#for like the past two months

[awsugar]

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#im too depressed to even watch tv #for like the past two months #i sit here for hours doing nothing and then i go to bed #and then i do more of nothing #the only thing i do is go to work #literally ever at all #unless my dad decides to buy me alcohol #or i just get high in my room #but when i cant even watch tv i dont even want to get high #because i dont know what to do with myself #and i havent been drinking since new years anyway #i am actively trting to change that #but like its even worse now #cause im on prednisone for my lamictal rash #which ismaking me really like on edge and restless #so i cant even go to sleep even though im tired #cause its pointless #i have litereally been sitting here for hours not done a thing #not reading not watching anything not scrolling apps #just staring at my computer waiting for something to change #and its not going to #and like the root of it all is that im severely depressed #and want to die #but my medication keeps me on just the right side of not killing myself #so i havent #but i WANT to die #because there is not a single positive in my life right now #but instead i just sit here #and wonder when it ends #and if theres any doctor or medication that could actualyl help me

[taitavva]

when im in a worst roommate ever competition & my opponent is joker persona 5 royal 🙄

#cant get anything done w/ him around #akechi: most beleaguered college student #LITERALLY ME RN !!! #sorry .... #guess who was passing away for the past two months #this semester hit me like a TRUCK #no time orz for anything ..... #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 royal #p5r #procreate #2024 #goro akechi #persona 5 protagonist #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #phantom thieves #shuake #akeshu #6.5 hours #i havent drawn them in so longgg #ill try to drag up some sketches to avoid disappearing for weeks on end

[peaches-and-honey-and-the-moon]

There's a new cider on tap again and I'm trying to enjoy it because today sucked ass. But it tastes fucking awful. At least I have a grilled cheese to eat when I get home

#ive had a grilled cheese with tomatoes and bacon every night #for like the past two months #nothing else sounds good #its litterally so delicious

[egophiliac]

I love your take on Crowley!

I know that the early, non-Diasomnia stories aren't really your thing, but are you reading the novels at all?

I have been following some of the fan translations and the second book seems intense! Would love to hear what you think about them.

thank you! 💚💚💚 I'm not really sure why you think I don't like the earlier arcs though, I love pretty much all the characters and their storis! (I think 5 and 1 are my favorite of the past episodes, though 6 infected me with the Shroud brainrot something fierce.) I just...ESPECIALLY love diasomnia. :') but there is room in my heart for all of these dweebs! like, who among us is not just as ride-or-die for Adeuce as they are for us.

that said, I don't really follow the other adaptations like the manga (aside from a dip-in just to see the new Yuus) or the novels, though I keep meaning to check them out! I do like seeing the differences between the different forms of media, and how certain things get adapted one way or another! but alas, time/a lack of accessibility stands in our way more often than not. :( someday...someday I will have time to consume all of the media...

#art #twisted wonderland #i have been playing this game since the day it came out #and believe me i could not have stuck with it for the past three and a half years if i was not deep into all of these idiots #not to harp on it but i do think it's funny because i actually. really did not like the diasomnias at first. #it was like a month before their cards/personal stories were added and so we knew almost NOTHING about them #the website descriptions basically make everyone sound awful #so i thought they were kind of mean/boring compared to everyone else! #(except maybe lilia but i was mad at him for the two seconds of 'girl? 👀' hope i had when they were revealed) #but once their cards came out i fell just as hard for them as i did the rest of this silly game #well. sebek took a little longer. but his ketchup incident converted me. #anyway i have so much sentimentality for episode 1 especially #the prologue was like 'oh this is actually a very silly game! oh there is a plot!' #episode 1 was like 'oh i LIKE these characters and what they're doing with them' #(i think ace punching riddle was the moment i decided i REALLY liked this game) (sorry riddle) (you were being a huge dick though) #also...ink drips. ink drips everywhere. #look when i say this game is laser-focused at me and my tastes specifically i am not kidding

[lemongogo]

#waiting for livraz 2 show up^ #elendira #trigun maximum #trigun #lg doodles #mo but im like . going 2 complain for five secodns #but i hate working full time i hate it ive awkays hated it i will always hate it and when im dead ill still be hating on it #NOOO ENERGYY(‘!!!for anything . ever . #like ive given up on hobbies bc it feels soo fcking impossible to do anyrhing that isnt cooking dinner and then passing out 4 the night #miserable existence i want to claw my face off #the oast two yrs have been manageable in the sense that i alws had smt to look forward to #hyperfix or whagever. but these past 6 months r grey.DESOLATE‼️‼️‼️devoid of purpose #elendira outstretched hand lets take ibuprofen together #but its lexapro #anyways . ^__^!!~~ hope uve had a good day today #or did smt fun this week #bHELPPPP #walking 2 my car rn actually .. inagine the virgin walk guy thats like this > 🚶 #metbh #being let out of my hamster cage . only to return 2morrow

[livetogether--diealone]

youmademeallnervouswithyourfrickingblowerthenirealizedyouhaventgotaclueandthenitwas i calmed down

#me at 2 am repeating this phrase in a loop #I'VE BEEN IN THE TRENCHES MISSING THIS SILLY LITTLE MAN these past two months #ill i tell you i am ill #but it's also about charles completely giving up because he's up against the f1 encyclopedia and seb is just rapping wdc like they week day #and gets all flustered about it #AAAAAHHHHHH #charles leclerc #sebastian vettel #sebchal #f1 #jo.vid

[sepulchritude]

Winter in acnh lasts too gotdang long oh my GOD

#i’ve been playing for the past week or two and i keep having to like. pause and imagine #how nice xyz thing will look when there is actually GRASS again #it doesn’t snow where i live so when it starts snowing in game in november it’s so exciting! #but by new years i’m like. okay can we wrap this up soon #and then it lasts an additional TWO MONTHS #acnh #sepulchritudinous #trinket

[tumatawa]

My old Tezuka phase is crawling back to me...

#metropolis #metropolis 2001 #kenichi shikishima #tima metropolis #tumatawart #Wah. Rewatched the movie and forgot how strongly I felt about the characters and its consumed my thoughts for the past 2 months #So many roadbumps but strangely enough I happily persevered. I like to think 12 y/o Jun probably liked it so much he began to guide my hand #If there is someone out there who is even vaguely aware what the first two scenes are referencing I'll transform into 5 horses and scatter #Okay thats enough tags. Woah

[chellychuu]

Added new designs to my Redbubble! 💖

Shop here!

#I try not to advertise too much! but I added a bunch of past work for the first time in like two months lol #my drawing #hatsune miku #Sakura Miku #rin kagamine #Kiriko #sakura kinomoto #vocaloid fanart #magical girl #pink #cute #art #artists on tumblr #support human artists

[hedgehog-moss]

“It’s been so long since your last post about building your new fence, we really miss hearing about it” said no one ever, but here’s yet another fence post (<- laugh) anyway. Progress has been made!

In the above pic you can see the new gate was still held close by a piece of string, but I found a tree root that makes a cute latch, here it is <3

I had the worst trouble screwing it in! The last few fence posts I bought were acacia because the store ran out of chestnut ones, so I discovered that acacia is unbelievably hard. It’s nice to know the posts will last a long time, but they killed a drill bit without breaking a sweat. I didn’t know wood could do this to metal:

In the first pic you can see that fence posts have been installed to the right of the gate, but nothing else—well the crossbars and wire netting are now in place:

Since I screwed the crossbars on top of one another to make the fence a bit higher, the wire netting didn’t go all the way up, so I had to do some patient lacework with string to fill all the gaps, or else Pampe would put her head between the bar and the netting and just push down to widen the gap and squeeze through. (Lived experience.) But it looks oddly nice:

I also left 1 gap at the bottom, too small for a llama but large enough for a Pandolf and two chickens to enter and leave the pasture as they please. (Though Pan can’t gain any weight in his butt or he won’t fit anymore):

At one point I had to go to the store to buy some more washers and bolts and I met a teenage cow happily wandering on the road far away from her family. It’s always nice to know I’m not the only one with fence troubles.

Go back to your mum immediately young lady! I have a llama who would be very proud of you.

I used to have a very convenient little tree where I hung the hay nets, but unfortunately it had to be felled when we built the greenhouse. But one of its roots became the door latch, and I also salvaged one of its branches to build my new hay net holder where the tree used to be, so it will continue to carry hay nets in the afterlife. I intended for my modern art installation to look like a llama but everyone is telling me it’s more of a moose:

The target audience was very puzzled by it at first, and Pirlouit was the first animal who dared to approach it because he would do anything for his hay.

Although at first he stretched his neck and lips as far as he could so he wouldn’t have to go too near the hay holding-animal’s head...!

Then everyone followed his lead (except Pampe who in the below pic is right in front of me checking the fence for weak spots) (but there have been no llama escapes through the new fence! it is as of yet undefeated)—and then even baby Poldine started eating hay :) For the first time! She was just waiting for her hay to be served to her hanging from the spine of a wooden moose butler.

#crawling along #llama drama #the only area still unfenced is the 20m length to the left of the gate #and then it will be all done #finally! #i've spent the past two years buying a few fence posts every month to do it little by little it was like paying a monthly Pampe tax

[riecaloca]

I've reached the point in my "not supporting taylor swift era" where I've gone from "I still respect her music a lot" to "Fuck her AND her music," and I think that's very sexy of me.

#like if you like her music good for you #but after hearing daddy i love him and other songs on ttpd i simply cannot #i am no longer just upset and disappointed with her #i am angry and done #wtf was bdilh #she seriously told her fans that she can date a racist if she wants to #and to stop bitching about it #and spent months letting her friends hate on joe #when joe did nothing wrong #ugh i can no longer enjoy her music #i wish i hadn't given the album a chance i didn't even listen to either of the past two recordings #idk why i thought this would be better #anti taylor swift #anti matty healy #swifties dni #anti ttpd

[hestiashand]

i know why the caged bird sings.

the trees witness everything, victoria chang | unknown | bookwyrminspiration | richard siken | brother, sister, rival, friend: the longstanding effects of sibling relationships, joshua a. krisch | bloodshot, julien baker | antigone, sophicles | unknown | please ignore vera dietz, a.s. king | everyone but you, the front bottoms | wandavision 1x08, dir matt shakman | jamie anderson | antigonick, anne carson

#the uchiha brothers have been corroding my mind for the past month…. #i made this like weeks ago and just saved it to my drafts bc im slightly embarrassed #but im gonna post it anyways ajksjsks #i’ve never done a web weaving before idk what came over me 🫣🫣 #but fr i cant get these two out of my mind theyre so 🚬🚬 #always got me in my motions #web weaving #uchiha sasuke #uchiha itachi #uchiha brothers #naruto #long post #jitter bugs u #undescribed

[redhoodie1723]

the imaginary carlos and charles beef that some fans are convinced is going on is giving Netflix DTS trying to convince us that charles and sebastian were mortal enemies that prayed on each other’s downfall nightly

#can’t people be happy or sad for one driver without tearing the other down #ik teammates are often pitted against each other and stuff but like #they’re both having good seasons #they’re both showing off their strengths #charles is still doing well in the WDC and even tho max is likely to win this year charles is still gonna get more chances with ferrari #and carlos is doing a great job in showing other teams why they should give him a seat next season #regardless of whether u think they’re good friends or just coworkers it’s clear they respect each other a lot #and i get being upset that charles didn’t podium in suzuka #but that’s not carlos’ fault and he did everything that he should’ve #charles still has a phenomenal race and his fans shouldn’t insult carlos simply for racing #and similarly carlos’ fans shouldn’t insult charles for not placing higher than carlos #when charles has shown how good and consistent of a driver he is in the past few races #just because the two latest ferrari wins have been carlos’ doesn’t mean charles is suddenly “overhyped” or “washed up” #like chill y’all #focus on the bigger issues #like whatever the fuck is going on williams #charles leclerc #carlos sainz #cl16 #cs55 #ferrari #formula 1 #f1 #1655 #c squared #2024 japanese gp #as a maybe month old fan i probably shouldn’t be having many opinions about this #but whatever lmfao #they’re both hot why are we pitting them against each other #they hate when two sexy bitches are winning

[aldercaps]

up next on illustrating my dreams: high school friend turns self into werewolf using underground fight club beserker ritual, you (werewolf by birth) come across him and are understandably horrified by this

#the actual dream was SO chaotic #werewolves #werewolf #my art #i turned into a werewolf unexpectedly bc i forgot it was a full moon while taking a friends two dobermans for a walk #and this guy. we shall call him Abe. rocks up like HEY LOOK WHAT I CAN DO NOW and turns into this beast #it is important to know that i had been keeping my lycanthropy a SECRET from him #and saw the full moon. went oh shit. lost control of the dobes again and turned into a more regular wolf #this is like. the fourth werewolf dream ive had? in the past few months

[crownleys]

Nat!!

I did this sketch during my lunch break today and wanted to finish it up

#the wayhaven chronicles #twc n sewell #nat sewell #twc #twc fanart #twc nat #I have a pile of big wayhaven fanart I want to do but my brain has been scrambled like an egg for the past two months #so quick and self indulgent has been the brand #my art #my wayhaven fanart

[seagull-scribbles]

Birthday gift for @kito-oh-kito

Sometimes, before you trudge through sewage to get home, your Bro will patch up all your wounds and tell you how “sick” you’re moves where tonight, and you won’t be able to make eye contact

#tmnt 2012 #raphael hamato #casey jones #casey jones 2012 #rasey #kito-oh-kitt #I have wanted to draw these two so bad these past few months but I didn’t have the energy #but we all know I’m a sucker for gifting art #and I love kito’s rasey posts #so ask and you shall receive xxxx #it’s more implied than obvious but I’m not very good at obvious stuff #anyway I hope you like it and have a good day #my sister gets married next week so I’m going to be inactive again