#today apparently his coworker was like hey anyone wna come with to mcr concert! and i got rlly excited and like damn but it was in aus so..

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my dad just played a bit of Nothing Else Matters just now on guitar he's so cool

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #heyy i am shy with music with my dad ngl. he's the guy who really got me into music after all #on our trip like a couple of weeks ago tho? he now knows my top 3 favs are the 1975 and hozier and mcr ^___^ #today apparently his coworker was like hey anyone wna come with to mcr concert! and i got rlly excited and like damn but it was in aus so.. #and then mom asked if that was a kdrama LMFAOOO and then dad said no theyre emo band..... hes not wrong but i tried to say theyre punk rock #he said No They're Emo LMFAOOOOO i suppose he's not wrong. anyway #idk i really want to learn guitar uh it's good i have my dad who can possibly help out but id rather he not tbh! #+ also uhh we were walking around the other day talking about courses and he was like maybe music (for non-quota course but idk anymore lol #it's complicated) but he was like. music nah bcs you guys arent really musically inclined/talented (?) i forgor anyway a bit taken aback but #hes right unfortunately...? used to play piano as kids. doesnt feel like long ago but it was ages ago #and then i wanted a guitar and we got one but since then i've learned only like 2 chords and it's been over a year now i think. or almost. #idk anymore tbh! time crazy but anyway i will do my best fr. with everything. gah #i'll be honest i kinda really do want to pursue music actually but i'm terrified and confused? uhh complicated complicated complicated frfr #its an acoustic guitar btw. might have been easier if it were electric bcs damn its hard for me to place my fingers right #+ i think theyre cooler but not the point! if i do learn the guitar dad said we cld maybe buy an electric one or a bass so... ^___^ #anyway i think mom is warming up to cats and we might convince her more soon to. yk. allow us to adopt #not buy! i want to adopt. i love cats they deserve everything but i also really love dogs sobbing but moms scared so its fine #i forgot my other thought oh my god goodbye #oh. right! violin! lune likes the violin and considering we now know its our moms fav instrument we may convince her to let lune learn ?!