#torani singh screams into the void

[chubbyybunnie]

My body makes me want to cry.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #ed not sherran #bed tw

[chubbyybunnie]

Tw: insecurities, body talk, whining, venting

I get extra embarassed when I see women who have had a kid or kids that have nice bodies.

Like...wow...you gave birth and you look like that.

I have 0 kids and I look like a melting shitmoji...

I literally have no fucking excuse.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #obese ana #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw #stop binging

[chubbyybunnie]

I dont know how to manage my time well.

I cannot wrap my head around doing work, going to school, studying, exercise, cooking, etc all being done in one day.

Am I broken? Did I miss something everyone else got when we all turned into adults?

I just kind of...shut down... after I clock out.

I have such a hard time doing things.. like mentally starting things

How do yall do this?

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #whats wrong with me #ed not sheeren #obese ana #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #high sw

[chubbyybunnie]

I will never lose weight. I cant stop fucking binging. Literally the past 2 days I have eaten so much its caused me pain.

I feel disgusting.

I know I need to change but I honestly dont know how. I feel powerless.

And my scale is broken.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw #obese ana #fat pig

[chubbyybunnie]

Im a fuckingggggg blob. 🐽🐷🐽🐖

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #high sw #ed not sheeren #obese ana

[chubbyybunnie]

This little pig went to market

This little piggie went home

This little piggy gained 11lbs

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #obese ana #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw

[chubbyybunnie]

Tw: ed talk, specifically binge dis0rder talk,

I find it so interesting the delusion some of us share. (By "us" I mean people like ALR, myself, and some of the people on My 600lb Life who are afflicted with B.E.D. OSFED, ETC)

Like.. the way we convince ourselves that calories dont count if its a snack and not a "dedicated meal"

The constant "one last hurrah"

The justification of the addiction

Also, checking the scale and fully expecting to see a drop knowing we havent had a successful day One in about a year or longer....

It is really all the same chain that binds us?

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw

[chubbyybunnie]

*Me watching a horror movie and the female victim is whimpering and making noise*

Me: *praying that no one mistakes the dying noise for p0rn noise*

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw #coquette

[chubbyybunnie]

It should be a fucking felony for my nose to be both runny and stuffed up.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw #girlblogging

[chubbyybunnie]

My brain is such a mean little mother fucker. Like....get a hobby..

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles

[chubbyybunnie]

Its my birthday 🥳

I have officially lived longer than I thought I would. Huzzah.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles

[chubbyybunnie]

I wanna fuck Art the Clown so bad.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #art the clown

[chubbyybunnie]

I FUCKING PASSED ✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️✨️😭😭😭😭🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

I PASSED MY NUTRITION FINALS.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles

[chubbyybunnie]

Fuck every single one of you hoes that said hot sauce burns calories

I have shit 3 times this morning

My asshole is in tatters

I am but a shell of a person

I almost returned to religion on the 3rd shit

I dont think I will recover from this

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed no sheeran #high sw #bing3

[chubbyybunnie]

My boyfriend bought me new Mooncat nail polishes because I MENTIONED wanting to get some. 😭❤️🥺 Thats why he gonna get that bop it, twist it, gluck gluck 2.0 remaster laster.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #i fucking love this man so much

[chubbyybunnie]

Looking at the state of my kitchen rn makes me want to break every dish in this house.

#torani singh screams into the void #torani vents #toranis rambles #ed not sherran #ed no sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #high sw #obese ana