#which is probably bc ccwilbur is like a cautious player due to being kind of. not great at pvp and falling a lot and also being a wanderer

[crimeboys]

something i noticed when watching pogtopia is that wilbur actually always had food on him and was always eating and keeping his hunger up even when he was hardly low enough to need it and it was such an interesting thing to see from someone so obviously suicidal and mentally all over the place and pointedly doing everything he could to make his and his loved ones lives as miserable as possible. but then i realized, that’s just it, it wasn’t about living it was about survival because wilbur was determined to survive for as long as it took to make his death fucking incredible, his end explosive and meaningful, and making sure a few potatoes were in his pocket and mouth at all times was more than a fair trade to get that ending.

#text post #mine #suicide #disordered eating #<- more in the tags than anything bt #i just think about this sometimes #bc i have often written wilbur struggling to remember eating and food and atuff but watching pogtopia i was like Oh. it’s kind of the #opposite he’s actually eating like all the time even when he really doesnmt need to #which is probably bc ccwilbur is like a cautious player due to being kind of. not great at pvp and falling a lot and also being a wanderer #but who knows really