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new catboy dropped (he/him)

#wei.post #bleu #bleu art #hes a nekomata! #hes gonna become a big scary yokai . maybe. one day. when he stops being a failcat

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playing the arlecchino story quest CHILDE MY BABYGIRL IS HERE

#wei.post #shouted when i saw him hello my love #my favourite white boy

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mischaracterization of my fav in the character tag 176 injured 62 dead

#wei.post #not naming any names but that is NOT my han yoojin

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the horrors persist, but so do we

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S-CLASSES PHYSICAL NOVELS HAVE BEEN ANNOUNCED BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY

yoojin was born in 1996... YOOHYUN IS A 2001 BABY

#sctir #the s-classes that i raised #han yoojin #han yoohyun #my s-class hunters #im reeling im reeling he's only a year older than me #the cards are from the physical goods bundle that comes w the books i believe!! #wei.post

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i won't explain myself any further but. y'know. my thesis on love.

[image description: two images, mostly black text on a pale pink background.

the first image is a cycle made of three parts, flowing in both directions. the three parts are labeled "consumption", "confinement", and "codependency" with "co" in parentheses. in the middle of the circle are the words "love as:", so that the viewer will read it as "love as consumption", "love as codependency", and "love as confinement".

the second image has text split into three columns.

the first column is titled "codependency" and subtitled "i need you because:". the points are as follows:

"i can't live without you"

"you have changed me in some vital way"

"you are necessary to my continued survival"

"i am not myself without you"

"we are intrinsically connected"

"you made me what i am / make me what i am".

the second column is titled "confinement" and subtitled "i need you, so:". the points are as follows:

"i need you to be protected -> i need to be the one to protect you -> i can only do that when you're near me"

"don't leave me -> you can't leave".

the third column is titled "consumption" and subtitled "i need you to:". the points are as follows:

"be a (deeper) part of me"

"sustain me"

"be unable to leave me".

end image description.]

#MY THESIS ON THE THREE CORE TENETS OF LOVE. #i was joking i will explain this. if u ask maybe. #consumption becomes confinement becomes (co)dependency. confinement becomes consumption becomes (co)dependency. (co)dependency becomes con #sumption becomes confinement. AND ETC. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME #love as consumption #wei.post #okay to rb btw i have thoughts and feelings (unhinged) about love

[sctir]

love jinjae. especially love the jinjae dynamic that's like

han yoojin, internally: this is a battle of wits from which i must emerge victorious lest i lose a valuable asset in my fight to save the world— or worse, gain a new enemy. one wrong move could eradicate my chances of using this man's abilities in the future. i have lost too much to lose this as well— i have to prove to him my own capability, and in doing so i may be able to glimpse a bit deeper into his twisted, inscrutable mind.

sung hyunjae, internally: our wedding shall be in the spring ^^

and they're literally just discussing where to get lunch

#wei.post #sctir #the s-classes that i raised #han yoojin #tsctir #tbf this isnt quite the jinjae dynamic but this one amuses me more or less the most #sung hyunjae #jinjae

[sctir]

i cant die yet there are still so many wonderful strangers i have to meet

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so i wrote an 8-page essay about personhood and yoo joonghyuk in omniscient reader's viewpoint for my real life seminar for a real life grade that will be on my academic record forever. why? because im insane.

read "me, myself, and i: recognizing personhood in omniscient reader's viewpoint" here!

i would highly recommend reading this short text as an introduction to some of the theory and terms used in my essay; ive also included an extremely condensed version of the major points used for my paper under the cut.

narrative prosthesis: disability and the dependencies of discourse speaks on disability— and more abstractly, a deficiency in something— being a vital part of literary narratives, while also disqualifying disabled people from being perceived as human.

characters need to be missing something or deficient in some way in order to necessitate a story to be told about them, and at the same time this disqualifies them from being a "human person". essentially, disability is used because of its inherent implications: that there is a story to be told about it, and that there is a story that can be made from it. the end goal of the narrative is to either "fix" this disability/deficiency, or to "prosthesize" it with an equally narratively valuable explanation or compensation, hiding it from view.

disability and its place in literature is surrounded by a myriad of issues, such as how representations of disabled people are used to justify their abuse and exploitation. disability is viewed as the "master trope of human disqualification", automatically marking someone to be completely unrecognisable as a "normal" human, and when a disability becomes too apparent— both in literature and in the real world— a prosthetic is sought by the narrative or by social pressure in order to "compensate" for the disability, restoring it to an "acceptable" level.

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #yoo joonghyuk #kim dokja #orv #orv meta #hahahh. hi. here it js. #i havent gotten it marked or anything so if its bad well. haha. 💜 #wei.post #seriously if u wanna talk abt it!! send me a msg or ask or smn #comments are also enabled on the doc itself #also please read the recommended text it really is good as a precursor for my essay but also just as a disability studies text as well #orvposting

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out of nothing more then curiosity, thoughts on jinjae?

i would like to preface this with a disclaimer that i do actually, despite what it might seem, have non-shitpost thoughts about jinjae (touched briefly on their respective relationships with personhood & how their evolving partnership reflects that here, not enough imo but id only been reading for a couple of months at that point so i couldn't speak about shj with an appropriate level of confidence and we only have so much time on this forsaken earth anyways). especially since shj exists as a foil of sorts to yoojin (re:self-love vs "externalized" love, learning to love oneself through the "other", so on and so forth), with their character developments complimenting the other's in return, jinjae occupies a uhhh. lot of my brain all the time and i need to scream and possibly cry about them. unfortunately it is funnier to post about gay divorce.

second disclaimer: i am both 100% joking in the following post and, at the same time, so incredibly dead serious.

jinjae is a lot of things to me. first and foremost jinjae is a guy that hates the other guy so bad they made it everyone else's problem. jinjae is also a guy that likes the other guy so bad they made it everyone else's problem. jinjae is ALSO two guys that are so obsessed with each other it should be in the dsm-v somewhere. jinjae is a yaoi (early canon). jinjae is a yuri (late canon). jinjae has at least one scum gong. jinjae is brat4brat. jinjae is also brat tamer4tamer. jinjae is ALSO brat tamer4brat. yes that is how it works. jinjae is two single fathers meeting and falling in love except they have the same child and are actively getting divorced with plans to be married again in the spring. jinjae is that trope of some guy's kid liking a teacher/other adult authority or caretaker figure in their life so much they try to set their single father up with said caretaker figure, except the caretaker figure is the biological parent of the child and also the child hates the single father so much. jinjae is a sun/moon couple except SIKE. NO IT IS NOT. jinjae are married. jinjae have been divorced 7 times. jinjae are soulmates (pink thread of fate). jinjae is a threesome. jinjae are on a date at the aquarium right now. jin is poisoning jae's dinner and jae is kicking his feet giggling and twirling his hair with hearts in his eyes. okay i need to stop referring to them as jin and jae. jinjae are constantly embroiled in psychological warfare except one side thinks losing will mean forfeiting his life and the other side thinks losing will mean that he won't get to pay for lunch. jinjae have shared a bed and neither of them talk about it. jinjae is deeply homoerotic. like 'lighting your cigarettes with the same flame' homoerotic but even more (there were roses involved). jinjae is doomed. they're perpetuating the cycle. they're [REDACTED, SOUND OF CRYING, CAR CRASHING]. jinjae are making each other worse. jinjae are getting better together. and most importantly jinjae are in love.

i could say more but this ask has been sitting in my mailbox long enough im sorry. i don't actually have any thoughts on jinjae because as soon as i try to think about them The Horrors get me. and also The Love.

edit: i didn't even talk about the "you ghosted me so im going to blow up your house". not much more context is required. insane gay people.

#sctir #the s-classes that i raised #han yoojin #sung hyunjae #tsctir #im.. sorry for this one #sctirposting #wei.post

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all things considered its extremely generous of vivinos to give us not only a toxic doomed yaoi couple but also a toxic doomed straight couple. typically we mostly get doomed lesbians here

#wei.post #alien stage #'here' i mean vivinos' other work #which is also v good!!!

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What if... Doomed by the narrative: Han Yoojin vs Han Yoohyun?

who's more doomed? neither. both. as in, don't separate them, but also.

yoojin had no choice but to love yoohyun and so doomed himself. yoohyun had no choice but to reciprocate that love and so doomed himself. by loving each other they also doomed the other.

because of his nature, han yoohyun would have been "doomed" from the start, although in a different way than he is now. burning up everything, and in the end, himself too— although not an ending anyone else would be happy with, living like that, as was in his nature, he would have died alone and without regrets. but loving and being loved so deeply by han yoojin changed him, until he had no choice because he loved yoojin so much— so he died in a dungeon, before his time should have come, having repressed himself for years, in order to protect yoojin. from himself, as well ^^

and if yoojin had gone against his own nature and rejected yoohyun from the start, like everyone else, he could have lived a normal life with his parents— could have graduated and gotten a normal job, would have lived fine even after the dungeons appeared. since it was his inferiority complex that pushed him to awaken to begin with ^^ he could have lived a very ordinary existence, i think, and wouldn't have ended up rewriting the entire world in order to bring his brother back, starting the story altogether.

because sctir is a love story, it makes sense that being doomed by the narrative is equivalent to being doomed by love ^^ but since the love was there— and since love is the point— i don't think the han brothers are very doomed at all actually 💜💜💜

#sctir #han yoojin #han yoohyun #the s-classes that i raised #tsctir #wei.post #i genuinely blacked out a bit when i started typing and zoned back in to this. it is 2 am. sorry if it doesnt make sense; also sorry #if it does make sense. #refer to chs 387-388‚ 422‚ 246‚ and 88 for sources ^^ #sctirposting

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#bleu #bleu art #me fighting for my life against gent!m's hair #seriously #wei.post

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new dnd chara dropped.. chinese moon moth fairy druid!! (he/him)

#ft his 6'10 leonin bf #wei.post #bleu #circle of dreams! #hes on the tall side at 3'6 btw #my art #bleu art

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my special skills include crying so hard i get a headache over something going mildly wrong

#wei.post #because im secretly a HUGE FUCKING CRYBABY😭

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PLEASE I HAVE CARPAL TUNNEL+TENNIS ELBOW I CANT KEEP UP

#wei.post #/joke this is fun. im working on booping back as fast as possible