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#which ismaking me really like on edge and restless
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#im too depressed to even watch tv
#for like the past two months
#i sit here for hours doing nothing and then i go to bed
#and then i do more of nothing
#the only thing i do is go to work
#literally ever at all
#unless my dad decides to buy me alcohol
#or i just get high in my room
#but when i cant even watch tv i dont even want to get high
#because i dont know what to do with myself
#and i havent been drinking since new years anyway
#i am actively trting to change that
#but like its even worse now
#cause im on prednisone for my lamictal rash
#which ismaking me really like on edge and restless
#so i cant even go to sleep even though im tired
#cause its pointless
#i have litereally been sitting here for hours not done a thing
#not reading not watching anything not scrolling apps
#just staring at my computer waiting for something to change
#and its not going to
#and like the root of it all is that im severely depressed
#and want to die
#but my medication keeps me on just the right side of not killing myself
#so i havent
#but i WANT to die
#because there is not a single positive in my life right now
#but instead i just sit here
#and wonder when it ends
#and if theres any doctor or medication that could actualyl help me
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