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good-call-my-young-padawan · 5 years

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Recounting drawing fails from the past years

I just thought... seeing as the year 2018 has ended and now we are in 2019, why not do a post of the drawings I ruined and some others I completely ruined? 😅😢 since I joined tumblr.

When I started drawing SW fanarts in especific, I didn't have much style (I was into other drawing tendencies) and catching the likeness of the actors was really hard...

Let's see... #1

Just discovered I had this one hah. It was suppose to be Padmé and Anakin with Luke and Leia. Guess what? I over-sketched and without references... how I was suppose to know how the babies look from this perspective... smh 😅😢 sorry Luke and Leia...

Also where are their traits? Padmé looks like a random woman and not Nat. Anakin... no scar and that mouth... however I like their expresions and hair, only time will tell if I still can save it.

Next #2

Oh my... I'm so sorry Padmé :'/

And Anakin... your eyes are too separated and short shoulders? I'm sorry.

Then #3

A lil anidala goodbye sketch that yep, I redrew too much... *sighs* I just wanted to get it right! Even Obi-Wan knew what was going to happen!

It was suppose to be clean! But once again I couldn't get them as I wanted... I mean I still like it and looks cute but I over-sketched it in my eagerness to get what I wanted and ended up looking dirty :( I'm sorry... also the poses, perspective were hard... *sighs*

A cute idea but poor execution lol I used again a thick pencil that leave dirty marks.

I still don't remember what Luke was supposed to hold that Anakin was worry about? Mmm Ah maybe it was that he had a new plushie for him, I think a bantha but Luke was playing with something else or Anakin felt ignored by Luke XD don't remember.

Also baby Luke's face is not cute, looks kinda scary... 😐

One of my favs AUs Padmé, The Professional and Agent Skywalker. This is when both were kids and neighbors, lil Ani got lost from Shmi so Padmé helped him find her lol. Lots of potential but still not able to concrete.

There are some wrong proportions in Padmé's body, the knee is way too low, also I didn't like how her bonet (beanie, hat or cap whatever is called) and hair ended lol. Lil Ani... over sketched on the face, I wanted a proper mix of Jake and Hayden so...

Still, I like the poses, I'm hoping to fix it someday. Is too cute... !

Oh my... so sorry President Amidala...

I was going to post this on the Madam President fic post, like...it was going to be the main drawing! Anakin ended fine but in my attempt to get Nat's beautiful smile to make this particular scene feel more real, I ruined her face! her smile has these lil curves on the sides and is so hard to get ahhh! why?

What's left to do is a mixed media edit, trace the face on other sheet but keeping the body because the pencil traces were too thick that whenever I redrew her face, it just ended the same... bad thing, I don't have a light box so... is digital or wait till get a light box lol or use the computer screen haha anyway, it will require some effort.

And finally... my biggest sin #8

(insert Psycho theme)

This was supposed to 🔥 sexy! and part of the anidala nsfw master post I first made. It was going just fine, Anakin hair looks great! and so did Pads hair, looks beautiful but I couldn't get her a proper facial expression so I erased over and over and over till...

PRACTICALLY MADE A HOLE ON THE SHEET!

I took of Padmé's eye! *falls head back*

I got so frustrated then ahhh way to ruin hours of work! I'm so sorry Padmé... :'(

Well, even though it's complicated to fix, anything is possible Padmé, listen to me! No, you liste-- eh wrong take, I mean! maybe these drawings still have a chance.

And is a way to look at my own artistic mistakes and try to learn from them, and to show not all of us always get it at first attempt lol but after various strokes and errors. So I'm hoping in this new year to keep improving my drawing skills, there's a lot to learn and also to encourage others to keep practicing and not get down when failing in a drawing, practice and patience is the key in simple words.

#personal #anidala fanart #star wars fanart #drawing fails #or hoping to be rescued hah #2019 goals to get better at drawing!

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doyouever-daydream · 7 years

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*WARNING* Sherlock Spoilers (and just me, rambling).

First things first… I’ll be reblogging a lot of Sherlock spoilers, so a little heads up. Also these are ~my opinions~ and you’re free to agree or disagree, just please don’t disrespect. IT WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME, MY BRAIN, MY HEART. WAY. TOO. MUCH.

I’m starting this post while I watch for the second time the episode. I’m just getting to the part in the aquarium so I’ll start crying my eyes out soon… My comments won’t follow the episode’s timeline, my brain it’s just too messed up for that. That little old lady gave me a strange feeling… Oh, was I right about that… Although I’ve never liked Lady Smallwood and kinda wished she was the bad one but oh, well… I just finished watching it again and I can’t, I seriously feel so confused, empty, sad, nostalgic. I feel as if I’ve finished the whole series not an episode it’s just so weird 💔 Back to the old lady Vivian, I genuinely thought she was going to kill herself, I seriously thought “she’s going to pull a ‘Moriarty’ and shoot herself” but no, she pulled the trigger and the rest just broke my heart, when they showed the bullet in slow motion I thought it was someone’s dream or hallucination, for that matter, but never I expected to see Mary dying, at least I wished they would’ve waited until the second episode because she didn’t have enough time with Rosie… Btw it disappointed me to see how short were the scenes related to the baby ALSO I’m not looking forward to how happy this will make to all those who hated Mary and the baby, also that scene after the credits… What. The. Fuck. Mofftiss are just feeding the hate towards Mary… Although there’s just little hope in me that this will be like a code or something, maybe hell is related to Moriarty? I don’t think she’ll come back but I do think she’ll still have a huge impact on the series and will help Sherlock to solve crimes (ok, I’m lying, I do have little hope, that they would bring her back but the rational part of my brain says ‘They won’t stfu’) Anyway, back to my ramble, Amanda Abbington is BEAUTIFUL. So is pretty much everyone in this show but I’ve always loved her eyes, nose and smile… And her hair is *was* gorgeous this series :( Talking about the hair… Jawn Watson got me feeling a little funny, I had a school girl’s crush on him ~and his hair~ even I would’ve given him my phone number ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° now that I’ve got to this point… What. The. Hell. That’s all very unlike the character they’ve shown us so I find it odd BUT I do get, that as humans we tend to have moments of weakness (Note: that bus lady is a little off, I don’t have a good feeling about this, no matter the outcome) Talking about doctor Watson… The fuck is wrong with you!? I do understand he’s grieving and a way of reacting is anger but why towards Sherlock? It’s not his fault, so I hope they can get through this and be happy (I really hope people don’t murder me for this but I do enjoy watching Jlock moments although I don’t ship them, I ship Sherlock with someone else *cough* but from my point of view both ships have moments that gives us, the shippers, so much joy, -and we should focus on that and not on hating other people’s ships, live and let live as Mrs. H once said, anywayyyyy) The first scene made me so happy, it’s more easy for me to say which character I love a little less than to choose just one or two favorites, so I love Mycroft, and I love it when the Holmes brothers get together the whole ‘I’m not good with humans’ scene was also a favorite, I called it, since the moment he said 'I’m not good with them’ I knew he meant humans, oh, Mycroft, some days I am you haha Lestrade is like a fine wine, he gets better with age, my heart bursts out whenever he appears I also loved how excited he got when Sherlock said his name. Mrs. Hudson is still beautiful and she made me feel less sad in that scene where she’s with Sherlock after Mary’s death…. BTW, I think it’s beautiful baby Rosie has three godparents, Sherlock, Mrs. H and my precious little Molly. I didn’t have enough Molly, I need more of her, Molly and Loo, I love them both. Talking about Molly, two things I need to write before I forget, for the very first time I was a little upset because of her (Well, Mofftiss everything I’m feeling right now is because of them, especially Mark) Why? Because she said what John said… I mean, Sherlock’s already feeling like shit, there’s no need to tell him that, smh. But I feel like they had her saying this because this time she is or feels like she needs to be on John’s side… Not sure how to explain this but once she had to lie to John about Sherlock’s death, now as a way of support she follows John’s instructions but on another note, when setlock happened I remember being so excited about this picture of Molly holding the baby and Sherlock there, also whenever Loo said they shared a beautiful moment I thought this could be it, but no, this scene ruined the picture for a few minutes (maybe more but I’ll just read some Sherlolly fics inspired by that picture to feel better). Oh, another thing for one moment I imagined Molly keeping the baby and being a single mother to Rosie (crazy, random thought inspired by the movie 'life as we know it’ probably) Sherlock. Finally got to this character that has grown up (well, sort of haha) so much since the beginning, I loved how he cared so much for the Watsons, I enjoyed how he and Mary were like new BFF’s but nothing lasts forever *cries again* I also loved the fact that he showed Mycroft, Rosie, and obviously the scenes with her just make me so happy, his sentimental side is more explored and I can’t wait to see how they show that on the next couple episodes (that will have me crying and suffering as usual), I hope he doesn’t feel like Mary’s death was his fault, there’s no one to blame.*** Final thoughts It was too much, I’ll say it again, I feel like they tried to put one series in just one episode, had my head spinning just a little but I love this show, always have and always will (probably). Sherrinford. I’ll just leave it there. I feel like 80% of the things I saw during setlock were for this episode… Hmmm right after I wrote that I remembered a bunch of photos from setlock and well… Nope, there’s some things that weren’t on this first episode, I guess my brain is still too messed up to function properly. Right after I finished the episode I wished I could turn back time and still be waiting for the series and live off fanfics because the ~reality~ was too much for me but I’ll get through this and I can’t wait to have my heart broken next week. I’m so thankful for Tumblr, since none of my friends watch Sherlock, here’s the only place I can write about it. ***When there’s no one to blame I mean the characters, although I wished she wasn’t dead, I think her death was kinda lame? I’ll compare it to another TV show I love: Criminal Minds… WARNING CM Spoilers. It was like when they killed Maeve, in both cases they could’ve done something before the killers pulled the trigger, in both shows they’ve done it before, p.e. they’d shoot the person holding the gun before they’d do anything so I do think it’s a little disappointing to see Mary killed this way, just as I thought when I watched that Criminal Minds episode. But when it comes to Mofftiss, writers I admire, it’s even more shocking to me that they decided to have some random lady shoot and ending Mary’s life (although it was aimed to Sherlock, I know, I know) but oh, well, I’m still a sucker for this show. Fun fact I need and want to share, I wrote a fanfic pairing Sherlock with an OC, I re wrote the episodes and made her a part of them plus original scenes, the point is I thought the end of my fic should be after series 3 since there was no way my OC would fit in series 4 but turns out I could so joke’s on me, my imagination will run wild hahaha My rambling ends NOW. Finally.

#sherlock #spoilers #series 4 spoilers #sherlock spoilers #ive spent like two hours writing #john watson #mary watson #molly hooper #greg lestrade #mrs. hudson #mycroft holmes

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