#yeah me saying “my backpack strap broke” isn’t exactly a super interesting conversation topic

[aroace-polyshow]

is it really so hard to say something other than "ok. i don't care" to literally anything i say

#marlo’s stuff #vent #it makes me question why you're friends with me #fucking. can you just pretend you care about me. #can you even pretend you like being around me #sorry i'm so fucking annoying and boring #why do you even like me #you don't care about anything i like to talk about even though i’ll listen to your rants for hours #why do i bother #yeah me saying “my backpack strap broke” isn’t exactly a super interesting conversation topic #but yknow saying “oh that sucks” instead of “i don’t fucking care.” does not make me feel like an annoying piece of shit #i wish i had friends that cared. #i wish anyone i know irl cared. #they act like i can’t tell #i can #no one there fucking cares about what i have to say #god i wish i could shut up and die forever #i miss my old friends. why did i fuck up so badly. #why does everyone i ever care about leave lmao #i’m trying so hard. i’m trying. i just want someone to fucking listen. for once. and stay. for once #i’ll always lose the people i love and care about. why. #sigh #anyway #I’M SO TIRED #tw suicide but #hey at least someday i’ll die and someday i’ll actually shut up forever and someday i can finally stop #someday #i’ll get over it #i’ll be fine lmao