Tumgik
About
Privacy Policy
Removal Request
Visit Blog
Explore Tumblr blogs with no restrictions, modern design and the best experience.
Fun Fact
In February 2021, Tumblr had 518.6 million blog accounts.
#until i’ve gathered the strength to leave an entire friendgroup with people that meant the world for me
lvstharmony
·
6 months
Text
beyond grateful for the people that are surrounding me in my life, just as i am grateful for the people i’ve parted ways with, for without them, i would not be the person i am today.
#i have left so many people throughout my life
#and
#if someone would ask me if i’d regret any choice i’ve made i would say no
#i regret hurting people yet i wouldn’t change a thing if i could
#without the suffering the sacrifices and the lessons i would not be the person i am today that i can finally say i’m proud of
#whenever i read the question “would you want to be your friend if you’d meet yourself?” deep down my answer was no
#i was a good friend and i always tried my best to be there for everyone
#but i was so blinded and overwhelmed by my pain that i tried so hard not to project on others that it was exactly the thing i’ve done
#i was extremely caring sensitive loving and selfless but my ”bad“ traits were just as extreme
#my emotions were so overwhelming that they were scattered all over the place that it didn’t allow me to have any control over them
#i used to be so terrified of being alone. all i’ve felt was a great loneliness that was residing within me
#until i’ve gathered the strength to leave an entire friendgroup with people that meant the world for me
#they weren’t good for me anymore just as i wasn’t for them
#since that day i’ve grown a lot i became a better and healthier version of myself
#i learned how to be alone and to find the peace in it and in myself
#all i’ve had was Allah swt. and He is all i will ever need.
#without the hardships in terms of friendship i wouldn’t have been able to learn how to be alone and love and enjoy it
#without it i could not say that i could easily give up the people in my life
#i could if i had to bc i have Allah swt.
#but i’ve learned how to choose and to choose the right people
#i don’t need you and never will but i choose you bc i want you in my life and i think that makes it so much more special
#i can finally say that i love the person i am today and can’t wait to see myself grow even more as the cycle of growing is never ending
#I still have so much to learn and I will let it come to me with open arms
#an open mind and an open heart
#above all the most precious gift i’ve earned is to learn how to have tawakkul.
#everything that happens every trial that is afflicted upon us has meaning
#and it’s beautiful.
#being able to pick out the khair in everything is the biggest blessing
#alhamdulillah for the things that bruised my soul alhamdulillah for the things that mended it
#alhamdulillah for everything bc truly; Allah does not burden a soul beyond that it can bear.
46 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
chillchaoticchaos
Chill Chaotic Chaos
s17s17
S17s17's Immortal Skeleton
anderii
Woolly girl at heart
sims3genderswap
TS3 Trans/GNC Finds
dragon-bug