#tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

me rn (i still don't understand how my phone camera recognises my silly lil drawings as real people portraits)

#forgot abt posting any art lately even tho. i do continue to finish current sketchbook (yipee!) #gonna edit the pics and queue them up so i don't bother you all by posting everything at once like i do all the time lol #brb ✌️ #then will sleep cos tomorrow is </3 monday </3 #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

i forgor. i had petting mike gif on my scene in obs

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[chaotictomtom]

this is kinda all of my inspired playlists + the red bg one is the wips ones + playlists based on smth else than medias.

if someone wants to send some playlists names and ill give you random tracks if you want heehee

#reminder that i do inspired playlists with more of the “this track makes me think of this media/character” mindset #not really the “mh this is absolutely smth they would listen to”. even if in some cases i do think. they would sometimes. anyway #buzzing at high frequencies and need to share shit or else i will explode i think. #i REALLY wish twitch wasn't such a bitch and that we could stream by music #like if you don't get any money from streaming you're not stealing anyone's money idk sniffles sniffles #would love to go through some playlists on stream to explain why ive picked this or that song #even if most of the time ill prob just go “MMM WELL THIS ONE. BECAUSE. IT IS A BANGER. BASICALLY” for? each tracks on every playlist. smh. #ANYWAY </3333 being vulnerable kinda ig #tomtom_is_rambling #tomtoms_♪

[chaotictomtom]

normal balanced guy behaviour

#gonna rewatch UHF now 😎 trying to get a wee bit responsible (already have watched that movie 10th time) #but tbh i really could go for another hot rod rewatch today. 16th or smth rewatch #currently struggling to sleep at night and. like. “replaying” the movie in my head helps a ton. #i have aphantasia so i don't actually rewatch the movie in my head but just. retell the movie to myself aroguzhfksbcls #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

does anyone wanna send an ask with a wee character to draw for the last 5 pages of this sketchbook?

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[chaotictomtom]

i NEED to find smth to do with all my soda tabs. i've started collecting them out of nowhere a year or so ago and. i need to find a thing to do with them. a wee craft to be mindlessly while watching smth. i only have pliers and the cool stuff needs metal cutters mmmh might take some when bf will take me to the art store for my bday... mibbe mibbe idk

#thinking mmmmm #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

le verse de Makala 😵‍💫 <33333 augh

#PHEW....HIS VOICE.... #c'est terrible parce que j'obsess sur l'album radio suicide mais sinon à part cette track ou les feats avec vzrnish #*varnish #bah j'ai pas écouté ses autres albums jsuis trop trop trop con #mais radio suicide c'est l'amour au premier regard aussi c'est sur de passer à autre chose gjbfkjsbf </3 #jcrois j'avais écouté un autre de ses albums mais j'ai zappé lequel et ça m'a pas autant fait devenir zinzolibar somehow #BESOIN de + m'y pencher smh #tomtom_is_rambling #tomtoms_♪ #le boug déjà en temps normal il parle tout seul quans ça parle musique fr (ou pas d'ailleurs) mais en plus là c'est presque 5h du mat #y'a personne fr pratiquement 💀 jparle tout seul là faut que je bouge smh #Spotify

[chaotictomtom]

façade is tomshiv. you're greg

#tomtom_is_rambling #tomgreg

[chaotictomtom]

i made new tests of my eddie lino print with inks i haven't tried before...... it slays absolute cunt. i'm absolutely tempted to sell prints of this. the simple red paint one or same red but for the background with the graphite amsterdam acrylic ink....omgggggg.....

#gonna try other combinations tonight!!! #i've got a permanent green deep; blue sky; primary yellow and carmine in these acrylic inks #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

left a bit my stand at an event cos a friend was doing an aïkido presentation.....of course he told the dude who was inviting people on stage to try it out to call for me. got my ass beaten in public and on stage. felt right

#oh to be manhandled and forced to the ground by a man #wasn't my friend who kicked my ass but his friend and. he did. not let me try any attack akfgksjdj #everyone else who was trying got explained and shown how to do an attack step by step #they clocked me as someone who just needs to get pin to the ground and yeah. yeah true #it's not ass kciking / beating i'm exaggerating it's really gentle #the show was really cool i was already thinking about trying it out #and learning this afternoon that it really isn't a competitive mindset and they addapt to whatever physique condition you're in #really sealed the deal. i might start aïkido!! idk idk!!!!! im glad that they told me they always addapt in case for my fucked knee #yipee yay yipeeee #idk thinking thinking....... #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

looking up tripods for overhead shots is sooo annoying there's lots of comments saying how sturdy and good this or that product is but then you see the amount of one star comments saying how it arrived broken or snapped in half in like 2 uses, or how it can't even hold the weight of a smartphone or how it shakes like crazy from the slightest breath of the thing. i can't afford to get one for it to break 3 days after </3333 i wanna record my wee silly drawings wahhhh

#guy who has been craving video making since forever #i miss the editing process.... used to make crackvids did i ever tell you guys that. #it wasn't even for one fandom it was about everything that i enjoyed at the time so it was a big fucking mess #there's barely any jokes that still works to this day but!!! there's still a few..... like... at least 3. in all almost 20 videos that i did #anyway yearning to be able to make videos and have fun </333 #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

omg.......omg i only have 10 pages left in this sketchbook. ill be able to scan everything and pull out another pdf of it woaaahhhhhhh

#will actually be proud to share it as while i was pulling together the last sketchbook pdf i. i realised it sucked ass sometimes fksbflsn #it's a good sign like yipee im improving! but also :( damn i thought it wasn't that bad #i mean no one else than my bff got it so like. not that i let down many ppl lol #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

half of my glasses literally jumped off from my face at work this morning. thank fuck i caught the wee screw cos i would have been. well. screwed. truly comical looking back at it but also! terrifying to be surrounded by ppl trying to catch your attention to get some help when everything is literally a blur

#man so near sighted it's getting to relatively pretty close objets and ppl too #SO MANY PPL STARTED TO ARRIVE TOO I COULD MAKE UP A BLURRY MESS OF PPL WAITING TO BE HELPED #IT FELT SO BAD TO BAIL ON MY COLLEAGUES SO THIS... #i would have been useless for the whole day if my superior didn't save my ass and managed to screw it back in #*for this #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

im rewatching DP in x2 (ik) and. the music made me think of that jerma teacher noise.

#tomtom_is_rambling #tomtoms_rewatching_DP #tomtoms_dumb_edits

[chaotictomtom]

aw man i wish i could talk abt music more specifically albums that impacted me the most for hours but. can't

#i just want to share and have someone be as changed and moved on the music that did the same to me #want to recommend stuff.... there's so much music out there #wanna help find out albums that are!!!! instant food for the soul or smth #there's so many different albums for different...like chapters in life honestly #idk idk im just. head in hands i wish i could talk w someone abt this but then again. #ill be too scared to talk the person's ears off. i don't want to be annoying abt that cos i want to share the joy that is discovering music #sniffles sniffles it's 04:30 am time to get sad ig #tomtom_is_rambling

[chaotictomtom]

helppp

#hoping i won't be terribly at both of them #will obviously try to play both of these sagas i just don't know which one to start with #makes out sloppy style with epic games system of giving free games every week cos i wouldn't be able to have almost every fallout gamrs #+ 98% of the game on my epic games library #thanks valve for giving your entire game collection for like 4€ too. making out sloppy style with you too. #i hope i can see the results of the poll while it's still going cos i want to start playing tonight!!!!!! #tomtom_is_rambling