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ghostfiish · 5 years

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things ive been up to

since its been forever and ive been posting at a rate of like once every never for the last several months now (other than reblogs which are also at an all time low)

ok so i have the tendency to ramble so im gonna try to stay brief but in a nutshell in 2018 the following has happened

been at my job being bored but having no energy to look for a new job

one roommate moved out a few months ago (but agreed to pay rent for the rest of the lease if we couldnt find a roommate, which she did as she promised so thats whatever)

fleas from old roommates cat made hosts out of me and my other remaining roommate (we got rid of them but it was hell for a bit there)

only reliable potential new roommate to respond to any of our ads turned out to be a complete bust and bailed at the last second (which was probably a good thing since turns out she lied about when her own lease was up which caused an issue, plus she wouldnt have been a good fit with me and current roommate)

i got laid off from my job around the time 3rd roommate moved out and have been looking for a job ever since (silver lining: i wasnt FIRED and at least i have time and energy to actually look for work lol)

im not hearing back from applications thus far which is incredibly annoying but i expect that to change soon once the holidays are up, in conjunction with me having a better plan of attack than when i started

they raised the rent to be way too high for just us two to get a 2-bedroom, and due to unemployment sucking ass (i mean better than nothing but not nearly enough for rent), my roommate and i had to move back in with our respective parents rather than renew the lease even though we really liked that place

my car is a total junker and i need both a new one of those and a job to pay for it before i can do much of anything else

i havent really drawn anything more than sketchbook doodles since spring which is a bummer. sorry guys i dont really have artwork to share with you except maybe some stuff i can put on instagram/twitter like i mentioned in my previous post

the good news in all this is that my parents and friends are extremely supportive, i managed to save up enough when i WAS working that im not in a crisis situation or anything, and im doing my best to stave off the anxiety/depression *thumbs up emoji* its not perfect but im not taking naps or sleeping in/staying up late which makes a MASSIVE difference im telling you guys regular sleep schedules work wonders for staving off the Bad Brain Stuff

i currently have the house to myself because my parents are on a trip which is both a blessing and a curse for a variety of reasons but at least i get to hang out with the dog

overall things are not ideal but it’s way better than it could be and it’s gonna be okay. im okay

#thanks for sticking around #life update #carlietext #long post

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