#vas not getting paid well and i'm glad it's being more talked about but god!! it's all so complicated and tbh i want to understand it all

[astrxealis]

so many thoughts hmm and god i hate social media tbh T___T (it's complicated ofc but. yeah)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #esp tik/tok and t/witter ^^; and insta. tumblr is okay tho <3 save for the algorithm #idk the stuff i see on twt really remind me of how shit socmed is and the world in general #it's. so frustrating. this world and all of the ugliness in it #but i do believe still the world is a beautiful place! it's beautiful tho yes but simultaneously utterly ridiculously horrid #:') anyways i hate the pandemic and people who don't wear masks <3 #hate how society is becoming w kids and all being. yeah. the pandemic forced the younger ones to grow on the internet and it genuinely #fucking sucks. it really really really does #and then i hate religion (i respect it dw but that's my personal feelings! i don't go harrassing anyone though ofc i'm not that kinda guy) #:')) i hate conservative people but at the same time i think things are becoming a bit too much and i have mixed feelings w our world today #too! peer pressure from kids. lgbtq isn't just expression anymore it almost feels like a trend even if it should not be and is not #there's just. so much! and people being proud of their disgusting beliefs and all and. akrbeiwhaohso ............. #vas not getting paid well and i'm glad it's being more talked about but god!! it's all so complicated and tbh i want to understand it all #but i know it's getting overwhelming for me so i'll head to sleep soon >_< #aaaaaaaaa. there is so much #my thoughts are a mess but an empty mess #it all doesnt feel like theyre in my head but ik it is and it sort of blanks out but in a paper way #hm... the world is so complex and beautiful and ugly. i love and hate it so very much #i think this week i deserve to let out my feelings and cry :O dw i'm okay! but i def need a good letting-it-all-out-cry-session

[getitfrenchship]

Hello, friends! Hope you're all doing well. In fact, I'd like to know what you're all up to so I can reconnect with friends again. What things are you watching/playing/doing now? Any new things in life you'd like to discuss?

Below the cut I'll say what I've been up to!

Just got back from my local con today and while I did spend a lot on game collecting + VA stuff, I'm glad I went. Thankfully I got paid Friday (though that means I'll have to wait to get paid again in 2 weeks) and my financial situation isn't dire. It's kinda like when you go to Disneyland and get caught up in the spectacle of things. Oh yeah, an IRL friend from high school helped me with a lot of the VA stuff since she had a VIP pass & could skip long lines. (On that note FUCK F//UNKO SCALPERS FOR HOGGING LINES AND MAKING ME WAIT 2 HOURS FOR ONE VA AAAAAAAAAA)

Thankfully, no insurance adjuster lady to drive me up the wall this past month at work. A few eh client encounters but overall it's been way more pleasant than it was a few months ago. ...Might still need to figure out vacation time just so I can take a longer break (and maybe find a government job if I'm able to find something so I have guaranteed holidays).

That being said, S//aimon's series is starting to see a spike of discourse and one of the servers I'm in keeps talking about it. It's making me feel bad as a result. Thankfully, none of the people in it are starting the discourse, but they tend to go "getaloadofthisguy" a lot. Along with usual self ship discourse that I see on my dash (that again thankfully neither friends nor I directly participate in), it kinda just drains me.

Seasonal anime I'm watching are Detergent (hopefully one of Shitsui's big scenes will happen next week; they took a break this week), Und//ead Mur//der Far//ce, Hel//ck (though I'm admittedly not really paying attention to this one), Happy Marriage, J J K season 2 (i am not ready for this arc AAAAAAAAA), and Z//om 100. When there isn't a seasonal anime for me to watch at work, there's Sai//ki K (I think watching Bla//ck Lag//oon kinda helped make me more bitter at work, but I'm feeling better now that I'm watching Sai//ki). Oh, I might check out OPLA since I hear it's an actual good adaptation. Aaaand F//ionna and C//ake too! God, I went "kindred spriits" with Simon's episode

Currently I'm playing Se//a of St//ars and I really like how it looks & plays so far! (Of course, I loved Chr//ono Trig//ger, so the gameplay feels right at home). I wooould continue Gh//ost Tri//ck, but I'm at a stealth section and like I expected, I'm looking up a lot of the puzzle solutions online instead of figuring it out for myself. Curse you, time limits!!! (And for Bom//b R//ush, I feel like I need to play with music, but I keep forgetting to bring my wired headphones. Bluetooth is for my phone mainly due to personal preference). I also watched the endings for OT2 and AUGH I LOVE THIS GAME SO MUCH!!!

Oh, a new manga I found called "Inv//isible Man & his soon to be bride" is cute so far.

someday i will find balam merch. somedaaaay

I might do a separate post showing my current ideas for S/I's/OCs, but hhhh I'm hesitant. Right now I just know for a P3 OC he takes inspiration from "The Stranger"

boy howdy i sure hope bluesky finally makes my account or i can get an invite because i really want tweetor to die. ...though i'd miss posting switch screenshots directly

#ramblings #long post