#wdym some guy i used to talk abt lotr with as an 8 year old fucking throttled me when we were 13

[nyxi-pixie]

SORRY I NEED TO YELL ABT SMTHN REAL QUICK IGNORE IF U DONT LIKE REFERENCES TO DUDES BEING VIOLENT

thinking abt the time i was waiting outside my science lesson and some kid in my class straight up choked me against a wall (not in the good way. we were 13. and i dont like men) idk why he did it either i think i was being annoying or smthn but like. what the fuck. LMAOOODHASJFHUIA i fully forget abt this so often and then it just like returns to the forefront of my mind and refuses to leave for 8-10 business days.

#this and the dude that wanted me to call him mommy. idk why he said that bc im into women and didnt actually know who he was #anyway choking guy was str8 up obsessed w me like girl why do u hate me That much literally all i did was tell u maybe to stop saying slurs #i was like tiny so he straight up like picked me off the ground by the throat it was actually quite disturbing #and i fully forgot it happened for like 4 years #LMFAOOOO #it comes back to me occassionally and im just hit with like a wave of omg wtaf is wrong with men #tw violence #? #personal #sorry needed to yell abt this somewhere bc i feel like im going insane every time i remember this happened like #wdym some guy i used to talk abt lotr with as an 8 year old fucking throttled me when we were 13 #talked w an irl abt this a couple months ago cos i wasnt sure if it was real or not and they were like omg i remember that wtf #lowkey passing this as a joke as if it doesnt make me incredibly uncomfortable LMFAOOJDHFUI its not like super deep or anything but its jus #weird