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#wont this just end stupidly like last time i had a crush in uni? like the time before that in high school?
mainfaggot
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6 months
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I wanna kill myself
#in both a serious and unserious way
#the serious way is bc i feel like i keep massively fucking myself over which affects my parents and sisters too and i cant get myself to be
#realistic and healthily optimistic like im so fucking pessimistic it's a major concern
#the unserious way is way more funny im so fucked guys 😭😭😭😭
#this crush is so pathetic. more dire than last time
#i just stopped functioning i couldn't get more than ONE SENTENCE out to her even tho i ended up sitting across from her holy shit she
#probably thinks im some moody weirdo bc last time i was malfunctioning but super enthusiastic and this time
#i was like . quiet. and just. shy in a way that made me feel uncomfortable so why wouldn't it extend to her
#this morning i was like idk what the point of anything is. why am i even trying to befriend her
#wont this just end stupidly like last time i had a crush in uni? like the time before that in high school?
#i have nothing to offer like lets say by some grand miracle she and i study together we get friendly we become
#acquaintances and then it turns out shes also Interested in me
#then what???? what do i have that she doesn't already have in her life???
#i feel like i cant GIVE anything all i do is impose myself upon people
#like deal with [this] -> me and all my baggage
#and its like okay if she likes You she'll gladly deal w the rest but thats the thing why would she even LIKE ME
#what. do i have but a shell.
#an image.
#i have nothing but neuroticism and depression underneath
#thats what it feels like although realistically that cant be fully true
#and also isnt it superficial of me to have a crush on her? all i know is that shes beautiful she speaks spanish so well and that shes quiet
#in the way thats charming and im kind of afraid of disturbing her peace
#z.post
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