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definitelynotshouting · 4 months
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Can i just say guys, holy fucking macaroni, like. I know i say this a lot, but the reception for hunger au has been like NOTHING ive ever experienced before, and im so incredibly grateful for it. Genuinely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much-- writing hunger au has probably been my best overall experience of 2023 and thats all thanks to yalls lovely comments, bookmarks, kudos, and asks i get in my inbox about it. It's hard to believe this is real sometimes, you guys just blow me away ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Its still several hours from midnight for me, but i wanted to wish everyone a preemptive happy new year anyways :] heres to another year of hunger au, which is so very far from being finished, and i cant wait to keep writing it for yall!!!!! :DD and again, thank you guys so so much for such a crazy and wonderful response to my self indulgent fic, because without it this never would have grown to be what it is today❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Happy New Year everybody!!!! 🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆 See yall in 2024!!! :D
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bigwriterenergy · 3 years
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YANDERE JOESTAR / READER
anonymous asked: “May I request a yandere Johnny headcanon If you have too many request and doing commission Please ignore this and take care of yourself ☺️”
omg thank you so much for this message ... it would be an honor to answer your request!! :)) i love to write for you all ... . i really do ..... thats why i love having my inbox open 24/7 so even if i dont like .... answer it .. . .. you can still get it out and onto the page you know? idk like if yall ever need to come into my inbox and just need to put something to words and for someone to read it, i’m always here. regardless of whether or not its jjba related. lmao sorry im kind of rambling but this comment just touched me ;v; thanks again for the request and i’d love to write for you. :)
i also want to direct y’all to @dear-yandere​! her yandere johnny is absolutely chilling! wonderful characterization :)
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yandere johnny is absolutely pathetic. he’s incredibly skilled in manipulation and ensuring that his darling is absolutely entangled in his trap.
i absolutely adore the precedent set by vani tbh. her yandere johnny is an asshole and an absolute awful human being and my characterization is similar. 
my yandere johnny uses the pity he could rouse from his darling and runs with it. he belittles her. he criticizes her. the omission of kind words is just a part of his charm, she’ll convince herself.
more often than not, he’s giving her a dull expression and a completely emotionless disposition. if anything, she’s his human punching bag. whenever he’s mad at the world, he uses her to express it.
“you really expected me to do that? just who do you think i am, woman?”
though, if she ever were to leave, he’d be quick to use every manipulation tactic in the book. threats of suicide and hopelessness, thrown casually into the air, as though he were talking about weather or something in passing. somehow, she always remained right back in his fingertips.
“if you leave, what are you gonna do? who would love you? who would love me?”
this also extends to her friends and family. he makes an effort to disconnect himself from all conversations involving around them. he knows that if they start planting seeds of “oh, johnny’s a manipulative bastard, you should leave him” it’ll erode the darling he’s already curated for his desires.
he wants you all to himself and finds enjoyment in belittling.
he projects a lot onto her. all his failures, all his insecurities, they sadly all go to her.
yandere johnny is is very sexual. when he first became paraplegic, i don’t think he was very inclined to search for partners. i do think once he has someone to exploit and prey on, he’ll rediscover his libido. 
giving little regard to whether darling is in the mood or not, johnny will often begin sweet talking to accompany his more sensual touches. she will just be so surprised to be treated so nicely that he can say anything remotely romantic and she’ll be more inclined to put up with him.
while johnny is not my worst yandere, i do think he’s higher on the list for being one of the more emotional damaging.
“johnny ..” his lips felt like slime against your clean skin. each lingering touch only seemed to heighten annoyance and frustration. this was the third day this week he had attempted to descend upon you; the familiar, heavy sound of steps from behind carried much weight. they rang in your ears and were comparable to the shrill sound of shattering glass. 
you felt his anterior press into you from behind. his heat proved to have an opposite effect; the chill that ran through your spine revealed just how disgusting you thought his touch was. the kitchen sink where you were stationed at held your eyes. the suds that collected near the rim of the drain seemed far more interesting than whatever excuse johnny had to justify his force. 
“what?” his voice was low when ghosted over the shell of your ear. his breath was warm and comparable to fog, muggy and humid in quality. the fingers he trailed along your waist eventually pulled down to the front of your hips. his pelvis pressed hungrily against the plush of your posterior. his palms pulled you back, ignoring the brief yet futile resistant you may have presented him with. “you sound upset with me.” he made an observation. his words settled into your conscious and pulled breath from your lips. how right he was.
your stiffness should have told him all he needed to know. your reluctance should have been enough. but instead, his mind chalked up your rigidity to a familiar coyness. how demure you were .. regardless of your reservation, you had a duty to him. his blue eyes took in the sight of your nape. an almost animalistic wetting of his lips proved all the carnal desire that raged in his mind. he’d get you one way or another. 
he always did.
“hmph, ya know ..” he murmurs, as though such behavior proved your negligence to him. “i know a whole lot of girls that’d love to be in your position.” the route he took was a familiar one. you could even imagine the taut-jaw grimace he’d wear as he spoke such horrible words. your pruned fingers grip onto the metal of your sink. you almost scowled. the brief silence increased the weight of his words. you felt his hands leave your figure. wasn’t it what you wanted? so why did it feel so wrong? “maybe i’d oughta pay them a visit.” why did such words wound you? the familiar, burning pain in your gut spurred your movement. he almost smirked. you were too easy to stir.
turning to face your husband, you’d note the lack of emotion to his features. his predictability meant that he shouldn’t have been as shocking, right? your lips pursed. the perfect way in which his blond hair fell had lost its, once, novel magic. you gazed into the dark, determined eyes of johnny joestar and saw all your failures. even without speak, you still felt his oppressive influence. his expression soured under the scrutiny.
you kissed him. your lips met in a confused hurry. the sooner you dealt with his irritating virility, the sooner he’d quiet down. 
he played you like a fiddle.
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