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weird-bookworm · 4 months

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𝗧𝗛𝗔𝗡𝗞 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗙𝗥𝗢𝗠 𝗔 𝗪𝗘𝗜𝗥𝗗 𝗕𝗢𝗢𝗞𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗠 ♥︎

this year has been crazy, to say the least. i'd write a long ass message, but actually, each and every single one of my moots deserves their own

so here goes

@silversailormoan- you were my first moot, and i still don't have a name for you. all i know is that i am eternally grateful you trust me enough to share part of your life with me, and that i'm very glad you went from my fav ao3 bts writer to someone who randomly messages me whenever. thank you

@yrhome- i was shocked when you followed me back actually, but after that you've just poofed off the site. i'm sorry we never got the chance to interact more, because you were one of y fav writers on here. i hope we can get closer this coming year!

@maeleelee- mae mae oh mae you are one of the most special people i know on this hellsite, and that is saying something because i know so many people i love here. you were my first friend on here, as unhinged as me, and with such a friendly and warm personality i almost cried (that is a lie. i have definitely cried because you're too cute. i am not joking). we've shared so many moments here, and you've trusted me so much, it made this year so much more special to me. promise you'll keep being your adorable self next year too, but most of all, promise you'll be happy next year <3

@imagine-a-life-like-this- talking to you for the first time felt like a fever dream, even though i had sent asks before and i was already friend with mae. you have always been a writer i respect and like a lot, specially with your smaus (chef's kiss fr). on top of that you are always so sweet??? hello, is this a dream?? i'm glad we got close enough for me to see your more unhinged persona (which i am in love with) and that i could see your bts debut lmao. let's have even more fun next year

@mxnsxngie- you're so mother istg it's the best thing ever lol. what i've said about you in my moots list is very true, you gives me fairy vibes. you're so pretty and lovable and asdfghjkl i just love you okay? i've loved every single conversation we've had and i lovee how you read my rants and then respond with a veryyy long message with a ton of typos because you're getting ready for work in the morning (thank you for still reading and replying though, you're so busy but you always take out time for me <3) keep being adorable!

@hannieheartuu- i love you. you are always so sweet and kind and sensitive and talented i just wanna cuddle you and keep you in my pocket and call it a day. i get too much cute aggression with you and i get too protective over you, but can you blame me? you've given me so much love and so much trust it warms my heart, so thank you ylli. thank you for being an adorable lil bunny and loving me and letting me love you, let's carry forward this energy <3

@fairyhaos- is it just me but i feel like you don't really need me to tell you how grateful i am and how much i love you, specially after what happened today lmao. but honestly, you were one of the first svt writers i came across, you have always been this really kind angel, and you ranting about shua makes my day in the best way possible. you're talented and adorable and so so reliable, and i'm really grateful for that. i'm glad i can call you my friend and i'm glad that you call me that too

@idubiluv- ah, yes, my virtual didi lmao (you said it, not me). you come here rarely because unlike most of us, you are slightly more responsible. and yet, you are so fucking loved and adored and i just love to see you getting so much affection, because you deserve eevry inch of it. we've had really fun conversations and your pfp always leads me to believe that you are absolutely gorgeous (i remember my sleep riddled brain once thinking that you would sparkle like edward when i'll first meet you...yeah i'm weird ahem anyway) and you have such a sparkly personality to match? heaven indeed

@the-therapist-needs-therapy- i remember us interacting continuously for a while, and then we just stopped, and i don't know why. let's become closer this next year, talking to you was fun.

@babyboyquokka- okay so we've talked a total of 4 times, but it was enough for me to decide that we really need to talk more (i am aware our timings don't really match but i have those rare days i pretend to be an owl and stay up very late so we'll see lmao)

@cadenonlinelive- how did we go from me being scared of you (...don't ask) to me actively teasing you (hello reply to me don't leave me on read) it might have something to do with the fact that the wifeys constantly call you adorable but ahem i do quite agree. i feel like my age plays a big factor why you might not feel the most comfortable with me, but i hope we can become good friends next year :))

@slytherinshua- eeeeeee you're my adorable lil (we are going to ignore the fact that you are taller than me) gremlin who makes me wanna kms but also bae are you okay. you have somehow made me question life within the short (yes i know surprising) period we've known each other, and also made me believe that with determination, anything is possible (like ranking 125 smth idols according to how much you love them). i'm really glad you made our server, because i don't think i would've stayed on this hellsite otherwise lol

@icyminghao- why is it that one of us will start a conversation in the other's askbox and then we just. stop interacting again ∏~∏ i love your work and i'd love to be closer :(( let's become good friends the coming year!

@ryuwonieebae- same as with haru, we talked and then stopped, and i wish we hadn't. i hope life is going well and you're happy :))

@rubywonu- niaaaa my love is it just me or did we barely interact but it still feels like we're already pretty good friends lol? i swear your work sends tingles down my spine it's that cute. you're also my favourite couprang, so i'm gonna take that as a free invite to rant to you about him whenever and wherever hehe (this is me telling you to expect ig reels in your dms i have way too many cheol reels saved)

@mesanthropi- weiwei!! bae you give me so many noni vibes + this-is-one-person-i-wanna-keep-around-for-a-long-time-if-they-will-have-me vibes it's crazy. i love our quirky conversations and i adore your art, but i specially like seeing you in others' inboxes— your asks are always just so cute. also, you are definitely someone i have cute aggression with so (...my pocket is large enough me thinks, you're always welcome)

@wheeboo- okay first and foremost, thank you for inviting me in the server in the first place, it has become a trusted source of entertainment and fun and just general clownery, and who doesn't love that? you and zanna really created a safe space for all of us and i'm so honoured that you even thought to add me there sob. BUT i also read your jun fic before anyone else i was squealing did i tell you? i was sooo excited afghjkl the end line is— thank you for trusting me and being my friend ilyyy

@hanniehaee- bro why did you randomly show up one day with a ridiculous amount of reblogs and disappear off of tumblr altogether WHERE ARE YOU I MISS YOU

@aaniag- hello fellow a little too crazy with the emoticons desi carat have i ever told you i love you? i have? well i don't care! i love you anyways lmao. a, i absolutely adore your random ass asks filled with 218 twins (spare me please), b, i love how you never stop yourself from going crazy with the emojis and emoticons, and c, i am very thankful that you love me so much, please don't stop doing that

@woozvc- noraaaa i feel like we've gotten so close lately, i specially love our little trio with cien hehe ^^ i love love love you and the way we blamed noni for never realising we weren't friends on discord for the longest time shall always make me smile. talking to your bf was adorable and i want you to keep reminding me that i have to write a fic for you, please and thank you!

@eternalgyu- to the awesomest most iconic goddess coded person ever, hello bae hru :D how tf r u so gorgeously stunning tell me the secret please i am so whipped but also, GREMLIN LINE!! you are as unhinged as zanna and that is truly appreciated. also, thank you for getting me into riize (i still need help) (also i will show up to tomorrow's quiz promise) i swear everything's so fun when you're around and i really hope we can get upto even more shenanigans next year mwah!

@welcometomyoasis- shu! adorable pretty shua coded shu! thank you for assigning me soonyoung in your end of the year post, and i meant everything i said in the tags okie? you're shua coded because you're soft and sweet and adorable and talented and i just really love you okie? never stop writing though, it gets me through on the bad days and i love it.

@springdayysworld- you get nothing, i'll see you in school (show up please no leaves allowed)

@mirxzii- look, all i know is that i love your voice, and that i really want you to show up in the server more so we can interact more, let's get closer next year!!

@blue-jisungs- axeeeee thank you thank you thank you for handling my silly little rants, specially yesterday's. your typos are adorable, your jokes are impeccable, your boomerness is lowkey rubbing off on me, and i really hope that i can write like you one day. i wish we can become better friends this coming year and continue being idiots. please don't stop being so axe :D ilysm <3

@haecien- cienciencien my smol tiny little bean i know you're older than me but ignore that please it's so fun to tease you and talk to you and simp with you. everything's just so much more fun with your unfiltered commentary and random rocket pictures (please don't stop). one day i would like to count all your husbands and complain to your bf (when is he asking you out please spare us) but until then, i love you.

@aakomii- i'm still surprised you followed me back tbh, you've always been a writer i've appreciated a lot and i'm glad i made an impression big enough lol, let's become good friends next year!

@etherealyoungk- give me your patience or your talent please, it takes me out every time. another thing i wonder is how are you so calm after stanning kwon soonyoung of all people (what is the secret tell me i need to know) but either way, i hope new year treats both of us well <3

@glosskirt- heheheheh fellow army ilysm we haven't interacted much but i hope we talk more because you're sooo fun <333

@candewlsy- mizu!! let's talk more because we really vibe and i look forward to every meme you send me (and the flirting. gotta love the flirting lmao)

@kkooongie- when you become moots on the last day on the year 😁🥰

#i love you guys sooo much <3

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paceypeternathanslawyer · 5 months

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If I may I would love to go on the most unhinged Nathan vs Lucas rant i've ever gone on, on this hellsite lol

Every once in a while i'll see someone who is team Lucas over Nathan and this is just my message to them...

Nathan is not perfect... I will accede that. The thing is that Nathan has a shit ton of integrity in the face of his mistakes. For instance, with the whole point shaving scandal I think Lucas and a lot of the fans of OTH make that situation out to be so black and white but I think it's more complicated than that. Nathan was between a rock and a hard place and at the end of the day he got involved with some loan sharks because they were going through some major financial strain and his father refused to help him. But regardless of how it happened and whether or not it should have happened... at the end of the day it did happen so Nathan was making the decisions he felt he needed to make to protect himself, his wife, and his unborn child. And it isn't just as simple as win the game because Whitey deserves to win a championship and Skills deserves to get a scholarship to college. All those things are true but people's lives are at risk. If the game had been lost then Haley would not have been run over by a car and Lucas would not have had a heart attack. Daunte was threatening Nathan's family so Nathan was truly scared for his family. But my point at the end of the day is that Nathan has a shit ton of integrity in the face of the decisions he makes. He always has the best of intentions and Nathan ultimately takes responsibility for his mistakes and apologizes. But on top of that he learns from his mistakes and never makes the same mistakes! Did Nathan ever again get involved with loan sharks? NEVER! Did Nathan ever get mixed up with a crazy psycho nanny after Carrie? NEVER! He left Slamball after it became clear that it was a risk to his health and never went back. After getting in a bar fight and getting thrown through a window he learned to quell his anger and pick his fights very carefully. To the point where by the end of the show he was damn near perfect. He became such a gentle soul, he learned to not let his anger control him but he learned to control his anger instead. He has incredible boundaries with his female friends. Haley never feels like she plays second banana to any of his female friends. He's there for them if they need him but he has incredible boundaries with them.

Lucas on the other hand will cheat on Brooke and then a few months later wax poetic and tell her (paraphrasing) "oh, i'm so sorry, I will never take you for granted again. I kept that to remind myself never to take you for granted again. Peyton is just a friend. You are my life" and then he turn around and cheat on Brooke again!!!! He will then wax poetic to Peyton "you are the girl I want by my side forever. I will never leave you. I love you so much!!!" and then the moment she doesn't want to get married on his timetable then he will break up with her. Start dating another woman and then proceed to start physically and worse yet emotionally cheating on her with Peyton. He will wax poetic with Lindsey and say "you're the only woman for me. I love you and I will always love you. I will never give up on you. I could wait 20 years for you to see that you are the one for me!!!!" Then he will turn around and start making out with Peyton and make the same fucking mistake for third fucking time!!!!!! The Leyton ship highways are strewn with women that Lucas used to shield his heart from his true feelings because he refused to admit his feelings for Peyton and just fucking be with her!!!!!!!

I would much rather have a Nathan Scott any day of the week who is imperfect but takes responsibility and learns from his mistakes!!! Give me that over Lucas fucking Scott any day. Also Nathan's hotter and taller so there's that lmao (that's specifically a message to anyone out there who says that Chad is hotter than James. I will not take that diss against James Lafferty and his hot piece of ass. To be fair I think most of the people who think that Lucas is hotter is people who haven't seen the show but only have seen fancams of the show that almost exclusively include S1 scenes of James. And James was 17 at that. He only became a hot piece of ass from S2 and onwards. Truly sorry to Chad but i'm not gonna say that Aryan dream Chad Michael Murray is hotter than James who if Google is correct may or may not be part Mexican on his mom's side. Just sayin there's a reason that the name Chad has become synonymous with basic averagely hot white dudes. Edit. James also has a bigger butt and more muscles. Don't hate me cause I spit the truth ;) I told you it was unhinged so I don't know what you were expecting lmao)

#one tree hill #nathan scott #lucas scott #peyton sawyer #brooke davis #haley james scott #one tree hill rant

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piscespixiewastaken · 7 months

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So Who is Pisces Pixie?

Hello, and welcome to my weird corner of chaos on this equally and moreso chaotic hellsite. I am a fanfic writer, attempter of fanart, and aspiring author if I can actually get my butt in gear to finish something.

I am a married Christian woman, no kids yet, just two annoyingly adorable cats. While I am okay with minors following me, please understand I will probably not follow you back if you are a minor, and I will not interact with you via messages if I am aware you are a minor. Just a personal boundary for your safety and mine.

I mostly reblog fandom works, fandom memes, writing memes, other memes, world heritage posts, PSAs on writing and general life advice (never give out personal info on the internet, kids), and other random items I find on my dashboard.

My fandoms include, in no particular order (subject to change abruptly and without warning):

Books: Artemis Fowl, Lord of the Rings (and anything Tolkien), Chronicles of Narnia, Redwall, Inkheart,

Movies/TV: Over the Garden Wall, Avatar the Last Airbender, Miraculous Ladybug, The Dragon Prince, Hazbin Hotel

Anime/Manga: Yona of the Dawn, Pandora Hearts, My Hero Academia, Black Butler, Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood,

Podcasts: The Magnus Archives, Malevolent, Omen Podcast, The White Vault, Welcome to Nightvale, Limetown,

Online Content: Dream SMP, Hermitcraft, Nexpo

Occasionally, I’ll post my own writing or reblog from my writing sideblog. I write for the Artemis Fowl and DSMP fandoms, with some WIPs for Yona of the Dawn (which may never see the light of day). Speaking of writing….

Tumblr-exclusive Artemis Fowl AU—Jon Says No to Fairies (ongoing):

No Fairy Friends Allowed

Caged Bird

Despair and Desperation

Escape

The Fickleness of Hope

Safe?

Sweet Dreams

Looking for more fics? Check out my AO3, PiscesPixie!

Want to see my unhinged MCYT content? That’s been moved to @andtheuniversesaidyouareloved!

(What’s with “wastaken” on my blog name, you ask? Look, I swear to you it was there before I started getting into the DSMP. The name piscespixie was quite literally taken, and I did not want to come up with some funky _piscespixie_846 crap. That’s it.)

Hope you find me entertaining enough to stick around. Heavens knows I don’t.

#piscespixie #welcome to my blog #jon says no fairies au

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mooshadventuring · 1 year

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✨ Insert Buffy pun ✨

I’m currently more sleep deprived than I’m used to being these days so this is my big welcome back to the hellsite présent to myself. This should probably be kept to the tags but I can’t be bothered. If anyone reads this I can’t be held responsible for my words or actions.

Sooooo…. this’ll be a collection of ratings and miscellaneous thoughts on all the characters from Buffy that I can remember. Coming from someone who’s watching this show for the first time in the year of our lord 2022 (qb please don’t cancel the mouse before I finish it). I think I’m on season 3 episode 14 or 15ish? This is all keeping in mind that I have barely been, as the kids (me. I am the kids) say, watching with my eyes. Which really I have no excuse for because my latest knitting pattern has just been a seed stitch scarf but I digress.

Buffy - 8/10. Solid protag energy, except I question her taste in men. That doesn’t fully detract from her as a character, but again what’s with the yuck (see Angel below). Also I didn’t realize she was the main character before watching?? Like idk why but I thought the girl from Ice Princess was the lead and so far she hasn’t even shown up yet.

Angel - 3/10. Normally I love a wet pathetic excuse for a man but there’s just something about the 90s aesthetic and general way he carries himself that’s not doing it for me. There was real potential when he turned evil, because I have a type and that’s evil, but even then he was like. Not very intense about it? You’re telling me he’s meant to be the biggest baddest vamp ever to vamp? Sounds fake and that’s not ok.

Willow - 9/10. Honestly she was my fave starting out, if only because the combination of quirky awkward and smart is pretty adorable. Docked one point for the hang up on Xander, but I’m excited for her potential. Also I did go into the tag for spoilers bc I’m impatient af and the trajectory towards evil intrigues me.

Xander - 3.5/10. I wanted really badly to like him at the start, and found him funny for about 3 episodes before reading that he was supposed to be a Joss Whedon like reader insert. And I can’t unsee that. Also the way he treated Cordy was terrible but then he acts all justified about it? I’m only rating him above Angel because at least he didn’t let me down so much as never raise me up in the first place.

Cordelia - 7/10. Rated as such only bc I feel like it would be unfair to rate her above Buffy but then also docked a point for the Xander. Gross.

Giles - 6/10. He tries his best and I respect him for it. The thing with Buffy’s mom was weird tho.

Spike - 6/10. Once again the 90s hair is a real detractor bc I’m superficial babyyyy. So far a strong contender tho bc he seems chaotique and that’s what I go for usually.

Drusilla - 3682738282/10. Vibes of 2 feet from a fainting couch at any given time but also homicidal and obv unhinged. I wanna be her when I grow up.

Obviously the numbers are a joke but so far these are my very much so coherent thoughts. If anyone replies I will be darn tootin’ amazed.

P.S. I’m mostly over my zombie phase now but I feel like Buffy could do zombies better. This is my constructive criticism for a 20-something year old show that has no way to make use of the feedback.

#btvs #buffy summers #willow rosenberg #Xander last name isn’t being autosuggested #I don’t have the energy to tag the rest

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khaleesiofalicante · 2 years

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HELLO HI DANI HI 🌻

How are you doing???

I haven’t been on this hellsite in weeks but I’m officially back. I missed so much stuff???

1. You’re writing a divorce Mavid au???? Why? literally why?? who hurt u sis. I demand a thesis with explanation.

2. There’s a trailer for lbaf 4?? WHERE MAAM?? I CANNOT FIND IT. Send a search party plsss thanks

3. BMILY- i finally finished it and it was the softest shit I’ve ever read. Mavid has my entire heart oooofff. Also the angst was top tier. Max’s storyline killed me. Also good parent Alec>>>>>>>>> and lastly, blue means I love you ooooff. who allowed you to write shit like this bro??????

4. I haven’t finished baby malec au yet. Will do it tonight and I’ll find you again.

Also, I’ve been socialising a lot lately and I had almost forgotten how much I used to like that shit???? I’m utterly disgusted by this change in personality. I used to be the biggest recluse in the past few years oooffff—

I’m also sort of seeing this guy who keeps on doing cute shit so like the mature adult I am, I have commenced termination protocol by ghosting him. *pats myself on the back*

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Lastly I finally updated lrhwy and bruh I had forgotten how much I needed writing again. I’m someone who has to put minimal effort and still scores a lot lmao so for the past two days I’ve been writing non stop and all my flat mates were shooketh cause I never study lmao. Someone tell these cuties that I was writing fanfiction lol.

Okay I’m done with my update. I repeat, how are you doing???? I can’t wait for LBAF.

ILY BYEEEE🌻🌻🌸💚

Tis for u

WELCOME BACK MOTHERFUCKER.

I like pain.

Here is your trailer. Fuck the tumble tag system.

bmily mavid owns my heart bye

baby malec is so fun to write tho. why tf are they so soft shdfak

you like socializing? who are you??? BLOCKED.

if i hear one more story about a 'cute guy' i will throw myself off my balcony istg (good job ghosting him men are to be ghosted)

SO SO SO SO EXCITED TO READ LHRWY NEW CHAPTER. I had a physically exhausting day and imma treat myself by starting the day with the new chapter tomorrow :)

I'm doing okay. I got covid lmao. But I recovered in two days. I'm unmatched. I'm unhinged. But this meant i couldn't go on my vacay which I REALLY looked forward to. So, I'm kinda mad lol.

Hope you take some time off work (and socializing ew) and focus on self-care. SEE YOU WITH LBAF SOON SUCKER.

ps - just so you know, im super super super proud and in awe of how you managed to write a 20k+ chapter and continue a story seamlessly as if you dropped it off only yesterday (yes i read the first bit during my break what about it) despite all your commitments. You're amazing <3

#eeshu boo baby

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bbq-hawks-wings · 1 year

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A letter of thanks from a Christian to Tumblr.

Hmm, not the kind of post I ever really thought I'd make or put here, but here goes. Big promise that it's just what it says on the tin and I'm not here to try and convince anyone to join my religion or anything - I really, really just actually want to say thank you to everyone I've met and interacted with on this Hellsite (affectionate)™ and tell you what you mean to me.

I was raised in a Christian household, have studied my religion all my life, and I've been a practicing Christian ever since I've been able to properly claim it for myself as opposed to it being just a worldview and set of habits my parents instilled in me. I don't talk about it much here - usually because I don't believe it's relevant to know and it's not what people come to my blog for to begin with. Not to mention that I admit I also sometimes struggle to have patience with someone who's "belligerently Christian" and am of the opinion that there's nothing wrong with telling people you're a Christian or even sharing your faith, but I don't think it's doing anyone any favors to badger another person about it.

I am not seeking to make "being a Christian" my personality but for it to instead be a clear set of expectations others can confidently have regarding the makeup of my character and my worldview when I publicly claim it - namely that I am at least compassionate, kind, gentle, and generous to any given person I come across because I am a mere human made in the image of God like anyone else, just to name a few important qualities. I take my representation of my faith seriously because I know that when I claim to be a Christian I'm being an ambassador for God, and when I become aware of when and how I've failed to uphold that I don't really know how to explain the shame I feel about it. I may have God's forgiveness for it, but nonetheless I still owe my fellow humans an apology - so I'm sorry for when I've failed to present myself as I ought to and instead chose to do what I wanted in the moment.

One last paragraph about myself before getting to the actual "thank you" part - this post admittedly stems from a restlessness and grief I've been going through for years. Most of that comes from current events and things happening the world around me as well as how the workings of the internet have changed since the many years I've been here. Yet, even when other internet spaces have become too much and too scary for me to enjoy much anymore, Tumblr is always a little different.

Some of that may come from the culture Tumblr is saturated with even long past the days of Superwholock and Once-ler and beyond, and it has so much less to do with any fandom or any interest or topic that finds its way here than it does with the people who are here.

Yes, you, little soul, make this place special and even safe for me by just being you.

I love your art

I love your writing

I love your tips for hobbies and skills

I love your shitposts

I love your hyperfixations

I love your open dialogue in any given post

I love your Tiktoks and Twitter and Reddit screenshots

I love your fandom ramblings and media analysis

I love Tumblr pvp

I love your attitude of inclusivity and love for others

I love that you fight to keep the romanticism of mundane life alive

I love the sense of community that hasn't faded here like other places I've seen even if a bunch of us don't talk anymore

You're just here being you, and when I get to watch you being you in all your glorious, unhinged mania how can I not love you for it?

Yes, even the ones who I've blocked or who've blocked me. The Bible says that even when we were enemies of God He still loves us, and knows us, and seeks after us personally, and sent Jesus to die on our behalf - therefore Christians, seeking to be more like Jesus, should love even their enemies. Perhaps we can't agree enough on literally anything to be civil with each other, but that doesn't change that even they are individuals with everything that comes with being a person. Remembering that, it doesn't take much for me to love them, too, and let them be on their way with God's grace chasing after them.

At least that's how I see it.

When all the rest of the world would seem to have me believe that there is nothing to be had of strangers but fear and nothing to expect of friends but disappointment, somebody will reblog a video of a frog they found from someone I've never met and it's just the most wonderful little video a stranger could give me or a moot could share.

When I come here it's easy to find someone I've never met and know nothing about but still love them and know there's so much more to them as a person I don't see and want the best for them. Whatever differences we have doesn't immediately put me on edge like it does in other places. We both know who we are here on tumblr.dot.com in the year of our lord 2023, and it's nothing to brag about or try to make something of yourself about. It's not really like that anywhere anymore - not even in the real world - and it's SO liberating to not have BE anyone or anything here except myself and what I choose to put here.

I'll have my less-than-flattering things to say about some of the changes and features on the site, but even the waves of new people with different habits from a different era of the internet coming here give me a sense of hope and an enthusiasm for my fellow humans. Yes, now I'm exposed to "brands" and "personalities" and more and more Tumblr is trying to get access to my wallet; but I feel surrounded by real people here - people I can't see and haven't met face-to-face, yet I can and do still know them; and so many of you have extended the privilege of your friendship to me before I ever reached out to you.

As mentioned above, that looks like God's love. I've found it in some religious circles, but it's not always easy to find yet I find it here in droves even from people who unapologetically hate God, and that's far more of a comfort and treasure than might be expected.

I'm not of the impression that I've got any kind of extra love or attention coming to me over this, and that was never the intent. Quite the opposite, I wanted to make sure that those of you out there who see this know that you being here and what you are already doing is seen and appreciated deeply by someone who spends a lot of time and thought on the nature of love and how I can better love others in a world that's missing it so dearly - especially in light of the love that I've been shown first.

Thank you. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

#she speaks #personal

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