh tone. He sat on the bed and rubbed his forehead to get rid of some tension. “I cannot lose you.”
You sat down next to him. You rubbed on his shoulder to comfort him. “I can’t lose you either. But if we think about all the ‘what if’s’ and the ‘what might’ then we’re gonna drive ourselves crazy. You told me yourself that we needed to focus on actions and not the outcome. It’s all that we can control.”
Liu Kang looked back at you lovingly. It was hard to tell if Liu Kang was crying because of his glowing orbs but you saw tears slipped past his cheeks. “Oh, Liu…” You kissed some of the tears away.
“I love you more than anything. More than myself. More than life itself.” He told you.
You always knew of the strong emotional hold you had on Liu Kang. Liu Kang had revealed to you that in the previous timeline, he was in love with you then and he ended up falling in love with you all over again.
That’s why he was so attached to you. He did not want to lose you again.
“I love you too, Liu.” You gave him a passionate kiss on the lips. Liu Kang immediately kissed you back, cupping your face.
The kiss meant something. The two of you had a hold on each other and you never wanted to leave.
You pulled away from him. You gave him small kisses on his neck. Liu Kang closed his eyes, loving the feeling of your lips on his body.
Liu Kang was already sitting on the edge of the bed. You got off the bed and sat on your knees on the ground. You then started to take his boxers off.
“Love-“ He started to say.
You shushed him, knowing what he was going to say. Although, Liu Kang always appreciated when you went down on him, he’d much rather just go down on you.
You kissed all over him. Liu Kang always got hard very quick when you touched him softly.
You wrapped your lips around him and started to suck on his dick lightly. Liu Kang moaned some. You continued to do this before taking all of him in your mouth and starting to go up and down on him.
Liu Kang, despite being a God, was always sensitive to touch. “(Y/N).” He moaned. When you sucked on his tip sweetly, he flung his body back on the bed in pure bliss.
More moans escaped his mouth. You knew that Liu Kang was more so the slow paced type so you always went slow with him. You rubbed on his thigh as you sucked on him.
The noises of slob each time you sucked him off turned him on even more. “You taste so good.” You said with all of him in your mouth.
Liu Kang felt himself twitch when you said that. He sat himself up on his elbows and watched you as you took care of him. “You look so beautiful.”
You moaned around him at the compliment and it made him twitch even more. It was true. You were amazing to look at.
Liu Kang bit his lip as he watched you undo your robe. The robe fell to the ground and he saw his wife in the red underwear set he had got for her.
You sucked his tip again and he rolled his eyes back in pleasure. “My love…”
You removed yourself from his dick and looked up at him. “You ready for me to ride you baby?” Liu Kang nodded eagerly and you stood up. You took your underwear off. Liu Kang scooted more to the center of the bed.
When you got on top of him, Liu Kang licked his fingers and stuck them in your pussy to see if you were wet enough from pleasing him. You weren’t.
He pumped them in and out of you slowly. You threw your head back in pleasure. Liu Kang watched you as you started to ride his fingers. He loved when you did that.
“Oh baby.” You moaned.
Liu Kang kissed your lips softly. His fingers found your clit and he rubbed it in circles, making you moan in his mouth.
Your hands tugged on his hair and he grunted in your mouth. “Please. I’m ready.”
Liu Kang made sure to feel all of you before deciding you were ready to ride him. He licked his fingers to get the juices off and leaned back.
You got into position. Liu Kang’s hands were on your hips. You slid down on him gently and you both let out a moan.
Your hands lay on his chest and you started to ride him slowly. “Oh yes. You feel so good.”
Liu Kang’s hands started to wander your body. His hands lit up with fire but he was careful not to burn you. He made sure rub all the parts you loved when he did temperature play with you.
“Oh my gods. Liu, you know that turns me on.”
Liu Kang just smiled at you. He helped you ride him up and down while his hands still produced light heat. You were starting to go at a much faster pace. Liu Kang panted slightly. “You know just how to ride me, love.”
You felt the heat die from Liu Kang’s hands which meant it was getting hard for him to concentrate. You continued moving at your fast pace while you undid your bra and threw it down on the ground.
Liu Kang watched your breasts bounce with each time you bounced. He groaned at the sight. “You look so beautiful.” He was close to his release but was holding it for you. “You’re so good to me. I don’t deserve you.”
At that, you leaned down to kiss his lips. “You deserve everything, baby.”
He moaned at your words and gripped on your hips tighter. He panted even more. The feeling of your pussy clenching on him was all too much for him. “You were made for me.
Something about Liu Kang always complimenting you turned you out. You felt love overwhelm your heart. “I love you.”
Liu Kang was always an emotional man during sex so having you tell him you loved him as you rode him turned him on. A lot.
He gently grabbed you before flipping you over so he was on top of you. Liu Kang kept the same fast but sensual pace. He gave you passionate kisses on your lips. “I love you more.”
Liu Kang’s right hand interlocked with yours as he fucked you. He gave you beautiful kisses on your neck and sucked on your sweet spots.
You should’ve been used to how loving Liu Kang was but you still weren’t. Tears welled up in your eyes as he made love to you. When Liu saw this he kissed the tears away.
You felt yourself start to become close. Your hand raked along his back. “I’m so close, Liu.”
Liu Kang kissed your lips once more before speaking. “Cum on me, love. I need you.”
With his words, you instantly came on Liu Kang. When he saw you came on him, he allowed himself to release inside of you.
When the two of you were done, he pulled out. Liu Kang saw the cum slipping out of you and he made it go back inside of you with his fingers. “I cannot lose you.” He repeated but this time with full love.
You pulled him down to your level and kissed him. “I can’t lose you, either.”
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 2 years
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could we get some HCs about how the Narrator from TSP would do/act like if the was falling in love with the reader?
like maybe he adds new areas to the game just for us or expresses his love in the most cheesy but poetic ways possible.
maybe stanley is just watching this all happen like "s i g h when will they realise they have a crush on eachother smh"
Ooo yay!! I was wondering how Reader would exist in the TSP world but I decided that (unless otherwise specified) they would be a Player!Reader who can separate themselves from Stanley anytime they wish (like in the Not Stanley ending) 
And for Narrator I hc he remembers resets, but only the deeply traumatic ones (Skip Button, Not Stanley, and Zending) and has fuzzy memories of the rest
..............
When you show up in Narrator's dimension/room during his sad monologue in the NS ending, you take him by surprise.
He didn't think you could appear to him physically within the game.
Let’s face it, he hasn’t seen another human person who could actually talk to him in forever..so he nearly falls off his chair from the shock.
But he’s immediately enamored by your looks and voice.
Oh, how wonderful was your voice!
Though the first words you speak call him out on his childish insults to Stanley (and his “coward” remark when you couldn’t speak into the office’s receiver).
And Narrator sulks, forgetting the game didn’t allow you to connect a mic.
“I’m truly sorry, dear player. I see this is..my retribution for forcing you into all these choices. For demanding impossible things out of you. I suppose I needed to learn a few lessons myself. Would you return to Stanley so we can continue this story? Please?”
But you insist on staying for a while, wanting to prove a point.
And you two end up talking for a while, which Stanley faintly hears.
Tbh Narrator forgets how to have normal conversations, though he finds out your real name and your hobbies outside of this game.
After the game resets, you pop into his room again before making Stanley leave his office, wanting to get to know Narrator better.
And for the first time he starts to feel...love?
It’s confusing and surely would hinder him from his job.
Though that doesn’t stop him from setting up new paths and opening new doors, going on tangents about Stanley’s coworkers who dated in secret or describing how he and his “wife” celebrate Valentine’s Day or the “blossoming” romance between him and the bucket.
It’s painfully obvious that Narrator’s projecting onto both you (who didn’t really get the hints and is like “oh yay new paths”) and Stanley (who is just like “ugh are they that oblivious?”).
You also realize Narrator stopped insulting the bucket altogether if Stanley takes it, knowing how much you like it.
Though at one point, you notice Narrator’s monologue in the lounge room is more sullen, as he suddenly laments on how pointless love seems (while not-so-subtly admitting his crush on you and worries that you’ll grow bored of this game one day and leave him forever).
So you keep Stanley in place and go comfort him, the protagonist encouraging you with a nod.
This touch-starved higher being is shocked by your hug, but when you tell him you loved him for him (and not just his narrations and powers), he’s flustered yet relieved he didn’t make a fool out of himself.
Meanwhile, Stanley smiles as he hears him stumbling over his words when he realizes he heard the entire confession.
But...Narrator’s still unsure about some things, so as a “test” he leads you to the Zending and fills the space dome with heart-shaped lights and your favorite colors, wondering what you’ll do this time.
He’s afraid you’re gonna take Stanley up the stairs again, as he can’t change anything about this ending.
And yet...you don’t. You let him stay put and visit Narrator so you can watch the spectacle together for a while.
“You may not see yourself as real..but I do.” You reassure him. “I promise I won’t make any choices that hurt you ever again.”
He makes sure to mute himself so Stanley didn’t hear him cry.
You truly wanted him to be happy, too.
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barclaysangel · 3 months
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rant (tw for body issues, sh, ed)
I’m sorry I just need to get this off my chest, to scream into the void
I was just showering, washing my body, and had this horrifying realization that my stomach was huge. It absolutely triggered something in me because my dad made me weigh myself this morning and I’m at my highest despite only eating twice a day. I know I don’t exercise, especially that often, and I haven’t been able to go on my 2 mile walks because of me getting sick and the heavy rain we’re having. But something just set my brain off and I started scratching and punching my stomach while crying.
This isn’t the first time I’ve done this. I punched my stomach like a week ago because I also realized then that my stomach looked like I was 4-5 months pregnant. And some sick part of my brain liked it because I want to have babies but the other part of me freaked because I’m obviously not pregnant, I’m just fat.
The funny thing is that I want to be pregnant. I want to experience that. But now I’m terrified of gaining weight with the pregnancy because I’ve heard my dad say shit about overweight women in general but also women who don’t lose the baby weight. Will I just become something else for him to talk about?
I don’t know why everything is hurting more. I’ve TRIED to lose weight. I’ve gone to the gym frequently in the summer and NOTHING happened. It’s harder for me to go during school time because I get so busy and just want to sit in my room and do homework. Why can’t I lose the fucking weight?!
There’s nothing wrong with me, I’ve been checked out, nothing is making me gain weight, no hormone or chemical imbalance. It’s just me. Despite only eating twice a day with occasional sweets a few times a week, I’m the one who is doing this to myself and I’m now at 164 pounds because of it.
I fucking hate it, I wanna take a pair of scissors and cut off my entire stomach, I wanna hurt my stomach until it’s flat, I wanna starve myself until it hurts. But nothing works. I’ve tried when I was younger to have an eating disorder because I was spiraling but I can’t cut off food and I hate throwing up. I attempted once to purge when I was in middle school but panicked and couldn’t go through with it.
I don’t even know why I’m sharing this. Who even cares? I’m the one with fucking issues. I guess I just can’t tell anyone about this. My mom will think I’m stupid and crazy. My dad will probably think the same and try to make me exercise more. I don’t know. I’m fucking tired and every time I try to be more confident and comfortable in my body, something happens and tears me back down.
If you actually read this, thanks. I’m gonna try to distract myself so I don’t hurt myself anymore and try to forget this until the next episode hits.
Sorry again.
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reiashiftsrealities · 27 days
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I feel like I have this knowing for so long that I'll shift to my Dr . I have tried everything States , fullfilling my inner man , feeling it real and surely affirming for so long. I can't count a single day I didn't try to shifting realities with these methods.
my emotional state has never been great throughout my life so I find out feeling it real isn't for me so I started affirming. Life has put me in a situation that shifting is a ride or die for me rn . My circumstances are triggering it always has been and the worst part is I'm hypersensitive in nature. I remember a small detail of harsh word or actions from my loved ones. Despite of knowing that they hurt my emotions bitterly every single day💔
At this point I know everything about shifting or loa it's just didn't happen yet (but will probably) . Also I like thinking random fake scenarios in my head . It's the only thing good about my life. Fake scenarios are guilty pleasure for me .
Everytime I try to force myself to affirm to make shifting happen fast I end up hurting myself with intense anxiety. I read everything freaking success story who has bad circumstances than me I know I'm gonna make it. But sometimes it's really hard to keep up.
Mostly I cannot live without making fake scenarios in my head . If I affirm throughout the day without thinking any scenarios I die from anxiety. -🥀
Hi again 🥀 :)
My biggest piece of advice for you is to not overconsume too much. If you know everything, there’s no need to go searching for more, especially in terms of law of assumption where the whole premise is assume you have what you want already as the 3D will mirror self. If you had everything you desired, why would you go looking for more ways on how to get it?
If you are wanting to go the law of assumption route, I feel like you’re putting too much faith in the 3D, like you believe in it too much. I’d say observe and not absorb. I know that’s easier said than done considering our whole lives we’ve been taught that what we can see and feel determines reality, but you dont even have to fully believe, just persist and live in the 4D.
The fake scenarios might actually be helpful if you just identify with them as real reality! I heard the phrase once “if I can imagine it, I’m in it” and that’s really helped me. There’s no need to stress as it is already done. I think working on self confidence/concept might help with your mental state, not just for using the law or shifting but in general life. It’s good to be confident in yourself and your beliefs.
The best way to get rid of the old story is to let it starve giving it attention, and then by association a reaction only solidifies it as true which it isn’t. A simple “No, I don’t accept that as reality” and then robotic affirming for a little bit or even diving into a scenario and accepting THAT as reality might help. :)
I hope this helped! And a big thank you to @evangelineshifts for helping me to put into words what I couldn’t ❤️
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pochacosicon · 5 months
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honestly as the time goes by instead of starving i’m starting just to eat a lot healthier, i eat more protein more veggies more things that just in general are gonna be a benefit for my body
i still feel scared, i don’t count calories, i try to be much more active
it’s somehow getting better, but it also leaves me with a question “what will i do if i’ll fall into it again?”
cuz i know i will, i always do
i think i’m good enough to eat, and then purge for next 4 days while histerically crying over something so trivial like eating a slice of cake
the thought of never escaping and never finding peace in my life because of those silly things is simply terrifying
but at the same time i hope i’ll achieve it somehow, i just need to work on myself, i need to find myself all over again
i hope that y’all are doing great. Remember that, even tho it’s hard to think that way, you are ethereally beautiful and all that matters in life is happiness for simply living, doing stuff you love, nourishing your body so it can help you achieve your goals and constantly developing yourself so u can be the best version of yourself.
Be kind and happy guys, sending a lot of love to y’all 🤍
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quinloki · 3 months
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Ya know the biting thing SEEMED familiar but I couldn't remember from where. Makes sense that I saw it from your page xD
Damn that'd be good. I just wanna catch that bird off guard SOMEHOW. Also for him to yelp. Would be amazing and worth the payback
“Don’t worry, I have a PhD in Law, you’ll enjoy what I do to you.
I… Quin
I think that killed me I just laughed so hard but also like… oh my god. I feel like Sabo's little bit of silly would wash out Law's zero silly and it kills me
Gods I just have to sit here and think about this bc omg. Your brain.
Even if reader isn't a dom I think the dynamic would definitely have Sabo in control. Like Law thinks he's in control until he realizes that he's not, he's just going along with Sabo subtly.
I saw fanart of the two of them at one point (can't find it again tho sadly T_T) which is what initially put it in my brain honestly. Ace/Law is also another one that I >> at bc they're just so pretty in all the art I see of them
I guess the same dynamic I've seen in AU of ace/law would work, of law begrudgingly being luffy's friend and getting introduced to his brother and just having close proximity that way (or even having classes together after that)
You've given me some good things to think about, thank you Quin <333
Sabo likes to watch also killed me bc why does he give off those vibes I just can't get over that….
(Btw sorry if this sent twice tumblr is being weird..)
Ahhhhh - I had to take a break myself after that reaction from you.
I’m glad I could make you laugh.
And yeah, reader doesn’t have to be dom, I think with Sabo around they’d fill more of a switchy role, I don’t see him relinquishing control easily, except under certain circumstances.
Being outnumbered seems like it could happen for the reader (maybe that’s just gonna be a reused AU book title at this point xD) maybe they are a professional dom, but not really one behind closed doors.
But I like the idea/dynamic of Sabo and the Reader both just spoiling Law. He can’t hardly handle it either. Between the attention and care and pleasure and such he’s just drown in affection he’s been starved for for years.
Law starts smiling at work, Penguin and Shachi are having a minor crisis about it cause the doc NEVER smiles, but also it’s great to see him smiling.
I can dig it.
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what-gs-watching · 5 months
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"It's the things we love most that destroy us."
The other night, I did the last live session for my career bootcamp, and I decided I was gonna take yesterday to myself and just chill out. 
Which led to me seeing an early movie. I honestly enjoy going to the movies by myself, sitting in a mostly empty theater and just getting lost in whatever is going on for a while. I’ve been meaning to go since this ‘hiatus’ started and there hadn’t really been anything enticing enough, but finally I gave in, and went to see
The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes. 
….Fuck, y’all. I came home and I felt a lot of WAYS about a LOT of things.
I read all of the original books while the movies were coming out. They were lent to me by one of my forever best friend slash favorite coworker - this dude was NOT the type of person to ever, ever read the Hunger Games but he did, and we got into the habit of swapping books and I ran through all of them. It was only fair, I’d made him read The Rum Diaries.
I love dystopian shit. I really do. I think most of us are fascinated with the idea of society breaking down. And also, how much worse it could actually be than it is now. That’s why I loved The Last of Us and Handmaid’s Tale and a million other things. It’s a curiosity. And a comfort, kind of.  Like, things are fucked, but look how much more fucked they could be, aren’t you kind of glad, now? 
So of course I was all in on a villain origin story for The Hunger Games. Who wouldn’t be? 
I’m not really sure what I was expecting. I haven’t read the book yet, I’m so behind on actual reading (has fanfic taken over my life? Yes) but holy HELL. Like, they made this movie and they put it out and they were like “people are terrible, here’s a wonderful example of that. Hope you can stomach it.”
Wherein, a young Coriolanus Snow  tries to mentor a tribute in the 10th annual Hunger Games (whose popularity is waning)  to victory so he can get some desperately needed money for his family and shit spirals incredibly out of control. 
Heartstrings are definitely pulled for Corio, I can’t deny it. He lives with his grandmother and his cousin and their family used to be powerful but his mother died in childbirth and his father was murdered during the rebellion and they show him and the cousin almost starving during that time and I get it. It’s unfortunate. But he gets into the academy and he sees his opportunity to finally get his family back to better footing, and that’s commendable.
He does some dubious shit in the beginning to help his standing - like making suggestions on how they can make the Games more popular again. Suggesting people need to get attached to the tributes, so they’ll be invested in their ultimate fates. That’s some psychological warfare. But also, it makes perfect sense. And it’s so gross. 
Then he gets attached to his tribute, Lucy Gray, and he’s determined to help her live, and of course it’s because if his tribute wins then he’ll supposedly get some prize money, but it also seems like cares about her. Along the way, his friendship with Sejanus, another academy student who is originally from district 2, and who is rightfully absolutely disgusted with the games, grows. Eventually, Corio cheats to help Lucy, even though he’s been explicitly told that cheating will come with terrible consequences. 
And so like, I’m with it so far. You gotta do some unsavory things to survive, we all do, it’s human nature. And that’s really the entire point of the movie but this motherfucker eventually takes it too far.  But he also helps Sejanus when he goes into the arena to try and protest what the fuck is going on, and so it’s like, a balancing act. 
Lucy Gray eventually wins the Hunger Games. I’m not gonna go into how fucked up all the death scenes during the Games are. Or how horrible the one girl is, leading a pack. There’s a lot of ruthlessness but also tenderness and it’s just as terrible  as all of the other Games are, with a lot less finesse. 
Anyway, after she wins, Snow is obviously punished and forced into being a peacekeeper in the districts, and he weasels his way to 12 where he knows Lucy is. And surprise! They fall in love. I am VERY curious to know how he gets away with running off with her all the time, that dude is supposed to be part of the military that shit should not be possible, but whatever. 
Turns out, Sejanus follows Crio to 12 too, and that’s sweet. Sejanus really thinks they’ve got a bond. And maybe they do. But he’s dealing with a fucking psychopath and he doesn’t know it. 
So sweet little Sejanus sees injustices in the district and he wants to help so he starts cavorting with rebels because of course he does, he’s the good guy in this fucking story, and Snow doesn’t approve but he’s also caught up in Lucy Gray and trying to figure out a way to get back to the capital, apparently.
And then it all comes to a head when he follows Sujanus to a secret rebel meeting and Snow ends up killing one of the dudes involved, and then the mayor’s daughter dies too, and tells Lucy and Sujanas no one can know about any of this obviously, and another guy takes the guns that were used and hides them.
The next day the Peacekeepers are obviously intent on finding the guns and hanging the killers. There’s some searching, and then they find one of the rebels involved. THEN we cut to two guys up in the noose, Corio standing guard like a good little keeper, and then they’re pulling SEJANUS up to the platform too and he’s crying for Snow to help him and he just watches and this poor kiddo is unceremoniously snapped at the neck. 
Afterward, Snow makes a plan to run away with Lucy Gray and so they go. Like, he must love her if he’s going to try and escape Panem with her forever? Like, he must be abandoning his family and going for it? He’s abandoning his chance to be sent to 2 for officer training as well, his way back into property society. So he must mean it? 
But when they stop at a cabin to get out of the rain, he discovers the guns they’d used in the murders. And he realizes he can get rid of them for good, and maybe he doesn’t have to escape after all. And Lucy can see the gears working in his mind and she knows he’s already lied to her because he let it slip that he’s killed 3 people and she was like ‘who was the 3rd?’ and I’m thinking the same thing too. And he lies about it. 
So she lies too, says she’s going out to forage some food and when he goes after her, he finds the scarf he gave her on the ground and when he picks it up, a snake she’d planted there bites him. And he loses his shit. He’s carrying the gun he used to kill that rebel and he’s screaming and when he catches a glimpse of her, he shoots. He wants to kill her, she’s a loose end now, just like that. 
Maybe she got away. We never really know. But honestly, in my mind, he got a good bite out of her and she eventually dies. Because it would make sense this asshole ruthlessly kills the one person he worked so hard to help survive, the one person who loved him, just out of self preservation. 
Afterwards, he goes back to 12 and finds out he’s being sent back to the capital. And we need to give ALL the kudos to Viola Davis for her portrayal of Gaul, who was the head gamemaster, and was absolutely out of her everloving mind. She’d been pushing Snow behind the scenes throughout, likely because one fucked up person can recognize another fucked up person with potential. 
So he meets with her, and we find out that he’d slipped information to her about Sejanus’s activities, and that’s why he was strung up. She wants him to attend university and become her protege. And he’s all about it. Sejanus’s family is going to pay his way because he was such a good friend and tried to do right by their kid (jesus christ y’all) and tada! Just like that, his family is restored to the status they expect and they have nice things now and everything is tickety-boo. 
At the end, he meets with Highbottom, the academy’s dean, who has been absolutely not a fan of Snow throughout his exploits. He’d been determined to keep the kid down, and at first you’re like ‘yo what’s your deal?’ but we come to find out that Highbottom had inadvertently invented the Hunger Games as a thought experiment, sharing it with his best friend, Snow’s father. Who took it, and had it implemented. And Highbottom’s been trying to stop it ever since. No wonder he wanted to get rid of Snow. 
Joke’s on him though, he’s hooked up morphling and after Snow leaves, he takes one of the viles that Snow had dumped on his desk, part of Sejanus’s personal effects, and immediately dies. Everyone that could of stopped him, everyone that could have been even vaguely a threat, gone.
And all of this, for what? Power and money? Security, I guess in some twisted way? Because he felt threatened? Did what happened to him turn him into this, or did what happened to him just show him he’s always been this way? 
I wanted a villain origin story and I got it. And I kind of hated it. Because they had me in the first half. Because maybe we all have the propensity to become something so horrific if we’re thrust into just the exactly right set of circumstances. I mean, maybe we don’t, but we could, and I don’t think anyone ever really wants to find out. 
Don’t make me look too close at humanity. That way lies madness. 
The point is: I probably did not need to feel all of that right now. But it was good in a way that makes you angry. And sometimes, life’s just like that. Sometimes snow lands on top. 
Fucking dystopian futures...
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thatkdpoh · 5 months
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Introduction i think?
Ok so I’ve been like really excited to do this I don’t know why but this is I think controversy? I don’t know how controversy works but this is how it happened.
I am 12 yrs old, My height is 5,1 and holy shit wanna kms but I am 130 pounds. This will flucate and idk how to spell it but it’s like a line with a dot in the front or end and it goes left to right so I flucate to 130 to 140 I hate that.
How I know about ED/Backstory/rant (cringy ik sorry :c :
I was always a fat kid and I’ve hated it, I understand that I didn’t care about my weight but when I was like what 8 to 9 whenever my dad would say cow to me in taqvaylit I don’t know how to write it but I know something’s like amcic or tizizwith or afkroune which is cat, bee and turtle in that order. I would feel self conscious and sometimes cry to because I’m very sensitive which is like cringy i know lol. My heaviest had to been this year like 140 pounds but I think it was water weight and shit. Anyways my mom tried to get me to fast and she would force me or smth maybe not force but like tried to get me to lose weight. She’d say it directly and it would always make me feel bad but like I understand being 130 for like 8 yrs or 9 to 12 is very heavy and embarrassing considering I always saw kids would be more skinner than me I’d feel very bad. Until recently like last year in 6th grade I was reading fanfics of a human au of TMNT i didnt know what ED’s were so when it showed up the word bulimia I thought it meant bullshit but it didn’t sound right so I searched it up and saw the symptoms that’s when I also learned about anorexia and pica etc. When I saw the symptoms I started copying them now this is the part that I think is controversy I copied the symptoms which I know was bad but I was fucking lazy and still am couldn’t do a workout for the life of me or restrict food, I was used to eating a lot and when I saw the symptoms I copied them and they worked!! I loved it and then the minute I knew how to starve myself, I actually don’t know how to continue with that but I didn’t know how much of a deeper hole I got into but I really loved it and still do EMBARRASING. I did do exercise I did like 100 sit ups a day which did nothing but it did make my body ache and stopped, 5th grade was the worst out of all my grades for now but 6th might be second but it wasn’t that bad just a lot of crying and seeing how fat I am made me cry that’s it. Now if I don’t starve at all or try too I would feel like shit. In 6th grade I also saw that purging was a symptom so I made myself throw up but only if I ate way to fucking much and I’m so bloated it hurts and I can’t take the pressure so I throw up just to take off a little pressure and go back but then I’d feel sick which sucked :C. When Ramandan came though I was A BEAST not an actual beast but like it was my oppertuinity to fast without anyone questioning because I live in a studio apartment with 5 other people that are my family >_<. Obviously with my blabber mouth which I hate told everything to my mom but I think she thinks that I’m ok now :D. Any way I’d only eat 5 tablespoons of soup every night and I was very tired and I lost 6 pounds!! Which isn’t a lot but I made it to 124 pounds!! But then I gained it all back in summer break, cried, tried to fast for 3 days but fainted on the 36 hour?? I’m not sure because when I stopped the fast because my mom told me to eat and spoiler alert I cried cause I have little bitchitas if u know Kubz scouts u know. I paused at the 38 hour so like 36 is my highest to fast which is embarrassing again. ANYWAY NOW IM IN 7TH GRADE STUGGLIJG EITH THIS THINGY :]] I sound like those I guess I deserve it heh thing but like no I’m not seriously I just wanted to be silly. Anyway I’m gonna try that ABC diet which I think seems kind of mid to hard but I think fitnesspal would help me with it <33
BYE EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT DAY OR NIGHT HAVE A GREAT THANKSGIVING SND MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! :33
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emptifylie · 10 months
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i’m starting summer school in a few days. it sucks cuz i’ve always been a “gifted” student up until my eating disorder got bad. once i was underweight it’s like all my brains disappeared with my body. it’s probably also the drugs that made me this stupid. i got laced the other day, idk with what but it was intense. it was with a friend and we were crying the whole day because i think we finally came to the realization of how shitty things got for us. i never thought that my life would look like this. meeting with my plug everyday, spending $1000 in a month, only on drugs. but things are gonna get better for me once i lose more weight again. sometimes i wish i chose a different path though. that instead of dating my ex who got me addicted to drugs, i chose the sweet guy who was worried about me at the start of this year. the guy who listened to me. sometimes i really wish i didn’t drive him away. i wish instead of skipping school to hangout with people i just met and to sneak out and go to parties, i chose to listen and get my grades up. i wish i never wandered into that alleyway in the start of the year, maybe then i wouldn’t be so addicted. i wish instead of starving myself i chose to lose weight in a healthy way. well, now it’s all too late anyways. the guy who cared about me is gone, my ex wants me back and knowing myself i’ll find a way to make things worse with him, i can’t get off the drugs i keep telling myself i’ll get off, and now i have summer school. at least i’ll be thiner. but holy shit it makes me so angry how much people romanticize the things in my life that make me miserable. it’s like every single post on social media i see is another false point of view on ana and drugs and abusive boyfriends and everything. whatever!!!!! (but also if ur one of those people who romanticize that, fuck you)
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midnight-talescape · 2 years
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Jealousy (Ice Bear x Reader)
Kinktober Day 3: Choking
I’m not even gonna explain myself on this one.
Warning: beastality (?), choking, breeding kink, oral, biting, public(?) yandere a little bit, ooc a little bit, etc, etc you get the point not for kid
Genre: filthy filthy smut
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It was like any usual day, you was looking for Ice Bear to ask him what he want to do that day. Maybe cooking or simply joining in on whatever he and his brother want to do. Eventually you found him cooking something. 
Despite the fact that he look normal you can feel somethings off. You gently tapped his shoulder getting his attention before asking,
“Hey, what’s wrong Ice Bear? You seem a little off today,”
Ice Bear turned around holding what seems to be cupcake in his hand.
“(Y/N) was talking to Issac, does (Y/N) like Issac better then Ice Bear?”
Realizing he must have seen your conversation with Issac and was feeling left out, you giggled and hug him before reassuring him,
“Of course not, Ice Bear. You’re my best friend and nothing will ever change that,”
Happily reassured for now Ice Bear hugged you back, seemingly back to normal.
Just as you were enjoying the feel of Ice Bear fur you turn around and seeing the cupcake again, also kinda starving you ask,
“Ice Bear can I try a cupcake?”
Noticing the cupcakes in his hand, Ice Bear calmly threw it in the trash.
Not expecting that from him you gave him a confuse look, before asking him what was that for. In which case Ice Bear just said,
“Ice Bear mess that cupcake up, (Y/N) can try a different one,”
Despite not understanding how one can mess up a single cupcake, that one being Ice Bear nonetheless, you shrugged and grabbed a different one.
You and Ice Bear moved on with your day seemingly back to normal again.
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You and Ice Bear was sparring, or well rather like Ice Bear was beating you up while you continuously dodge. Suddenly making a mistake ended with Ice Bear choking you with his paw (claw?) and both of you on the ground.
“OW!”
The sudden impact cause you to let out a sound of pain.
“Ice Bear is sorry for hurting (Y/N),” Ice Bear apologize before getting ready to get up,
Maybe because all this sparring has finally broke your brain, or that it’s kinktober and you and your sick sense of humor decide what happen next will be fucking hilarious.
“Choke me harder, daddy~” you swear you meant it as a joke when you said that sentence, Ice Bear on the other hand…
A look of darkness showed in his eyes, before saying,
“If (Y/N) insist, Ice Bear will do it,”
Just before you can protest and said you were a hundred percent joking (you think) he squeeze down on your throat, successfully sending enough pressure to not kill you but with every other side effect.
Ice Bear place his head on your shoulder seemingly enjoying your little struggle. Right before you pass out, Ice Bear let go and watch you gasp for air and your eye tearing up.
“Ice Bear, want to ask (Y/N),”
You looked up confuse and still gasping for air.
“If Ice Bear make (Y/N) Ice Bear’s mate, and fill (Y/N) with Ice Bears cubs, will (Y/N) stay forever?”
Not expecting that out of the normally static Ice Bear, despite not being fully against the idea you spluttered out a,
“Wha-what?!?!”
Seemingly taking that as a rejection he proceeded to choke you again, but this time only with enough pressure to stop you from talking.
“Ice Bear don’t want to hear (Y/N)’s rejection”
After stating that he took off your clothing with a weird expertise and started squeezing your boob with the paw not choking you.
After a bit of fondling he lower his head and started biting and licking your nipple. 
Your body flush from the sensation coming from your boob and the soft tickling of his fur. Also you couldn’t breath really well at the moment, but it really just added to the sensation.
After a few more nibble and lick, he attempted to finger you with his paw. Suddenly hearing your whine of pain seems to snap Ice Bear out of whatever mood he’s in. Realizing that what’s he’s doing was hurting you Ice Bear let go of your neck and apologize. 
“Ice Bear is sorry for what Ice Bear did. Ice Bear doesn’t know what came over Ice Bear. Ice Bear doesn’t like it when (Y/N) talk to other people, but Ice Bear is hurting (Y/N). Ice Bear is now disappointed in himself and Ice Bear will never show his face in front of (Y/N) again. But first let Ice Bear take (Y/N) home safely.”
Seeing that he’s terribly disappointed in himself, also considering you liked Ice Bear and was enjoying whatever was happening there you hugged him.
“It’s okay, I forgive you,” then with a blushing face, you press your face into Ice Bear’s fur, before continuing, “And you can continue if you like,”
Hearing this Ice Bear nuzzled your face and give you a little lick before whispering in your ear,
“Ice Bear is glad (Y/N) forgive Ice Bear, Ice Bear will make (Y/N) feel good,” with this he laid you onto the ground again,
(Fun fact it’s about here when I was writing I realize this entire ordeal was happening outside in the middle of the forest, I honestly forgot about it)
He brought his face to your already dripping cunt and started licking and sucking on it.
You desperately try’s to hold in your moan in fear of someone just finding you guys in the middle of the forest. Eventually failing miserably when you reach your high.
Ice Bear look up with a mischievous glint in his eyes and said,
“(Y/N) taste very sweet,”
You let out a whine and cover your face in embarrassment. Seeing this Ice Bear gently pull your hand away from your face.
“Ice Bear like seeing (Y/N) face, don’t hide,”
You hid you face into Ice Bear’s fur letting out a little mumble,
Ice Bear lift up your face and kissed you, slipping his tongue into your mouth, starting a battle of dominance which you failed miserably. After awhile you guys separated with a strand of saliva between the two of you. With a serious look he looked at you and said,
“Ice Bear want to go in, is (Y/N) okay with that? If not Ice Bear can leave,”
Feeling his throbbing cock, despite not seeing it you can tell it was huge. Not completely sure if it will fit, you still nodded your head.
With Your approval Ice Bear kissed you again trying to distract you, before pushing his cock into you.
Despite Ice Bear’s best effort, you can still feel the pain of being stretch open by something that a human isn’t suppose to take in. You desperately clawed at Ice Bear’s back in order to distract yourself farther.
Ice Bear rubbed your back and started whispering sweet nothing into your ears, as he started slowly moving his cock in and out.
You cried into Ice Bear’s fur as pain and discomfort slowly become a burning pleasure.
Seeing that you are ready, Ice Bear gave up all sense of politeness and started ramming into you in a way that you felt like broke you.
“Haaaaaa….. Slower, Ice Bear…… ahhhhh…. Please….. too full…. Uuuugh…”
Was all you can manage out before even your moan was broken down from the pleasure and all you can do was sob.
Eventually after many orgasm and you think you were starting to see some celestial being, Ice Bear bit down on your shoulder before you felt him releasing his load into you. 
When he was done Ice Bear pulled out and gently picked you up.
Tired and daze you manage to squeak out a question,
“Ice Bear, where are we going?”
Ice Bear look at your abuse and battered body, at the many bite mark he left behind, and the cum dripping out of you onto his fur before answering,
“Ice Bear is taking (Y/N) home,”
Hearing this you begin to struggle to get up.
“Wait Ice Bear, your brother will be home,”
Ice Bear hold you down stopping you from struggling.
“Ice Bear’s brother is away for the weekend, Ice Bear and (Y/N) can be alone,”
“Oh”
Hearing this you lied back down ready to just pass out, when you heard Ice Bear voice,
“Ice Bear and (Y/N) can continue the session when they get back, Ice Bear and (Y/N) have the whole weekend ahead,”
You snapped open your eyes and let out a confuse,
“What?!?!”
Needless to say it was a long weekend ;)
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cherienymphe · 10 months
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Hey y’all, it’s the anon that had sex with a guy who had the 9 incher, Cherie I️ just had a recent experience that, I️ think would be a relevant detail to your Rafe stories, if you think so.
I️ recently became acquainted with a local rich boy. I️ know he’s rich because he literally could not stop talking about it. I’m like Owen Wilson “woooowwww” every time he mentions he’s a college drop out making a 6 figure salary. Maybe he thinks it’ll impress me…idk.
Anyways the boy does coke. What rich white boy doesn’t do coke? And sometimes I’ll participate because…free coke. I’m not gonna buy it myself, are u kidding? Shit’s expensive. So we have sex right? And he’s coked out and had a bit to drink too. And he gripping the absolute fuck out my boobs, which is like ouuu pain and pleasure, to me at least. But also I️ get it I️ got some nice boobs (Target says 40C). I didn’t think nothing of it at the time. I️ just go home, wake up the next day, it’s my off day, I️ get ready to shower and I️ catch myself in the mirror and I️ have HANDPRINT SIZED BRUISES ON MY TITS. I️ took pictures and showed my friends and they were like oh my god that brother was starving. I️ didn’t know I️ could bruise like this?! I’ve had hickies, but this was another level! I️ asked him if he was typically that rough and he was like “idk” like okay….thanks. I’m starting to suspect the coke probably had something to do with it.
Anyways TLDR; Had sex with a coked out rich white boy and he left bruises on my boobs from grabbing them too hard.
Just wanted to give you an idea if you ever right for Rafe again, that this is what coked up sex was like. At least one part of it LOL
I'm stuck on you partaking in the booger sugar but good for you!!! I didn't even know that was possible 😭
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vent-rat · 10 months
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So
This isn’t exactly a vent? Nor is it particularly helpful to anyone, just something I noticed while marinating in my own thoughts. Maybe it could help someone have the courage to speak up if the post blows up (doubtful).
You know how the world has an obsession with weight loss and losing weight and stuff? It’s pretty commonly talked about here.
Obviously that’s a harmful societal perspective for plenty of people who have higher weights for any number of reasons, which I’m not gonna get into. I’m not an expert on the topic, nor do I have personal experience to draw from. I’m just a person who’s seen some tumblr posts on the topic.
But I’m kind of realizing it’s also probably pretty harmful to people who are underweight as well.
And I don’t mean like people with anorexia and bulimia, those are mental and eating disorders, but they themselves are typically brought on by the obsession with weight loss. I’m talking about people such as myself, who have fast metabolisms, or low appetites, or some other more natural reason
I’ve never talked about it here before, but I was almost dangerously underweight for most of my life, because I just did not eat, like ever. This was me as a child and young teen, so I didn’t really understand what the repercussions could have been if that got out of control. All I knew was my doctor would always tell me to eat a lot of food when I was there, and my parents were very insistent on me eating/drinking weird foods, like Ensure and stuff.
But now as I’m reaching adulthood, and I’m more online, and starting to understand more the societal pressures and perspectives on people who are overweight, and the perspectives from those people and the people that love them and the problems that societal perspective causes.
And it’s kind of starting to occur to me that I’ve been… left out of the conversation entirely.
I don’t see any takes or stories of people who share my experience online.
I don’t see any of the issues that it caused for people like me who didn’t have such supportive and protective parents.
And again I’m not talking about anorexia or bulimia, that gets talked about plenty in the conversation. Like, don’t starve yourself. Don’t make yourself throw up. Almost every side of the conversation agrees, even the side that’s pushing weight loss, at least in my experience.
But when it comes to people who just… are underweight, for either natural or more regular medical reasons, I don’t think I’ve seen anyone remark on that.
And it kinda makes me sad.
I may have gotten through my period of being underweight unscathed, but I had loving parents who made sure that happened, and a good doctor to keep them updated on my condition.
I’m sure there are people out there who DIDN’T get through that unharmed, and people who are still struggling with it today.
And I’m sure the weight loss rhetoric society pushes constantly is harming them too. It can’t be easy to be dangerously underweight and told that it’s a good thing to be skinny constantly, as long as you’re not starving yourself to do it.
I want to know what other people have gone through. I may have been pretty unaffected, but others surely weren’t, and I want those voices to be heard. Not only do I want to know the stories of people who went through things similar to me, but I feel relatively safe in saying that a lot of people pushing the weight loss rhetoric pretty easily dismiss the stories and struggles of overweight people with some excuse like “they don’t know what’s good for them”. Having a second side to that story, a voice from the other end of the spectrum would (I hope) be more effective in making people listen.
I don’t know, I kinda just got on this train of thought off a random YouTube comment, and it reminded me suddenly that I was underweight for a long time. I’ve been seeing so many stories lately on Tumblr and elsewhere of the struggles that overweight people face from the societal stigma against them, and it occurred to me that I don’t think I’ve ever heard any stories from underweight people. I don’t think I even KNOW anyone that’s underweight, online OR irl.
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