#they're pissed i wanna drop a useless class bc im gonna fail it either way so theyre having like some fuckin intervention style bullshit

[synchlora]

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#time to 'talk' whatever that means oh no #wish me luck this is probably abt school #they're pissed i wanna drop a useless class bc im gonna fail it either way so theyre having like some fuckin intervention style bullshit #its almost fuckin funny sfvdgvghvgng #like god if ud have told my ocd ass last year that i was dropping a class w/o batting an eye they would've lost it worse than my parents rn #but we have therapy so thats some growth #i know dropping a class doesnt seem like growth from the outside which is probably why my parents r losing their shit #but i am having some priorities and getting shit done one thing at a time #and oh my god if i didnt have therapy for the past several months before this school year began?? not even gonna talk abt that alternative #like man do u want ur kid to drop one useless class or do u want no kid. these are the options #sorry to get morbid like damn but seriously therapy?? what the fuck man i can actually function now w/o having panic attacks every other #assignment sdvfbvhbvbv #anyway wish me luck and hope that i dont blatantly laugh in my parents faces while they try to be serious oh no #it shouldn't be funny to me but it kinda is honestly like #theyre taking school more serious than me for once and thats fucking hilarious and kinda sad tbh #used to be so high strung abt this shit and now im trying not to be but theyre both still stuck on it #like im glad their anxiety isnt getting to me like i was worried it might but i almost feel bad for them #like if they werent trying to guilt trip me id feel bad but bc of that fact i just. dont pity them #alright im actually going now. may or may not update this if anything happens oh no #time to overshare on tumblr #fuckit: broadcast mental illness #dumbass thots #ocd tag #death mention #suicide tw #<- just vague past allusions. just to be safe